Love story of a yogi
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This story is also available as an e-book with name “Love story of a Yogi- what Patanjali says” at the webpage ‘store’. There it has been edited to remove grammatical errors, also preserving the original sense of the story.
It is a true and longreads story of a Love yogi named Premyogi vajra, in his own words or in the name of Love yogi simply. Around 25 years ago, there existed a teen named Premyogi vajra, in the deep Himalaya. His grandfather, the same tantric-spiritual old man was a renowned priest in the nearby localities. Boy with some spiritual capabilities since his childhood was studying science in English medium. That was very tough for him for he had come from a Hindi medium school and so on. He had got a glimpse enlightenment in his deep sleep around quarter of a century ago. His various mystic experiences along with his concluding vision can be read at Demystifying Kundalini . Furthermore, he got his Kundalini awakened at the end of following discussion in original(non-edited)at Brilliano kundalini online forum (a kundalini research organisation), which ran throughout the years 2016-18(26-10-2016 to 08-05-2018)for roughly one and half year. Therefore, this discussion(fully original, not disturbed/not proofread/not edited thereafter to keep the probable subtle power retained fully) may have subtle power hidden inside it. This story (partially edited form) for comfortable and easy reading experience is also available in eBook-form on web-page, “shop”. It also shows that in today’s busy world, there appears no need to meet together physically instead being in touch with online spiritual forums is more than enough. Friends, having daily interactive touch creates wonder in a long run. Paragraphs have been written downward in order of subsequent dates or times. Each paragraph denotes writing on a single sitting. Discussion from other participants have been omitted out to avoid confusion. :-
I can give details of some best of the accurate scientific and psychological prospectus including role of neurotransmitters,mental capacity,type of intelligence,type of habits required,type of attachment,type of romance,type of public relationship,type of physical and mental qualities required and then energetic and euphoric aftereffects of kundalini awakening as per my personal self realization.no other platform but this has inspired me to share my experiences in an ego less manner.
Dear friends,it was a sweet sleep around 23 years ago when I received an enlightenment roughly for 5 seconds which offered me supreme joy and existence.I turned my head upward to see sun,it was nothing but I ,the supreme.I turned my head forward to see the base slope of mountain at river down near my village home,it was nothing but I,the ultimate.many sceneries flashed in my mind speedily like peaceful and fully exposed light of existence with vibrations,all were nothing but I, the ultimate. Non duality as prescribed in Hindu Vedas and scriptures proved true to me.all were vibrations inside me,the fully enlightened.all scriptures and religion were behind me proving all what I experienced. Amazing.it opened me afterward.made me child like.fully satisfied.real enjoyer of each and every moment.it remained doubt in my mind that why not realization in sleep state and not in awakened state. Doubt dissolved by reading scriptures which say that our awakened state is also a type of sleep.no difference.main thing is realization. I am living proof that realization is possible, not merely a fiction.let’s continue further as per time.
Actually kundalini is stored and nonwasted energy.you can store this by many ways.some store it as unspent profound love expression mentally as in case of me(although very young age and social culture helped me in this case).many store it using yoga.this stored energy needs some agitator to keep it burning.we call it guru or master.as a burning coal catches flames on suuply of fresh air and wood,that way burning kundalini suddenly bursts as a ultimate flame of self realization on getting lovingly and peaceful environment.
Dear friends, Osho/rajnish’s tantra philosophy (lose and naturalness) combined with mythical stories of Hindu vedic puranas combined with associated vedic practices of worshipping nature in the form of devatas(demigods/god associates) fitted best to me.vedic system was being practised by my ancestors thus inherited by me and the tantric system was received by me from my all-round and naughty friends although with a little bit of philosophical precessing which was merely an positive side effect of vedic system.
Dear friends,Nice to listen that you are well aware of ancient indian wisdom.I was a top level student of medical science.I became very much attracted to Western science with its logistical system, truthfulness, frankness and eagerness to know something in detail.the same qualities have been indicated by our great sages/rishis ,although primarily for self realization, materialism being the secondary one.I learned these goal oriented human qualities from western science, although applied for self realization unknowingly or say guided by my inherited system subconsciously.an amazing admixture of disciplines.
Dear friends, I don’t remember exactly that 5 second status of mine but it was out of the reach of time and space and everything else.I can say that everything was fraction of it as per my after experiences.I felt that I have achieved the ultimate so easily and naturally for which over worldly people struggle so much. It diluted slowly and slowly without availability of an experienced master and favourable environment supplemented by the obvious hatred of over worldly nonsense people.next hope is Yoga now.
Dear friends Coming to fresh breath on this birthday today.hiding the truth directly for decades ,just to avoid laughlyhood and teasing strangeness. Patalanjali yogsutras is the ultimate and only scientific and systemic true path to God.I observed its all limbs practically. Request call to take bath and ceremonial priest worship—– Writing later on for the practcal secret hidden there in—–
Dear friends Although, I ascended through the medium of mental true love with mental pleasures superimposed on mental world and devoid of true sensory pleasures or whatever the case may be,I had to deveop all the limbs of classic patanjali rajyoga, although unknowingly, through good company of knowledgeables, ie. Yam,niyam,aasana,pranayam,pratyahaar,dharnaa,dhyaan and samadhi. Actually kundalini yoga is not independent but only a supportive technique for classical rajyoga ,the mind science.
Dear Friends Here are some top secrets related to kundalini yoga- Kundalini power is a nickname for infinite conscious energy defined by its capacity to curl down into finite thought form ,like a snake.sensory experiences aid in this curling, tightening the coil over and over.the tightest coil in a layman is said to be sleeping at base of spine as it is farthest away from the Bose of sensation/conscious energy, the brain.sleeping means ,its very low energy as compared to as in its natural infinite form.kundalini awakening and straightening means,proceeding towards openness/infiniteness through its release from gripping of sensory blankets over it.all sensory experiences are said to be through spinal chord not brain(as per spiritual scince,not physical) due their lower energy levels as compared to pure mental ones.upward migration of kundalini means,gradual increase in proportion of mental consciousness and decrease in that of sensory consciousness. Reaching brain means,total flow of pure mental consciousness devoid of sensory consciousness(doesn’t mean devoid of sensory inputs, but only those which are utmost important to body and that to with unattached attitude or say selflessness). Reaching highest chakra in brain means,mental consciousness is at highest intensity and about to merge into the same infinite consciousness, from where it had departed out.
Kundalini power is a nickname for infinite conscious energy defined by its capacity to curl down into finite thought form ,like a snake.sensory experiences aid in this curling, tightening the coil over and over.the tightest coil in a layman is said to be sleeping at base of spine as it is farthest away from the Bose of sensation/conscious energy, the brain.sleeping means ,its very low energy as compared to as in its natural infinite form.kundalini awakening and straightening means,proceeding towards openness/infiniteness through its release from gripping of sensory blankets over it.all sensory experiences are said to be through spinal chord not brain(as per spiritual scince,not physical) due their lower energy levels as compared to pure mental ones.upward migration of kundalini means,gradual increase in proportion of mental consciousness and decrease in that of sensory consciousness. Reaching brain means,total flow of pure mental consciousness devoid of sensory consciousness(doesn’t mean devoid of sensory inputs, but only those which are utmost important to body and that to with unattached attitude or say selflessness). Reaching highest chakra in brain means,mental consciousness is at highest intensity and about to merge into the same infinite consciousness, from where it had departed out. Note-“mental consciousness is at highest ” doesn’t mean that it has all set out to bump out one’s heart,but actually it is clean,calm and peaceful consciousness devoid of jerky disturbances of sensory and egoistic origin.
Dear friends. As per my own experience- kundalini awakens-a strong mental sensation provided by anything (study,love,friendship,knowlegeable good company,yogasan/postures,pranayam/breathing exercises or other human attributes or all of them or some of them)-aasan and praanaayam ,2 limbs of rajyoga. Kundalini propelled upward to brain-all sensual interferences mediated through spine avoided or minimized or with unattached attitude-pratyaahaar limb 5th of rajyoga which means “against eating /sensing “. Kundalini raised higher in the brain-dhaaranaa limb grows.actually repeated sensation is key to its dissolution completely, even its hidden imprint. All sensations entrapped in memory revolves again and again in the brain .Sanskrit word dharna means,power to bear /dharan.when all hidden imprints dissolve,the room of brain is empty and able to bear anything.but it is not allowed to bear as senses road is blocked. Kundalini reaches highest centre/chakra in brain ie. Sahasraar-meditation limb-every debris burnt.mind cool,peaceful, light,joyful,undisturbed and empty.kundalini conciousness joins its source/infinite consciousness-samadhi-last limb of patanjli rajyog-sudden experience of infinite.yam and niyam limbs are related to human attributes as an aid to develop other limbs.intensity of brain activity dependent journey. Hyperintelligents and lucky persons develop last 3 main limbs without any aid and difficulty.other limbs develop suddenly by itself.all limbs are interdependent on each other.it is sure that no escape from this route is possible. Techniques may vary,names may vary,religions may vary,faiths may vary,practices may vary.its a mind science in fact.
Dear friends-as per my own experience- practice is the actual name of one limb ie.Dharna/concentration/mental disburden.dhyan /meditation and samadhi /union are by itself.asan and pranayam are only as an aid to practice. Yam and niyam,first two limbs are just human qualities which every social man already have.practice has 3 types-passive,semi passive and active.passive-for most lucky person.the society help build the mental sensations with sensory restrictions. Easiest and quickest to fruitify as there is no any ego(I have done this and this)since the start so need not to be dissolved.semipassive-a clever and egoless start given by the practitioner although in a natural flow and not arbitrarily,thereafter helped by the social system itself.semilucky persons grab this.ease of shedding ego and quickness to frutify depends on that with how much egolessness and unattached attitude, the start was given.active-for unlucky and hardworking. Whole world is searched out to get pure mental sensations,white collar jobs preferred,rushing to cities and wealth.great threat from sensory delusions and ego.some wise ones prefer asan and pranayam limbs of yoga.there is less threat from sensory delusions but ego heartens them(I am practising myself).
Dear friends,There is plethora of favourable conditions needed for the self realization,as much as of required to support the life on a planet.therefore, self realization by worldly methods(with varying effectiveness) is not possible in a single life.it is a multi life event.yoga has imitated this natural event scientifically and has made it a single life event. It is in the same way just as the natural favourable conditions to cause a rain fall are impossible to be recreated artificially ,but making a Polyhouse solves our purpose of keeping the moisture at the desired level for the plant life,without much dependence upon the rain delivered water.
As per my own experience- Dear friends, that water is nectar, required by the conscious life to fully mature. The same is “yogashchittvrittinirodhah”-yoga as complete suppression of mind(both expressed as well as unexpressed) of patanjali.the same is egolessness of worldly people. The same active principle with different curvatures. Little worldly perceptions are like the scanty and infrequently occurring rains.filtered rain water collection pit is subconscious mind.little showers are collected through roofs of eyes and ears ,without trying to modify the clouds/sensation causers(as it is impossible or foolishness). Other senses are like a diverting valve,closing the supply to filtration tank and diverting the dirty water directly to higher brain centres,causing moisture(sensation) variations greatly ,thus damaging the life there.visual and auditory centres are filtration tanks where bad points are filtered out.last three limbs with asan and praanayam of ashtang yoga are drip irrigation system.”spiritual fiction stories in pure sanskrit” are 100 hp pump(most powerful) as it modulates the dull wordly sensations to spurious and pure mental sensations with its power to open up the thinnest of the drip channels/nerve channels ,even the blocked ones.water/sensations are pumped out of subconscious mind and again filtered out of left debris,if any.continuous flow of healthy and clean sensations is fed through the drip pipes of nerve fibres to the deepest and highest brain centre ie. Between the eyebrows. Thus,constant and continuous maintenance of clean moisture(sensation) is achieved there without fluctuations. It keeps that centre alive and growing .at maturity of crop/life there,water input is closed(total detachment) and all of the water/sensations in the system is allowed to be consumed.it means ,all unexpressed(stored) sensations are expressed and thus consumed by the ultimate life,which is growing in the top air conditoned room/sahasrar chakra.this is final maturation of crop/ super consciousness/samadhi.thereafter,none of water(available as well as stored) ,so none of sensation(of presence as well as of absence) ,but only a joyful bliss of maturity felt.then shortly, the crop/ultimate is harvested/totally detached with the same joyful bliss converted to the full conscious life/crop independent of sensations/water.Unattached attitude and egolessness are POLYHOUSE covering/safe enclosure .these are yam,niyam and pratyaahar limbs. divert valve is misnomer for senses other than eyes and ears.these causes overflow of dirty water (unhealthy sensations)with moisture irregularity and disease outbreak to incumbent life.closure of these is pratyahar limb.Dear friends, that water is nectar, required by the conscious life to fully mature. The same is “yogashchittvrittinirodhah”-yoga as complete suppression of mind(both expressed as well as unexpressed) of patanjali.the same is egolessness of worldly people. The same active principle with different curvatures. Little worldly perceptions are like the scanty and infrequently occurring rains.filtered rain water collection pit is subconscious mind.little showers are collected through roofs of eyes and ears ,without trying to modify the clouds/sensation causers(as it is impossible or foolishness). Other senses are like a diverting valve,closing the supply to filtration tank and diverting the dirty water directly to higher brain centres,causing moisture(sensation) variations greatly ,thus damaging the life there.visual and auditory centres are filtration tanks where bad points are filtered out.last three limbs with asan and praanayam of ashtang yoga are drip irrigation system.”spiritual fiction stories in pure sanskrit” are 100 hp pump(most powerful) as it modulates the dull wordly sensations to spurious and pure mental sensations with its power to open up the thinnest of the drip channels/nerve channels ,even the blocked ones.water/sensations are pumped out of subconscious mind and again filtered out of left debris,if any.continuous flow of healthy and clean sensations is fed through the drip pipes of nerve fibres to the deepest and highest brain centre ie. Between the eyebrows. Thus,constant and continuous maintenance of clean moisture(sensation) is achieved there without fluctuations. It keeps that centre alive and growing .at maturity of crop/life there,water input is closed(total detachment) and all of the water/sensations in the system is allowed to be consumed.it means ,all unexpressed(stored) sensations are expressed and thus consumed by the ultimate life,which is growing in the top air conditoned room/sahasrar chakra.this is final maturation of crop/ super consciousness/samadhi.thereafter,none of water(available as well as stored) ,so none of sensation(of presence as well as of absence) ,but only a joyful bliss of maturity felt.then shortly, the crop/ultimate is harvested/totally detached with the same joyful bliss converted to the full conscious life/crop independent of sensations/water.Unattached attitude and egolessness are POLYHOUSE covering/safe enclosure .these are yam,niyam and pratyaahar limbs. divert valve is misnomer for senses other than eyes and ears.these causes overflow of dirty water (unhealthy sensations)with moisture irregularity and disease outbreak to incumbent life.closure of these is pratyahar limb.
Actually,Yogasan,pranayam and like Wise works are pump and puranas(treasures of spirituomythical stories related to our social life,in rhythmic simple and beautiful Sanskrit) as fuel.with practice all works become asan and pranayam.modulation becomes with much more ease if there is cordial relationship with the puraan devotee then it doesnt matter wheather read himself or not.
Effect of modulation- Mental Sensational joy is so much extreme that it appears if anyone has enjoyed all senses to fullest of their potential, even beyond.real sensual joy appears as darkness and foolishness here.we can say in other words that mental stamina has surpassed all the senses or say mind has developed supersenses,and that too without the usual sensory delusions.many great works in the world can be done at this stage,but real yogi doesnt get cheated by worldly senses.he uses his spare and mind deluding time in study of any of humane subjects(science,philosophy,art,literature etc).it also reinforces the pure mental sensations and also bexomes a great scholar of merits,many times.this repeated mental exercise causes arousals of deep subconscious thought imprints since many births and get unloaded of sensory delusions therein, as there is no any sensual partnership now.it is now pure mental sensation.it means,delusions go away washed steadily and rapidly.a guru or say well wisher is must at this stage for defying over worldliness and keep mental senses sharpened with puranas etc. The practitioner is also inside the gravitational fields of supreme joy ,now.he feels himself light,empty,open,vast ,devoid of burden and an astral type.next,their is sudden self realization.
Study of science by that practitioner, as a joke- This mental sense is also termed as 6th sense or 3rd eye of Shiva opened.he studies science with so much mental intensity and deep and detailed study that every practical is done by him mentally.simple students laugh at him for not becoming serious and he laugh at them for rushing around practicals like a playing pup and having low intelligence. He sees delusionary (sensual)darkness inside practicals.
It is famous that the repentance is the best sin healer. Actually attachment and sensory delusion is the greatest sin.at time of sin fruiting,mind remembers the sinful event again and again consciously or subconsciously causing unloading of delusion which was loaded due to involvement of senses.as much as the magnitude of sin,that much is its remembering along with the complimentary suffering. It is said that yogic pranayam also help get rid of sins.the principle is same.
Dear friends,I think that self doesn’t reside behind the eyebrows but somewhere in the area in verticle plane crossing head just ahead to the site of tying hairy knot (by pundits)on backside of the flat surface of head(ie. In the centre bredthwise but more posterior,lengthwise).not much deep there but towards the top.you can feel deeply loved and your true self loaded with subconcious thought there,during deep meditation. it is probably the sahasrar chakra.behind eyebrows,is deep intellectual centre as when we think something attentively,a clear analysis is felt behind eyebrows and a strain also felt there with externally.
On trying yogic pranayam with constant attention on sahasraar chakra,we experience dark self there.this darkness is due to loaded delusions on the self ,which in turn are proportional to the past actions and fruits (with senses involvement).also called as subconcious imprints/subconcious thoughts/sanskaars/agyaan etc.on hitting breath there,these are not decoded easily in our awakened state but releases themselves in the dreams.these become then pure mental sensation without senses involvement and the delusion is thus unloaded out of the self/soul and self becomes proportionately clean.so,don’t be afraid of that darkness. Recently loaded delusion is unloaded more quickly and seen as clear waves of thought in the brain revolving again and again untill its full unloading from the self.
Observed wonderful mind calming effect of yogic exercises just few minutes earlier as mind was shakened today with materialism.actually,breath exercise goes side by side along with yogic postures.i didnt feel need for separate pranayam.two in one exercise.
It is not that having unattached attitude makes the sensual experiences totally safe.considering fire as a snow does not save from it’s burn.it is true that unattachment causes sensory delusions loosely bound with the soil which in turn are quite easy to shed,later on.
Unattached attitude does not come merely with the lectures or simple inception. We have to device methods for it,suiting our professional and personal life style,so that each and every moment become unattachment oriented ceaselessly and effortlessly. We get physical and spiritual progress both together, then.
Hindu puranas and karmakaandas/nature worship are examples of such types of community methods.one can also develop personal method suiting him.
Sensual activity silently approves that consciousness is outside and we ourselves are nonconcious.in the same way,pure mental sensation automatically approve that consciousness is inside us,not outside.
As much as mental force is needed to oppose the sensual urge,that much strong is the pure mental conciousness and that much concious the self is approved.so,it is good to have sensory teasers all around.
Yes,kundalini machine is possible. Any gadget capable of inducing pure mental sensations ,independent of sensory inputs ,can cause self realization. In scriptures, many stories exist when certain spiritual magician or demigod induced experience of mental world totally similar to the real one,directly inside the brain of his devotee, without the involvement of external sences.
Now,I come to clear cut practical philosophy. Patanjali says that an external and physical supportive object is needed to get a pure mental sensation,as strong free of accompanied thoughts as better.as per patanjali,subconcious imprint of this pure mental sensation burns all other worldly imprints ,just as the sun nullifies a candle both by overshining it and hastening its decay. In the last,this physical support is also abandoned ,which results in its mental decay with time.this results in total mental emptiness with accompanying sudden self realization. is there any better support possible other than a beautiful and well behaved girl?I think Patanjali could not tell it boldly as social culture in ancient India was the same,as it is now.isn’t it true ?any suggestions and queries, please?
There is respect and motherly/sisterly love mentioned to be done towards feminine but can this account for the whole hearted and single line support for the pure mental sensation of an opposite gender?
What I say ,it is not merely a theory,not merely a philosophy.I believe only in practical.mental space is the best territory (without limitation of nation,state,religion etc.territorial boundaries), Mind is the best laboratory, experience is the best practical and self realization is the best confirmation.
Patanjali was extraordinary patanjali,Einstein of spirituality. He was a great sociologist too.That is why he specifically not mentioned any particular external object as meditation support .he knew that each one has his own test and preference,which can be living or nonliving, male or female,man or animal,luxurious or dull and coarse or fine.
People say that don’t divulge your gains to the public otherwise you are egoist. Question is,how the public will come to know the truth ,then.it is the reason,inexperienced babas and gurus are highlighted with real self realized being found rarely inside the dark caves.liers are heavily advertised and truthful are seen with suspicion.this all has happened since prehistoric. This shows that ninety nine percent of existing spiritual literature is fraudulent, if it is believed that truly self realized knows only the language of true love,nothing else.
Actually, the human brain is a big confusing heap of misconceptions. Biggest misconception, for example is the belief that unattached persons are slow,physically.you guess yourself ,which one out of these is slow to run,honey or the water.
I compared patanjali with Einstein so there is no question of telling him fraudulent. I raised finger on his biased interpretors. For example,patanjali has not specified meditation supporting object -ektatvaabhyaasaat,yathaabhimatdhyaanaat vaa etc.conceived good/abhimat by majority of human is human beauty so better to concentrate upon.if it would have been stressed upon ,there would be love and love everywhere along with quickened enlightenment and religious harmony. Regarding my topmost experience, I explained all in the start to create interest in what I say.afterwards what i wrote that is total practical which I have experienced myself.what i said earlier that there existed plethora of favourable conditions for my self realization,i will totally explain those whenever free.as it is story type and somewhat complicated.all matches with what patanjali says.great mastery of patanjali is in the sense that he has made that natural process as synthetic.i can explain the entire process.process is same,but i can not explain how to make it synthetic,because i have experienced it in natural form,not synthetic form.how can i explain that which i dont know.if millions are studying patanjali and getting benefitted then why they don’t share their self realization frankly as I did and why the experiences of majority of those don’t match with the confirmed description of reality in the scriptures. Glad to know that you are not taking all this as my ego.
Self realization /yoga is such a complex subject that without the full blown arguments, queries and suggestions, achieving success is a nightmare. With you,In CD of my memory ,flashed the extra happy and calmly smiling face of my 50 aged grandfather at that time when I had told him my self experience. He felt gratified immensely and offered to me the degree of complete perfection and attributed all that achievement to the environment made by his vedic system, continued puraan reading at his nearly blind aged stick supported mother.he was a poor but satisfied vedic priest.it was spiritual facet of the story. Ignorant of the Opposite materialistic facet and not desirous to know altogether so I accepted their accepted face to view him happy ,even not giving a hint of thats opposite.at that time my father was also present there but he neglected it, perhaps doubting or preventing my ego to develop or for avoiding my exit from materialistic family line as usual with babas opposed to my gf who wanted to make me dedicated Sanskrit scholar and worldly well known spiritual leader.will of father dominated and as per his wish,hiding the truth forcefully in my heart,achieved a lot of materialistic worldly success although with depositing mist over the truth.gf couldn’t support me much and passed away but I continuously feel that he is totally free and fully self realized in bramhaloka/adobe of bramha.Two inferences can be drawn here. he self realized first and made me as second one with his company,but then he should have divulged it to me as two self realized are best friends and companions to each other.second is that I self realized first and due to his strong bondages with me,he was directed to bramhaloka at that time automatically. Practice of yoga never go futile.it returns in next birth in the form of favourable conditions. Biggest bondage is fear from death and rebirth. It is due to attachment. God knows every good for us and we don’t need to worry.
I have made an unique personal technique to remain unattached always. As I have studied medical science and belong to the related profession so I think of all the body cells doing their work humanely as per the situation but without any egotism. Whenever thinking not suffices, I start writing about that in Sanskrit .in this way,my every work and even every breath becomes worship ,automatically.
I ask all members if the below fiction story (totally based on patanjali yoga) phenomenally is possible- Love is also a samadhi.when a boy of touching maturity age likes very much a beautiful girl due to best tuning between them due to some unknown past births relationships, he stares upon her in an attached way with his full mental natural happiness and deep emotions but prevented from unsocial step over due to not meeting alone(ie.why knowledgeable advice not to stay alone with any type of lady for long) and cultural restrictions.also,he is silent always but guazing only.a constant image of her starts forming in his mind starting as dharna(trying concentration). Then full concentration achieved called as dhyana/meditation.in dhyana,there is no full bondage with image as there are three identities felt simultaneously ie. Dhyata/meditator, dhyan /meditation process itself and meditated/dhyeya as all separate.when concentration deepens,only meditator remains ie. he himself feels that her form is the only form he has.it is also seen in world when love exceeds a threshhold.then it is called that both have been coloured in each other’s colour. this is samadhi.it is of six main types.firstly her image with her qualities in mind is viewed.this is first sampragyat samadhi ie.savitarka(with vitark/arguments/views of her qualities etc) .when an extra clean image is viewed without her related qualities,it is 2nd ie. Nirvitark samadhi.when not in view,that time too, her image in mind and that’s hidden imprints continue exposing his past life’s all hidden imprints and thus burning(getting consumed) those.now sensation become so much strong that in her absence too,her image gets fixed in mind with related thoughts.this is savichar (with associated thoughts)samadhi.image strengthens and become nirvichar(no thoughts) samadhi likewise with image only without other related thoughts.now,fifth is anandanugat(joy associated) samadhi.here ,self starts shining with some inherent joy although some ego is there.deepest absorption of her image is in the form of asmitanugat(associated with finest ego imprint) samadhi.here ,egolessness type is felt with more brighter,joyful,calm and burden free self as all the past imprints have gone burnt by this fully absorbed mental support.this support is itself loosening know due to infrequent meet and guess of loosing that girl soon due to social reasons.means,asampragyaat type(nothing known) samadhi is starting.now he has been handled by a spiritual man so he is protected against falling into evils due to discourage.he nothing can speak about his relationship with her because he has done nothing.only he has grasped her image mentally. Guazing to each other affectionately is right of everyone.This is inexplicable attraction between both.may be past good karmas of both fruitifying. Now ,he is doing his work as usual and losig hope of her.image starts dissolving.present work and its imprint not getting hold of mind due to support of spiritual man but mainly due to the image again appearing from the dark self only to burn those newly developing imprints,again getting lost as darkness/imprints inside the self.this process goes on intermittantly as per need.a beautiful and strange interplay of rescue operation and flying away by that image continues.this lost phase of that image(only remanant mind) is called nirodhaavastha(phase of shedding last mental form/dissolution) of asampragyaat samadhi.when image again emerges,it is called vyutthanaavastha(standing phase of that last mental form/image) of asampragyat samadhi.when image has been shed in nirodhavastha, imprints of shedding(nirodh sanskar) are on self.it is not final although he has started experiencing the difference between true self and imprinted false self since much long ago and this differentiation was progressing onwards.he can slip to base floor at any time.with spiritual environment all around,he stops doing any special/wishful work for sometime due to unimaginable secret inspiration from God and he depends on religious stories/puranas for a time period along with spiritual guide to subsist(as human needs any of the action mode to subsist), So no need for the final imprint of that meditated image to be visible(as no need to guard against imprints which are formed on self by wishful work) .so,suddenly that last imprint is also shed and the imprinted self is again converted back to its pure self form,means self realization occurs.story of girl is to her side depending on how she tackles the attachment alongside quantum of favourable conditions gained.can this occure actually ? If it occurs,can this natural attraction and affection be simulated?how to fix a mind forcefully to anything like air,water,idol,mountain,sun etc?even the image of a man can not be settled in mind as efficiently as that of a woman.it is most amazing and challenging ?how to create intense attraction and love artificially? How patanjali has simulated this God controlled process artificially,it is an area of research. Any comments,sugessions and queries(Materialistically or spiritually),please.
The same love yoga was practiced by gopis.those girls were fully attached to lord Krishna.that had placed them in sampragyat samadhi.when the lord Krishna left his village vraj,those gopis lost their last support. That emptiness placed them into a sampragyat samadhi.lastly,raas/an universal dance of lord Krishna occurred with them.actually this is self realization by gopis ,not a bodily union,but a devine of their self with supreme self/Krishna conciousness-iskcon
Similarly, how an ordinary human being full of many impurities, can be snugly fitted in the mind.therefore, mixture of two forms is made.physical body form is intermixed with the devine form as described abundantly inside the vedic spiritual mythical scriptures. It proves,nothing is bad in this universe,Only thing is that we don’t know proper manipulation and intermixing.