Demystifying Kundalini: Tantric Kundalini Yoga, Awakening & Enlightenment Explained

This website originally began as a landing space for an eBook. Over time, it evolved organically to include deeper reflections, abstract explorations, and experiential insights related to Kundalini, yoga, and inner transformation.

Gradually, it came to incorporate subtle aspects of yogic philosophy, along with a contemplative narrative describing the inner journey of a yogi, expressed through lived experience rather than doctrine.

The work presented here approaches human physiology and consciousness in a philosophical and psychological framework, seeking to understand inner transformation in a humane and reflective manner.

In the future, this platform may expand further to document a more complete experiential account of Premyogi Vajra’s inner journey, with the intention of clarity, integration, and understanding rather than promotion or belief formation.

The associated book and related materials are available in multiple languages, including English, Hindi, Punjabi, and Sanskrit, and are shared in the spirit of open learning and exploration.

Disclaimer & Clarification

This website does not endorse, oppose, or promote any particular religion.
Its purpose is to encourage a scientific, experiential, and humane study of spiritual traditions, including tantric perspectives, without dogma or belief enforcement.

The content presented here is informational and exploratory in nature. It should not be misunderstood as medical, psychological, or professional instruction.

Tantric and meditative practices require proper understanding, maturity, and guidance. Practicing any methods described on this website without adequate knowledge or qualification is done entirely at the reader’s own discretion and responsibility.

The website and its authors do not accept liability for any physical, psychological, or emotional consequences arising from misinterpretation or improper application of the information shared here.

Premyogi Vajra describes a brief glimpse of spiritual enlightenment and self-realization in his own words below

I found myself standing on a river bridge in a lower valley, roughly a kilometer’s walk from my home. In that moment, I suddenly felt completely open. A profound joy arose, extending beyond ordinary mental activity into what had previously felt like a dark, undefined sense of self. Joy and conscious illumination were no longer confined to thought alone.

I looked down at the flowing river. The water appeared exactly as it always had in physical form, yet inwardly it was experienced as inseparable from the bridge, the surrounding landscape, and my own fully conscious presence. The bridge itself remained unchanged outwardly, yet inwardly it no longer felt separate from the river, the water, or awareness itself.

Turning to the left, I gazed at the mountain slope, where vegetation had once slid downward due to heavy rains, leaving a raw, earthen gap between two green patches. Half of the river had been obstructed by this landslide. Despite the physical disruption, the vegetation on the exposed land remained alive and intact. The scene appeared ordinary to the senses, yet inwardly it was experienced as continuous with everything perceived before, unified within the same conscious field.

I then looked upward toward the sun. The same understanding repeated itself. The sun appeared physically unchanged—bright, yet not overwhelmingly so. Its brightness felt equal to that of the river, the mountain, the bridge, and my own inner clarity. All appeared distinct in form, yet inseparable in essence.

This entire experience unfolded rapidly, within a span of approximately five to ten seconds. During that brief interval, I was filled with an immeasurable sense of joy, clarity, peace, wisdom, and openness. It felt as though all experiences possible were contained within that narrow window of time and space. Light and darkness appeared united in a way beyond conceptual understanding.

Awareness revealed itself as vast and continuous, like an endless ocean in which mental activity arose merely as small waves. Even space and time appeared insignificant in comparison to this depth. Opposites such as love and aversion, fear and compassion, appeared simultaneously, without conflict. The state felt awe-inspiring, humbling, and complete.

The following morning, I noticed a lasting transformation. I felt inwardly complete and deeply satisfied, as if a long wandering had ended. Life flowed with simplicity and ease—peaceful, spontaneous, unattached, and non-judgmental. Social interaction became natural, ego diminished, and there was a quiet sense of clarity and goodwill toward others. Desire softened into focused, humane affection, and mental energy felt concentrated and steady.

These qualities expressed themselves naturally and without effort for nearly three years. Over time, as the immediacy of the experience faded from memory, these states gradually diminished, though their imprint remained as a reference point for understanding inner transformation.

Readers interested in a more detailed narrative may explore the extended account titled Love Story of a Yogi.

Clarification

Enlightenment may be understood through a simple analogy.
Ordinarily, one’s own sense of self is experienced as something vague or undefined, similar to a dark theatre hall. Thoughts, emotions, and sensory perceptions appear like images projected on a screen within that space.

During an enlightenment experience, what changes is not the screen of mental activity, but the background itself. The previously unrecognized inner space becomes illuminated and vivid, appearing as real and present as the thoughts and perceptions that arise within it.

In this state, what is often experienced as inner limitation or darkness is no longer felt as separate from clarity or joy. The division between what is considered “negative” and “positive” dissolves into a single, unified field of awareness. This is why such experiences are often described as deeply complete and transformative.

Mental activity remains present, but it is no longer experienced as separate from the self. Thoughts and perceptions appear as transient formations within a larger, stable awareness—much like waves arising within the ocean without disturbing its depth. From this perspective, it may feel as though nothing remains undone or incomplete, as experience itself is perceived as whole.

Such moments can give rise to a temporary sense of total fulfillment or unity, sometimes expressed metaphorically as feeling “god-like.” This expression does not imply becoming God, but rather reflects a brief dissolution of personal limitation and separation. The experience remains human, finite, and transient, even though its impact may feel immense.

Following this glimpse, differences in how others relate to the experience may become noticeable. Those strongly rooted in dualistic perception may feel discomfort or resistance, while those inclined toward non-dual understanding may respond with openness or affinity. These reactions arise not from the experience itself, but from differing inner frameworks through which it is perceived.

This experience unfolded through the well-known Yin–Yang (man–woman) dynamic, followed by Patanjalian samadhi, understood as a state of complete contemplative union.

Those who wish to understand how this enlightenment experience occurred in greater depth will find it described as a real-time tantric narrative, presented both as a long-form account and as shorter, experiential reflections shared throughout this website.

For readers seeking a more structured and detailed exploration, a dedicated Hindi eBook is also available, offering further insight into the philosophical, psychological, and experiential dimensions of this journey.

A Kundalini Awakening Experience: An Experiential Account

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