How antidepressant works
Premyogi vajra was a man entangled in worldliness heavily. His mind had become very disturbed by that. Although he was able to control it with the help of physiological philosophy/shareeravigyan darshan. Still he was not able to control it completely. Once he underwent endoscopy with doubt of severe gastritis. Understanding his mood, the doctor prescribed him a half month’s antidepressant and anti-anger medicine (not remember the name). He was feeling a great reduction in his depression and anger while eating it. He had read on Google that the effect of this drug could be sustained permanently if eaten daily for one month. Therefore, he has been eating the medicine. The drug seemed to be doing the same work that was done by the spiritual book Shavid. Although the work of medicine was too full of non-liveliness, acrimony, lack of memory, and artificiality. The non-duality producing effect of Enlightenment and Kundalini awakening also seemed similar to the non-duality producing effect of antidepressant medicine, although with the difference in purity and level. Eckhart tolle has also made a similar statement that the antidepressant drug has the same effect as the self-awakening, albeit with comparatively very low-grade and ferocity.
He was troubled by a chronic cough
He took a lot of antibiotics, but the cough did not cure. He understood that antibiotics were not working, due to resistance developed by bacteria. Chronic gastritis was actually the cause of his cough. When he took pantoprazole and domperidone medicines for 1 month, his cough disappeared from the root. In today’s stressful life this problem has become huge, about which most people fall prey to misunderstandings
I don’t see it as a road to true and lasting awakening, but it can give people a glimpse of freedom from the prison of their conceptual mind (a worth reading interview with Eckhart tolle)………..INTERVIEW WITH ECKHART TOLLE
Transformation with mind-altering medicines
Physiology philosophy is a non-dual thinking. This proves that the drug was causing Advaita. Mind Altering Drugs acts as a power brake to control emotions, which can damage the brain’s soft tissue. He felt his memory diminishing. At the time of anger, his brain used to be as breaking, so he could not do anger. With anger, his brain was pressurized, heavy, dull, and dark. Even physically, he began to remain weak. His functionality decreased considerably. He was surprised to see his sudden change. Therefore, he stopped the medicine after 30-35 days, and dumped the remaining medicine in the garbage. Although his transformation was permanent. He never returned to the previous state.
How does anti-depressant drug produce Anand/bliss and Advaita/non-duality?
This makes a person not think deeply about anything, nor analyze or judge in a manner. This creates self-witnessing towards all objects-ideas. Pleasure arises from this. Together, due to lack of analysis and judgment, the gap between all objects-ideas starts to disappear, which makes everything seem the same. This is Advaita. It is like this, if a light doze of alcohol is drunk. In tantra too, consumption of wine is advised with cautionary measures for kundalini benefit. Simply mean that meditation produces non-duality by promoting intellectuality, while brain-altering medicines reduce intellectual power for the same purpose. Yet these medicines still give a glimpse of spiritual awakening. Following that glimpse, a person can get real self-awareness too.
How does meditation get help from brain-altering medicines?
Suddenly slowing down of his mental activity made Premyogi vajra surprised along with some grief. He started thinking of ways to achieve his undone mentality. That mindset was linked to his memory, which was greatly reduced by the effects of the drug. For some time he got the company of a person who regularly practiced yoga. Seeing him, he started doing the same. Gradually, he got practiced. He also started taking help of internet and books. The mental power inside him was as abundant as before, but it was not visible anywhere. The reason for this was that he had forgotten the previous things and events due to the effect of the drug, to which his mental strength was bound. Due to the erosion of his previous world due to medicine, his immense mental strength had become free from clutches of that. That is why he was not feeling his abundant mentality any more. With the help of yoga, his hidden mental strength was targeted to his Kundalini itself. This made his kundalini awakened over time.
The manifestation of worldliness as Kundalini-mentality
He got his lost old mentality with Kundalini Yoga. Although that was not as non-dual worldliness as before, but that was as an alone Kundalini. He became aware of his entire mental strength in the form of his Kundalini that caused her awakening soon.
The attainment of strong mentality is possible only with non-duality
It is worth noting that a strong, continuous and stable mindset is possible only through non-dual worldliness. With dual behavior, the mentality starts to weaken before reaching near the peak. This proves that even the non-dual behavior (karmayoga as per Geeta) of Premyogi vajra became helpful in his Kundalini-awakening.