The mental body that’s manomaya sharir is also the man himself. He would not have been anyone else. That body would be very detailed. When it is experienced as one’s own self, then it begins to wane, and takes the form of the Kundalini image. There is also a feeling of emptiness, lightness and joy. Similarly, knowledge or gyana is actually of the soul. But Vigyan means special knowledge, ‘vi’ meaning special or vishesh in Sanskrit, it’s that when the mind means the mental body is also connected with the soul. The mind is a special form of the soul. That’s why when the knowledge of the mind is done in the form of special knowledge of the soul, then this is the Vijnanamaya Kosha. Knowledge of the mind in the form of an ordinary and alien object is Manomaya Kosha. But when it is understood as one’s own form, then it is the Vijnanamaya Kosha. This is also our part or body attached to the main body, but it seems as if it is spread out in infinite directions and distances. Actually human being is like a flying kite. The mind is the flying colored paper, the feeling of its being attached to the body is the string, and the physical body is catching that string. As long as the string is there, the kite is safe, otherwise it will go astray and get destroyed. At one place I read written on the dashboard of the bus that the mind is like a parachute, it works well only when it is open. Perhaps this is the same what it means. In the scriptures, it has been said that instead of considering the mind as a visible or seen form, it has to be understood as a seer or own form. Witnessing is also the same, it is a simple and easy way of doing this. Even when the soul observes the mind being itself as a silent witness, the meditative image of the mind begins to manifest itself. This also proves that the mind is a special form of the soul, that means the mind is the form of vigyan. The mind exists only as long as it is considered external or alien. When it is understood as one’s own self, then it starts to dim. Self possessions are always undermined and other’s possessions seem better. Importance is for external or other things, not for one’s own thing or self. The mind is not destroyed in this self form, rather it becomes insignificant and slows down. This creates joy. The Kundalini image gets the extra power that the mind had taken in the earlier wandering state. This adds to the joy, because the Kundalini image remains for a long time and without any philosophical effort on the part of the man, it removes the extra fat from the wandering mind and sucks it, due to which the joy remains for a long time or even permanently in the far reached Kundalini Yogis. The light attitude of the mind is of Sattva guna. That’s why the mind-mixed darkness that arises due to the weakening of the mind is called satoguni avidya, as explained in the previous post. This is why there is joy in it. This is the blissful treasure. On the contrary, the complete destruction of the mind is tamogun, and when the mind is in full swing, and it seems to be real, it is rajogun. The darkness of ignorance associated with these is Tamoguni ignorance and Rajoguni ignorance respectively. In the first stage there is sorrow and in the second stage there is happiness, not joy or bliss. Happiness and sadness live with each other. Bliss is beyond happiness and sorrow, and always remains the same. Bliss can also be called a mixed form of happiness and sorrow, because in this both mind and darkness live together in equal balance. In Rajogun, the mind is very bright, with which there is no darkness at all, hence it is happiness. When the mind gets tired and sits down, then it becomes completely lifeless, due to which darkness envelops the brain. This is sadness. This is also the extreme mode of ignorance. The cycle of happiness and sorrow continues, due to which the soul is not purified. I did not know such a deep analysis of it at the time of my initial book, although such a practical experience was definitely there. In that I have written it in such a way that happiness arises only from non-attachment. What has been said is correct. With non-attachment the mind moves slowly. By the way, attachment is only towards others, not towards oneself. That’s why by considering the mind as the soul, non-attachment automatically arises. I had given there many examples of the principle of detachment. For example, pleasure is not derived directly from alcohol but from slowing down of the mind with it, which is a sign of non-attachment and sattva guna. Similarly, bliss is born not directly from meat-eating, but from non-attachment born of dispassion born of mortal intelligence towards the life arising from it. Many such examples were given. This effect is also created by Kundalini Yoga. Non-attachment that’s Advaita and Kundalini live together. That’s why with Kundaliniyoga, happiness arises when the Kundalini image stays in the mind. Therefore, Kundaliniyoga is like a metaphysical machine or technique or trick, which automatically creates its effect, avoiding the philosophical mess of detachment. I give my own example of this. I had done some developmental work by spending enough money. But due to some invariable reasons some of them were left out and some got lost. I regretted it and didn’t too, because walking is life. When a man keeps looking outside, then he is not satisfied with what he has. His own joy also vanishes from it. I started feeling disturbed. I learned Kundalini Yoga from somewhere and thought everything would be fine. Yoga returned my lost happiness, that too with interest. I also made a lot of spiritual progress. At that time its basic psychological principle was not known, but today it seems well known to me. Kundalini is a miraculous mental meditation image, which benefits in every way like an automatic machine. What happened that Kundalini took away the power of my lost mind. Due to this, my Manomaya Kosha changed with Kundalini to Vigyanmay Kosha. Vigyanmaya Kosh was transformed into Anandamaya Kosh. Due to the said developmental worldliness, my three primary koshas had developed a lot. By the way, with the help of Advaita, I was also developing Vigyanmaya Kosh and Anandamaya Kosh little bit along with them, but the rocket speed of the last two koshas was achieved only by Kundalini Yoga, due to which the so-called minor glimpse of Kundalini awakening was also received.
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Kundalini Yoga is also a wave
Friends, in the previous post I was telling through a thought-experiment how gravity will swallow all things at the end of creation. Some Scientists are also making a similar guess, which has been named Big Crunch.
Along with this, there was also talk about the wave nature of the fundamental particles. In the case of physical waves like wind, water etc. it is seen that crest and trough cannot form simultaneously. When water rises above the surface to form a crest, it cannot sink below the surface as a trough at the same location at the same time. But this can happen in the case of a sky wave, because it is virtual, and does not require any physical object or medium. That’s why the three dimensional fundamental wave looks and behaves like a fundamental particle, as illustrated in the previous post. The wave in the form of particles keeps moving forward making such three dimensional crest and trough, because prakriti and Purusha are present everywhere, and the race from prakriti to Purusha goes on everywhere. That is why fundamental particles appear together in many places. The next trough is formed from the previous crest, and the next crest from the previous trough, because nature loves symmetry. In this way, in the form of countless waves, countless subtle loops are formed in space. Means the whole sky seems to be divided into loops. Quantum loop theory also says that space is not flat but divided into the smallest pieces. There cannot be smaller pieces than that. But if it is seen from the principle, then everything will definitely become the smallest after breaking. It is nothing but the empty sky without attributes. What has been called the quantum loop of space is not actually the natural form of void space, but a virtual fundamental particle in space. This gives the answer to all these things that why wave behaves like a particle, how standing wave and propagating wave are formed etc. Any wave is actually a form of meditation. Ida, Pingala and Sushumna nadis move in wave form only. Actually nothing moves in a wave, the thing making the wave just comes back to its original place by vibrating back and forth or up and down. Only the wave moves forward. Anyway there is nothing in the space like zero to appear. So the only option left is wave. Even there is nothing to tremble at its place to make a space wave. That’s why vibrations are shown only in falsehood. Don’t know how. Light, which is considered to be God or devata, moves only in the form of waves. So is Agni.
The movement of the nadi is also in the form of a wave
Sensation in the nadi moves forward in the form of waves. The sodium-potassium pump works in this. Sodium and potassium ions keep coming in and out of the nerve fibre wall at their own place, and the wave of sensation continues to move forward.
wave carries information
If a pebble is thrown somewhere in the pond, a wave is created on its water and spreads everywhere. Due to this, aquatic animals become alert from the possible danger. By walking on the ground, a wave is created on it, by which animals like snakes become alert or run away. Everyone knows about the transmission of information in the form of sound waves through the air. From Mooladhara, the wave of sensation goes to Sahasrara, due to which Sahasrara becomes alert i.e. active. The alert is from the enemy as passing time, which always stands in front of the man in the form of inevitable death early or late. Hence Sahasrara strives for awakening or spiritual lifestyle in the form of worldly experiences with Advaita. Actually worldly goals too are achieved with the healthy Sahasrar because it’s the site of feeling.
The soul feels the virtual world inside itself with the help of electromagnetic waves
The movement of charged particles in the nadi creates an electromagnetic wave in the surrounding sky. That wave is felt virtually dividing the self-sky of Sahasrar in to varying patterns according to the em waves being made through varying physical experiences brought about by senses. That is why it is said that the place of the soul is Sahasrar. It is surprising that innumerable virtual artifacts are created in the sky by electromagnetic waves at innumerable places, but they are felt by the soul only in the Sahasrara of the brain of the living being. If we get the correct information about its structure and its functioning, then it is possible that science will also be able to create an artificial organism and artificial brain.
Kundalini Yoga as the Varaha avatar of Lord Vishnu mythological story
Friends, in the previous post I was sharing some spiritual secrets related to nose and Ida-pingala. I remembered a mythological story related to this, so thought that in this post, let’s try to make its yoga-based revelation. It is said that in the olden days, the demon Hiranyaksha stole the earth and hid it deep inside the ocean. Distressed by this, all the gods took Brahma along with them to Lord Vishnu and obtained a promise of help from him. Only then a small pig came out of Brahma’s nose. Actually Lord Vishnu had taken the form of that boar. As soon as he saw it, it grew up and entered the sea. There he saw the demon Hiranyaksha hiding in the depths and started fighting with him. In no time, he killed Hiranyaksha and by extending both his long and sharp edged molars one at each corner of mouth forward he picked up the earth along with the Vedas and balanced the round earth on them. Then he came over the ocean and he set the earth in place. Even then Lord Varah was not getting calm. Lord Shiva pacified him by taking an avatar.
Yoga based mystical analysis of Varaha Avatar story
By meditating on the nostrils and especially on the breath coming in and out of the nostrils, the rising energy shifts to the central line that’s in the way of the Sushumna Nadi. It is said that the boar came out through the exhaled breath going out of the nasika. By paying attention to the outgoing breath, the energy descends through the front channel, and penetrates all the chakras and reaches the Muladhara. This is Varaha’s going under the sea to reach Patal Lok. Even if Muladhara is considered as an ocean instead of Patal Lok, then the lowest rung of the ocean of the world is Muladhar, because the whole world is settled in different chakras. Probably it has been called sea because the reservoir of water in the form of semen comes under Muladhar area only, where shakti is hidden as subconscious mind. Hiranyaksha means ignorance in the form of duality. Hiranya means gold, Aksha means eye. The one who has respect for gold i.e. prosperity in his eyes, and behind it who is blinded by duality, he is Hiranyaksha. Due to this, Kundalini Shakti hides in the darkness of Mooladhara, that is, it sleeps. Means the shakti of the thoughts of the mind becomes unmanifested in the form of subconscious thoughts and gets buried in the base chakra. It’s the kundalini sleeping there. Along with that mental world, the Vedas also get buried in the Muladhar, because pure and sattvaguni or light-full conducts and thoughts are in the form of Vedas. After reaching Muladhar, shakti starts turning upwards passing through the back. Shakti prefers Ida and Pingala to rise, mostly try to rise through Ida Nadi, as there is less blockage in it. Sometimes the energy starts swinging alternately in Ida and Pingala for a few moments in each. In such a situation, by keeping attention on the Ajna Chakra also, the energy stays in the Sushumna too for a few moments in between. Ida and Pingala are shown metaphorically as the two sharp teeth on both sides of Varaha’s mouth. The Sushumna Nadi or Ajna Chakra is the round earth balanced on top of those two teeth. The chakra is also round like earth. Sushumna has been called earth because all the experiences of the world take place in the brain, nowhere outside, and energy is transmitted to the brain only through the Sushumna nadi. Varah is the Kundalini-Purush i.e. meditation image. This is the meditation of Lord Vishnu. Like Vishnu, he is also shown in quadrilateral form with conch, chakra, mace, padma, one thing in each hand. That is why it is said that Lord Vishnu incarnated in the form of a boar. The boar has been chosen for the metaphor because it is the boar that digs the ground in search of its shakti hidden in the form of food in the depths. That is why the earth is dear to the boar. That’s why he even enters the sea to bring it up. In order to get the sleeping or suppressed earth or shakti in the form of mind, he gropes and digs the muladhara and carries up it with the teeth in the form of Ida and Pingala channels. Then by balancing it in the form of Sushumna, it brings it out of the water that’s nadi or channel as it also flows like water, and restores it to its original place. Its real place is the Sahasrara of the brain, because that is the center of all experiences. Sushumna Nadi also goes directly from Muladhar to Sahasrar straight up. With this, the thoughts buried in the subconscious mind start coming back to experience, and starts merging into the blissful emptiness of the Self. Means cleansing happens. Means sleeping shakti in the form of subconscious thoughts starts waking up. This is Vipassana. Vipassana can be done in any part of the brain, except the Sahasrara, as it requires less energy. In Sahasrar, only the Kundalini picture is meditated upon, which is in the form of an idol or a Guru or a transcendental body etc. This picture feels almost like a real physical form with practice, that is why it takes much more energy than Vipassana. Although it happens in Sahasrara only, but due to less energy, it appears outside. The less energy a thought has, the further away it seems from the Sahasrara. By the way, the place of the soul has been described as Sahasrar. If someone starts awakening the image of a common man in Sahasrar, then he will reach him or her automatically while walking in his sleep at night. Then how will meditation happen? Then all the gods and sages are happy and praise Lord Varah with folded hands. Anyway, the purpose of all these is to remove the living beings from the beginning less suffering in the form of birth and death, which is only possible in the Sahasrar Chakra in the form of awakening, that is why they are happy. To pacify or kill the boar by Shivji means that Yogi left the fascination of Kundalini and became a non-dual Tantrik like Shiva. Anyway, the principle is that after the awakening of the Kundalini, the non-dual tantra is the supreme understanding, which Osho Maharaj also explains to the world in the form of one of his books, “tantra- a supreme understanding “..
Kundalini Yoga is the backbone of all religions, their scientific analysis based on it can stop the growing mistrust among them
Brahmins had a main role in protecting the scriptures from the invaders
Many a times, bigoted people make a big ruckus out of small conflicting things. The recent anti-Brahmin articles written on the walls of Delhi’s Jawaharlal University (JNU) is a recent example of this. It is known to all that it would not have been written by the so-called backward castes. This appears to be a conspiracy by outsiders with so-called vested interests to create a rift among the Hindu community. This has been happening for hundreds of years. Actually it was social work division, which was called Varna system. Everyone was equal in this, the only special thing was that it was considered good to do the work that came from the family tradition, like the son of a businessman also handles his father’s business. There was no compulsion, because Valmiki of Shudra varna wrote Ramayana, Vishwamitra became Brahmin from Kshatriya. There are many such examples. Although most people felt more pride, respect and better work quality in handling the work of their own varna. Just as the letters of the alphabet (also called varna) have their own distinct shape and form, similarly the people of the society also perform different forms of action. If one’s nature is formed according to one’s actions, then it is a different matter, but it has never happened that everyone was made to stand in a line and according to the appearance of the body, different types or vernas were given to each. Varna or varnabhed does not mean color distinction or apartheid at all, because people of every varna will have people of all skin-colours. Similarly, this tradition is also not like foreign caste tradition. This name also seems to have been given to it by misunderstanding. As far as Brahmins are concerned, let me tell you that their life was the most difficult. He had to keep himself away from the luxurious life. Then what is the use of wealth if you cannot enjoy it. Mostly their earned property was useful for others or for charity. There is no dearth of thugs in the world today, nor was there in the past. First of all, they didn’t have any property. Like a beggar, he barely managed to make ends meet for himself and his family with the meager wages he received as dakshina. Then the opponents used to say that the king used to donate a lot of wealth to them. To how many will the king also give it. Had the tax collectors given donations so easily, no one would have been poor today. If a few Brahmins have been given a price, then it should not be applied to all while counting. Even the king did not give it for free. When he got some great knowledge from a Brahmin, then only he used to donate for his spiritual welfare. There is also a saying that free lunch does not exist. I am writing this because I know it practically, it’s not merely a theoretical propaganda. My grandfather himself was an ideal Hindu priest, who used to conduct prayers and worships in people’s homes. Working with him, I have experienced firsthand how difficult and thankless it is to gain spiritual knowledge and share it with the world. This work is like this, it is not the fault of the people. Most of the people have now started to understand these things again. As a result of this, the hashtag “Brahmin Life Matters” was trended on social media in protest against the said provocative writing against Brahmins. Similarly, the hashtag “Main Bhi Brahmin Hoon” also trended heavily on Twitter when cricketer Suresh Raina called himself a Brahmin when many left-wing people protested. We are not saying that all Brahmins are ideal. But this cannot justify Brahminism wrong. Brahmanism is synonymous with Gnosticism, Rationalism or Spiritualism. If somewhere the doctors are not expert, that does not make medical science false. The mystical stories full of spiritual knowledge that we enjoy analyzing on this blog today, have mostly been composed by Brahmins. He has kept them safe even till date. If Brahmins would have bowed down before the attackers, neither the name of Hindu religion nor the mysterious books of this religion would have remained. For whom would Kshatriyas also fight, if Brahmins changed their religion out of fear. It is easy to make fabricated allegations on someone, but it is difficult to give true praise keeping one’s ego down. Then it is said that Brahmins came and settled here from abroad. Firstly, there is no clear proof of this, not at all that they came after attacking, and if we assume that they did come from outside, then they proved to be the biggest protector and benefactor of the land here by mingling with love. What’s wrong with that? Yes, it is necessary that they should understand, encourage and avoid going against the kundalini yoga that’s the fundamental basis of their scriptures and traditions there in.
All the religions and sects of the world are based on Kundalini Yoga
In Shivpuran, Lord Shiva says that by taking incarnation of different Yogis in different eras, he helps Vedavyasas of those eras in the creation of Vedas and Puranas. He describes in two chapters of about 5-6 pages that in which age who became Veda Vyasa, in which Yogi form he incarnated and helped him and who were his disciples. It becomes clear from this that Dhyan Yoga means Kundalini Yoga is the backbone of Sanatan Dharma. To me, all other religions seem like copying the ancient most Sanatan Dharma or taking inspiration from it. This also proves that all religions are based on yoga and work to make yoga simple, popular and practical. When yoga is the most attainable, then why not do yoga directly. If other religions also continue to run together, then there is no harm, rather it is beneficial for yoga.
Meditation is everything
Also Mahadev Shiva says that nothing is possible without meditation means dhyana. They say that salvation can be attained only by meditation, if meditation is not done then all the scriptures and Vedpuranas are fruitless.
New religions and new yoga styles are born out of an effort to adapt spirituality to the changing times
According to the time, reforms should also be done in religion. Means there should be a chance for improvement, it depends on the public whether they accept the improvement or not. However, it will be necessary to avoid conspiracy with this, because many people make even a bad creation very famous by using false propaganda etc. tricks. For this, there should be an unbiased organization which keeps the public informed by properly reviewing the creations. If people don’t give a chance to reform by being a fanatic, then how will religion be able to walk shoulder to shoulder with the world. Reform does not mean destroying old creations. Probably people don’t allow correction because of the fear that it will destroy the old creation. But this thinking is false and delusional. New reforms actually strengthen the old creations because they get the status of father. Has Newton’s old theory been destroyed by Einstein’s new theory of gravity? Gravity is the same, just there are two different ways of understanding it. Similarly consider Advaita and meditation as the basic theme of spirituality. Various Puranas, mantras and worship methods have been made to achieve this. It is possible that by improving these, new creations can be made according to the time, which will be more effective than these to produce sense of nonduality, and will be accepted by more people. Physiological philosophy or shrirvigyan darshan in Hindi is also such a small effort, although it also has scope for development. My personal empirical research is related to this. Meaning it is not such a vision that it came to my mind all of a sudden and I made it. It got its seal of authenticity when I experienced awakening with its help. It is a different matter that along with that, Sanatan Dharma cultural lifestyle, in which I have grown up since childhood, must have also contributed to my that glimpse awakening. But it definitely seems that at least fifty percent contribution must have been of philosophy of physiology. Now where can there be such a pure research in common life that by rejecting all other co-operative causes, the effect of only one cause can be tested. Actually a common man like me does not have much time to do detailed research for such reforms and developments. Just as services of expert and experienced research scientists are taken in other fields of knowledge and science, similarly it can be taken in the field of spirituality. What’s wrong with that? But the problem is that part time or hobby researchers can do a better job than dedicated researchers in this field. Meaning that spirituality is more related to daily behavior. Loneliness based research doesn’t yield practical results. It is also a problem that where would you get the awakened person from? Those who take the exam must also be awake. Only an awakened person knows the real goal. The one who doesn’t even know the goal, how will he do research for it. Till date no machine has been made which can detect someone’s awakening. Anyone can invent some tricks to grow spirituality on the basis of his study, but the research of an awakened person will be considered more real and authentic.
Puranas and other scriptural literature act like bitter medicine mixed with honey
In the previous post, I was telling how King Bhagirath was removing the obstructions in the flow of river Ganges. Quoting scriptures, our grandfather used to say that Bhagirath walked ahead of the Ganges with a spade in his hand and made a path by digging the ground for its water flow, like a farmer making a path for an irrigation channel. Don’t forget, shakti conducting pathway inside our body is also called channel. How much similarity in vocabulary too. My grandfather himself was also a small farmer. Although this may seem strange to the critical scientist, but there is a deep psychological lesson hidden in it. This fable is amusing and encouraging. At the same time, it is also absolutely true from a spiritual point of view, as shown in the previous post. Of course, we could not understand this thing in a gross way, but it left a deep impression on our subconscious mind. The result of that is that in course of time, we ourselves understood this secret in the form of experience. The mythological sages were great practical psychologists. They knew that deep spiritual techniques could not be explained directly to an uneducated and extroverted public, so they used to reveal those techniques in a practical, mystical and entertaining way, so that they continue to have a deep impact on the subconscious mind, so that the people gradually become aware of them itself without any special effort. Gradual ripening makes a fruit more sweet. These fable type spiritual stories are prevalent in the society till date. If you ask someone what benefit he got from these stories, he will not be able to tell anything concretely, but will definitely call them worshipable and definitely worth reading. Many stories have been deliberately created by sages in such a way that they cannot be revealed at all or are too much difficult to reveal. If everything is known then what will be left to believe. The sages recognized the power of belief and suspense. What happens is that when the mystery of some stories is revealed, then the veracity of other stories is also believed. By the way, it seems impossible to expose unnecessary stories. The more important the mysterious story is, the easier it is to uncover it. Although I do not like to say much about religion, but many things have to be said in a limited way, because spirituality is very strongly linked with religion, and many things are difficult to separate. There has been so much disbelief among the people, so it has become necessary that by describing them in a spiritual and scientific way, the doubts of the opponents should be dispelled.
kundalini shakti is dragon
Friends, in the previous post I was talking about bathing yoga means the Kundalini benefits of cold water bath and Ganga bath. Cold water bath is a complete yoga in itself. In this, Moola Bandha, Jalandhara Bandha and Uddiyana Bandha, the three main bandhas of yoga, are engaged together. However, nowadays the pollution in the Ganges has also increased a lot, and people did not have enough yogic power to withstand the cold water much. I had a middle-aged relative who went with his family to take a bath in the Ganges, and took a long holy dip in the Ganges with the names of each of his relatives. On his return home, he developed a lung infection, which cost him his life. There may have been other reasons too. Nothing can be said for sure without scientific investigation, but it is necessary to say that the water in which so many people are bathing together, and in which unburned or half-burnt dead bodies are thrown, along with the waste water of human settlements and industries, if ingested, it may contain germs that cause infection. Earlier it was not like this or it used to be less, and along with yoga power etc., the immunity of the people was strengthened.
I was also talking about the test of awakening. I’m going to go into some philosophical depth in this paragraph. If readers find it boring they can go ahead if they want. The test of awakening will have the advantage that the awakened person can be made entitled to as many amenities as possible. After awakening, even when the rich facilities will not be able to fascinate him, then only he will recognize the real value of awakening. How will he come to know the importance of awakening by retiring from the world? For him, the importance of those worldly pleasures will remain, whose longing and contemplation he will keep in his mind. A man will understand the importance of sugar only if he eats sweets immediately after eating sugar and he will not feel sweetness in it. If he does not eat sweets immediately after eating sugar, then he will continue to sing praises of sweets, and will consider sugar to be useless. That’s why I believe that immediately after awakening, there should be a flood of worldly comforts in the life of a man, so that he can feel their futility from the heart and then can make other people feel through discourses etc. That is why in the old times, the kings used to return to their kingdom after attaining enlightenment in the forest, and used to spend their future life happily with all the amenities as before, they did not stay hidden in the forest. Perhaps by realizing this truth from the heart, man reaches the pinnacle of self-development, not just by listening. Probably this was also the philosophy of Osho Maharaj. I too, like him, at times run completely contrary to the orthodox beliefs made up, now whether someone calls me a revolutionary or a Satyagrahi. The more appropriate term seems to be ‘free thinker’, because free thought is not imposed on anyone nor is crowd gathered for it, people choose themselves when they like it. It is democratic and peaceful, just the opposite of revolution. Osho Maharaj has explained this difference very well, on which he also has a book. Of course, one who has ever eaten confectionery before, then after eating sugar, by remembering the taste of confectionery, he can guess that the sweetness of sugar is more than confectionery, but the full knowledge of the dullness of confectionery will be known by eating it after eating sugar. Similarly, after awakening, a person can imagine that awakening is greater than all material pleasures, but the direct experience of the dullness of material pleasures will be by drowning himself in the comforts immediately after awakening. Just as if there it is impossible to get sugar again, then a person can eat sweets and remember sugar’s sweetness, and there is no other option, similarly a man can take help of worldly enjoyments to remember his awakening, and there is no other option. So where did this sannyas come from like a flower in the sky? I think sannyas is for one who has become settled in paravairagya means super detachment, that is, after awakening, having enjoyed all the comforts to the fullest, has experienced their dullness, and has become completely detached from them. He has not even the desire for awakening remaining, because like the comforts, awakening is also worldly, and both keep reminding each other. But a lot of caution is needed here, because having even a little sense of importance towards the world can make him a spiritually corrupt person, meaning he can simultaneously be deprived of both worldly and transcendental benefits. Therefore, the best and safest method is Karma Yoga of the householder’s ashram, in which there is no danger in any condition. By taking sannyas in simple dispassion immediately after awakening, he can operate from the old memories of pleasures, but it does not work like direct pleasures, and the yogi’s intellect for pleasures remains.
Far from the comforts, it is said here by many that the man, especially the awakened person, does not need food, only thin air is enough for him. How will this go? The physical truth has to be understood. Actually obesity is not caused by overeating, but by unbalanced diet. All the essential elements are needed in proper quantity for the proper functioning of the body’s metabolism. Due to any deficiency, the metabolism gets disturbed, due to which the food in the body is not able to burn properly, and accumulates and produces obesity. The body is the hearth. The faster it burns, the brighter the life. For many people, Hinduism today means some outward show. It has been understood to be limited to a special and almost virtually unscientific (because the science behind it is not understood) way of eating and living. For some people only those are Hindus who do not use meat and liquor, while for some only those are Hindus who keep distance from sexual intercourse. For some, Hinduism relates to escapism. Similarly, many people have a belief that the more a man non-violent, like a cow, the more Hindutva he has. Yoga and awakening are unnoticed as if going away to take oil. Even most people do not understand the meaning of Kundalini. They consider it as the Kundali means horoscope letter of astrology. Although it is also true that only escapism and decency can save the world, because due to the hyperactivity of humans, this earth is on the verge of destruction. This kind of outward show is in every religion, but because in Hinduism it is over generous and tolerant, so it becomes a weakness, giving other religions unnecessary dominance. If you remain missing from your shop, others will come and sit in it. However, it is worth noting here that the famous yogi Gopi Krishna has written in his book that after awakening, he needed so much energy that he could not survive without some non-vegetarian food. It may also be that different types of people have different types of needs. I was reading a friend’s post on Facebook, who was writing that the habit of blaming one’s own religion, defaming it and leaving it easily or being converted or becoming secular on petty things is the habit of Hindus only and not people of other religions. People of other religions do not blame their own religion at any cost but blame its misunderstanding and mismanagement. That is why many people even say that Hinduism is more threatened by the people of their own religion than the people of other religions. By the way, the goal of this website is not to discuss religion, it was a matter of incident. It has to be accepted that due to the great virtue of the generosity and tolerance of Hinduism, today most scientific research is being done on this religion. Sometimes it becomes difficult to speak or write Dil Ki Baat, which can lead to misunderstandings. Sticking one’s qualities to it permanently also creates misunderstandings. What happens is that the properties keep changing. It may be that a particular quality is more visible in someone or it comes and goes more often than other qualities. The same I have said about some of the above mentioned qualities of Hinduism that they are more visible sometimes, not always. Time calculation is also necessary, to clarify the situation. It may also happen that certain qualities are adopted by only some people of religion and not by others. Therefore, along with religion, it is also necessary to keep an eye on its constituents. Somewhere one particular quality may be more dominant with a religion, while another particular quality in another place. All the virtues are present in all religions, sometimes some are more visible, sometimes others. But the quality which is more visible than the average, is permanently attached to that religion, and with that quality the identity of that religion is attached, which creates religious animosity. That is why it is said that fight evil, not religion; Fight evil, not evil doer. The conditions may apply. If someone looks at me when I’m little bit angry for my jenuine rights, and spreads a permanent impression about me that I am an angry person, then I will feel bad. In today’s world, all religions seem to me to be unbalanced, that is, in an average way. Some religions have more Satoguna, some have Rajoguna, and some have Tamoguna. Some are going north like leftist, some going south like right wing activist, none in the middle. I am telling this from the average point of view, or as different religious leaders express their religion to the world, in fact there are great people in all religions. If all the religions start living together friendly, then this average imbalance will also end, and perfect balance will be established in the whole world. Yoga is balance.
Take for example the dragons of China. It is said that the believer of dragons is a Chinese. But we all adore dragons. It is not associated with any particular country. While bathing in cold water, when the head-mounted kundalini is lowered from the front, there is a rapid warm breath, especially with a jolt outward, as if a dragon is spewing fire. Warm breathing is a common term in love affairs. Mouth opens wide like a dragon or lion, all teeth are visible on the outside, nose and cheeks are pulled upwards, causing eyes to become slightly clenched, body shape also becomes like dragon’s, stomach inwardly Constricted, and the chest expanding and contracting with breath. The movement of the body also feels like a dragon. The dragon is shown to be flying because the Kundalini also reaches any corner of the universe in a moment. The body is the universe itself, the mini-universe. To kill man by dragon means to destroy man’s ego by Kundalini Shakti and take it under its control. What is shown in films, especially in animation films, is how man conquered and tamed dragons, took many tasks from it, sat on it, traveled by air, and took revenge on his enemies, etc., it only shows to achieve various worldly accomplishments with kundalini. Whether there is Kundalini Shakti behind the power of the dreaded animals, it is a matter of psychological research. Perhaps this is the psychological reason behind the face which becomes distorted and scary during anger. Actually the heat generated by the contraction of muscles comes out in the form of hot breath. Now you will say how to bring down the Kundalini from the brain. There is no rocket science in this. Let the brain loose like a child or a dumb deaf, just the Kundalini will come down with a jerky deep out breath and an inward contraction of the abdomen. Although quickly climbs up again. It takes practice to keep the Kundalini down continuously.
The assessment of a man’s face determines his personality
The assessment of a man’s face determines his personality. It’s just a matter of common sense. Arms and legs need strength to compete physically. The total power of the body is limited and determined. It cannot be increased immediately. That’s why the only way left is to give them the power of another part of the body. You cannot reduce the activity of any part too much, because all the organs are connected to each other. You can make a noticeable or decisive lack of power in the brain itself, because it has accumulated a lot of excess energy in the form of extravagant thoughts and feelings. That’s why faces get distorted during anger and fighting, because energy is coming down from it. Even before starting a fight, men do abusive or frivolous debate, so that thoughts and feelings and the thinking power of the mind are obstructed and due to the distorted face, that power comes down to the arms etc. That is why it is seen that even the slightest smile saves miraculously from serious quarrels. Due to this, the power starts returning to the brain, due to which the power of thinking increases and the battle is averted due to lack of power to the warrior organs. That’s why everyone wants to be friends with a smiling and calm person, even if someone smiles in a lie, and everyone runs away from the jealous and tense person.
Kundalini Shakti as mother Sita in the body, and her exit is Sitaharan by Dashanan Ravana
Friends, in a previous blog article I was talking about how Ramayana seems like a metaphorical description of Kundalini Yoga. We will look at it in broader perspective in this article.
Mother Sita is the Kundalini Shakti in the body, and her exit is Sitaharan by Dashanan Ravana
The ten heads of the demon Ravana symbolize the ten doshas, the five defects of the sense organs, and the five defects of the work organs. Those doshas had taken out the Kundalini Shakti. Due to this, the Kundalini Shakti came out of the body and wandered in the world. While wandering in the material world, she was working in the interest of those defects, due to which those defects were becoming more and more powerful. She was making the lust dosha stronger by creating various worldly desires. By making fights, she was giving strength to the anger defect. By creating a desire to have more and more, she was increasing greed. By driving the body after beautiful things, she was increasing the delusion. She was increasing the sedation or Mada by getting intoxicated, etc., and by putting a bad eye on the property of others, she was increasing the jealousy dosha. In the same way she was also increasing the five doshas of the karmendriyas or work organs. That power is Mother Sita. The use of that Kundalini power by the ten doshas to increase their strength has been written as the stealing of Mother Sita by Dashanan Ravana.
Union of soul and kundalini in sahasrara chakra as Seeta meeting Rama again
To do various activities with non-attachment in the external material world through Kundalini Shakti is the way of Mother Sita to remain away from demon Ravana and unattached to him. The return of the Kundalini Shakti inward in the body through intense Kundalini yoga and its meeting with the soul after entering the Sahasrara is the reunion of Lord Rama with Mother Sita. The destruction of the defects of the ten senses by the union of Kundalini and the soul in Sahasrara is the killing of Ravana, Dashanan or ten-headed demon by Lord Rama with the help of Sita. Bharatvarsha is the body, Lanka is the physical world outside the body, and the ocean between them is the dividing zone between the two. Outside world can never enter inside. We don’t feel the world, but we only feel the speculated image of outside world inside our brain. That’s why great ocean has been depicted between both zones to show their absolute separability. Rama reaching Lanka through a bridge in sea is symbolic as we can not bring a thing back from an area without reaching that. He and his army didn’t use boats but a bridge. It means that our brain doesn’t actually reach the external world but gets the information through bridge in the form of lights and sounds entering the brain.
All Puranas give mythological and metaphorical description to Kundalini Yoga
In the olden times illiteracy and backwardness prevailed. Kundalini yoga was a subject associated with subtle spiritual science. At that time even the gross science was beyond the understanding of common people, how could they understand the subtle and transcendental science like Kundalini Yoga. That is why the knowledge of Kundalini Yoga was available only to a few people of the affluent class. They wanted that the common people would also get it, because every human has the right to spiritual liberation. But they did not succeed in explaining Kundalini Yoga to them directly. That’s why they molded Kundalini yoga into metaphorical and mythological stories, so that people would read them with interest, and gradually their inclination towards Kundalini yoga would develop. The collections of those stories became Puranas. By reading those Puranas, unknowingly, Kundalini started developing inside people. This made them happy, due to which they got addicted to the Puranas. The attraction of people towards such ancient texts from then till today’s modern era seems to be due to this Kundalini-Anand. Among the people who read or listen the Puranas, whose mind was sharp, they could catch Kundalini Yoga immediately and awaken their Kundalini. In this way, the Puranas have been serving humanity since ancient times.
Importance of metaphor in spirituality
Metaphors give physicality, simplicity, interestingness, sociability and scientificity to spiritual subjects. Without it spirituality would be very dull. Although it appears as conservatism, hypocrisy, etc. in today’s scientific world but it served lot of purposes in ancient times. If in place of Shiva the formless Brahman is called, how boring it would seem. The words brain and sahasrar are too boring, whereas it’s so interesting by writing Himalaya mountain and Kailash mountain in their place. But let me tell you that the mountains mentioned in Shiv Purana seem to be symbolic or metaphorical. It is not that Kundalini awakening takes place only in the mountains. Yes, mountains do help a little more in that. There is peace. But there is also a lack of oxygen and other facilities. Due to this, most of the life is spent in getting rid of such material sufferings. Therefore, a mixture of plains and mountains is the best. Collect a lot of life force in the facilities of the plains, and go for a short time to the mountain to give it to the Kundalini. People used to do this in olden days. Similarly, the word Kundalini also does not sound as interesting as Mother Parvati or Sita seems in its place. Nevertheless, for the acceptance of today’s so-called modern and intelligent society, one has to write the reality while revealing the spiritual metaphor.
Kundalini Yoga in Ramayana through Lord Rama’s homeland Ayodhya as metaphorical story
Heartfelt tributes to the brave Indian army chief Bipin Rawat, who took the most stern stand against global terrorism and expansionism, his wife and some other senior army officers after their untimely martyrdom in a tragic helicopter crash and heartfelt wishes for their soul to rest in peace
Friends, I could not write any Kundalini article last week. The reason was hectic lifestyle. Hundreds of kilometers of bike riding had to be done on the highways due to some important work. Although the bike was latest, comfortable and sports type, yet environmental friendly. Got a good experience. Got to learn a lot new. Enjoyed the journey a lot, and learned the importance of a permanent home. As long as there is no compulsion to do any work on a man, he keeps abstaining from doing difficult work. When the situation of ‘do or die’ comes, then he does it and learns too. This week I will discuss the connection between Kundalini Yoga and the Ramayana.
On a deeper look, the Ramayana seems like a practical and inspiring description of Kundalini Yoga
Lord Rama is the symbol of the soul here. There is essentially no difference between the Supreme Soul and the soul. He practices Shakti sadhana during the nine days of Navratri. From this his Kundalini reaches Sahasrar. It makes him pure every day. On the tenth day, he destroys the egoistic self that’s Ravana by burning it with his yoga fire. His Kundalini gets awakened on the day of Diwali. It is shown the return of Rama to his home in Ayodhya. Ayodhya is that supreme abode of the soul, which no one can conquer, that is, over which there is no one. This is also the literal meaning of Ayodhya. Rama is the son of Dasharatha. Dasharatha means the chariot drawn by ten horses. The senses are called horses in the scriptures. Five work organs and five sense organs, a total of ten sense organs operate this body. That is why the body is called Dasharatha. Due to this the supreme soul becomes like a conditioned soul or Ram. Although Ram is God, but from him, it is this Dasaratha or body that produces the conditioned soul or ordinary Rama, that is why it is called the father of the soul, Rama. The story that he stays in exile for 12 years, that is Kundalini Yoga Sadhana. Through Kundalini yoga practice, a person remains the farthest and the most isolated, even while living in the midst of everyone. This is what is called exile. The wife of Dasharatha, who is Kekayi, is the supreme intelligence born in the body. She looks foolish and wicked from the outside, but in reality she is the one who is of supreme benefit. She seems like a kak or a crow to say harsh words like kanya-kanya, that’s why her name is Kekayi. She had once saved the body or Dasharatha in a battle with the demons, that is, by strictness and love, she saved Dasharatha from being corrupted by the evil habits of demons. That is why Dasharatha had deep faith in her. To maintain the intellect of Paramarth or supreme purpose, one has to walk on the path of Paramarth. The meaning of Kekayi’s threat of suicide by going to Kopbhavan or angry-house means that if at least three of her most spiritual words or demands are not fulfilled, then the body will indulge in luxuries and will do evil deeds, due to which it will be destroyed. Saraswati resides in the speech of those who walk on the right path. Their words are not false. It has been said that the Raghukul (the family tree of Rama) bound rituals never had lies, even they die but there words or promises never die. Kekayi’s demanded first boon is not to give the kingdom to Rama. It means to keep Rama away from indulgences and unnecessary responsibilities. The second boon is to give 12 years of exile to Rama. Exile is synonymous with Kundalini Yoga Sadhana. It has been written in various kundalini yoga sects that it takes around 12 years to perfect the kundalini yoga. The third boon is to make his son Bharata the king of Ayodhya. Bharata literally means ‘devoted to brotherhood’, engrossed in the devotion of brother Rama. Bharata is the detached mind of the body. He rules, but with an extinguished mind. He is not attached to the pleasures. He keeps Rama’s shoes on his throne, never sits on it himself. This is the great Karmayoga of King Rama. He does nothing in spite of doing everything and remains engrossed in Kundalini Yoga Sadhana. Rama’s wife Sita i.e. Rama’s Shakti resides with yogi Rama and not with King Rama. This is Sita’s going to the forest with Rama. likewise, Hanuman and Lakshmana also live with Yogi Rama under his guidance, not with King Rama or Bharata. Hanuman here symbolizes the wild or blind force, which through various yogic actions helps in Kundalini yoga. Lakshmana is the symbol of millions of thoughts of the mind. Laksh-mana (laksha means millions, man means thought or mind) means millions of thoughts literally. They also give their sensory energy to Kundalini. In fact, the art of depicting different parts of the mind as different persons is of great importance in allegorical narratives. Anyway, the whole world resides in the mind itself. If someone asks what Kundalini Yogi Rama used to meditate while practising Kundalini Yoga, the answer is clear that Rama used to meditate on Lord Shiva. The proof of this is the Rameshwaram shrine, where Rama himself has established the Shivling. This very famous pilgrimage comes under the Chardham Yatra of India.
The name of Rama’s second mother, Kaushalya, is derived from the word Kushal in Sanskrit that means well being. It is the intellect in the body that seeks the well-being of the body. She looks good from outside, because she wants to give all the comforts to the body, but she is not liked by Rama and the supreme intellect or Kekayi, who wants his real welfare. Kekayi does not like Rama’s body or Dasharatha, because what does the body have to do with Paramarth, it just needs luxury. Though obviously she is not liked by Dasharatha, but when she is strong, then she can tactfully tame the body or Dasharatha. This is subduing Dasharatha by Kekayi.
Kundalini is associated with permanent home
We can also call Dasharatha or body as the king of his permanent home. This is Dasharatha, the king of Ayodhya. We can also call the man’s own permanent home the city of Ayodhya, because we cannot fight it. We can’t harm it. No creature can fight with its permanent home. That is why its name is Ayodhya. It also means that no one can fight a man in his permanent home. That’s why it is said that even a dog is a lion in his own house. No matter how much fighter a man may be, he always wants peace in his permanent home. This is a psychological fact. No creature wants to be haunted by guilt all the time, because its permanent home is always attached to its mind. Because man’s mind is always connected with his permanent home, so Kundalini is also associated with permanent house, because Kundalini itself is part of the mind, or say it is the top representative of mind. That is why every man always wants to maintain his honor in his permanent home. In times of trouble, only a permanent home is remembered. You must have seen how people used to run to their permanent homes breaking the corona lockdown. Dharma (religion), Artha (money), Kama (luxuries) and Moksha (spiritual liberation) are the four Purusharthas or the goals to be achieved by a man. Their basis is this body and that body’s base is its permanent home. It has also been said that shariramadyam khalu dharmasadhanam in Sanskrit (body is the basis of every achievement). Therefore, of course, Jivatma Rama may ignore it a little bit for his Kundalini awakening, but after Kundalini awakening he has to enter this body and through it into materiality. Of course he may leave his home and go to the forest for Kundalini awakening, but eventually he has to come back home. You must have also seen that a man can go out of the house wherever he wants, but he can make real and permanent development only in his permanent home. It takes many generations of a man to make a new place a home. That’s why a famous short poem has been made, “Four children of a bird, spread their wings out of the house; From east to west they roamed, from north to south they roamed the world, saw the whole world, at last knew that home is the most beloved. The glory of the home too is unparalleled, and that of the city of Ayodhya too. That’s why the home and the groom have a lot of importance in relationships. Everyone knows that the real home is God, but the way to get there is through one’s permanent residential home, it seems. That’s why a man is taken posthumously to his permanent home. It is only to enrich his permanent home Ghazni that the jihadi invader Mahmud Ghaznavi had looted India wildly. Whatever development man does outside, it is only for his permanent home. So he does. Ghaznavi knew the importance of a permanent house, otherwise have he would not made a permanent house for himself in India? Most of the westerns also did not make permanent house for themselves in different colonized countries including India during the colonial period. The homeland or permanent home appears to be the sole root cause of most of the world’s movements, conflicts and wars. This means that a man keeps on fighting for the Kundalini only because a permanent home is dear to him because of the Kundalini present in it. A man can get enough food anywhere. But home is home. Belongingness is belongingness. It is from Kundalini that there is belongingness. This means that wherever a person may be while doing Kundalini Sadhana, he gets the same happiness as his permanent home, even more than that, if Kundalini Yoga Sadhana is done with sincerity and hard work. This also means that Kundalini Yoga can put an end to most of the world’s conflicts and wars by eliminating home sickness, and creating an atmosphere of real and lasting peace in the world, which is desperately needed today. Working hard in his permanent home after Kundalini awakening by a common man is depicted as handling the administration of Ayodhya city by the King Rama in the best way. It is a different matter that after Kundalini awakening, the materiality brought in practice is used with enlightenment, therefore it’s not too harmful. It is from this worldliness that awakened Kundalini leads to liberating self-realization, while achieving stability and eternity. I think nothing happens with a mere glimpse of Kundalini awakening, especially if it is not carried forward in the right direction. I want to make it clear that I am not saying that incidents described in Ramayana never happened, or that Ramayana is fictional. Ramayana can be real, can also be metaphorical, and can be in both the forms simultaneously. It depends on faith and belief. Ramayana teaches us in every way. It’s as if accept, the whole world is imaginary, if not, then nothing is imaginary, there is no discrimination against anyone or anything.
Kundalini musings~ hidden secrets often overlooked
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Friends, I felt some writer’s block last week. Didn’t feel like writing anything. Wrote a little bit, but could not compile it as a post. In this post, I gathered those scattered experiential thoughts in my mind. Then made a subtitle by combining the keywords of all the secret ideas.
When the Kundalini in the mind is given the form of Shivbindu, then with the experience of the energy rising from the back, the contraction is formed on the Agya chakra itself. Due to this, the Kundalini straightens in the brain and spreads in a straight line from Sahasrara to Ajna Chakra. We are of such a small stature that we can only contemplate the Bindu of Shiva, nothing else. Shiva is far away. He is the biggest. He is the true complete Brahman. Shiv Bindu itself will lead us to Shiva.
Everyone wants to imitate Shiva from outside but no one from inside does. Shiva remains engrossed in the meditation of Kundalini from within. That’s why his real imitation will happen only when one’s inner meditation or dhyana continues, may be the Kundalini of his form.
Gush or thrill of energy while taking a bath is a very good experience. It feels great in the brain. This gives a feeling of freshness and mindfulness. That is why it is advised to take a bath daily, and while taking a bath, it is said to chant, so that the Kundalini remains effective in the mind, and the benefits of energy can be given to the Kundalini. Perhaps this thrill is experienced enough only if yoga is practiced daily. There may not be a flurry of energy during yoga practice, but it aligns the energy in such a way that energy surges can be felt at any time of the day when a suitable environment is found, such as while taking a bath.
Vipasana maintains the power of thoughts of the mind. Thoughts towards which witnessing is kept, they are suppressed for some time, but as soon as the feeling of witnessing is removed, the same or other thoughts flash with double power. This happens because we may have suppressed thoughts, but the power of thoughts increases instead of decreasing. That is because the power of thoughts stops being spent. At the same time, not even a special picture is made in the mind, which continuously absorbs the power of useless thoughts. In contrast, in Kundalini meditation, the power of thoughts is not obstructed, but it is removed from the thoughts and applied to the Kundalini. This gets rid of thoughts for a long time. Even if thoughts start coming, their energy is felt by the Kundalini, and they become calm, because we are used to doing so. This happens more with Kundalini and Vipassana combined, because there are two types of meditation done simultaneously. But Vipassana without Kundalini seems to be a very weak and temporary method. That is why Kundalini is called the fundamental basis of spirituality.
I was saying that the best awakening is that which starts with Kundalini. There is another reason for this. This makes Kundalani Yoga completely scientific, and Kundalini comes under one’s full control. Man comes to know that we can achieve awakening by our own efforts, not just by chance. With this, man can teach this method to others, by which a large-scale awakening can be possible. Not everyone can get awakened by chance due to rarity. Most of the awakenings that happen by chance happen without effort. Even if there is an effort, it is a simple and mild effort, such as a life full of non-dualism and non-attachment, and other spiritual activities. That effort is not a scientific, strong and dedicated effort like Kundalani Yoga. The one who has got the awakening by chance, he himself does not know how to get it again by his own effort, what will he explain to others. Of course, one who has attained Kundalini awakening himself by the effort of Kundalini Yoga, will think many times about getting it again through that effort, because it requires a lot of systematic effort. But at least he knows the way by which he can guide others, especially the intelligent, curious, long practising and powerful kinds of qualified people.
Along with Advaita, Mooladhara is activated by worldly actions. This happens because for the Kundalini formed in the mind from Advaita, the supply of energy starts from Muladhara, because it is necessary for Kundalini. For all the functions of the brain other than Kundalini, the brain has a lot of its own energy, there is no need for additional energy from Muladhara. That is why it is said that Kundalini resides in the Muladhara Chakra. The Muladhara of dualists is not active because they do not have Kundalini at all, if it is active due to the influence of the previous birth, then it’s very weak or negligible.
The gush or thrill going from the back to the brain is not always felt. It is felt only when the brain needs more energy. I am currently undergoing a transformation phase. During this phase new neuronal connections are formed in the brain and old ones are broken. Means past memories are erased, and new ones are made. For this the brain needs a lot of energy. When the old life starts dominating me, then this thrill feels very loud and joyous. Just like a child, there is a feeling of freshness and newness. But you keep doing yoga, because even without realizing it, the energy from yoga rises up. Whenever the pressure of emotions is high on you too, then too this thrill will be lively felt. Even if there is a creative or new work, the energy thrill will increase. Kundalini or image sadhna should be done in conjunction with shakti sadhna. Only then both are able to join together in Sahasrar, otherwise there is doubt.
While doing yoga, if any creative thought comes, then let it remain in the mind, do not start noting or analyzing it, it can hinder the movement of Kundalani energy. But if the creative idea is very important, and you may forget it later, then you can also make a note.
The practice of hiding the Kundalini seems to me to be promoted by unsuccessful people to avoid their embarrassment. Everyone loves his ego. If a great seeker or guru is not able to achieve Kundalini awakening, but if a low and enemy neighbor makes it, then it will be difficult for him to bear the truth because of shame. The second reason must have been that the man of the so-called low fraternity should not have to be given respect or credit. Because if the Kundalini of such a so-called low is awakened, then bowing to social pressure, one will have to give due respect and credit. Therefore, the so-called learned class must have spread the illusion in the society that one should not reveal his Kundalini awakening in front of anyone, so that neither bamboo remains nor flute can be played.
When we do yoga while holding our breath, the body’s instinct to rotate the energy starts itself so that the whole body can get enough oxygen. Yes, this is also a reason. The second reason I mentioned earlier is that by holding the breath, the direction of movement of energy itself remains upwards.
There is no difference between simple awakening and Kundalini awakening. There is a feeling of complete soul in both. In Kundalini awakening, that realization starts from the Kundalini through the Kundalini yoga practice may be artificial or natural whatever. Another type of awakening can be from Vipasana, from emotional shock etc. It is difficult to happen. Because the mind has to be emptied. Kundalini awakening is easy, as it does not require the mind to become empty. In this, the Kundalini itself is made so strong that it unites with the soul and manifests it. Anyway, by staying in the world, the Kundalini method is the best, because the inclination of man in the world is only towards the tendency, not towards retirement.
Personal or intimate knowledge is hidden in the Hindi translation of the Sanskrit Puranas. It means Sanskrit is more mature language. In Sanskrit it is clearly written Retaah in the Shiva Purana, which is written as Kamvasana or lustful behavior in Hindi translation. Well it means semen. Retashchurbindu:, means 4 drops of semen. Nowadays every type of knowledge is available on internet. That’s why it’s not necessary to hide the Kundalini knowledge. If it’s kept secret, then people will collect wasteful knowledge and could harm themselves.
People say that they are bothered by the remembrance of the past events. In fact it is superficial remembrance. They really don’t remember. It is an remembrance full of attachment and duality. The real remembrance is of feelings or deep emotions. There is no attachment in it that’s why too joyous. It arises from the practice of deep contemplation or dhyana yoga.
Hatha Yoga without Raja Yoga is much less efficient. First, the Kundalini matures in the mind through Raja Yoga or simple meditation, then Hatha Yoga will be needed to give it additional strength. If there is no Kundalini already, then force from hath hoga will be used up to superficially express kundalini. It will not get any extra strength. Awakening itself is the extreme meditation or dhyana of the mental picture. This picture got its name Kundalini from its association with sexual energy. Sexual energy resides in the Muladhara Chakra. This energy is generated there and gets destroyed there. This is called by the serpent pressing his tail in his mouth. Meaning that the energy generated from the tail (subtle Bindu-energy generated on the vajra-tip) of the serpent reaches his mouth, which he spews out near the tail. It’s like seminal discharge. This serpent is a nadi or channel, which after completing two and a half rounds is there like a coil. When I understand the secret of this two-and-a-half coil, I will tell you completely. However, when the circle connecting the front and back Swadhishthana chakras is meditated together, the Kundalini energy ascends in the sushumna more efficiently. I will also understand the meaning of two and half turns. That is why the combination of the energy flowing in it and the meditation picture of brain is called Kundalini. By becoming a Kundalini, the coil or kundali of the serpent opens up and starts standing upwards. It denotes the association of top (mental image) and base (energy). It also means to carry the life energy up from the mooladhara through the path of the sushumna to the sahasrara. This is a kind of Bindu conservation and transmutation itself.
There is no physical means of development of consciousness above the human mind. Then it is the soul itself, the storehouse of infinite consciousness. The superhumans depicted in movies, novels or comics are actually supposed material alternatives of a person with Kundalini awakening. Since Kundalini Shakti cannot be expressed in physical form, therefore such great human beings have to be imagined. This happens not only today, but also happened in the past. For example, mythological characters like Hanuman, Narada, Bhima etc. looking like superhumans are physical manifestations of a kundalini-man.
What it comes to is that Kundalini awakening occurs only when the life energy moves in the Sushumna. That is correct. In it, both the left and right brain become equally active with prana. From the left brain worldly deeds are done, and from the right one keeps an eye on the void. The combination of both gives rise to powerful Advaita. Kundalini manifests rapidly through it. In Sushumna, prana energy runs in central channel. It gives the impression of Advaita and Kundalini for both parts of brain are equally covered from there. Jagran or awakening happens only when it also gets tantric sexual power along with it. In this the whole brain vibrates equally.
Many people feel the Kundalini energy stuck here and there in the body, such as in the shoulders etc. This makes them feel restless. Actually it is due to the rise of energy through Ida or Pingala Nadi in the back. The Ida passes through the left part and the left shoulder and the Pingala passes through the right shoulder. Energy should not be disturbed. Wherever it goes, let it go. After fulfilling the energy requirement of the part suffering from lack of energy, it again comes to the central nadi and starts revolving. To bring this quickly, one should simultaneously meditate on the Agya Chakra, the touch of the tongue to the palate, the Swadhisthana Chakra and the Mooladhara contraction. Keep meditating on these points as many as possible, even changing focus from one point to another as per ease. Actually, these points act as foot ruler to mark central straight line or channel for kundalini to run upon. Simultaneously, the focus should also be on Kundalini energy. The rotating Kundalini energy is good, not standing or blocked at one place.
The main reason behind the yoga reducing the body weight is Kundalini meditation and not physical exercise. Very little energy is spent by keeping the legs and arms bent. Due to the contraction of the muscles created by Kundalini meditation on the chakra, the excess accumulated fat of the body dissolves, which leads to weight loss. With practice, this Kundalini mediated contraction starts forming throughout the day.
The love that grows by hugging, it grows only by sharing their Kundalini with each other. Everyone loves their Kundalini the most. When one comes in close contact with someone, an imaginary pose is formed like an incomplete yab-yum, in which the Kundalini ascends from one body, and descends from the other. In this way a Kundalini energy loop is formed covering both the bodies. This same happens during god worship, sun worship etc.
O my Mountain king Karol【a devotional song-poem】
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Kundalini grows best in confluence
Rati is the daughter of Daksha and granddaughter of Brahma
Friends, the previous post was a bit short, this time get relaxed to read the longread article. In the previous post, I had called Rati the daughter of Brahma. In fact she is the daughter of Daksha. The matter is the same, because Daksha is the mind-son of Brahma. Daksha means skillful. When a man adopts in his mind the determination of mastery in worldliness i.e. Karma Yoga, then a Kundalini is born in his mind. This is the birth of Rati i.e. Kundalini from the sweat of Daksha i.e. Karmayoga. This is what I have written in the previous post also that Kundalini has to be developed by first being born through Karma Yoga, then only it can be successfully aligned with dedicated Tantra Yoga for final awakening.
Religion or Dharma is a symbol of wisdom
According to the legend, Dharma tried to stop Brahma from having romance with Sandhya, but he did not stop. Then Dharma pleaded with Shiva to stop Brahma. Dharma or Vivek or Wisdom is also the mind-son of Brahma. This too is a form of thought of mind, of course, the intellect is said to be superior to the mind. It really is the knowledge of good and bad. But a man suffering from sexism often does not listen to it. When Dharma sees that things are not working for him, then he remembers Shiva in the form of Kundalini. He appears at the same time and prevents the man from doing wrong. That is why it is said that God or Kundalini is beyond the intellect. Where even the intellect or mind is lost, there is benefit by remembering the Kundalini. If Kundalini is always remembered by daily yoga practice, then what to say?
Sandhya Kaal is a symbol of Advaita
Sandhya woman is a metaphor of Sandhya Kaal (Dusk and Dawn), this is indicated by a verse in which it is written that Kamadeva was being adorned with Rati like lightning shining with clouds in the sandhya time or evening. The word sandhya is derived from the Sanskrit word sandhi, which means union. In the evening all the opposite sentiments are united. In this way Sandhya is equivalent to God or Advaita. Due to the balance of day and night in the evening, man also becomes balanced. In fact, in the evening, the degrees of day and night are equal. In the evening, the left and right brain of a man starts moving equally. Its yin and yang become equal. Equal breath starts flowing through both his nostrils. The yoga technique of connecting prana and apana that I described in the previous post is also similar to sandhya. In fact, wherever two mutually opposite feelings join together, it becomes Sandhya. In that calm state all work especially spiritual work becomes more successful. The evening and morning sandhya are so much associated with the worship that the act of worship is itself called doing Sandhya. Similarly, the eclipse period is also a sandhya period. The work done in it gives manifold results. That is why it is said that only good and spiritual works should be done during the eclipse period. In the olden times, the kings used to leave the kingdom immediately and go to the forest for penance. Even the initial period of a few days of exile was like a great Sandhya time for them. At that time they used to wake up their Kundalini quickly by doing Kundalini Sadhana. In the same way, the darkness created by the Panchamkaras is entered into their luminous mind as made by yoga practice by tantrics, which creates a better artificial sandhya time. In that, they attain many siddhis or accomplishments, Kundalini awakening is also one of them. The Ganges and Yamuna rivers meet at the confluence or Sangam of Allahabad. These two rivers have opposite qualities. This makes a very good Sandhya spot. That is why the confluence is considered very sacred. Yogis go to deep mountains and forests for yoga practice because there they feel the confluence. In many religions, the virgin girl is worshiped because in the girl there is a confluence of both man and woman.
One gets pleasure from traveling in the sandhya, but Kundalini development is there only for the yogi
Due to the increase in the beauty of a man, he can easily become a victim of lust in the sandhya. The main reason for this is that in the mind of the romantic lover, the Kundalini of the form of his romantic partner resides. In the sandhya it starts shining brightly. At that time, if such a person is in the company of immoral people, then he can take wrong steps under the influence of sex driven by sexual Kundalini. It can be unsocial and together can also cause great loss to the Kundalini of his mind. But if he is in the company of virtuous friends and people, then while under their influence, he cannot take any wrong step. He controls the Kundalini, is not in the control of the Kundalini. Due to this his Kundalini progressively grows leading him to Kundalini awakening or directly to enlightenment. This is an example and relates to every worldly indulgence. That is why it is said to be in a spiritual atmosphere in the evening time. Anyway, people go out for a walk on the mall in the evening. Bliss comes from the accumulation of extravagant thoughts from here and there, but it only increases the illusion in the form of worldly duality. Yogis are easily recognizable in such times. The effect of Kundalini on his face gives a special glow and calmness. In the evening, due to the equal and efficient working of both the hemispheres of the brain, mental power is at its peak.
If the common man gets confusion from the sandhya time worldly work, the Tantrayogi strengthens the Kundalini
In fact Brahma is a common man. Everything has its origin in the mind of man. There is nothing outside. These mountains, oceans, moons, stars are all a product of the mind. Similarly, the time of sandhya was also made in the mind. To awaken sex consciousness in the sandhya means to be attached to the sandhya goddess. Later feeling ashamed, Sandhya thought of renouncing her body while doing penance. This means that she was going to lose her true Sacred form. Then Gods like Brahma, Shiva etc. got her married to the spiritual sage Vasistha. Means that the sandhya time was again fixed for spiritual work. Tantric rituals are an exception to this. Of course they may seem material and worldly from outside, but from inside they are spiritual. That is why most of the tantric rituals are also preferred to be done in the sandhya. Kamadeva was cursed by Brahma to be burnt to ashes and destroyed, because he had troubled the sages and the deities in the sandhya time. So this is a matter of fear for the common man, because he lives only on indulgence. Anyway, man remains tired in the evening sandhya time due to the whole day’s work. Similarly, waking up in the morning sandhya time, one remains having lethargy caused by sleep. This is the boon of Shiva given to sandhya that indulgence work will not disturb her. Meaning that at that time man’s material desires and sexual desires get destroyed. In a way, the kama or indulgence is tiring, the whole of it is not destroyed. Only tantra yogis can do complete destruction of kama. Therefore, this time is a boon for tantra yogis, because they ultimately want to attain knowledge by destroying lust. They first create Kama or lust with their Tantra Vidya, then destroy the same Kama with their stronger turned Kundalini. They give the power of sex to their Kundalini. The common man does not know the technique of converting the energy generated by sex into Kundalini, so that energy creates confusion with colorful thoughts. The second meaning comes from this that Shiva gives himself as a boon. Shiva is a cool and void form, what does he have to give except himself? But when Shiva is found, then everything is found by itself. Shiva is in the form of Kundalini Rati. Therefore, by Kundalini yoga, the kama itself is destroyed.
Kundalini takes energy from Kama and finally destroys Kama, then revives Kama
Now look at the kama itself. He was so infatuated with Rati that he did not even care about the curse placed on him by Brahma, and he agreed to marry Rati under the instigation of the gods. This was the beginning of it being consumed, because ultimately the Kundalini, the Rati, has to destroy the Kama. Now it is not surprising that Kundalini rati is given the name Shiva, because Shiva and Shakti are essentially the same. Shiva consumed Kama, meaning Kundalini consumed Kama. Now if someone says how can it be that Rati is also Kundalini and Shiva is also Kundalini. So its explanation is that Rati is actually a feeling of the mind, but Shiva is the reality. Although both can be expressions of the mind, but I am talking about the relativity of these two. Meaning that relatively Shiva is more real than Rati. Similarly, Rati is more emotional or mind form than Shiva. If Shiva is in the form of an idol kept in the temple, then Rati is in the form of his meditation in mind. Rati means strong affection. Now in Shivpuran, it’s obvious that one will have attachment to Shiva only and not to any other deity. Shiva Purana has been advised to meditate on Shiva everywhere. Similarly, when the marriage of Shiva-Shakti means Kundalini awakening, then Kama is blessed with a revival. It means that after awakening, man again gets absorbed in the world, although with knowledge and non-attachment. After awakening, man is not worried about getting anything, so he starts living freely.
Cupid’s flowers injure a man in love
The story is interesting in that Kamadeva, born from the mind of Brahmadev, had five flowers’ arrows or weapons. Brahma or Brahmadeva here is synonymous with the collective form of all people or living entities, and Kamadeva is synonymous with the collective sexual desires of all living entities. That is why word God is associated with Kama and Brahma. If there was talk of single man’s sex, one would only say sex. In this way, Kama and Kamadeva are essentially one and the same. These five arrows of Kamadeva are, Harshan means to please, Rochan means to be liked, Mohan means to fascinate or to make one mad in one’s affair, Shoshna means to absorb power, and Maran means to kill. Now it is surprising that the last three deadly weapons are also of flowers. That is why a man injured by these weapons loses a lot in love, and he does not even realize it. This shows the practicality, farsightedness and meticulousness of ancient sages. There can be no forest dweller who can make such good metaphors, as is the common misconception. They were the most embroidered and fabricated in the world.
Along with kama, a lot of emotions also run, due to which the man is immersed in blissful fun
Then it is written that as soon as Brahma looked towards the sandhya with a feeling of lust, forty nine expressions were born from his body. The same happens with the common man. After getting aroused, he starts showing colorful expressions. He is the friend of friends, the father of fathers, the son of sons and I can’t share the complete list of what and what he becomes. He becomes all rounder. What are the feelings that are not born in him? Mother’s feeling, sister’s feeling, Guru’s feeling, elderly’s feeling, child’s feeling, young man’s feeling, animal’s and bird’s feeling, tree and creeper’s feelings, mountain’s feelings etc.-etc. Look at the vast poetry done by such romantic people. These feelings rise more in the sandhya time, because there is peace in the mind at that time. There is no evil in emotions, but there is evil in attachment. In the house where Sandhya Yoga takes place, these sex-borne bhavas or feelings mix with Kundalini and destroy attachment and ill-will. Only pure love remains. Kundalini and love keep increasing each other progressively. So there is no harm in loving, if it is kept pure and spiritual. Rather, that love is the greatest yoga. A man becomes passionate about being enamored with love and rejoices. These days it is called being hyper or hot or colourful. That is the charm of kama. It has been explained in a very beautiful style with practicality, modernity and scientificity, in the book Physiology Philosophy or sharirvigyan darshan in Hindi and Love story of a Yogi. There are many beautiful metaphorical stories in the Puranas. I think that while telling the story, along with the original story, the mystery of the metaphor given in it should also be decoded. This will give more benefit to the listeners.
The boons sought from Shiva by Sandhya were for protection from lust, not from pure love
I am saying this because many people do not even talk to each other in the sandhya due to fear of kama. Shameful penance by sandhya means spiritual practices performed by spiritual people for a long time in the sandhya. It was needed because they had pursued sex, not pure love. Pure love is itself austerity. Three boons were sought by Sandhya, which were fulfilled by Shiva. The first boon, as soon as one is born, there is no sexual desire in a living being, it means that the children born in that house, where the Sandhya Vandana or meditation is performed, have a high level of spiritual sanskaras or ethics. Kundalini is formed in them from birth itself. That Kundalini keeps them away from sex. Or rather say that their Kundalini keeps on transforming sex feelings into love feelings. In fact, as soon as Sandhya was born, Brahma and his sons became attached to her due to the influence of Kamadeva. Sandhya time is very short. It has no existence of its own. It is formed by the combination of two types of opposite times. So there is no question of it becoming big and young, because it starts to dissolve as soon as it is born. The second boon that no one in my family should be enamored, this also means that of course the members of the households of the people performing the sandhya worship should show sexual desire for some reason, but they do not become sensual, that means by coming under the influence of Kamadeva they don’t become attached. The third boon that all the women of my family should be virtuous, it means that those who do Sandhya Vandana, their Kundalini becomes very developed and strong. Due to this Kundalini, men are able to keep their wives completely satisfied. It is scientifically and technically true that sexual satisfaction and complete control over sexual activities is obtained through Kundalini only. Shiva also gave a boon to Sandhya that whoever looks at her with lust will become impotent and his power will be destroyed. This also means that one who enjoys the pleasures in the sandhya with attachment or without Kundalini, he will increase the darkness of his soul by falling into the illusion of ignorance. It is the Rati or affection towards Kundalini that controls the sense of lust or attachment. The word Sandhya here seems to refer to all such times, when a man is balanced, his Ida and Pingala Nadi run equally, the Kundalini of the mind is strengthened, and there is deep peace in the mind.
Love and kama or lust keep on increasing each other
By having love everywhere, the kama increases. That kama together with the life partner enhances itself to peak along with the love further. Tantra Yogis continue to transform that sex-born love into Kundalini love. A tantra yogi has only one life partner or sex partner, so that his Kundalini can easily receive sexual love. The love of a man of lustful type gets divided among many sex partners, so that Kundalini is not able to get it. That is why it is said that Ekapatni Vrat or single wifehood is the biggest austerity. Moreover, it’s sexual energy that’s sought for kundalini, not the physical charm. Rather extra bodily charm can distract one away from actual source of energy.
Kundalini is the real savior or protector of man
Controlling the lustful Brahma by Shiva at the sandhya means that the man is saved by Kundalini at that time. Shiva is the symbol of Kundalini here. Anyway, Kundalini prevents man from doing bad deeds. Even if a wrong deed is done unknowingly or under great compulsion, then Kundalini also makes atonement or repentance done for it. It is said in Shiv Puran that it is necessary for everyone to meditate on Shiva. So it is natural that even Brahma used to meditate on Shiva. With this Shiva became his Kundalini, and in the Kundalini form he appeared boldly in his mind to stop him from doing wrong.
Shiva Puran is a Tantra Purana
All the things and stories in Shiv Puran are related to Tantra. It is a different matter that most people do not understand them, because they are in the form of metaphors. This was done to prevent misuse of Tantra. The Puranas are derived from the Vedas. This means that the oldest original source of Tantra is the Vedas. Although practical tantra with manuals appears publicly only in Buddhists. It is not that the meditative practice of Tantra has disappeared among the Hindus. It is still prevalent among Hindus, but it is kept very secret, due to which common people do not know about it. Even among Buddhists it was kept hidden. But seeing today’s dying planet, hiding any revitalizing knowledge would be bad for humanity, they have understood this.
Experiential evidence of the above principles related to kama and love
Friends, I loved many people deeply. But I lived my life in moderation. Now what to brag more, but if someone benefits from it, then there is nothing bad in it. As I mentioned in this post, it all happened to me. All this is my own experiential description, no one that’s taught. In the midst of these experiences was my momentary enlightenment and Kundalini awakening, which is described on the homepage. Of course these were only few moments of experience, but something is better than nothing. And anyway, more important than the momentary experience of self-awareness is the life routine full of self awareness.
Demystifying Kundalini 