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A Meeting with a Mystic: Kundalini, Deep Dhyana, and the Science of Spiritual Experience

An Unusual Meeting Between Worldly Life and Spiritual Practice

A few days ago, I met a strange and interesting personality who seemed to belong to both the worldly and spiritual worlds without being completely identified with either. His face, eyes, hair, and business-minded approach sometimes reminded me of a modern Western man, while his devotion to God gave him the appearance of a sage. People in his area called him a pujari, or temple priest. His companion also told me that he had obtained advanced qualifications in Sanskrit, including Shastri and Acharya degrees, from well-known institutions in places such as Kashi. This made me even more interested in interviewing him and exploring his understanding of spirituality, meditation, and the unusual experiences he described.

He had spent years in the transport business before leaving it and returning to his native village. He then served as a full-time priest in a small nearby temple for about six years. He told me that he had experienced real poverty there, yet found great spiritual satisfaction. Small village temples often receive little support from trusts or corporations and depend mainly on occasional donations from devotees. Despite these difficulties, he appeared to have found something meaningful in temple life.

He had not completely abandoned his former occupation. His son had taken over the transport business, and he occasionally visited to guide him before returning to the temple. He seemed to move between the two environments, taking refuge in spiritual practice when business became chaotic and returning to worldly responsibilities when needed. This reminded me of karma yoga, in which one participates in practical life without allowing its pressures to dominate one’s inner world.

Scientific Scepticism and Extraordinary Spiritual Claims

I noticed a certain gravity in his eyes. He appeared contemplative but remained alert to practical matters and external circumstances. Someone accompanying him told me that he could predict the future like an astrologer and even tell when a person was going to die.

I refused to accept miracles without evidence. He reportedly once told a sick woman that she would die soon, and she died the following morning. I found the claim difficult to accept as proof of supernatural knowledge. Perhaps he had intuitively noticed signs of approaching death, perhaps the prediction was a coincidence, or perhaps successful predictions were remembered more clearly than unsuccessful ones. Without knowing the circumstances and his record of predictions, no firm conclusion was possible.

When I pressed my tongue between my teeth and laughed with my mouth wide open, my expression indirectly conveyed my disbelief and astonishment at his claims. He immediately understood my reaction and said that he had stopped making such predictions because people might interpret them as black magic or tantra. His quick response impressed me. It suggested that he was observant of human behaviour, although such social intelligence could not establish the truth of his claims. However, I strongly oppose predicting someone’s death, as such a prediction can create intense psychological fear and distress. A person may begin to believe that death is inevitable at a predetermined time, potentially affecting their mental state and quality of life. Spirituality should offer people understanding, peace, and courage rather than fear of an uncertain future.

He also described seeing the spirits of people approaching death travelling towards Kailash. According to him, he had once visited Kailash in this way and seen spirits jumping across distances of enormous size while a force resembling a man with a stick chased them from behind. He claimed that he could visit any spiritual abode and speak with any god at will. These accounts were extraordinary, but I could not verify them. They might have represented vivid inner experiences, religious imagery, dreams, or interpretations shaped by his beliefs. Their sincerity and factual accuracy were separate questions. However, virtual external visual and other sensory experiences can be overlaid on inner spiritual experiences when one is open eyed.

I had similarly experienced a departed soul communicating with me. It was like an unexpressed self, containing all its sanskaras hidden within it, like a sky without any distinction between mouth, ears, face, or body. Yet I recognised it fully, even more deeply than I would recognise a living person. It felt as if my soul was directly connected to that soul and a mutual conversation was taking place between us, without the involvement of the senses or the ordinary mind, although the experience was much more effective than any communication that could have occurred through the senses and mind. It was a dream visitation, and my eyes were closed. There may be a scientifically understandable way to investigate this experience because I am clearly distinguishing the feeling of communication from actual verbal conversation. It felt as though one soul was directly experiencing another, although no physical words were spoken. words were also soul-like. Perhaps the mystic was trying to convey something similar, but our short conversation did not give us enough time to explore it. Others might interpret his account conceptually, as if he were describing events in the physical world. I now feel that I should meet him again and investigate these experiences more deeply, with an open mind and without abandoning scientific reasoning.

Kundalini Awakening, Bodily Sensations, and Deep Meditation

Our conversation became more interesting when we began discussing meditation. I told him that I accepted scientific explanations and did not believe extraordinary claims merely because someone made them. I explained that my own interest centred on Kundalini rising through the back and awakening at the Sahasrara, the crown chakra. He then suggested that what he described was essentially the same phenomenon.

He meant to say that supernatural things are not separate from Kundalini reaching Sahasrara or awakening. What he was describing, which looked supernatural, was just a manifestation of the same logical phenomenon of Kundalini ascent from Muladhara and awakening at Sahasrara. Both are the same thing. It means these manifestations may happen or may not, but awakening is logical and attainable through effort. We can say that other powers are like top-ups, not essential for dhyana and merging into the pure Self. As per Patanjali yogasutra, these top-ups can also act as distractions and prevent one from merging with the pure Self. For scholarly purposes, these things certainly need to be discussed with him. His acceptance of this connection gave me some hint of his genuineness; otherwise, one could completely glamourise these things as special and different.

I began questioning him through logic rather than accepting his explanation. He told me that he sometimes experienced rash-like sensations on his skin and a cap-like sensation at the centre of his head, which reminded him of the traditional depiction of the Buddha. Such sensations can have different physical or perceptual explanations, and they do not independently establish chakra awakening. Nevertheless, his account suggested that he had paid close attention to unusual bodily experiences during spiritual practice.

I told him that my deepest dhyana sessions sometimes lasted about two hours. He replied that he could meditate for six hours while feeling that only ten minutes had passed. When I mentioned that my knees became sore during long sessions, he advised that short dhyana of ten minutes could be better. I objected that ten minutes seemed too short. He quickly clarified that ten minutes was only the intention: one might enter meditation aiming for ten minutes, remain absorbed for half an hour, and feel that only ten minutes had passed.

His responses were quick, practical, and adapted to my objections. I wondered whether he was trying to establish his spiritual authority, but I also sensed that he might have genuine experience of prolonged meditation. He said that six-hour sessions had caused bodily aches. This was a useful reminder that prolonged sitting can strain the body and that meditation need not be measured by the length of a session.

When I asked whether he had experienced complete awakening or self-realization that lasted only about ten seconds, he answered that it had lasted a very long time. I questioned this because my own most intense awakening-related experience had been brief and energetically powerful. I had assumed that the body could not tolerate such intensity for long. He replied that he knew from his own experience.

I later considered another interpretation: perhaps he had experienced a brief glimpse of awakening followed by prolonged Nirvikalpa-like absorption. His regular, full-time practice might have enabled him to remain in deep dhyana for longer than I usually did. This remained a possibility rather than a confirmed explanation. A brief experience of insight, prolonged meditative absorption, and lasting self-realization are different phenomena and should not be confused. The duration of meditation alone cannot establish the depth of realization.

The Meditation Technique That Changed My Next Session

Although our conversation lasted no more than twenty minutes, I received several practical suggestions. The next day, I applied one of them. He had advised me to observe breathing quickly and establish dhyana without hoping or planning for a long sitting. The aim was to enter meditation as naturally and quickly as possible by observing the breath, its bodily sensations, and the movements it produced throughout the body.

He had also suggested scanning the whole body from top to bottom within a single field of awareness. On very next day morning, I followed this approach. After preparatory yoga for about an hour’s duration to open the energy chanels, I sat for dhyana. I relaxed my body and started observing it along with breath. Within two or three minutes, I entered deep dhyana. My breathing became almost silent. As the body became more settled and the agitation of prana diminished, I continued scanning the body from top to bottom and then directed my attention towards the Ajna chakra, the centre associated with the space between the eyebrows.

My meditation then deepened into the void I call ekarnava, an experience of vast inner emptiness. When my knee began to hurt, I opened my eyes and checked my watch. Thirty minutes had passed, although it had felt like only ten. This closely resembled the altered sense of time the mystic had described.

The experience did not prove his claims about spirits, divine realms, or supernatural prediction. It did, however, give me a practical method worth exploring. Whole-body awareness, natural observation of breathing, and the reduction of effort seemed to help me enter deep dhyana quickly. The change in my perception of time was also consistent with what can happen during sustained concentration. I did not need to force my breathing, hold it, or attempt to produce a particular state.

I was careful not to treat this single session as proof that the method would always produce the same result. Nor did I regard knee pain as an obstacle that must be overcome at any cost. Meditation should respect the body’s limits, and posture changes or shorter sessions may be wiser than prolonged static sitting.

A Tantric Mystic and the Limits of Spiritual Interpretation

The man also described meeting a Buddhist-like mystic woman who proposed an unusual meditation exercise. She said that she would keep her eyes open and look at him, and he should look back with open eyes to enter deep dhyana. He told me that he could not meditate deeply with his eyes open, so he closed them.

Open-eye meditation is practised in several Buddhist traditions, including Zen and Tibetan Buddhism. Depending on the method, it can involve a relaxed gaze or sustained attention to an object or person. Closing the eyes, by contrast, often makes inward attention easier by reducing visual stimulation. Neither method is universally superior.

I felt that the man was aligned with Tantra in some way, even he told he had once lived like an Aghori tantric also, yet he also appeared practical and fully human. His business experience, devotion, bodily sensations, long meditation sessions, and unusual spiritual beliefs did not fit neatly into the image of a conventional ascetic. However, these characteristics alone could not establish his spiritual lineage or prove that he had attained enlightenment.

Perhaps he had genuine contemplative experience and interpreted it through a religious framework. Perhaps he was also highly skilled at reading people and responding to their objections. It was possible that he exaggerated some experiences, but I had no conclusive evidence that he was deliberately deceiving me. The sensible approach was to remain curious without accepting every claim.

What This Meeting Taught Me About Science, Spirituality, and Self-Realization

The most valuable part of this encounter was the discovery that a person can offer practical knowledge even when some of his explanations remain doubtful. I initially rejected his supernatural claims, yet I continued listening when he discussed meditation. The following day, I tested his advice and experienced a useful change in my practice.

This distinction matters in contemplative psychology and the scientific study of consciousness. A person’s interpretation of an experience may be mistaken even when the experience itself is sincere and meaningful. Conversely, impressive spiritual language, a grave expression, or prolonged meditation does not by itself prove self-realization. More reliable understanding requires careful observation, logical questioning, openness to correction, and a willingness to distinguish personal experience from objective evidence.

My meeting with this mystic also challenged the idea that worldly intelligence and spiritual practice must oppose each other. He could guide a transport business, return to temple life, and find relief from commercial pressures through meditation and devotion. His life suggested that participation in the world and inward contemplation can coexist.

The greatest lesson was simple: we can learn from people without accepting everything they believe. Genuine curiosity does not require blind faith, and scientific scepticism does not require closing the door to experience. When we meet someone with friendliness, listen carefully, ask logical questions, and test what can reasonably be tested, even a brief conversation may offer something valuable.

I cannot verify the mystic’s claims about Kailash, spirits, or divine communication. But I can report what happened when I applied his advice about dhyana. That distinction allows me to preserve both intellectual honesty and the willingness to learn. Perhaps the real value of the encounter was not discovering a person who possessed extraordinary powers, but discovering a practical insight into meditation through an unexpected source.

The Forgotten Key to Kundalini Practice: The Importance of Daily Chakra Meditation

Why Daily Chakra Meditation Felt Important to Me

I have come to feel that daily chakra meditation has a specific importance that should not be replaced completely by pranayama and yogasanas. I used to meditate on all the chakras regularly, focusing on them one by one as part of my daily practice. Over time, the chakras seemed familiar to me, and I became accustomed to sensing what I describe as Kundalini energy in relation to them. This familiarity appeared especially important when I practiced sexual Tantra with a partner. During yab-yum, when paired chakra meditation was combined with the practice, the flow and sensing of energy seemed easier and more natural. It felt as though the chakras already knew the process because they had been receiving attention every day.

What Changed When I Stopped Chakra Meditation

For about a month, I left out the chakra meditation completely, although I continued my daily pranayamas and yogasanas including the stabilising breathless dhyana. From the outside, my yoga practice had not stopped. I was still doing breathing practices and physical postures regularly. Yet when I later tried paired chakra meditation during yab-yum, the experience was noticeably different. I found it more difficult to sense the energy clearly on the chakras, and the feeling of flow did not come as easily as before. Trying to sense forcibly helped but it produced a kind of stress and head pressure. There also seemed to be less control over sexual retention. This difference was striking to me because the other parts of my yoga practice had continued. It made me question whether general yogic preparation and specific chakra meditation train exactly the same aspect of practice.

Why Chakra Familiarity May Matter

The simplest explanation is that repeated attention creates familiarity. When a person focuses on the same bodily regions every day, subtle sensations may become easier to recognize. Warmth, bliss, pulsation, pressure, movement, relaxation, or changes in awareness may be noticed more quickly because attention has been repeatedly trained there. In yogic language, this can be understood as becoming familiar with the movement of prana or Kundalini through the chakras. In psychological terms, it may involve attention and interoception, or greater awareness of internal bodily sensations. Whatever terminology is used, the practical point remains similar: repeatedly focusing on something can make it easier to notice and work with. Together, energy mostly jumps chakra to chakra, not flow linear in straight line. May be it flows in continuous line but it is seldom sensed at places other than chakras. In a way, chakras are energy sensing spots. So keeping chakras healthy makes them sense energy more efficiently and focusing mind on them makes them healthy. As much energy is sensed on a chakra, that much energy it sucks up from the base.

Pranayama and Yogasanas Are Not the Same Training

My experience also helped me see that pranayama, yogasanas, and chakra meditation may complement one another without being interchangeable. Yogasanas train the body, posture, movement, flexibility, and coordination. Pranayama gives sustained attention to breathing and respiratory control. Chakra meditation repeatedly places attention on specific bodily and experiential centers. Therefore, continuing pranayama and asanas for a month did not necessarily preserve the particular familiarity I had developed through daily chakra meditation. This does not mean that one practice is more important in every person’s path. It simply suggests that different practices may cultivate different forms of awareness, and a practice that is omitted may leave a noticeable gap in an individual’s experience.

However pranayama and yogasanas also produce kundalini sensation on chakras, but it is dependent on movement of body. During deep dhyana, yab-yum or other sitting pose when body is stationery, these can help lesser than still body chakra meditation. I also found without chakra meditation although deep dhyana launched but it took longer time than when I practiced chakra meditation.

The Connection With Sexual Tantra and Retention

The change in sexual retention may also have a practical explanation. Sexual arousal develops through many factors, including attention, breathing, bodily sensation, pelvic-floor control, stimulation, emotional state, fatigue, and mental focus. Regular meditation may help a person remain aware of changing sensations and recognize rising arousal earlier rather than becoming absorbed in it suddenly. In my case, the loss of regular chakra meditation seemed to coincide with reduced control during paired practice. Even bliss of retention reduced somewhat as bliss is straightway connected to the energy-feel. I experienced this as a weaker ability to sense and work with the energetic process as well as a lesser degree of sexual retention. I take this primarily as an observation from my own practice rather than as proof of a particular physiological mechanism.

Daily Whole-Chakra Practice Alongside Other Yoga

The practical conclusion I draw from this experience is simple: all the chakras may benefit from being focused on one by one every day, alongside the other forms of yoga. The purpose is not necessarily to create an intense experience each day, but to maintain familiarity with the entire chakra system and keep attention accustomed to moving through it. Regularity may matter more than intensity. A short, steady practice may therefore be more useful than occasional long sessions followed by a month-long gap. I feel hard to focus on chakra directly so i keep finger tip touched it. It also works very well.

A Personal Observation, Not a Universal Rule

My experience does not prove that Kundalini energy objectively becomes weaker when chakra meditation is stopped, nor that sexual retention must decrease in everyone who omits it. Other factors can influence both meditation and sexual control. Stress, tiredness, expectations, stimulation, breathing patterns, and emotional conditions can all change the experience. Still, the contrast I noticed was meaningful to me because the difference appeared even though I had continued pranayama and yogasanas. It suggests that specific daily attention to the chakras may have a role of its own. It’s equally surprising how this fifteen minutes short procedure has so strong meditational benefit.

The Main Lesson From My Experience

For me, the lesson is not to choose between chakra meditation, pranayama, yogasanas, or other yogic methods, but to let them support one another. Physical practices prepare the body, pranayama works with breath and regulation, and daily chakra meditation keeps attention familiar with the subtle centers on which Kundalini practice is based. When that daily familiarity was present, paired chakra meditation in yab-yum felt easier, the sensing of energy seemed clearer, and sexual retention felt more manageable. When I removed chakra meditation for a month, despite continuing the rest of my yoga practice, the same process felt less familiar and more difficult. That simple contrast has convinced me that daily whole-chakra attention deserves a regular place in my practice.

Can Sexual Release Awaken Kundalini? The Hidden Connection Between Semen Retention, Breathlessness and Sudden Samadhi

When Prana Needs Stabilization Rather Than Force

In my meditation practice I have noticed that prana does not always permit nirvikalpa dhyana while sitting. At such times, if I try to force breathlessness, it may create strain rather than deeper meditation, and I have come to feel that forced breathlessness is not the right approach. Instead, when I allow breathing to continue naturally and simply give attention to the breath, a different picture emerges. Old and new thoughts begin to appear in awareness like waves. They are not sharply separate from awareness; they seem to arise within it in a subtle form, sometimes with a distinct quality of bliss. By giving more strength to pure awareness and less to the content of thought, these thoughts seem to lose their strength. In this way meditation can continue for hours because there is no need to fight with the mind or force breathing to stop. The body, however, cannot remain in one posture indefinitely. After sufficient sitting, the posture can be changed simply to prevent stiffness, while awareness continues without treating the change of posture as a break in meditation.

Sexual Experience, Retention and the Upward Movement

Another striking observation has occurred after sexual activity with semen retention. In that condition, the breath can become agitated and I experience what seems like an upward movement through the back, as though the breath or prana is carrying Kundalini energy upward. The sensation may become concentrated at different centres: sometimes around the heart chakra, sometimes at Ajna, and sometimes at Sahasrara. Although the underlying sensation may initially look sexual, at these upper centres it seems purified or filtered. The basic intensity is still recognizable, but its quality becomes subtler, more blissful and less obviously sexual. I began to see this not simply as sexual excitation but as a possible transformation in the way bodily sensation, attention and awareness are experienced.

This also brought to mind the Emerald Tablet, especially the line that the Wind carries the mysterious principle in its belly. To me, the Wind can naturally suggest breath, particularly when considered beside the yogic idea of prana. The Tablet also speaks of ascent from Earth to Heaven and of separating the subtle from the gross. I do not take this as proof that the Emerald Tablet literally describes Kundalini, but its symbolism seems remarkably compatible with the kind of process I am experiencing: a bodily beginning, the movement associated with breath, an upward transition and a refinement of experience into subtler awareness.

The Unexpected Difference Between Release and Retention

There is, however, a twist in my observations. When sexual discharge occurs, the breath does not become agitated in the same way. Instead, breathless dhyana can arise almost immediately after sitting and meditating on the breathing. This led me to question the usual assumption that an energy reserve at Muladhara must always be pushed upward through intense pranic effort. In my own experience, after release there seems to be no reason to keep generating a strong upward push. Whatever I call the experiential essence of the sexual process seems to rise immediately, while the physical component alone is discharged. I experience this as a sudden opening of the back channel, allowing the experiential essence to pass upward in a single movement. Afterward, however, the effect does not remain in the same sustained form because there is no continuing sexual reserve being retained.

With retention, my experience appears different. I feel that the channel is already partly open and remains available for tantric practice. The retained sexual state seems to release its experiential essence gradually over time. In the initial period, the quantity or intensity seems greater, so prana becomes more agitated and the breath appears to work harder. Later, once the passage feels sufficiently open, the process becomes smoother and meditation can be sustained without the breath needing to act as a forceful pusher. In this model, the retained semen acts as a continuing source for experiential release, whereas sexual discharge produces an immediate and more concentrated transition but does not provide the same prolonged supply.

Why a Dual Approach Seems Meaningful to Me

This led me to the idea that repeatedly seeking sexual release just to recreate the immediate entry into breathless dhyana would not be a practical path. It can feel physically tiring and cannot realistically be repeated every day merely as a meditation technique. Retention alone, on the other hand, may produce a slower and steadier process. Therefore I began to see a possible complementary approach: a period of retention in which tantric meditation continues and the back channel remains open, followed eventually by release rather than endless retention. In my interpretation, this allows the gradual experiential development of the retention phase to be followed by a sudden upward transition, while also preventing the feeling of excessive accumulation or stagnation in the lower organs.

The Possibility of a Sudden Kundalini Awakening

I further feel that this dual approach may create a greater possibility of a sudden Kundalini awakening or at least an awakening glimpse with self realisation. In my model, retention alone provides a slow and steady supply of experiential essence moving upward, but a sudden awakening requires a much larger volume of this experiential essence to reach the brain quickly. Sexual release appears to open the back channel fully and allows the accumulated tantric meditation essence of the retention phase to move upward in a single rush. If the channel is already prepared and unobstructed, the movement may be smooth rather than producing disturbing head pressure. This is important to my interpretation because I experienced my second awakening in a way that seemed similar to this pattern: sustained tantric development, during retention followed by a sudden, smooth upward event and an awakening glimpse. Sustained tantric development occurred through strengthening the meditation image until it became fully vivid and lively in the brain, with experiences of full non-duality, egolessness and bliss emerging as glimpses of awakening. Actually, through the regular release and retension associated with tantric meditation, the Sushumna channel gradually became fully open. When I happened to view a romantic scene in which women were dancing and a few of them were gazing at me with amazement and excitement, a sudden surge of energy appeared at the Muladhara and rushed upward, carrying the meditation image with it and bringing it vividly alive in consciousness as awakening glimpse. An old friend who was like a brother to me meating after decades acted as a stimulating trigger for my meditation image of Dadaguru, who had once been known to both of us while physically embodied.

At the same time, I recognize the difference between an experience and the explanation given to it. The sensations, bliss, breathing changes and sense of upward movement are directly experienced, while the idea of a stored semen depot releasing a subtle experiential essence through a physical or subtle back channel remains my interpretation rather than an established physiological mechanism. Sexual activity can influence autonomic arousal, breathing, muscle tension, attention and emotional state, and these may contribute to the experience without cancelling its spiritual significance. Likewise, a sensation at a chakra does not by itself prove that a chakra has objectively opened, nor does breathlessness alone prove nirvikalpa samadhi.

Letting the Process Remain Natural

The most useful lesson from these experiences may therefore be that meditation should not be forced into a single pattern. Breathlessness may arise spontaneously after sexual release; during retention, agitation may precede a more sustained and subtle absorption; and in ordinary sitting, simply allowing the breath to continue can let thoughts dissolve into waves within awareness. The common factor may be less the suppression of breath or thought and more the gradual transfer of attention from mental content and bodily excitation toward pure awareness. For that reason, I do not see forced breath-holding, deliberate hyperventilation or an attempt to push energy upward as necessary. Breathing should remain comfortable and spontaneous, and posture can be changed when the body stiffens. The deeper inquiry is not merely how to produce a dramatic Kundalini event, but how bodily energy, breath, thought and awareness can naturally move from excitation toward stillness, subtlety and sustained dhyana.

How Ancient Yogis and Celestial Vehicles Flew: The Mystery of Breathless Dhyana

Deep Dhyana as an Experience of Flight

Deep dhyana can sometimes feel surprisingly similar to flying high into the open sky. The experience is not simply one of sitting quietly with closed eyes. As meditation deepens, awareness can seem to move away from its ordinary ground of bodily sensation, familiar thoughts, and the gross world, creating a feeling of rising upward into an entirely different space. The comparison with an aeroplane came naturally to me because both experiences seem to involve a struggle between a downward pull and an upward movement. In an aeroplane, gravity continuously pulls the aircraft toward the earth, while lift generated by the wings counteracts that downward force and allows the plane to rise. In deep meditation, breathing can be experienced in a somewhat similar symbolic way: ordinary breathing seems to keep consciousness closely connected with the body, thoughts, sensations, and the surrounding physical world, almost like gravity keeping the aircraft grounded.

Breathlessness as Inner Lift

As dhyana becomes deeper and the breath becomes extremely subtle or appears to halt, that ordinary anchoring seems to weaken. Breathlessness then feels less like a mere absence of breathing and more like the generation of an inner lift. Just as lift allows an aeroplane to overcome gravity and rise, the cessation or profound stilling of breath can feel as though consciousness is no longer being held down by its usual connection with bodily and worldly awareness. The experience can become like entering deep space, where the familiar gross world is no longer prominent and even the ordinary stream of thoughts related to that world can disappear. This should be understood as an experiential analogy rather than a claim that breath literally produces a physical force that lifts consciousness. What matters is the striking similarity in how the transition is actually felt.

The Tug of War Between Downward and Upward Pulls

At certain stages, a distinct tug of war can be sensed between these two tendencies. One pull seems to draw awareness downward toward the body, breathing, thoughts, and ordinary identity, while another seems to draw it upward toward stillness, expansion, and deeper absorption. This gives the meditation a dynamic quality even when the body itself is almost motionless. The contrast can be especially clear when the mind has become quiet but some subtle bodily anchoring remains. The deeper movement then seems to involve gradually loosening that anchoring until awareness can remain in a state that feels much less connected with ordinary physical and mental experience.

The Hum of the Engine and the Sound of Prana

Another part of the analogy comes from sound. An aeroplane has a continuous engine sound during flight, together with a subtle vibration running through the aircraft. During deep dhyana, an internal hum or continuous subtle sound may similarly be noticed. In yogic language, such inner sound may be described in terms of prana-nada or anahata nada. Along with the sound, a fine internal vibration can sometimes be felt. The comparison is not that the two sounds are physically identical, but that both experiences can provide a continuous background sensation accompanying movement or sustained stability. The aircraft seems to fly within its engine’s hum and vibration; meditation can seem to deepen within a comparable field of inner sound and subtle vibration.

Emerging from Dhyana Feels Like Landing

The analogy becomes even more meaningful when meditation ends. A plane descending from great altitude does not usually return to the ground in a single instant. Its descent is gradual, followed by approach and landing. Deep dhyana can feel similar. Coming out of profound absorption may happen slowly, with awareness returning first to a subtle sense of individuality or bodily presence, then to more recognizable sensations and thoughts, and finally to the ordinary environment. The gradual character of this return is one reason the experience can feel like a real journey rather than simply a temporary closing of the eyes. One seems to descend from a subtler inner space back into the familiar ground of everyday consciousness.

Why Ancient Yogic Imagery of Flight Is Interesting

This experience also gives a new way of looking at ancient yogic imagery. Yogis are sometimes depicted as flying, rising, or moving through the sky, while traditional scriptures contain descriptions of aerial vehicles and extraordinary forms of movement through space. Such imagery can be approached in more than one way. It may have been intended literally, symbolically, or through a mixture of historical belief and spiritual metaphor. There is no need to decide that question merely from the meditation experience. Yet the experiential parallel is interesting: when consciousness seems to rise beyond its normal bodily and mental ground, the language of flight becomes a natural image for describing it. What was once expressed through the image of ascending into the sky may also be understood as an attempt to describe a profound inward movement that ordinary language finds difficult to capture.

It is difficult for ordinary people to imagine consciousness existing independently of the body, let alone consciousness itself flying freely through space. This may be one reason why celestial vehicles were described in the form of flying rathas or chariots. In the scriptures, the ratha is often used symbolically to represent the body: the horses represent the senses that draw it, the charioteer represents the intellect that guides it, and the traveller seated in the ratha represents the soul or consciousness inhabiting the body. Since consciousness is normally perceived by the world only through its association with the body, the idea of consciousness flying beyond the body could naturally be represented as a flying ratha, with consciousness imagined as a celestial being travelling upon it. In this sense, the celestial vehicle may be understood as a symbolic image of the journey of consciousness beyond its ordinary bodily ground.

From Grounded Awareness to Inner Space

The central insight of this whole experience is therefore not simply that breathlessness feels unusual. It is that breathing, stillness, bodily anchoring, thought, inner sound, vibration, ascent, and return can appear as parts of one continuous process. Ordinary breathing seems to belong to grounded embodied awareness; deepening stillness feels like the generation of lift; the silent or nearly breathless state resembles entering inner space; the conflict between grounding and ascent is felt as a tug of war; the inner hum and vibration accompany the journey; and emergence from dhyana resembles a gradual landing. Whether one interprets this entirely psychologically, physiologically, spiritually, or through a combination of these perspectives, the analogy provides a simple way to describe something difficult to explain directly: deep meditation can feel not like remaining in one place, but like leaving the ordinary ground of consciousness and gradually returning from a vast inner sky.

The Mystery of Spontaneous Dhyana: How Padmasana, Kundalini and Effortless Meditation Led Toward Deep Samadhi

A New Experiential Development in Breathless Dhyana

A new development in my meditation has helped me distinguish more clearly between dhyana that is supported by a particular bodily condition and dhyana that seems to arise and continue by itself. Very early one morning, after doing only a little yogasana practice, I entered a deep, breathless dhyana that lasted about an hour. It was accompanied by the familiar pressure in the head. Because I have observed this relationship many times, I already had the feeling that this state was tied to the pressure and therefore had a definite duration. I expected it to disappear when the pressure gradually returned to normal, and that is exactly what happened. Yet I remained awake despite sleepiness and did not go back to sleep. I then started doing some other left-over asanas, and soon an urge to meditate appeared again. I sat in Padmasana and simply watched the breath. Dhyana soon developed on its own, but this time something was distinctly different: there was no head pressure, no deliberate attempt to produce a special sensation, and the whole process felt spontaneous, relaxed and natural. It seemed as if the meditation could continue by itself rather than depending on a temporary physiological condition.

The Difference Between Pressure-Supported and Effortless Dhyana

This second state became especially interesting because it initially appeared almost self-sustaining. In the earlier meditation, the head pressure seemed to provide a kind of measurable support and I knew that the state was likely to end when that pressure declined. In the new experience there was no such limitation. The mind was not struggling to maintain concentration, the breathing was naturally becoming subtle, and there was an absence of deliberate effort. It therefore felt as though the dhyana might have continued indefinitely if the body itself had not intervened. This seemed to reveal something important: the head pressure may sometimes accompany or support the entry into a particular state without actually being the fundamental cause of dhyana. Dhyana may also arise independently when the mind becomes sufficiently quiet.

When the Body Became the Limitation

The limiting factor this time was not the mind but Padmasana. After about twenty to thirty minutes, the right knee began to ache. I tolerated it for some time because I expected that eventually the hip might rotate sufficiently and take over the mechanical stress from the knee, but that adjustment did not occur. Many times it happen with a feeling. The posture could not be maintained comfortably beyond that point, so I finally changed out of Padmasana and came into a normal squat. An important event followed immediately afterward. The dhyana itself was still present, but the head pressure began to build again. This made the sequence particularly revealing for me. While sitting in Padmasana, the meditation had remained spontaneous and free of pressure. After changing the posture, although meditation continued, the original effortless quality seemed to have changed. It felt as though the spontaneous dhyana had been replaced by a very subtle effort on my part, almost unnoticed, to maintain the state. That subtle effort seemed to create bodily and mental stress, and the head pressure began returning.

Why Padmasana Suddenly Appeared So Important

This experience made me understand more strongly why mastery of asana may matter before deep meditation. Had I been able to remain comfortably in Padmasana, I feel that the spontaneous dhyana could have continued much longer and might have developed into a much deeper samadhi-like state. This gave me a practical appreciation of the traditional progression in Patanjali Yoga. Asana is not merely an exercise to prepare the body; the deeper purpose is to reach a condition in which the body becomes sufficiently steady and comfortable that it no longer demands attention. Patanjali describes asana in terms of steadiness and ease, followed by the relaxation of effort and absorption in the infinite. My experience seemed to illustrate this principle in a practical way: when the posture was stable enough, effort disappeared and meditation became spontaneous; when the posture failed, subtle effort returned and the bodily pressure returned with it.

Padmasana Alone Does Not Guarantee Dhyana

At the same time, this experience also clarified something that can otherwise be misunderstood. I have seen people who can remain in Padmasana for a very long time, apparently almost indefinitely, yet they have not necessarily developed dhyana. Therefore, the ability to sit in Padmasana cannot by itself be equated with meditative attainment. Postural stability may create favorable conditions for dhyana, but it does not automatically produce it. The mind still has to become inward, collected and sufficiently free from ordinary mental movement. In my case the important combination was not simply Padmasana, but Padmasana plus spontaneous inward absorption with minimal effort.

What the Knee Problem May Really Indicate

The knee problem also deserves a practical interpretation. I had wondered whether the pain might indicate insufficient surrounding musculature, perhaps even related to inadequate protein intake, because I notice that when I exercise heavily, especially through activities that strongly involve the knees such as uphill cycling, the knee pain tends to disappear. That makes it seem more like a physical or mechanical problem than a purely meditative obstacle. However, the exact cause cannot be established from this experience alone, and protein deficiency is only one possibility rather than a demonstrated explanation. Padmasana depends greatly on hip rotation, and when the hip does not provide sufficient movement, stress can be transferred toward the knee. Therefore, continuing to tolerate knee pain in the hope that the hip will eventually take over may not be the best way to develop the posture. The real goal should be a posture that becomes stable and comfortable without forcing the knee.

Could Blood Flow Explain the Return of Head Pressure?

One possible explanation I considered was vascular. I wondered whether the vessels compressed during Padmasana might release their stored blood after the legs were unwound, producing a temporary increase of blood flow or venous congestion toward the brain and thereby causing the renewed head pressure. There is a physiological basis for considering posture-related changes in circulation because changes in body position can alter venous pooling, cerebral venous drainage and intracranial pressure. However, the simple idea that blood released from compressed leg vessels becomes “gorged” in the brain is probably too direct. The cardiovascular system constantly redistributes blood, and cerebral circulation is actively regulated. So a postural or hemodynamic contribution is possible, but this particular mechanism has not been established by my experience. Another possibility is that leaving Padmasana changed muscular stabilization, spinal positioning or breathing enough to reintroduce subtle effort, which could itself have contributed to the pressure.

The Most Important Finding: Vastness Without Effort

The most remarkable part of the experience was not actually the pressure. During the relaxed dhyana without head pressure, the sense of the void became more merged with me. There was greater bliss and a stronger feeling of vastness. Instead of simply observing a vast inner space, the distinction between myself and that vastness seemed weaker. This made the experience feel qualitatively different from meditation produced through effort. It suggested that when bodily and mental effort recede sufficiently, the experience of vastness may become more immediate and less object-like. I do not need to decide whether this is physiological, psychological, spiritual or metaphysical. The important point is that the phenomenology was clearly different, and that difference deserves careful observation.

A More Precise Understanding of the Experiment

This experience has therefore given me a useful three-stage distinction. First, there can be pressure-supported dhyana, in which a particular bodily process accompanies the meditative state and seems to limit its duration. Second, there can be effortless and spontaneous dhyana, arising without deliberate production of head pressure and appearing capable of sustaining itself. Third, bodily limitation can interrupt that effortless condition; when posture becomes uncomfortable, subtle effort returns, and the earlier pressure phenomenon may reappear even though meditation itself continues. This makes it increasingly reasonable for me to regard head pressure as a secondary phenomenon that may accompany certain methods or bodily conditions rather than as the essential basis of dhyana.

The Next Step in Understanding Spontaneous Meditation

The most useful future observation is therefore not to force Padmasana to last indefinitely, but to discover whether the same pressure-free spontaneous dhyana can arise in any posture that is genuinely stable and comfortable. That would help separate Padmasana itself from the deeper factor of bodily stillness and ease. If the same spontaneous meditation and sense of vastness arise in a pain-free posture, it would suggest that physical stability, rather than the lotus posture alone, is the important condition. At the same time, there is no need to deliberately force breathlessness or kumbhaka in order to reproduce the earlier state. Natural quieting of the breath is one thing; forcing respiratory cessation is another. The deeper lesson from this experience seems simpler: when the body becomes quiet without strain, and the mind no longer has to manufacture meditation, dhyana may begin to sustain itself. For me, this is becoming a more precise experimental understanding of why the preparation of the body through asana can matter so much for the deeper stages of meditation.

Another Test: Nirvikalp Dhyana in a Simple Squat

I repeated the experiment after doing some specific asanas, and again the potential for dhyana arose strongly. This time I did not use Padmasana but sat in a simple squat for meditation. Soon a deeper, almost nirvikalp-like dhyana developed that seemed to stand between the two earlier experiences. It was neither strongly accompanied by head pressure nor completely free of it. For a few minutes it appeared almost fully independent, arising spontaneously without deliberate effort. Then a little pressure began to develop. To sustain the dhyana for about one and a half hours, I eventually had to use a deliberate tactic of holding the breath, although it did not feel like suffocation. Instead of concentrating on breathing, I focused on what I experienced as the suffocating chakra. The result felt similar to breathing: it seemed to supply kundalini energy to the chakra without requiring ordinary respiration. In this way the pressure gradually accumulated, and by the end of the meditation, when the dhyana opened or released itself, the pressure had become considerable. The state then broke on its own, followed by about ten minutes of spontaneous kapalbhati pranayama to lower the pressure. This experiment again made me wonder whether Padmasana has a special importance. The simple squat could support a very deep and partly autonomous dhyana, but maintaining it for a long period appeared to require additional effort and pressure, whereas the earlier Padmasana experience had produced a more completely effortless and pressure-free state. I therefore increasingly suspect that the distinctive value of Padmasana may lie not merely in sitting steadily, but in its ability to allow the body to remain sufficiently balanced and quiet that deep meditation can continue with much less deliberate intervention.

Shirshasana, Sushumna and Nondual Meditation: Balancing Stillness, Pranic Flow and Head Pressure in Worldly Life

Shirshasana has traditionally been regarded as a major or “top” asana because it reverses the body’s normal orientation and strongly changes bodily awareness. My experience has made me wonder whether familiarity with head-centered sensations may help during meditation, where awareness can sometimes become concentrated around the head. This should not be understood as a claim that increased intracranial pressure is desirable or necessary; the “pressure” I mean is an experiential sensation of fullness, heaviness or activity.

In shoulder stand and Halasana, I have noticed that small changes in position can markedly alter head discomfort. Slightly lifting the head or allowing the feet to touch a wall can change weight distribution and reduce the sensation. This shows me that posture, alignment, support and muscular effort strongly influence subjective experience. Discomfort, however, should not automatically be interpreted as spiritual progress; persistent, severe or unusual head pain deserves attention rather than spiritualization.

This becomes particularly relevant to my practice of nondual meditation, including what I call shavid or quantum darshan, especially during busy worldly days. Intense awareness can sometimes be accompanied by strong head sensations. Daily kundalini yoga postures and breathing exercises seem to complement this by conditioning the body and attention to controlled changes in posture, breathing, muscular effort and internal sensation. I find that this can make intense experiences less disturbing and increase my ability to remain present rather than react to every sensation.

I therefore see kundalini practice less as a search for dramatic energetic experiences and more as preparation, grounding and conditioning. Repeated exposure to controlled intensity may make unusual bodily and mental experiences feel less foreign, although this does not prove that every sensation is caused by kundalini energy.

Yoga and nondual meditation can consequently complement each other without requiring withdrawal from ordinary life. Yoga works through body and breath; meditation works directly with awareness. Work, responsibilities, conversation and stimulation become part of the practice when awareness is maintained amid them.

Most importantly, head pressure should never become the goal. Stronger pressure does not necessarily mean deeper meditation, stronger kundalini or spiritual advancement. The meaningful measure is greater clarity, steadiness and non-reactivity. If a posture causes discomfort, changing or stopping it is more sensible than forcing it. Persistent physical symptoms should not automatically be interpreted as awakening.

For me, Shirshasana and related practices are valuable not because they create a desired amount of pressure, but because they may help the body and attention become familiar with changing sensations. Daily yoga provides a grounding counterpart to nondual meditation: the busy world supplies stimulation, meditation reveals how awareness responds, and yoga disciplines the body, breath and attention. The deeper aim is therefore not greater intensity, but the ability to meet whatever arises—with steadiness, clarity and less reactivity. However, when there is enough stillness, nondual meditation in the midst of worldly activity becomes difficult. It feels almost like water cannot be both completely still and flowing at the same time: in one place there is stasis, while in another there is movement. How, then, can the two truly coexist?

Regarding head pressure, I also experience that a certain initial upward movement or “pumping” toward the head is needed to begin breathless meditation and initiate the flow through Sushumna. With the gaze turned upward and attention resting on the infinite, all-pervading sky as the Self, or Ekarnava, a rise in head pressure may arise together with bliss. This is not experienced as discomfort but as a positive sign of the meditation deepening.
However, if the pressure becomes uncomfortable, awareness can be lowered and expanded beyond the head. The sense of Self need not be extended only upward toward the infinite; it can also be expanded downward and sideways, in all directions. This reduces the head pressure while allowing the Sushumna flow to continue. Once established, the flow can sustain itself for roughly an hour, until, in my experience, the available prana becomes exhausted.

Hanuman Ansh: The Hidden Spiritual Symbolism Behind Neem Karoli Baba’s Miracles

Watching Hanuman Ansh Through a Spiritual Lens

Friends, I went today to the theatre to see the blockbuster movie Hanuman Ansh. The emotions in the movie are powerful, but what interested me even more was how many of the apparently miraculous events can also be understood as symbolic expressions of inner spiritual experiences. I do not feel that every event has to be forced into either a literal miracle or a fictional story. Some may have been experienced as extraordinary events, while at the same time carrying a deeper psychological and yogic meaning.

One scene that particularly affected me was the freedom fighter eating halwa-puri. On the surface it is only a simple meal, but emotionally it becomes almost an ultimate expression of hunger and satiety. Hunger is one of the most basic limitations of the body, and the satisfaction that comes from food can communicate relief, dignity and joy without requiring elaborate words. The simplicity of the scene is precisely what gives it such emotional strength.

Baba Standing in Cold Water and the Symbolism of Kundalini

Another scene showed Baba standing in water and remaining in samadhi for an extended period. My own feeling while watching it was that the cold water could symbolically represent a powerful stimulus to the body, with the resulting inward movement being portrayed through yogic language as energy rising from Muladhara through Sushumna. In the traditional Kundalini understanding, the awakening and upward movement of Shakti is associated with the transformation of consciousness and deeper states of meditation.

Of course, this should be understood as a yogic interpretation rather than as an established physiological explanation. Cold water produces strong bodily and autonomic responses, whereas science has not demonstrated that such responses are literally Kundalini moving through Sushumna. Still, as a symbolic reading of the scene, the connection is meaningful: the body is exposed to an intense experience while awareness appears to become increasingly inward and absorbed.

The Prison Lock as Liberation From Limited Identification

The events that appear miraculous in Baba’s life can similarly be understood as symbolic. When the prison lock opens by itself and Baba wanders outside, I see something more than simply a miraculous opening of a physical lock. The prison can represent the limited identification of consciousness with the body, personality and circumstances. The opening of the lock can therefore symbolize the breaking of that limitation.

Baba walking out of the prison becomes an image of consciousness moving beyond confinement into something much vaster. If this is connected with samadhi, the symbolism becomes even deeper: the body may remain in the world, but awareness is no longer experienced as confined to the ordinary boundaries of individual identity. The movement is from prison, to locked identity, to the opening of the lock, to freedom and finally to the vastness of existence.

The Serpents Around Baba and Awakened Kundalini Shakti

I also remembered the account in which a devotee saw Neem Karoli Baba covered with hooded snakes while he was in samadhi. To me, this too can be understood as a powerful representation of awakened Kundalini Shakti. The serpent is one of the oldest symbols associated with Kundalini in Indian yoga. Therefore, seeing serpents surrounding a yogi absorbed in samadhi can naturally be interpreted as the devotee perceiving the immense Shakti associated with his spiritual state.

We cannot know from such an account whether actual snakes were physically present, whether the devotee experienced a visionary perception, or whether the experience was influenced by familiar spiritual symbolism. But the symbolic meaning remains striking: serpent, Kundalini Shakti, awakening, ascent of consciousness and samadhi all come together in a single image.

The Train That Would Not Move and the Power of Guilt

Another event has an equally interesting psychological interpretation. Baba was pushed out of a train, but afterward the train would not start. This can be seen symbolically as the train of life itself stopping after an innocent person has been wronged. The person may have thought that he had simply removed an unwanted passenger, but suddenly the entire movement of the train comes to a halt.

It resembles the way guilt can stop the inner movement of a person. An innocent person is hurt, conscience becomes disturbed, guilt arises, and the normal momentum of life is interrupted until there is recognition and remorse. In this sense, what we reject or hurt outwardly can become an obstruction within ourselves. The story is therefore not merely about punishment; it can also represent the power of innocence, compassion and spiritual presence to interrupt the unconscious momentum of the ego.

Miracles, Telepathy and the Traditional Yogic View of Siddhis

There may also be other events in Baba’s life that appear telepathic or clairvoyant. I do not think we should automatically dismiss such accounts. In the traditional yogic framework, extraordinary perceptions and abilities, called siddhis, are described as possibilities arising from profound concentration and samadhi. Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras, particularly the Vibhuti Pada, discusses such capacities.

At the same time, not being disproved is not the same as being scientifically established. Modern science has not established telepathy, teleportation or clairvoyance as reliable supernatural abilities, and individual stories can have different explanations. So I would leave the question open rather than making an absolute claim. A spiritual account may be interpreted literally by a devotee, symbolically by a contemplative, psychologically by a modern reader, or perhaps, in some cases, as an extraordinary phenomenon that we do not yet understand.

The important point in yoga is also that siddhis are not themselves liberation. Even when such abilities arise, attachment to them can become another distraction from samadhi and realization. The purpose of spiritual practice remains freedom, not the acquisition of extraordinary powers.

The Child Who Wanted to Reach God

Perhaps the most touching part for me is the story of how Baba’s spiritual search was inspired in childhood. When people told him that his deceased mother had gone to God, he apparently took the statement with the directness of a child. If his mother had gone to God, then he too wanted to go there. This desire became strong enough that he eventually left home in search of yoga and the means of reaching that state.

There is something profound in this simplicity. He did not begin with complicated theories about chakras, Kundalini or enlightenment. He began with longing: if there is a place called God, I want to reach it. From that simple question came the search for yoga, renunciation, spiritual practice and eventually samadhi. It reminds me that the deepest spiritual journey may begin not with philosophy but with an intense longing to know what lies beyond ordinary existence. I still remember my childhood, when my family tried to console me after my elder sister was gone, telling me that she had gone to God. As a child, I accepted those words with a simple heart, imagining that she had only gone somewhere beyond my reach.

The Essence of Tantra in a Few Words

Another thing that struck me was the simplicity of the instruction given to the child Baba by his guru: to leave dhyana at the Ajna chakra and place it at the Muladhara chakra. The deeper implication is that this can establish strong dhyana at the Ajna chakra by itself, without continuously forcing attention there. To me, this is perhaps one of the most basic and complete essences of Tantra expressed in an extraordinarily few words. The teaching does not need a long philosophical explanation; a simple direction contains an entire method, which the practitioner can discover through practice. Teaching Tantra in such simple and little words is itself amazing.

The Psychology of the Bahelia Scene

One scene is particularly profound from a psychological and spiritual point of view. A Bahelia, meaning a bird-catcher or fowler, is shown catching birds and imprisoning them. When Baba asks him why he does this, the Bahelia gives a surprisingly philosophical answer. He says, in effect, that just as nature has imprisoned human beings and entangled them in troubles, he is simply doing the same to the birds. It also helps him earn bread and butter for his children.

This is remarkable because the Bahelia does not even believe in God. Yet, at some deeper level, he feels that something is trapping human beings and making them suffer. Since he sees himself as a victim of this mysterious force, he feels justified in reproducing the same pattern with the birds—imprisoning them because he himself feels imprisoned.

Baba then completely changes his perspective. Instead of allowing him to blame God or nature for his suffering, Baba points him toward his own actions. Baba asks him why he had beaten his wife when she was pregnant. The implication is profound: it is not God or nature that is arbitrarily entangling a person; one’s own actions can become the very cause of one’s bondage and suffering.

The Bahelia had been looking outward for the cause of his troubles. Baba makes him look inward. What he experienced as an external force imprisoning him could actually be the consequence of his own actions. Thus, the scene transforms the idea of “I am being imprisoned by nature” into “I may be bound by what I myself have done.”

The psychological transformation that follows is equally beautiful. When Baba reveals details of the Bahelia’s past that he could not ordinarily have known, his disbelief begins to break down. He develops faith in Baba and eventually becomes one of his principal devotees.

The scene therefore works on a very subtle psychological level. Baba does not simply tell the Bahelia to believe in God. He first breaks his habit of projecting the cause of his suffering onto the outside world and brings his attention back to his own life and actions. That inward turning becomes the beginning of his transformation.

The symbolism is especially powerful: the bird-catcher himself feels caught. He imprisons birds because he feels imprisoned by life. Baba shows him that the real trap may not be nature at all—it may be the bondage created by one’s own actions.Seeing the

The Symbolism of the Germinating Seeds

Another beautiful incident occurs when Baba’s wife becomes annoyed by his long periods away from home, absorbed in deep dhyana and samadhi, and by his apparent lack of attention to family life. She asks him what he actually gains from spending so much time in meditation and samadhi.

Baba does not answer her verbally. Instead, he extends his tongue, places a few grains of seeds on it, and, within moments, they germinate and grow into tiny seedlings or plants. His answer is symbolic rather than literal: this is what he gains through such intense spiritual practice—extraordinarily rapid spiritual development.

The symbolism is simple yet profound. Under ordinary conditions, a seed takes time to germinate, grow, and eventually become a plant. In the same way, an ordinary human life may involve a gradual process of inner development through experience, relationships, worldly responsibilities, and spiritual practice. But Baba’s life of exceptionally intense meditation and samadhi is portrayed as accelerating that process dramatically—as though a seed that normally takes a long time to become a plant could mature in moments.

Thus, without explaining anything in words, Baba gives his wife a visual answer: the time spent in deep meditation is not simply time taken away from life; for him, it is a means of accelerating the growth of consciousness.

Miracles as a Language of Inner Experience

After watching Hanuman Ansh, I therefore feel that the miraculous stories surrounding Baba can be approached on several levels at once. The chana-puri scene expresses the bodily movement from hunger to satiety; the cold water and samadhi can suggest the inward movement of energy; the opening prison can symbolize liberation from limited identification; the serpents can represent awakened Kundalini Shakti; the stopped train can represent conscience and guilt interrupting the momentum of life; and the accounts of telepathic or clairvoyant perception can be considered in the context of the traditional yogic descriptions of siddhis, while leaving their literal interpretation open.

For me, this makes the story more meaningful rather than less miraculous. What appears outwardly as a miracle may also be a language through which an inner spiritual event is being communicated. The physical story, the devotional interpretation, the symbolic meaning, the psychology of consciousness and the possibility of extraordinary yogic experience do not necessarily have to cancel one another. They can exist together, allowing us to watch the life of a yogi not merely as a collection of miraculous incidents, but as a possible symbolic map of the movement from bodily limitation toward freedom, expanded awareness and the divine.

Kundalini Awakening and Chakras: The River and the Whirlpools

I have found the image of a river and its whirlpools useful for understanding my experience of kundalini and the chakras.

I experience kundalini as an ascending current moving through the central channel, or sushumna, along the spine. A river normally flows onward, but at certain places its water can circulate and form a whirlpool. The water remains part of the same river, yet its movement becomes concentrated and especially noticeable at that point before continuing onward.

In a similar experiential sense, I understand a chakra as a place where the ascending kundalini current seems to gather, circulate, intensify, and become particularly noticeable before continuing upward. The movement through sushumna may remain subtle, while activity at a chakra may appear as pressure, vibration, pulsation, rotation, warmth, expansion, or a distinct feeling of concentrated energy.

Thus, the chakra need not be imagined as a separate energy or independent storehouse. Within this metaphor, it is a more concentrated and noticeable pattern within the same ascending current.

Chakra Meditation and the Flow of Kundalini

The same image helps me understand chakra meditation. A weak whirlpool and a strong whirlpool are both part of the same river; the stronger one simply gathers more water into its circular movement and becomes easier to notice.

Likewise, when meditation strengthens a chakra, the kundalini experience may seem to gather and intensify there, circulate around the centre, and then continue upward through sushumna. The movement from the base may consequently feel stronger, smoother, more organized, and more continuous.

Meditation, therefore, need not be imagined as creating a completely new energy. Within the metaphor, the river is already flowing. Meditation makes a particular whirlpool stronger and the existing current more perceptible.

Different Places and Different Qualities

I have also come to feel that different places can stimulate different chakras—or, more carefully, bring forward qualities traditionally associated with different chakras.

If chakras represent different dimensions of human and spiritual experience, environments can also have different characters. Some places may feel emotional and relational, others devotional, intellectual, practical, social, or deeply contemplative. In the chakra framework, such differences can be described as an environment having an affinity with a particular centre.

The heart chakra is a useful example. A place filled with affection, human interaction, community, devotion, or emotional exchange may bring heart-like qualities more strongly into experience, while a quiet spiritual environment may make contemplative or higher-centre qualities more prominent.

This does not require the belief that a physical location objectively contains a measurable chakra field. People, atmosphere, symbolism, memories, habits, sensory surroundings, relationships, and activities can all influence which qualities become prominent. A place may therefore have a particular quality without containing a literal energetic vortex.

A socially diverse environment can be compared to khichadi: different people bring emotional, intellectual, practical, devotional, social, or worldly qualities, all mixed together. Such a place may stimulate many dimensions simultaneously and can therefore be valuable for someone seeking balance and integration.

Sequential Practice and Integrated Development

Another practitioner may prefer the opposite approach. Someone working sequentially through the chakras may deliberately develop one centre at a time and choose an environment suited to that centre. After that stage is sufficiently developed, another place or practice may be chosen for the next one.

For such a practitioner, a mixed environment may feel like spiritual mix-veg when concentrated work on one particular chakra is desired.

There is therefore no single ideal environment. A person seeking balance may benefit from varied influences, while someone deliberately cultivating one centre may need a focused environment. The same place can help one practitioner and distract another. Its suitability depends partly on what the practitioner is trying to develop at that stage.

My Change of Priority After Awakening

My own experience changed after what I understood as an awakening of the top chakra through kundalini awakening together with self-realisation.

Afterward, I began to feel that the lower chakras no longer needed deliberate strengthening in the same way. Within the yogic framework, my reasoning was that if the same kundalini current had already passed through the lower centres on its way upward and culminated in a powerful awakening at the highest centre, then those centres had already been traversed by the current.

The river-and-whirlpool metaphor made this intuitive. If the river has already passed through several lower whirlpools and finally formed a powerful whirlpool at the top, why must every smaller turbulence below it be made equally strong?

I began to regard the highest chakra as something like the strongest or master whirlpool of the ascending current. My question consequently changed from how to strengthen every smaller whirlpool to how to allow the whole river to flow well and deepen the realization associated with the strongest one.

This did not mean that I considered the lower chakras bad, unnecessary, or unworthy. My feeling was simply that the ascending current had already passed through them, while my attention had moved toward the highest realization.

Why I Preferred Isolation

This change naturally affected my choice of places. After awakening, I preferred relatively isolated environments with strong spiritual and contemplative qualities. I was drawn toward places that seemed to support the higher centre rather than places deliberately selected to stimulate lower centres.

I wanted to deepen and stabilize what had awakened rather than deliberately intensify every lower turbulence again.

Other people sometimes found this preference strange. Looking back, I think part of the misunderstanding came from comparing different stages of development. Someone deliberately cultivating a particular chakra may naturally prefer an environment that stimulates it. I was choosing from the perspective of an experience in which I felt that the current had already reached the top.

Two people can stand beside the same river while being interested in different parts of it. One may study a nearby whirlpool; another may be interested in the direction of the whole river and where it is going. Neither perspective is necessarily wrong. What appears strange from one stage may make sense from another.

Awakening Does Not Mean Complete Development

I now see an important qualification to my earlier understanding.

Experiencing awakening at the highest centre does not necessarily prove that every quality traditionally associated with the lower chakras has become perfectly developed or permanently integrated. Spiritual awakening and complete human maturity are not necessarily identical.

Emotional maturity, relationships, compassion, practical functioning, bodily stability, social adjustment, and other aspects of ordinary life can continue developing after profound spiritual realization.

Therefore, I do not conclude that everyone who experiences awakening at the highest centre should abandon lower-chakra development. Awakening changed my priority; it did not establish a universal rule.

Another practitioner may continue working with lower centres for integration, balance, emotional development, practical life, or other reasons.

Nor must everyone experience the chakras in exactly the same sequence. Some may experience a strong upward movement, some may work with centres individually, some may experience several centres together, and some may not experience chakra sensations in any clearly defined way.

The river-whirlpool model is therefore an explanatory metaphor, not a compulsory map of spiritual development.

Experience, Interpretation and Metaphor

This distinction is especially important when I speak about kundalini.

I am primarily describing something I experienced: an ascending movement, strong sensations, concentration at particular centres, and an awakening associated with the highest centre and self-realisation. I understand these experiences through the traditional yogic language of kundalini, chakras, and sushumna, while the river-and-whirlpool image helps me communicate their structure.

These are three different levels:

  • Experience — what I directly experienced.
  • Yogic interpretation — the framework through which I understand it.
  • Metaphor — the language I use to communicate its pattern.

I can therefore speak firmly about my experience without claiming that the metaphor proves a physical mechanism.

When I say that a stronger chakra attracts more energy, the safest meaning is experiential: attention and sensation may become concentrated there, and the ascending movement may seem to gather around it. Within the yogic framework, this can be described as the chakra drawing more kundalini into itself.

It should not automatically be interpreted as a scientifically established force pulling a measurable substance upward through the spinal cord. It is like stronger whirlpool attracts more water towards it.

Similarly, saying that kundalini passed through the lower chakras before reaching the highest centre describes how I experienced and interpreted the process. It does not prove that every quality traditionally assigned to those centres became perfectly awakened or permanently integrated.

The Limits of the Metaphor

The river analogy is useful precisely when its limits are respected.

Kundalini is not being described as a literal liquid flowing through the spinal cord, and a chakra is not a literal hydraulic whirlpool. A physical whirlpool is a measurable fluid-dynamic phenomenon, whereas a chakra belongs to the traditional subtle-body framework and is being used here to describe spiritual and experiential phenomena.

The metaphor also does not establish that geographical places objectively contain different chakra energies. A place may evoke emotional, devotional, contemplative, intellectual, or other qualities because of its people, atmosphere, symbolism, sensory environment, relationships, habits, memories, and personal associations.

Most importantly, the metaphor describes the pattern of experience, not necessarily its ultimate nature. One person may understand an ascending current as kundalini, another as consciousness or attention, and another through a different spiritual framework.

The value of the metaphor is that it communicates how the experience seems to behave without requiring every part of the image to be taken literally.

What the River Means to Me

The simplest form of my understanding is this:

Kundalini is like a river, and chakras are like whirlpools formed within that river.

The current moves upward, while particular centres become places where the flow seems to gather, circulate, intensify, and become especially noticeable. Meditation may strengthen such a whirlpool. Different environments may bring different qualities into prominence. A mixed environment may suit someone seeking balance, while a focused environment may suit someone developing one centre at a time.

My own path led me toward a different priority after kundalini awakening and self-realisation. Once I experienced the strongest awakening at the highest centre, I felt that the lower centres had already been crossed by the ascending current and became less interested in deliberately strengthening their milder turbulences. I consequently preferred isolation and spiritually intense environments that seemed to support the higher centre.

I would now express this carefully:

Awakening at the highest centre changed my priority; it did not prove that every lower centre becomes permanently unnecessary.

The lower qualities may still need to be expressed, balanced, matured, and integrated in ordinary life. Daily yoga exercises do it well enough by keeping all chakras well energized and balanced. The river may reach its highest whirlpool while still flowing through the whole landscape.

Perhaps this is the deepest value of the metaphor. Before awakening, one may ask which whirlpool needs strengthening. During chakra practice, one may deliberately work with particular centres. After profound awakening, the question may change: instead of continually intensifying individual whirlpools, one may become more concerned with allowing the whole river to flow freely, steadily, naturally, and in harmony with the highest realization.

The metaphor does not require every practitioner to follow the same path. It simply gives me a way to understand how the same kundalini current can appear as a continuous upward movement, an intense concentration at a particular chakra, or, after awakening, as a movement whose deepest significance seems to lie not in any individual centre but in the realization toward which the whole current appears to lead.

How Worship of Different Gods Can Purify Different Emotions and Prepare the Mind for Nondual Meditation and Kundalini Yoga

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Different Gods as Different Doors of Emotional Surrender

I have been looking at worship of gods and goddesses in a somewhat different way. I do not see all idols only as objects to whom one offers flowers, prayers and devotion. I also see them as different symbolic forms through which different kinds of emotions can be surrendered. The human shape, face and familiar stories of a deity make this easier for the mind. An emotion is otherwise invisible and difficult to hand over to something abstract, but when I stand before a recognizable divine form, I can consciously place a particular class of emotions, memories and experiences before that form. The idol therefore becomes a practical meeting point between my personal emotional life and a larger spiritual symbol.

My experience with Hanuman made this especially clear to me. I stood in front of Hanuman and surrendered all kinds of emotions and incidents connected with bravery. I did not surrender only the idea of courage. I surrendered the emotional burden associated with being brave, the memories of situations in which bravery had been expressed, and the feelings that had gathered around those experiences. After doing this I felt quite relieved and disburdened. This was important because it showed me that surrender does not necessarily mean destroying a quality. I was not trying to lose courage or become weak. I was trying to release my attachment to carrying all the psychological material connected with courage.

This idea then became broader. Hanuman can be one form for one class of emotional material, but other gods and goddesses can serve as suitable forms for other classes. In this way, worship need not be psychologically identical every time. The particular deity gives the mind a particular symbolic direction.

Lakshmi, Rama, Shiva and Vishnu as Different Emotional Purifiers

For me, Lakshmi can become a focus for purification of money-related emotions. Money carries many kinds of psychological material: greed, fear, insecurity, pride, attraction, competition, status-consciousness and anxiety about losing what one has. Instead of allowing all these feelings to remain mixed together inside the mind, I can bring them before Lakshmi and surrender them. The purpose is not to reject money or prosperity. It is to reduce the emotional burden and attachment surrounding them so that money can remain a practical part of life without becoming an excessive psychological identity.

Rama can similarly become a focus for emotions connected with superiority, righteousness and even sattvik identity. This is important because not every difficult emotion is obviously negative. A person can become proud of being good, pure, disciplined, spiritual or morally superior. Even sattvik qualities can therefore become material for ego. By surrendering these emotions before Rama, I can retain the quality of righteousness without carrying the feeling that I am superior because of it.

Shiva, in my framework, can become a focus for tamasic emotions and heavier inner tendencies. This includes dullness, darkness, destructive impulses, heaviness and other forms of emotional material that may be difficult to approach directly. Instead of constantly fighting such tendencies mentally, I can place them before Shiva as a symbolic act of surrender and purification.

Vishnu can represent another kind of emotional burden, especially that connected with hard work, preservation, responsibility and the effort required to continue one’s worldly duties. Work itself is not the problem, just as courage itself is not the problem. The burden may come from attachment to achievement, pressure, exhaustion, pride in one’s effort or the feeling that everything depends personally on me. Surrendering this material can allow work to continue while reducing the psychological weight carried with it.

Radha and Krishna, Kali, Brahma and Ganesha

Radha and Krishna can serve as a focus for love-related emotions. Love can be beautiful, but it can also become attachment, longing, possessiveness, jealousy, fear of separation, emotional dependence and repeated mental involvement with another person. By bringing these emotions before Radha and Krishna, the aim can be to purify the emotional intensity without rejecting love itself. Love may remain, but the clinging around love can become lighter.

Kali provides a particularly powerful symbolic form for emotions connected with danger, fear, threat and intense vulnerability. When the mind carries danger-related emotions, it can remain prepared for something bad even when no immediate danger exists. Bringing such emotions before Kali can create a strong symbolic act in which fear and the feeling of threat are consciously surrendered. The terrifying form itself can make this surrender psychologically meaningful because it does not require fear to be hidden or softened before approaching the symbol.

Brahma can become a focus for knowledge-related emotions. Knowledge is valuable, yet knowledge can also create pride, intellectual superiority, attachment to being right, the need to display understanding and an identity built around knowing. Surrendering knowledge-related emotions before Brahma does not mean rejecting knowledge. It means trying to separate knowledge from the ego that can grow around knowledge.

Ganesha can become useful for another category of emotions, including feelings connected with one’s appearance, obstacles, embarrassment, unfavorable self-image or the sense that one’s face or body has something wrong with it. A form that itself differs from ordinary human appearance can become a particularly meaningful symbol here. Instead of remaining ashamed of an appearance-related feeling or repeatedly fighting it, I can bring it into the presence of Ganesha and surrender the emotional burden attached to it.

There can naturally be many more such associations. The list does not have to end with the major deities. Different forms, stories and qualities can provide different symbolic containers for different emotional burdens. What matters is the relationship between the deity and the emotional material being surrendered.

Worship as Emotional Purification Rather Than Mere Ritual

In this understanding, idol worship becomes a practical method of emotional purification. Different gods do not necessarily have to be understood as mechanically removing different emotions from the mind. Rather, the traditional qualities and forms associated with them help the mind organize and surrender different kinds of psychological material. One form may naturally draw courage-related emotions, another wealth-related emotions, another love, another fear, another knowledge, another ego connected with virtue, another heaviness and so on.

The physical idol itself is only the outer support. The deeper process happens in the mind. I stand before the form, recognize what I have been carrying, consciously offer it, and allow myself not to hold it so tightly. The emotional burden may then become weaker. Repeated practice can make this process more familiar. The emotions do not necessarily vanish permanently, and there is no requirement that the mind become emotionless. What changes is the amount of unnecessary attachment, repetition and identification surrounding them.

This is why I find the word purification useful. A purified mind does not mean a blank mind or a mind incapable of strong feeling. It means a mind in which emotions can arise without every emotion becoming another object of possession, struggle or identity. Courage can remain courage without becoming a burden. Knowledge can remain knowledge without becoming superiority. Love can remain love without becoming excessive attachment. Money can remain useful without becoming the center of psychological security. Hard work can continue without carrying endless pressure. Spirituality itself can remain without creating the feeling of being better than others.

From Emotional Clearing to Nondual Contemplation

Once emotional burdens have been eased, I can see how the mind may become more suitable for meditation. A mind constantly occupied by unresolved memories, fears, pride, attachment, achievement and personal stories has less attention available for subtle contemplation. When some of this material is surrendered, the mind can feel quieter and less crowded.

This gives a natural place to the nondual practices that I follow, including what I call sharirvig darshan and quantum darshan. These forms of contemplation require a different quality of attention from ordinary emotional thinking. The less the mind is pulled around by personal emotional material, the easier it may become to stay with a subtle idea, observation or contemplative image. In this sense, devotional worship and nondual meditation do not have to be competing paths. Worship can prepare the emotional ground on which deeper contemplation becomes easier.

The idol also has another role here. The physical form provides a stable image for the mind. By repeatedly looking at the face, posture and overall form of the deity, the image may gradually become established inwardly. With concentration, the physical idol is no longer the only place in which the form exists for the practitioner. The image can become increasingly available in meditation. Emotional surrender may make this easier because a less burdened mind is less easily distracted.

Thus there can be a practical progression: emotion is recognized, emotion is surrendered, emotional burden becomes lighter, the mind becomes cleaner, attention becomes steadier, the meditation image becomes stronger, and deeper contemplation becomes possible.

How This May Support Kundalini Yoga

I therefore see worship of gods and goddesses as potentially supportive of Kundalini yoga. I do not mean that worship automatically raises Kundalini or that a particular idol mechanically produces a particular energetic effect. The connection is more practical and experiential. Kundalini-oriented meditation requires sustained attention, inner stability and the ability to remain with subtle bodily and mental experiences. Emotional turbulence can make this difficult. Emotional purification may therefore help prepare the mind for the practice.

When different emotional burdens are consciously surrendered through different divine forms, the mind may become less entangled in its own history. This does not mean abandoning ordinary life. In fact, the qualities represented by the deities can remain fully available. Hanuman can represent courage, Vishnu work and preservation, Lakshmi prosperity, Rama righteous conduct, Shiva the transformation of heavy tendencies, Radha and Krishna love, Kali confrontation with danger, Brahma knowledge and Ganesha the overcoming of obstacles and difficult self-image. The goal is not to get rid of these qualities but to reduce the emotional ownership and burden associated with them.

This also connects with ego. A positive quality can become a source of bondage when it turns into identity. “I am brave,” “I am knowledgeable,” “I am spiritual,” “I am righteous,” “I am successful,” or “I am the one who works hardest” can all become heavy identities. Surrender allows the quality to remain while softening the claim of ownership around it. The person can still be brave when bravery is needed, work when work is needed, love when love is present and use knowledge when knowledge is useful, without constantly carrying the psychological demand to prove that identity.

The Spiritual Symbol and the Quantum Idea

I also connect this understanding with the physical nature of idols. An idol is made of matter, just as the human body and the rest of the physical world are made of matter. From a philosophical point of view, this can be contemplated as part of a common physical reality. I sometimes use the language of quantum particles to think about this deeper commonality. The human form of the deity then becomes a practical appearance through which consciousness relates to something that, in a deeper philosophical view, is not fundamentally separate from the rest of existence.

At the same time, I find it important to distinguish my contemplative interpretation from a scientific claim. It is reasonable to say that physical idols consist of ordinary matter and ultimately of physical constituents described by physics. It is not an established scientific fact that particular gods or specific emotions are literally particular quantum particles. The quantum language can therefore be kept as a philosophical or meditative way of understanding unity and interconnectedness rather than presented as proof of a specific religious interpretation.

This distinction does not reduce the value of the experience. The practical effect can still be meaningful. A symbol can change the way the mind relates to an emotion without requiring a scientific theory to validate every aspect of the symbol. The relief I experienced before Hanuman is a direct example. I surrendered my bravery-related emotions and incidents and felt lighter afterward. That experience itself is the foundation of my understanding.

However, as per Quantum Darshan every emotion resides in quantum particle. It is other thing they are not aware of them, leave alone attachement to these. That is why ancient saying god resides in every particle. They even not knowing quantum science knew its spiritual essence it seems. So it is like technique to become detached with all emotions by surrendering them to quantum particles. Different outer forms like different masks applied to them.

All emotions are basically in nature and we have only learnt these from there. Idol worship is like returning that all emotional burden back to nature that have been obtained from it.

Many Divine Forms, One Movement Toward Inner Freedom

Seen as a whole, my understanding of god worship is therefore not about choosing one deity as the only correct emotional purifier. Different forms can provide different doors into the same larger process. Lakshmi can help me examine money-related attachment. Rama can help me soften superiority and even pride in sattvik qualities. Shiva can help me surrender heavy and tamasic tendencies. Vishnu can receive the burdens attached to work and responsibility. Radha and Krishna can receive love-related attachment. Kali can receive fear and danger-related emotions. Brahma can receive knowledge-related pride. Ganesha can receive emotions connected with obstacles and unfavorable self-image. Hanuman can receive bravery-related experiences and the burden of identifying too strongly with courage. Many other deity forms can naturally occupy similar roles according to their qualities and according to the particular emotional material of the practitioner.

The deeper movement is the same: what has been psychologically carried as “mine” can be consciously surrendered. When this is repeated, the mind may become cleaner and less burdened. A cleaner mind may contemplate nonduality more easily. A steadier mind may develop meditation imagery more strongly. Deeper meditation may then provide a better foundation for Kundalini-oriented practice.

For me, this makes idol worship far more than an external religious activity. It can become a practical psychology of surrender. The idol gives a face to the abstract, the deity gives a symbolic direction to the emotion, surrender reduces the burden of personal ownership, and the resulting lightness can prepare the mind for deeper contemplation. I do not have to destroy my emotions, nor do I have to destroy the qualities associated with them. I can allow courage, love, knowledge, work, prosperity, righteousness and strength to remain while surrendering the unnecessary psychological weight around them.

My experience before Hanuman gave me the clearest starting point for this understanding. I stood before the image, gave away the emotions and incidents connected with bravery, and felt relief and disburdenment. From there I began to see a larger possibility: perhaps every divine form can become a doorway for surrendering a different emotional burden. Through many such doors, the mind can gradually become lighter. And when the mind becomes lighter, it may become more capable of the stillness, imagery, nondual contemplation and subtle awareness through which my meditation and Kundalini practice can continue to deepen.

Why Is Kundalini Called Mystical? When Awakening Happens Without Trying

The Continuous Meditation Image and the Movement of Prana

My meditation experience has led me to look at the relationship between prana, kundalini, breathing, nondual contemplation and the inner meditation image in a different way. The most striking feature is the continuous and uniformly shining quality of the meditation image. It does not remain like an ordinary thought or a weak mental picture. At times it becomes so stable, bright and lively that it seems almost like a physical object seen with open eyes. This raises a basic question: what keeps such an inner image continuously alive?

One possible explanation, within the traditional yogic understanding of prana, is that the major support is not ordinary breathing but an upward movement of prana from the muladhara toward the brain. Breathing may still play a role, but it appears to become secondary when sushumna is active. In ordinary functioning, breathing participates in the distribution and movement of prana throughout the body. Exhalation, in particular, seems to be associated in my experience with a downward movement. When this downward movement becomes stronger, the meditation image can become somewhat dimmer, as though some of the energy supporting the image has moved away from the brain.

But when sushumna becomes active and prana is experienced as continuously rising through the spine, the situation seems different. Kundalini energy appears to provide prana to the whole body according to need while its movement is upward through the central pathway, energizing the different chakras and their corresponding functions. It therefore does not seem necessary for this same energy to be repeatedly pushed downward in the way ordinary pranic distribution appears to occur with ordinary breathing. The kundalini energy rising up is giving proportionately equal nourishment to all chakras and their corresponding organs so energy do not need to be moved down frequently from the brain. This may explain why breathing naturally becomes slower or may even pause during deep activation of sushumna.

The experience becomes especially interesting when ordinary breathing cannot slow down. During physical work, stress or other conditions requiring increased respiration, breathing may remain active and its downward effect may still be present. Yet if sushumna is strongly activated and prana is continuously flowing upward, the meditation image may not become significantly dimmer. The downward movement associated with breathing is then apparently unable to overcome the continuous upward supply. The image can remain present, more or less continuously, because it is constantly being supported by the upward current.

From this perspective, a continuously present meditation image could become an experiential indication of an increasingly stable meditative state. If the upward movement through sushumna is sufficiently established, the image may remain continuously present in varying degrees of brightness, approaching what can traditionally be called savikalpa samadhi. This is not meant to establish scientifically that prana literally moves in this way, but to describe the relationship as it is experienced within the yogic framework.

Nondual Contemplation and the Felt Energy Vacuum in the Brain

Another part of the experience has become equally important. Nondual contemplation produces a particular peacefulness and calmness. It is not simply the intellectual acceptance of a philosophical idea. When contemplation becomes deep, ordinary mental activity seems to become quieter, and there is a distinct feeling of spaciousness or even an energy vacuum in the brain.

This felt vacuum may have an important role in the upward movement of kundalini. When ordinary mental activity becomes quiet, there seems to be less energy occupied by scattered thoughts, emotional reactions and ordinary subject-object thinking. The quietness may therefore allow, or in the traditional interpretation even draw, more kundalini energy upward from the base toward the brain.

This seems to explain why a meditation image can become particularly lively during nondual contemplation of sharirvigyan darshan, quantum darshan or another nondual vision. Nondual contemplation first produces the quiet and peaceful condition. That quietness seems to create a receptive space in the brain, after which the upward energetic movement becomes stronger and the established meditation image becomes more vivid.

The process can therefore be understood as a cycle: nondual contemplation produces stillness; stillness allows stronger upward movement; the upward movement makes the inner image brighter and more alive; the bright image stabilizes attention; and stabilized attention further deepens the stillness. The process reinforces itself rather than depending upon deliberate mental effort at every moment.

The term “energy vacuum” is useful for describing the experience, but it should not be mistaken for an established physiological mechanism. What can be directly reported is the felt peacefulness, quietness, spaciousness and associated energetic movement. Whether that experience is ultimately explained through prana, kundalini, neurological activity, attention, interoception, conditioning or a combination of these remains an open question.

Why Does Only One Meditation Image Become So Luminous?

This raises a more difficult question. If nondual contemplation and the upward movement of kundalini increase the energy available in the brain, why does only one preassigned meditation image become continuously bright and lively? Why do other thoughts not become equally vivid?

A possible answer is that the meditation image has become a specially established pathway through long and regular practice. Ordinary thoughts are temporary and associative. One thought produces another, and the mind constantly moves from one subject to another. A deliberately practiced meditation image is different. It is singular, predetermined, repeatedly brought back into awareness and strengthened through thousands of acts of concentration.

Thus, when the mind becomes quiet and more energetic, the established meditation image may be the easiest form through which that intensified activity can express itself. The energy may not literally be restricted to one image; rather, that image may have become the most strongly conditioned and stable representation available.

In this sense, prana may provide the power while meditation provides the channel. Repeated practice may have created a pathway of least resistance. This can explain why a random thought such as what to eat later does not suddenly acquire the same luminosity as the chosen meditation image. The random thought has no comparable stability, repetition or intentional reinforcement.

There is also an important difference in the quality of perception. Ordinary imagination is usually dim, unstable, fragmentary and dependent upon deliberate effort. The meditation image I experience can become continuous, uniformly bright and perceptually alive. It can approach the quality of seeing an object through open physical eyes. This is not simply a matter of imagining the object more clearly. It represents a change from deliberate visualization toward a more spontaneous and self-sustaining inner perception. However at times other images also can intensify like lively physical object but I do not give attention to those and in a way do not like them so energy from them again shifts to meditation image.

The strongest explanation may therefore involve both energy and conditioning. The upward energetic state supplies intensity, while long practice supplies the established form. The image becomes the point where the two meet.

Kundalini and the Long Association with the Meditation Image

There may be an even deeper reason for this special relationship. Kundalini may have become associated with the meditation image itself through the united contemplation of both over a long period of daily practice. The image was not practiced in isolation. It was repeatedly encountered in a meditative state involving concentration, inwardness, nondual contemplation and the experience of an upward kundalini movement through the spine.

If these elements have been repeatedly experienced together, they may eventually become strongly linked. Then, when the image first appears during nondual contemplation, even if only weakly, its appearance may itself become a trigger for the familiar upward movement of kundalini. The image becomes brighter; the upward movement becomes stronger; the stronger movement makes the image more stable; and the stable image draws attention still more completely.

The resulting process can be represented simply as image, upward current, brighter image, stronger concentration, stronger upward current, and still brighter image. The important point is that the image may no longer be merely an object of thought. It may have become a doorway into the entire meditative configuration developed through repeated practice.

This also explains why the experience can be directly felt as a continuity from the base to the image. The movement is not experienced merely as an abstract belief in kundalini. There can be a bodily sense beginning at the muladhara, moving upward through the spinal region and reaching toward the brain or the inner image. From the standpoint of phenomenology, this is a spatially organized experience: the energetic movement seems to have a beginning, a pathway and a point of expression.

It is still important to distinguish direct experience from interpretation. The direct experience is the sensation of an upward movement associated with the meditation image. Calling that movement kundalini, or saying that prana literally travels through a physical channel along the spine, is a traditional interpretation of the experience rather than something established by modern physiology. Keeping this distinction makes the account stronger rather than weaker.

When I enter a familiar place or meet people already associated with my meditation or meditation image, the experience may begin quite distinctly. More often it is better with loving environment that helps get peaceful rest with spine erect and relaxed breath. At first, kundalini seems to rise clearly, felt as a blissful sensation moving upward along the spine—sometimes as one continuous movement and sometimes in stages, almost as if it were passing from one chakra to another. After some time, however, the upward movement may become unnoticeable. An hour or so later, I may no longer consciously feel any movement along the spine, yet the meditation image remains vividly luminous in the brain, accompanied by a deep sense of bliss and peace. Means the kundalini energy prepared the stage for sometime for expression of meditation image there.

The bliss associated with the initial upward surge can resemble sexual pleasure, but it feels different in quality—more refined, diffuse, and inward, as though the familiar sexual sensation has been transformed into a subtler and more pervasive form of bliss. I can describe this as a subjective resemblance to sexual pleasure without claiming that the experience is literally sexual or that a specific physiological process of sexual energy moving upward has been established. But contraction and shrinkage of lower organs with feel of their relief from stress and burden by pushing something up proves this thing experientially.

The Role of the Third Eye and Ajna Chakra

The experience then suggests another component: the role traditionally attributed to the third eye or Ajna chakra. The meditation image does not merely become brighter somewhere vaguely inside the mind. It becomes exceptionally clear and immediate in the region associated in yogic traditions with Ajna.

From this perspective, savikalpa samadhi can be understood as the united contribution of several factors rather than as the result of one factor alone. The regularly practiced meditation image provides the established object. Nondual contemplation produces peacefulness, quietness and a reduction of ordinary mental activity. Kundalini or the upward movement of prana supplies the increasing energetic intensity. Ajna, or the third-eye center in the traditional model, provides the focal center through which the inner object becomes exceptionally clear.

This combination can explain why the image of Dadaguru can become so vivid. It is not merely a picture that has been remembered. It has been practiced repeatedly and associated with the deepest meditative conditions. When nondual contemplation quiets the mind and the upward movement becomes strong, the image can appear almost independently of deliberate effort. At its most developed, it can become continuous, uniformly luminous, stable and lively, with an immediacy approaching physical seeing with open eyes. Even can awaken providing self-realization glimpse in exceptionally favourable environment and heightened energy.

This is where the distinction between ordinary visualization and savikalpa samadhi becomes important. Ordinary visualization still requires the meditator to construct and maintain an image. In the experience being described here, however, the image increasingly seems to maintain itself. Attention no longer has to continuously manufacture it. It becomes a stable inner object around which the mind becomes unified.
This is, in a sense, the special quality of kundalini—the blissful and deeply absorbing state can be achieved deliberately through Tantra, but it can also happen spontaneously. The ordinary meditator may struggle for years, even for a lifetime, simply to maintain a meditation image steadily, let alone reach awakening. What kundalini seems to do spontaneously is therefore not something that can be reproduced so easily by other methods, even when those methods are practiced deliberately and for a very long time.
The difference is important. With ordinary meditation, there can be a continuous struggle to hold the image, bring the wandering mind back, and prevent the visualization from fading. In the experience associated with kundalini, the process can appear to reverse itself: instead of the practitioner constantly maintaining the image, the image seems to become self-sustaining. It shines by itself, attention gathers around it, and the mind enters a state of bliss, peace, and increasing unity without the same continuous effort.
This may be one reason the idea of kundalini appears so extensively in the spiritual literature of the world. Sometimes it is described directly, but much more often it may be expressed indirectly through symbolic stories, verses, sacred figures, ritual practices, images of ascent, inner transformation, divine union, death and rebirth, or the awakening of a hidden power. The language changes from tradition to tradition, and these accounts should not automatically be treated as literal descriptions of the same physiological process. Yet the remarkable persistence of such imagery suggests that human beings have repeatedly tried to describe experiences in which something deeper than deliberate mental effort seems to take over the process of transformation. That is why kundalini is so often termed mystical. But what exactly is mystical about it? If kundalini is understood as a process in which much of the work of awakening can happen spontaneously, without the meditator deliberately producing each stage, then the term seems especially appropriate.

Mystical does not necessarily mean something that has no scientific or physiological basis. It can simply point to something extraordinary that seems to unfold by itself, beyond the ordinary capacity of deliberate effort. A meditator may spend years struggling to maintain concentration, stabilize an inner image, deepen absorption, or transform consciousness. Yet in an experience attributed to kundalini, some of these processes can appear to happen spontaneously, sometimes with remarkable speed and intensity.

What could seem more extraordinary than awakening itself occurring in this way? The remarkable feature is not that kundalini must be a supernatural force, nor that its effects cannot ultimately have physiological or psychological explanations. The mystery lies in the phenomenology: something that normally appears to require enormous effort seems to organize and propel itself from within.

In that sense, kundalini can be called mystical without making an anti-scientific claim. Its mystery is not necessarily that it violates physiology, but that it can produce such profound changes in consciousness with such apparent spontaneity. The experience can feel as though the practitioner is no longer doing the awakening; rather, awakening itself has begun to do the work.

As told above, the term savikalpa remains appropriate within this framework precisely because there is still a particular object. The experience is not completely objectless. There is still the meditation image of Dadaguru, but ordinary mental fluctuation has become greatly reduced and the object has acquired extraordinary clarity and stability.

At the same time, the presence of a bright inner image alone should not automatically be equated with savikalpa samadhi in the classical sense. Traditionally, savikalpa samadhi refers to a deeper transformation in the relationship between awareness, mental activity, and the meditation object.

One can have a bright image of one’s puppy or buffalo or even a beautiful flower or a stone, but how can we call that meditation simply because the image is bright and vivid? There are other qualities of meditation as well, such as nonduality, detachment, bliss, humility, true and selfless love, and the rise of kundalini. These qualities make a meditation image much more spiritually significant. A person who develops such qualities can therefore be considered a better fit for a spiritually oriented meditation image, particularly one associated with a guru, God, or another sacred figure. A Guru, having achieved these qualities through deliberate effort, inspires his followers to cultivate the same qualities in their own lives. Thus, he makes the meditation image further intensify itself in the mind by encouraging the follower to sustain these qualities in daily life. As these qualities are sustained, they further intensify the image, which in turn inspires the follower to embody them even more deeply. This cycle continues, and the image gradually becomes established in the mind, remaining uninterrupted—somewhat like savikalpa samadhi.

Animals or inanimate objects may possess many of these qualities naturally, but they do not possess emotions and cognition in the same way as human beings. In animals, these qualities appear to be largely instinctive or naturally given, whereas in human beings they can be consciously chosen, cultivated, and developed. This gives them greater weight in the context of spiritual practice, because the human being can deliberately direct these qualities toward meditation and awakening. However, as per Patanjali medittion of whatever favourite object can produce samadhi but I think that may take more time than meditation of any spiritual subject. No doubt animals have many spiritual type qualities that is why each god is shown with an animal, so meditation of guru or god with animal seems having synergistic effect. This seems the meaning of god and animal shown together. I also felt this. I largely remain with animals and inside nature during my heightened initial spiritual growth and both awakenings. That’s why most of awakened beings are animal and nature lovers, atleast living in harmonious company with these. Also, animal and nature lovers tend to be more spiritual than others. This is because nonduality is inherent nature of animals and nature. What they do just instinctively to survive, not with any willful dual agenda.

Therefore, the strongest and most accurate statement is that a continuous, luminous image may be an experiential feature associated with a state that resembles or develops toward savikalpa samadhi, rather than by itself proving that the classical state has been attained. The image becomes much more significant when it appears together with the other qualities of meditation—bliss, detachment, nonduality, selfless love, inner stillness, and the spontaneous rise of kundalini.

A Possible Unified Model

Taken together, the experience suggests a unified process. Long practice establishes a particular meditation image as the strongest and easiest inner pathway. Nondual contemplation quiets ordinary thought and creates a profound peacefulness and felt spaciousness in the brain. This quietness appears to make the brain receptive to a stronger upward movement of kundalini from the muladhara through the spine. As that movement reaches the region of the brain and Ajna, the established meditation image becomes increasingly bright, stable and perceptually immediate.

Once the image appears, it may itself reinforce the upward movement because the image has been repeatedly associated with that energetic condition. The process therefore becomes self-reinforcing. A small appearance of the image can initiate a larger upward response; the upward response makes the image brighter; the brighter image holds attention more firmly; and the firmer attention deepens nondual stillness. Breathing may still influence the state, particularly through exhalation and its apparent downward effect, but when sushumna is strongly active, the continuous upward process may become dominant enough that ordinary breathing cannot extinguish the image.

The whole experience can therefore be understood as the convergence of nondual contemplation, kundalini, the practiced meditation image and the Ajna or third-eye focus. None of these elements needs to be considered independently. The meditation image supplies the established form, nonduality provides mental stillness, the upward kundalini experience provides energetic intensity and bliss, and Ajna provides the traditional focal center through which the inner perception becomes exceptionally clear.

The deepest feature of the experience is therefore not simply that an image can be seen in meditation. It is that a particular image, practiced over a long period, can become so deeply associated with stillness and upward energetic movement that it begins to appear with a continuity, uniform brightness and vividness normally associated with direct physical perception. From the yogic perspective, this can be understood as the meeting of prana, kundalini, sushumna and Ajna with a well-established meditation object. From a psychological and neuroscientific perspective, some of the same experience could be approached through learned attention, conditioning, imagery, interoception and changes in ordinary mental activity.

The experience itself, however, remains the starting point. The interpretation can continue to develop without diminishing what was directly observed: the quiet produced by nondual contemplation, the felt movement from the base through the spine, the reduced dependence on ordinary breathing, and above all the transformation of the practiced image of Dadaguru from an ordinary mental representation into a continuous, uniformly shining and unusually lively inner presence.