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The Hidden Link Between Mindfulness, Sexual Energy, Nonduality, and Spiritual Awakening: My Personal Self-Realization Experience

Mindfulness as an Alternative to Meditation Images

Over the years I have reflected deeply on the difference between mindfulness-based awakening and awakening through a meditation image. My own experiences suggest that mindfulness can serve as a direct path to self-realization, especially for people who do not feel comfortable with symbolic meditation, deity forms, visualization practices, or any mental image that appears strange or culturally unfamiliar.

A method that gradually became clear to me begins with a brief contemplation of Sharirvigyan Darshan or what I sometimes call Quantum Darshan. The contemplation itself need not be long. It only has to shift the mind away from ordinary worldly identification and toward a deeper understanding of reality. After a short period of contemplation, a subtle accumulation of energy may begin. Ordinarily, this accumulated energy gets attached to thoughts, desires, memories, fantasies, worries, ambitions, or even spiritual goals. In many meditation traditions, it may also become linked to a meditation image, mantra, deity, chakra symbol, or another chosen object.

My experience suggests another possibility. Instead of allowing the energy to become attached to a meditation image, one may simply remain mindful of whatever is occurring in the present moment. Attention stays open and receptive. The energy that would otherwise become concentrated around a mental object instead strengthens mindfulness itself. In this way, awareness becomes increasingly stable without dependence upon any symbolic focus.

Mindfulness tries to recreate awakening glimpse

What I experienced during my awakening glimpses was that all mental and external forms appeared equal to one another. There was perfect nonduality. It felt like the highest level of mindfulness. This suggests that just as an awakening glimpse creates mindfulness, cultivating mindfulness can also lead to awakening. When, through constant mindfulness practice, nonduality reaches a certain threshold, it reveals its unified underlying existence in the form of an awakening glimpse.

How My First Awakening Was Different

Looking back, my first awakening appears very different from my later experiences. At that time there was no deliberate spiritual ambition. I was not seeking enlightenment, awakening, samadhi, liberation, or any special spiritual achievement. There was no conscious attempt to attain a higher state. What happened seemed to emerge naturally from the way my attention functioned.

At that stage of life, egolessness did not arise directly through Sharirvigyan Darshan or Quantum Darshan. Instead, it appears to have developed through deep engagement with science, combined with the influence of spiritual company and spiritually inclined thinking. Scientific inquiry gradually weakened rigid assumptions about reality. Spiritual association softened the boundaries of personal identity. Together they created conditions in which a glimpse of something deeper became possible.

Most importantly, I did not intentionally cultivate devotion toward a single meditation image. I did not select one inner form and treat it as a beloved object that deserved exclusive attention. Rather, my attention remained distributed across the entire field of experience.

The Power of Equal Attention to All Sensations

One insight that seems central to my experience is that mindfulness has the ability to accommodate all sensations and feelings simultaneously. Thoughts, emotions, bodily sensations, attractions, fears, pleasures, discomforts, desires, and perceptions can all be held within awareness together.

This creates an important shift. Normally the mind spends enormous energy judging experiences. It labels some experiences good and others bad. It pursues some and avoids others. It compares, analyzes, evaluates, condemns, and desires. Such activity consumes attention and fragments awareness.

When mindfulness becomes sufficiently strong, there is little time or energy left for judgment. The available energy is devoted to accommodating the entire field of experience. Awareness remains with all sensations equally. Instead of separating experiences into categories, mindfulness simply observes them.

As this process deepens, the apparent differences between experiences begin to lose their dominance. Pleasure and pain remain different in content, but they appear increasingly similar in nature. Attraction and aversion remain different in expression, but they are both recognized as sensations arising within awareness. Thoughts and emotions remain distinct phenomena, yet both reveal themselves as temporary appearances.

When all experiences are viewed without judgment, a remarkable possibility emerges. One begins to sense that the background underlying all experiences may be the same. If every sensation appears within awareness and every feeling is known by awareness, then perhaps awareness itself is the common foundation.

From Non-Judgment to Nonduality

This recognition naturally points toward nonduality. Nonduality does not initially appear as a philosophical doctrine. Instead, it emerges as a direct observation.

When awareness remains open to everything equally, the divisions created by preference gradually weaken. Experiences continue to arise, yet the observer becomes less occupied with deciding which experiences deserve attention and which do not. Because all experiences are welcomed into the same field of mindfulness, they begin to reveal a shared nature.

The realization may arise that all sensations are simply different expressions of one underlying reality. Different forms continue to exist, but they are recognized as movements occurring within the same background. This insight does not require intellectual analysis. It emerges naturally through observation.

At an appropriate moment, the common background itself may become evident. Many traditions describe this background as pure awareness, witnessing consciousness, Buddha nature, Atman, or simply consciousness itself. Regardless of terminology, the experience involves recognition of that which remains present while all sensations come and go.

Sexual Energy, Mindfulness, and Awakening

Another aspect of my experience concerns the role of sexual attraction. Many spiritual systems regard sexual energy either as a distraction or as something that must be redirected toward a chosen spiritual object. My experience was somewhat different.

The energy generated by attraction did not become dispersed through endless fantasy or emotional indulgence. At the same time, it was not deliberately redirected into a meditation image. Instead, that energy appeared to strengthen mindfulness itself.

Because attention remained broad and inclusive, the energy associated with attraction became available to awareness rather than to mental fixation. It contributed to the intensity and stability of observation. Rather than feeding imagination, it nourished presence.

This may have been one of the important factors behind my first awakening glimpse. The available energy was not fragmented among numerous mental activities. Nor was it concentrated exclusively upon a symbolic object. It remained within awareness itself.

The Dream-State Awakening Glimpse

Ultimately, this process culminated in what I can best describe as a dream-state awakening glimpse during adolescence. It was not the result of a carefully designed spiritual program. It was not the product of systematic concentration upon a chosen image. It emerged through a combination of scientific inquiry, spiritual influence, accumulated energy, inclusive mindfulness, and the gradual weakening of egoic identification.

The experience carried a sense of self-realization. Awareness seemed to recognize itself directly. The glimpse was brief, yet it left a lasting impression. Looking back, it appears that the pathway involved broad mindfulness rather than exclusive concentration.

The sequence, as I understand it today, may be described as follows: contemplation weakens ordinary identification, energy begins to accumulate, mindfulness receives that energy, judgment decreases, all sensations are accommodated equally, differences lose their dominance, the common background becomes apparent, and awareness recognizes itself.

My Second Awakening and the Role of Meditation Images

My later awakening experience appears to have followed a somewhat different route. In that case, self-realization occurred through a meditation image. The energy that accumulated became connected with a chosen spiritual focus. Concentration deepened through that object, and awakening unfolded through the resulting absorption.

At the same time, Sharirvigyan Darshan played a major role in the development of egolessness during this later phase. Whereas scientific inquiry and spiritual company seemed especially influential before the first awakening glimpse, Sharirvigyan Darshan contributed more directly to ego dissolution during the second awakening process.

Afterward, my perspective gradually shifted toward Quantum Darshan, though elements of Sharirvigyan Darshan remained present. With increasing age and maturity, however, extremely energetic states became less suitable. Stability, balance, and integration gained greater importance than the pursuit of intense energetic experiences.

Chakra Dynamics During Mindfulness

Another observation concerns the movement of energy through the chakra system. During mindfulness, energy does not necessarily remain fixed in one center. Different feelings appear to gather energy within different chakras. Other feelings seem to move that energy elsewhere. As experiences arise and pass, the energetic emphasis changes accordingly.

Mindfulness allows these shifts to be observed without interference. Rather than forcing energy toward a predetermined destination, awareness witnesses its natural movement. In this way, energy circulates through the system according to the changing landscape of experience.

A Personal Understanding of Direct Self-Realization

Today, my understanding is that both object-based meditation and objectless mindfulness can lead toward awakening. One path gathers energy around a chosen image and proceeds through concentration and absorption. The other path allows mindfulness itself to become the recipient of accumulated energy. Through equal attention to all sensations, judgment weakens, nonduality becomes evident, and awareness may eventually recognize its own nature.

My first awakening seems closest to the second path. My second awakening appears closer to the first. In this, meditation image became so strong and crossed a threshhold level beyond which it starts revealing background pure awareness. Both contributed to my understanding, yet the mindfulness-based glimpse remains especially significant because it emerged without deliberate pursuit of a spiritual goal. It arose naturally through observation, inclusiveness, scientific inquiry, spiritual influence, and the simple willingness to remain present with all experience.

For me, this remains one of the clearest demonstrations that self-realization can emerge not only through devotion to a meditation object but also through open mindfulness that embraces every sensation equally and reveals the single awareness in which all experiences arise.

कुण्डलिनी का पुरातन जीवनशैली से सम्बन्ध- relationship between Kundalini and antiquity

यह पोस्ट देवी माता व उनके नवरात्रि त्यौहार को समर्पित है।

कुण्डलिनी का पुरातन जीवनशैली से सम्बन्ध (please browse down or click here to view this post in English)

कुण्डलिनी-विषय को पुरातन-पंथी कहना अतिशयोक्ति नहीं होगी। “कुण्डलिनी” शब्द भी संस्कृत भाषा का है। संस्कृत भाषा को पुरातन पंथी वैसे भी कहा जाता है। मन में निरंतर बस रही सबसे प्यारी छवि को ही कुण्डलिनी कहा जाता है। वह छवि देवता की भी हो सकती है, किसी प्रेमी / प्रेमिका की भी हो सकती है, गुरु की भी हो सकती है, और यहाँ तक कि शत्रु की भी हो सकती है। बिना प्रेम किए ही शत्रु की छवि मन में बस जाती है। कंस के मन में कृष्ण की छवि बस गई थी। इसी तरह, शिशुपाल के मन में भी भगवान् श्रीकृष्ण की छवि बस गई थी। यह अपवाद-स्वरूप है। इसी तरह, तांत्रिक आकर्षण से निर्मित मानसिक छवि बिना प्रेम के या कम प्रेम के साथ भी मन में बस सकती है। अधिकाँश मामलों में परम प्रेमी लोगों की छवि ही मन में बसी होती है। फिर भी, छवि को मन में बसाने वाले मूल साधन के रूप में तांत्रिक आकर्षण (यिन-याँग आकर्षण) ही प्रतीत होता है। ओशो महाराज भी ऐसा ही कहते हैं। कृष्ण के प्रेम में दीवानी मीरा के मन में कृष्ण की छवि बस गई थी। इसी तरह, गोपियों के मन में भी कृष्ण की छवि बस गई थी। रांझा के मन में हीर की छवि बस गई थी, और हीर के मन में रांझा की छवि बस गई थी। लैला के मन में मजनू की, व मजनू के मन में लैला की छवि बस गई थी। इसी तरह से रोमियो के मन में जूलियट की छवि बस गई थी, व जूलियट के मन में रोमियो की छवि बस गई थी। यदि पहाड़ों के प्रेम-प्रसंगों को लें, तो रान्झू के मन में फूलमाँ की, व फूलमाँ के मन में रान्झू की छवि बस गई थी। दुर्योधन के मन में उसके मित्र कर्ण की छवि बस गई थी, व कर्ण के मन में दुर्योधन की। योगी श्री रामकृष्ण परमहंस के मन में माता काली की छवि बस गई थी। इसी तरह, स्वामी विवेकानंद के मन में उनके अपने गुरु व योगी श्री रामकृष्ण परमहंस के रूप वाली कुण्डलिनी-छवि बस गई थी। भक्त हनुमान के मन में भगवान राम के रूप की कुण्डलिनी बस गई थी।

तो क्या प्रेम का नाम ही कुण्डलिनी है? हाँ, प्रेम ही कुण्डलिनी है। कुण्डलिनी कोई विशेष नाड़ी, विशेष हड्डी या कोई अन्य भौतिक वस्तु नहीं है। हाँ, विभिन्न भौतिक वस्तुओं से कुण्डलिनी को पुष्ट करने में, व उसे जागृत करने में सहायता अवश्य मिलती है। मन में निर्बाध रूप से बनी हुई प्रेमी की छवि ही कुण्डलिनी है। जब कभी भी कोई आदमी उस छवि में कुछ क्षणों के लिए इतना अधिक खो जाता है कि उसे अपने पृथक अस्तित्व का बोध ही नहीं रहता, और वह कुण्डलिनी के साथ एकाकार हो जाता है, तब उसे ही कुण्डलिनीजागरण या पूर्ण समाधि कहते हैं। तो फिर हठयोगी की कुण्डलिनी कैसे विकसित होती है? हठयोगी तो किसी से प्रेम नहीं करता।

हठयोगी योग के निरंतर अभ्यास से अपने मन में कुण्डलिनी को पुष्ट करता है। जो काम प्रेम के कारण स्वयं होता है, वही काम वह योग के बल से करता है। तभी तो वह अपने मन में वैसी कुण्डलिनी छवि को भी जागृत कर सकता है, जिसके प्रति आमतौर पर प्रेम नहीं पनपता। उदाहरण के लिए, वह सूर्य की छवि को, वायु-स्पर्श की अनुभूति की छवि को, ध्वनि की छवि आदि-2 किसी भी प्रकार की छवि को अपने मन में जागृत कर सकता है। यद्यपि उसके लिए प्रेमी मनुष्य की छवि को जागृत करने के लिए लगाए जाने वाले योगबल की तुलना में कहीं अधिक योगबल लगाने की आवश्यकता होती है। वैसा प्रचंड योगबल केवल पहुंचे हुए योगी ही उत्पन्न कर सकते हैं, जो बहुत विरले होते हैं। सबसे सुगम तरीका यह होता है कि पहले अनन्य प्रेमी की छवि को प्रेम-व्यवहार से मन में पुष्ट किया जाए, फिर अतिरिक्त योगबल की सहायता से उसे जागृत किया जाए। प्रेमी मनुष्य की  कुण्डलिनी-छवि सर्वाधिक मानवतापूर्ण भी है, क्योंकि उससे मानवमात्र के प्रति आदरबुद्धि व प्रेम अत्यधिक रूप से बढ़ जाते हैं।

अब पुरातन व आधुनिक पक्ष की बात करते हैं। किसी व्यक्ति के साथ लम्बे समय तक परस्पर सद्भाव, सद्व्यवहार, सहयोग, मेल-मिलाप, निःस्वार्थ भाव व तारतम्य को बनाए रखकर ही उसके प्रति प्रेम उपजता है। ऐसा करने को पुरातन पंथ कहा जाता है, और ऐसा करने वाले को पुरातनपंथी। अवसरवाद को आधुनिकता कहा जाता है। अवसरवाद से प्रगाढ़ प्रेम-सम्बन्ध को बनने का अवसर ही नहीं मिल पाता है, साथ में उससे बना-बनाया प्रेम-सम्बन्ध भी नष्ट हो जाता है। जब तक दूसरा व्यक्ति अपने लिए हितकारक लगेगा, तभी तक उससे प्रेमसम्बन्ध बना रहेगा। जैसे ही वह अहितकारक लगने लगेगा, वैसे ही बना-बनाया प्रेमसम्बन्ध टूट जाएगा। इसे ही अवसरवाद कहते हैं। अपने मन में किसी व्यक्ति की छवि को स्थिर कुण्डलिनी का रूप प्रदान करने के लिए, अपने हित-अहित को दरकिनार करते हुए उससे लम्बे समय तक प्रेमसम्बन्ध बना कर रखना पड़ता है। इसे पुराना फैशन कहा जाता है। तभी तो मैंने कुण्डलिनी को पुरातन-पंथी कहा है।

आत्मज्ञान व अद्वैतभाव भी पुरातन-पंथी ही हैं। आत्मज्ञान कुण्डलिनी से ही उपलब्ध होता है। आत्मज्ञान के बाद भी कुण्डलिनी मन में निरंतर बसी रहती है। इसी तरह, पिछली पोस्टों में सिद्ध किया गया है कि अद्वैत व कुण्डलिनी एक-दूसरे को बढ़ाते रहते हैं। इसी तरह, सभी धार्मिक क्रियाकलाप भी पुराने तौर-तरीके के रूप में जाने जाते हैं, क्योंकि सभी का एकमात्र उद्देश्य कुण्डलिनी ही है।

अतः सिद्ध होता है कि जीवन की पुरानी शैली कुण्डलिनी-सम्मुखता के रूप में है, जबकि तथाकथित आधुनिक शैली कुण्डलिनी-विमुखता के रूप में है। पुराने और नए तौर-तरीकों के बीच में कोई भी भौतिक विभिन्नता नहीं है। केवल दृष्टिकोण, विचारधारा, व जीवन-व्यवहार का ही अन्तर है। इस तरह से हम देख सकते हैं कि जीवन के नए तौर-तरीके से आध्यात्मिक उन्नति बहुत दुर्लभ है। आजकल सर्वाधिक व्यावहारिक तरीका यह है कि आधुनिक व पुराने तौर-तरीकों को मिश्रित रूप में अपनाया जाए। यही तंत्रात्मक जीवन-पद्धति प्रेमयोगी वज्र द्वारा रचित “शरीरविज्ञान दर्शन” का मुख्य आधार है।

यदि आपने इस लेख/पोस्ट को पसंद किया तो कृपया इसे शेयर करें, इस वार्तालाप/ब्लॉग को अनुसृत/फॉलो करें, व साथ में अपना विद्युतसंवाद पता/ई-मेल एड्रेस भी दर्ज करें, ताकि इस ब्लॉग के सभी नए लेख एकदम से सीधे आपतक पहुंच सकें। कमेन्ट सैक्शन में अपनी राय जाहिर करना न भूलें।

This post is dedicated to the Goddess Mother and her Navaratri festival.

relationship between Kundalini and antiquity

It will not be an exaggeration to mention the subject of Kundalini as an archaeologist. The word “Kundalini” is also of Sanskrit language. Sanskrit language is also called an archaeologist. The most beloved image that is constantly sitting in mind is called Kundalini. That image can also be of God, can also be of a boyfriend / girlfriend, it can be of a master (guru), and even an enemy can be. Without love, the image of the enemy settles in the mind. Krishna’s image was settled in his enemy Kans’s mind. Similarly, in the mind of Shishupala, Lord Krishna’s image was settled. This is an exception. Similarly, a mental image created by a tantric love affair can sit in the mind without love or with less love. In most cases, the image of the ultimate lover is in the mind. Even so, the tantric attraction (yin-yang attraction) appears to be the basic means of settling the image in the mind. Osho maharaj says the same thing. In Krishna’s love, the divine image of Krishna was settled in the mind of Mira. Similarly, the image of Krishna in the Gopis’ mind was settled. The image of Heer was settled in Ranjha’s mind, and the image of Ranjha was settled in Heer’s mind. In the mind of Laila, the image of Majnu was settled, and in Majnu’s mind, the image of Layla was settled. Similarly, the image of Juliet was settled in Romeo’s mind, and the image of Romeo in Juliet’s mind was settled. If you take the love affairs in the mountains, then in the mind of the Ranju, the image of Phoolman was settled and vice versa. In Duryodhana’s mind, the image of his friend Karna was settled, and in Karna’s mind, the image of Duryodhana was settled. The image of Mata Kali was settled in the mind of yogi Shri Ramkrishna Paramahansa. Similarly, in the mind of Swami Vivekananda, the Kundalini-image of Shri Ramkrishna Paramahansa, his own master and yogi, settled. In the mind of the devotee Hanuman, the Kundalini of Lord Rama was settled.

Therefore, Kundalini is the name of love. Yes, love is Kundalini. Kundalini is not a special pulse, special bone or any other physical object. Yes, it is possible to reinforce the Kundalini with various physical objects, and those help in its awakening too. The uninterrupted image of the lover in one’s mind is the Kundalini. Whenever a person is lost so much for a few moments in that image that he does not realize his separate existence, and he becomes united with the Kundalini, then he is called having Kundalini awakening or full Samadhi. Then how does the Kundalini of Hath yogi grow? Hath yogi does not love anyone.

Hath yogi reinforces the Kundalini in his mind with continuous practice of yoga. The work that is done by love itself is done by the power of yoga. Only then can he awaken that type of kundalini image in his mind, which usually does not grow in love. For example, he can awaken the image of the sun, the image of the sensation of the air-touch, the image of the sound etc., any type of image in its mind. Although it requires the addition of more yogic power than the yogic power needed to awaken the image of a loving human. Such a huge yogic power can be produced only by the yogis of far reaching, which are very rare. The easiest way is to first confirm the image of the unique lover in love with love-full interactions, and then awaken it with the help of the additional Yoga. The Kundalini-image made of a humanely lover is also the most humanitarian, because it greatly increases the respect and love towards humankind.

Now talk about the old and the modern side of living. Long-term mutual goodness, goodwill, cooperation, reconciliation, selflessness, brotherhood, and coordination are accompanied by a person’s love for a loving being. To do so, it is called an ancient cult, and the doer who is doing this is a fundamentalist. Opportunism is called modernism. Opportunism does not get the opportunity to create a strong love relationship, together with it destroys the already created love-relationships. As long as the other person will feel good for himself, that long he will remain in love. As soon as he starts to feel harm from him, the love-made love relationship will be broken. This is called opportunism itself. In order to give the image of a person the form of a stable Kundalini in your mind, bypassing your interests, it has to be kept affectionate for a long time. This is called old fashion. That is why I have called the Kundalini as the antiquity.

Enlightenment and advaita (non-duality) are also ancient. Enlightenment is available only from the Kundalini. Even after enlightenment, the Kundalini remains in the mind continuously. Similarly, in previous posts it has been proven that Advaita and Kundalini keep increasing each other. Likewise, all religious activities are also known as old ways, because the only purpose of all is Kundalini.

Therefore, it proves that the old style of life is in the form of a Kundalini-oriented lifestyle, whereas the so-called modern style is in the form of a Kundalini-opposing lifestyle. There is no physical variation between old and new modes. The only difference is there in the form of approach, ideology, and life-style. In this way, we can see that spiritual advancement in the new way of life is very rare. Nowadays, the most practical way is to adopt modern and old ways in mixed form. This tantric method of life is the main basis of “Shareeravigyan darshan” written by Premyogi vajra.

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Psychotropic drugs with meditation-ध्यान के साथ PSYCHOTROPIC / अवसादरोधी ड्रग्स / दवाएं

I think as if natural psychic drugs have become developed spontaneously to solve some specific purpose at this time. If these are taken at right time and in right schedule during the meditation, it can help in Kundalini awakening. But the present research is not concluding enough. In ancient days, sages used to consume bhaang(Hindi), a narcotic plant to get psychic help in their meditation. Perhaps they knew the right doze, right course and right time of that’s use. People today misuse psychotropic drugs, so get harm instead of any benefit. Premyogi vajra(The hero of demystifyingkundalini) had used a prescribed psychotropic drug continuously for one month that produced a change in his personality. He started meditation after one year of that’s use and got a kundalini awakening. I think, these drugs prime a person for meditation by making him cool, peaceful and satisfied. These qualities are there in meditating being too. This appears as the only role of these drugs for the success is only achieved through the meditation itself. May be that these drugs give additional boost to the meditation if used properly and cautiously, avoiding their side effects. Enough research is there to be done regarding this.

Rest of the detail can be found at Quora, Advising someone who has got kundalini awakening with drugs but relapsing.

ध्यान के साथ PSYCHOTROPIC / अवसादरोधी ड्रग्स / दवाएं

मुझे लगता है कि इस समय कुछ विशिष्ट उद्देश्य को हल करने के लिए ही प्राकृतिक मानसिक दवाएं स्वचालित रूप से विकसित हो गई हैं। यदि ध्यान के दौरान सही समय पर, सही मात्रा में और सही schedule / नियम के साथ इन्हें लिया जाता है, तो ये कुंडलिनी-जागृति में मदद कर सकती हैं। लेकिन वर्तमान शोध पर्याप्त निष्कर्ष नहीं निकाल पा रहा है। प्राचीन दिनों में ऋषि विशेषतः शैव सम्प्रदाय के योगी-बाबा लोग भांग (हिंदी), एक नशीले पदार्थ के पौधे का उपयोग करते थे, ताकि वे उससे ध्यान में मानसिक सहायता प्राप्त कर सकते। शायद वे उसके सही उपयोग, उसके उपयोग के सही तरीके, और उसके उपयोग के सही समय को जानते थे। लोग आज मनोविज्ञान दवाओं का दुरुपयोग करते हैं, इसलिए किसी भी लाभ के बजाय अक्सर नुकसान ही प्राप्त करते हैं। प्रेमयोगी वज्र (डेमिस्टिफाइंगकुंडलिनी / demystifyingkundalini के नायक) ने एक महीने के लिए एक निर्धारित मनोविज्ञान दवा का उपयोग किया था, जिसने उसके व्यक्तित्व में बदलाव कर दिया था। फिर उन्होंने उसके उपयोग के एक वर्ष बाद ध्यान-साधना / कुण्डलिनी-साधना को शुरू किया, और अंततः कुंडलिनी-जागृति प्राप्त की। मुझे लगता है, ये दवाएं एक व्यक्ति को शांत, अवसादरहित और संतुष्ट बना कर, ध्यान-साधना में उसकी मदद करती हैं। ये गुण ध्यान-साधना करने वालों में भी विद्यमान होते हैं। ऐसा लगता है कि इन दवाओं का यही प्रेरणादायक व सहायक रोल होता है, क्योंकि आध्यात्मिक सफलता तो केवल ध्यान-साधना के माध्यम से ही हासिल की जाती है। हो सकता है कि ये दवाएं ध्यान के लिए अतिरिक्त बढ़ावा भी दें, अगर इनके दुष्प्रभावों से परहेज करते हुए, कोई इनका सही ढंग से और सतर्कता से उपयोग करता है। इसके बारे में पर्याप्त शोध किया जाना अभी बाकि है।

शेष विवरण क्वोरा में मिल सकता है, जो कि उसे एक सलाह के रूप में है, जिसकी कुंडलिनी अवसादरोधी दवाओं के साथ जागृत हो गई हो, लेकिन वह फिर से दवा के दुष्प्रभाव में आ गया हो।