religion – Demystifying Kundalini

Shakta Tantra and Kundalini Awakening: The Hidden Connection Between Goddess Worship, Spiritual Energy and Human Transformation

On this Dussehra, I find myself reflecting on a deeper aspect of Navratri, Shakti worship and Kundalini awakening. Two or three days ago, during Navratri, I worshipped the Divine Mother through a little Panchamakara ritual symbolically. As a result, I experienced deeper and more nourishing dhyana again on Dussehra after many days. Some staunch Sattvic devotees might object to such practices, but my understanding of the Shakta tradition is that the Goddess represents a power beyond conventional ideas of purity and impurity. My intention was to revere, respectfully love, console, serve, contemplate and please the Divine Mother through a practice conducted in a limited and humane way. This experience led me to reflect on Tantra as a possible connection between devotion, energy and spiritual awakening.

Shakta Tantra and the Mystery of Fierce Goddess Worship

Many forms of traditional Goddess worship employ imagery that can appear frightening to an ordinary observer. Kali and other fierce manifestations of Shakti are associated in certain traditions with cremation grounds, skulls, funeral ashes, death and blood offerings. Why would a spiritual tradition use such disturbing symbols if its ultimate objective were peace and enlightenment? Scholarly studies of Bengali Shaktism explain that these practices and images can represent encounters with mortality, fear, attachment and the limitations of ordinary consciousness. The fierce Goddess can embody both the terrifying realities of existence and the compassionate power that helps devotees face them. The Oxford Academic study Offering Flowers, Feeding Skulls by June McDaniel explores these dimensions of Goddess worship and Tantric practice.

The apparent contradiction is fascinating. A path that looks frightening from outside may aim at an inner state of luminous awareness, fearlessness, compassion and humanity. This does not mean that every disturbing ritual leads to awakening. Rather, within certain Tantric traditions, confronting fear and social taboos can become a means of transforming one’s relationship with them. The external appearance of a practice and its intended spiritual destination are not necessarily the same.

Panchamakara, Sattvic Worship and the Purpose of Tantra

Panchamakara is associated with five ritual elements in particular Tantric traditions, although their interpretation and use differ between lineages. Some traditions use literal forms, while others adopt symbolic or substituted interpretations. Therefore, Tantra cannot be reduced to one ritual or one method of worship.

My own reflection is that the Divine Mother need not be approached only through conventional ideas of gentleness, restraint and ritual purity. Shakta worship can also involve intense devotion and unusual experiences. I feel that special energy is needed to approach the Goddess with sustained reverence, to console and serve her inwardly, and to contemplate her presence deeply. In my spiritual understanding, devotion is not merely the performance of an outward ritual. It is the mobilisation of attention, feeling and vitality towards the Divine.

Ultimately, the Divine becomes the gateway to awakening, while the deeper aim is to honour, serve and please the Goddess in her human form and, with her grace, move towards spiritual realization through relationships that are humane, blissful, detached and grounded in nonduality. In this approach, human relationships are not merely worldly attachments but potential paths to awakening when guided by mutual respect, compassion, freedom and the recognition of the Divine in one another.

However, it is important to distinguish personal spiritual understanding from established fact. We cannot objectively establish that the Goddess prefers a particular offering. Different devotees understand divine worship differently, and sincere devotion can flourish through many paths, including strictly Sattvic practices.

Animal Sacrifice, Religious Controversies and the Misuse of Spiritual Practices

Vaishnava traditions and other Hindu religious authorities have, at different times, objected to practices they considered incompatible with nonviolence, purity or proper devotion. There have also been disagreements within broader Tantric and Shakta traditions themselves. Some lineages accept animal sacrifice as a religious offering, while others reject it or reinterpret sacrifice symbolically.

I find it important to distinguish the spiritual aspiration of a tradition from the possible misuse of its methods. When ritual killing becomes indiscriminate and inhumane, or when the pursuit of supernatural powers replaces the aim of spiritual transformation, serious ethical questions arise. Proper guidance and ritual procedure may be important within a tradition, but neither can automatically make every action spiritually justified.

Claims that condemned prisoners or abandoned people were used as human sacrificial victims require careful, case-specific historical evidence. They should not be treated as proof that Shakta worship generally involved human sacrifice. Whatever the historical circumstances, treating a human being as disposable contradicts the humane awakening that spiritual practice is supposed to cultivate.

Kundalini Awakening and the Divine Mother as Shakti

My understanding of Tantra is closely connected with Kundalini Yoga. I see the Goddess not merely as an external object of worship but also as a representation of the living power that assists consciousness in its journey from Muladhara towards Sahasrara. The symbolism of rising Kundalini expresses a movement from embodied existence towards expanded awareness and spiritual realization.

In this framework, devotion and meditation become complementary. The practitioner invokes the Goddess through worship and seeks inner transformation through contemplation. Shakti represents the dynamic aspect of existence, while Kundalini provides a framework for understanding how this power may be experienced within the subtle body. Whether interpreted theologically, symbolically or psychologically, the relationship between Goddess worship and inner awakening offers a rich subject for spiritual philosophy. In simple terms, the Goddess is the divine embodiment of the subtle Kundalini energy within us, and through devotion to her, we seek awakening with her grace.

Kundalini experiences, however, should not automatically be treated as proof of a measurable energy travelling through the body. The language of subtle energy belongs to a spiritual framework, while physical energy, emotional intensity and physiological activity are different concepts that require their own explanations.

Tantra, Human Intimacy and the Importance of Energy

Reflecting frankly on the subject, I feel that neither Kundalini practice nor intimate human experience can be reduced to technique alone. Both may depend on energy, vitality, attention, responsiveness and a living engagement with the experience. In spiritual practice, mechanical repetition of asanas etc. without energy and concentration may feel empty. In human intimacy, physical vitality and desire can contribute to arousal and pleasure, but emotional connection, comfort, mutual willingness and individual differences are equally important. No amount of intensity guarantees a particular response.

The parallel interests me because Tantra explores the relationship between body, mind, desire, awareness and spiritual aspiration. Yet spiritual awakening should not be confused with sexual excitement, and human intimacy should never be treated merely as a tool for generating spiritual power. The value lies in awareness and sensitivity, not in intensity alone.

Is Tantra the Fastest Source of Spiritual Energy?

From my own perspective, Tantra appears to be a particularly powerful and potentially rapid way of mobilising energy. It can bring together devotion, bodily awareness, emotional intensity, sensory experience, mantra, ritual and contemplation. When these elements converge, spiritual practice may feel more dynamic than meditation performed mechanically.

Still, the word energy has several meanings. It may refer to a felt sense of vitality, concentrated attention, emotional intensity, or what a practitioner experiences as Shakti or Kundalini. These experiences may interact, but they are not interchangeable, and Tantra cannot be declared universally the fastest route to awakening.

However, this energy may also retain something of the dark-pit nature of Muladhara, meaning that it may not be entirely Sattvic, clean, humane and shimmering in its original form. The more these qualities are present in the energy, the better and more refined its expression becomes. This may be more psychological than physical, as the deeper sources of energy, rooted in our instinctual nature, have often carried some stigma or blame. Perhaps these darker or less refined aspects cannot be eliminated entirely but can be kept to a minimum through awareness, transformation and humane conduct, allowing the same primordial energy to express itself through bliss, detachment, nonduality and spiritual awakening.

The deeper possibility is that Tantra helps integrate aspects of life that are often kept separate: body and consciousness, devotion and contemplation, desire and self-understanding, the fierce and the compassionate. Its methods vary greatly, and its effectiveness depends on the practitioner, the tradition and the nature of the practice.

The Deeper Purpose of Shakta Tantra Is Inner Transformation

My reflection has brought me to a simple but meaningful distinction. Fierce Goddess imagery, unconventional rituals and intense experiences are not necessarily the final objective of Shakta Tantra. In some traditions, they serve as means of confronting fear, loosening attachment and seeking a more expansive state of awareness. In others, surrender, compassion, mantra and devotional worship provide the central path.

I see a possible connection between this Tantric approach and Kundalini awakening: energy gives movement to the process, awareness gives it direction, and sensitivity allows the experience to unfold naturally. The ultimate measure of spiritual progress is not how unconventional a ritual appears or how intense an experience becomes, but whether it leads towards clarity, compassion, self-mastery and freedom from compulsive attachment.

Perhaps this is the most important insight emerging from my experience during Navratri. The fierceness of a spiritual path should not be confused with the nature of its destination. The deeper aspiration is a luminous, awakened and humane state of consciousness.

The Hidden Yogic Psychology of Dussehra: Ravana’s Ten Heads, Nonduality and Deep Dhyana

How Worldly Life Can Support Deep Meditation

Happy Dussehra! May this festival of the victory of good over evil also inspire us to discover the deeper victory within ourselves: the victory of awareness over uncontrolled impulses, detachment over unnecessary attachment, and inner peace over mental conflict. I have noticed something interesting about the relationship between worldly life, detachment and deep dhyana. After a demanding day filled with worldly struggles, meditation sometimes becomes deeper the following day. This initially seemed strange, because one might expect worldly disturbances to weaken meditation. However, I observed that worldly life need not be a distraction if it is lived with patience, detachment and nondual awareness. The difficulty begins when an unpleasant interaction becomes fixed in the mind, producing repeated thoughts, resentment and emotional agitation. From the yogic perspective, this may be experienced as disturbed prana, making it difficult to settle into calmness. When unnecessary arguments are avoided, duties are performed without excessive attachment, and disagreements are handled patiently, the mind may carry fewer unresolved reactions into meditation. This does not mean tolerating injustice or abandoning necessary boundaries. It means responding appropriately without creating unnecessary inner conflict. Worldly life can therefore become a field for practising detachment, rather than something that must always be escaped to achieve deeper dhyana.

Dussehra and the Ten Heads of Ravana: An Inner Interpretation

Last year, I experienced good dhyana on Dussehra, and this year, on Dussehra again, I entered deep dhyana while remembering the previous year’s experience. This recurring association made me contemplate the spiritual psychology behind the festival. Dussehra is commonly associated with the victory of Lord Rama over Ravana, but I began exploring its possible inner meaning. The word dus means ten, Hara means to grab, and Ravana is traditionally depicted with ten heads. I interpreted these ten heads as symbolising the ten sense faculties: five organs of perception and five organs of action. These faculties are necessary for ordinary life, but when their demands become uncontrolled, they can dominate our decisions and make us behave as though sensory attraction, desire and aversion are more important than discrimination. The heads may symbolically represent their false supremacy. The problem is not the existence of the senses, but their ability to hijack the intellect and make it serve their impulses.

It is also written somewhere that whenever Ravana’s heads were decapitated, they used to reappear on their own. But when the central, main head was removed, the other heads never re-emerged. This hints at awakening, in which the removal of the central head, symbolising the destruction of old conditioning, transforms a person into someone entirely new. Awakening is also called a second birth in many spiritual traditions. Thus, once a person is properly awakened, sensory impulses no longer regain their previous level of dominance; they remain subdued.

Lord Rama as Guru and Ravana as the Undisciplined Disciple

I developed this interpretation further by viewing Lord Rama as a guru who is established in yoga and balanced worldly living, while Ravana represents a newly formed disciple whose mind is being stormed by the senses. In this contemplative reading, Rama’s victory becomes a metaphor for the guru guiding the disciple towards yogic balance. Beheading Ravana does not mean destroying the senses. It means removing their false authority, symbolically shifting them from their imagined position of supremacy in the head to their natural functional roles. The senses continue to perceive and act, but the intellect regains its freedom to discriminate and guide behaviour. In this sense, Rama’s arrows represent the power of wisdom, disciplined practice and dharma that restores the proper order within a human being. This is a personal spiritual interpretation rather than the only established meaning of the Ramayana, but it offers a practical way of contemplating the festival.

How Sensory Mastery Supports Detachment and Nonduality

When the senses dominate the mind, the intellect may spend its energy justifying impulses, pursuing gratification or repeatedly reacting to people and circumstances. When their domination decreases, the intellect can examine experiences more clearly. Detachment becomes easier because a person can fulfil worldly responsibilities without becoming psychologically bound to every outcome. Nondual contemplation may also become more accessible when attraction, aversion and unnecessary conflict no longer occupy so much mental space. The intellect can clarify nondual understanding, although deeper realization is not merely an intellectual conclusion. It must also become an inwardly lived experience. The victory over Ravana can thus be contemplated as the restoration of a proper inner order: the senses serve, the intellect discriminates, and consciousness becomes less entangled in repetitive worldly reactions.

Dussehra, Remembered Experience and Breathless Dhyana

The fact that I experienced deeper dhyana on Dussehra in two successive years seems personally meaningful. Remembering the previous year’s meditation may have helped orient my mind towards the same inward state. Memory can revive not only an earlier event but also its associated calmness, attention and spiritual understanding. This does not prove that remembering Dussehra caused the deeper experience, but it suggests that meaningful recollection can sometimes support meditation. The spiritual contemplation of the festival atmosphere all around may have offered another connection between everyday understanding and inward stillness. During breathless dhyana, breathing can become extremely subtle or seem to pause spontaneously, but such a state should never be forced or prolonged deliberately. It is better to allow breathing to remain unforced and return naturally whenever needed.

Ganapati Worship: Three Philosophies in One Brass Idol

After rising from approximately two hours of dhyana, I went to worship Ganapati. While looking at the brass idol and ringing a small hand-held bell, I began contemplating my own status through three philosophical perspectives together: Sharirvigyan Darshan, Quantum Darshan and AI Darshan. Through Sharirvigyan Darshan, I contemplated the idol as a physical body made of brass. Through Quantum Darshan, I considered its material form in terms of microscopic constituents and quantum particles. Through AI Darshan, I compared its brain’s information processing with computer processing. These three approaches began from different aspects of existence: physical substance, microscopic reality and information processing. Yet I was using all three to return to a common inquiry into the self and nondual awareness. As a result I became one with Ganapati getting nondual bliss like a top up on earlier nirvikalp dhyana. The scientific comparisons are contemplative starting points, not proof that quantum physics establishes nonduality or that the brain and a computer operate identically.

How a Small Temple Bell Continued the Earlier Meditation

The bell’s sound felt sweet and sattvik to my ears. I experienced it as helping redirect my attention upwards towards the brain after my attention had shifted outward on emerging from dhyana. In yogic language, I understood this as prana becoming oriented upwards again. Although this subjective experience cannot establish a literal movement of energy, the sense of renewed inward attention was clear to me. The ringing may also have masked some external noise, reducing interruptions while I contemplated the idol. After ringing the bell for about one or two minutes, I stopped, yet the contemplation continued. By then, the process seemed to have ignited independently of the sound, and I settled further into a blissful sense of self for just two or three minutes as I was going late for general holiday routine. The bell had served as an initial sensory support rather than something on which the whole experience depended.

From Deep Dhyana to Everyday Nondual Awareness

Looking at these experiences together, I see a possible continuity between meditation, worship, philosophical inquiry and worldly living. Deep dhyana on Dussehra led me to reflect on sensory mastery, the guru-disciple relationship and the value of non-attachment. After meditation, the Ganapati idol provided a focus for bringing Sharirvigyan Darshan, Quantum Darshan and AI Darshan together, while the hand-held bell helped gather attention and partly mask surrounding noise. Once contemplation became established, the sound was no longer needed. Perhaps the broader lesson is that meditation need not remain confined to a particular posture or secluded setting. Worldly duties, remembered spiritual experiences, sacred symbols and simple sounds may all become supports when approached without unnecessary attachment. The bell may initiate contemplation, the intellect may guide it, and a deeper inward calm may follow. My experience does not prove a universal formula, but it has encouraged me to explore how balanced worldly life, yogic discipline and nondual contemplation can reinforce one another. The real victory symbolised by Dussehra may then be contemplated not merely as the defeat of an external demon, but as the gradual ending of the senses’ uncontrolled rule over the mind, making room for discrimination, detachment and deeper awareness.

What Lies Beneath Every Religion? Kundalini, Muladhara Shakti and the Hidden Unity of All Spiritual Paths

Atmavat: Similarity Without Losing Difference

The verse “Atmavat sarvabhuteshu yah pashyati sah panditah” has always appeared to me more practical than a simple statement of non-duality. The important word is “vat”, which means “like” or “in the manner of”. It does not say that all beings are literally ourselves. It says that the wise person sees other beings as like himself. To me, this itself contains a meeting point of duality and non-duality. The difference between oneself and others remains, but a fundamental similarity is recognized. Pure non-duality, when taken to mean that all worldly distinctions should simply be ignored, is not always practical in ordinary life. We have different capacities, functions and levels of expression. Human beings, animals and other living beings are not identical. A bus and a car are also not identical, yet they have basic structural and functional similarities. In the same way, all beings can be regarded as fundamentally similar without pretending that every difference has disappeared. This preserves our distinctive human capacities while preventing those differences from becoming a justification for cruelty or indifference. We can act according to our position and responsibilities while still considering others as we would consider ourselves. That, to me, is a practical form of wisdom: difference is preserved, but fundamental equality is not forgotten. However, Jnana Yogins and older people may be able to contemplate this full similarity more easily, as they are less engaged in the practical demands of worldly life, which is necessarily full of duality. This gives greater and more immediate wisdom, but at the cost of losing practicality.

Spiritual Awareness Needs Energy

Such awareness is not always effortless. To keep contemplating other beings as like oneself while performing demanding worldly activities requires some mental and inner energy. I see two possible ways of making that energy available. One is to work slightly below one’s maximum capacity so that some attention and energy remain free for contemplation. The other is to cultivate greater inner energy through Tantra and spiritual practice so that contemplation can continue even while worldly activity proceeds at a fast pace. In my own life, I have experienced the second situation more strongly. There have been periods when increased inner capacity seemed to allow me to work at a high pace without completely losing the contemplative perspective. In advanced age, however, I feel that the first method may become more suitable. There is no need to maintain maximum worldly speed all the time. Slowing down a little can itself become a wise way of preserving space for reflection. The two approaches are also not mutually exclusive. One can increase inner capacity and still avoid unnecessary expenditure of energy.

Bhakti, Discipline and the Loss of Freedom

This understanding also shaped my reaction when I recently met a professional colleague who is a committed member of the Hare Krishna Hare Rama tradition. He follows many strict regulations: avoiding onion and garlic, observing fasts on Vaishnava holy days, completely avoiding non-vegetarian food and alcohol, attending large religious ceremonies and listening daily to Bhagavatam through an app. There is nothing inherently wrong with such discipline when it comes freely from devotion and understanding. Regular practice is valuable in spirituality just as it is everywhere else. My concern begins when one fixed lifestyle becomes the standard for everyone, or when surrender and egolessness are identified mainly with obedience to prescribed rules. A person can certainly become less ego-centred through devotion, but one can also remain egoless while using logic, philosophy, independent thought and ordinary worldly intelligence. Giving up reasoning merely to demonstrate surrender may become another form of identification. Transcending intellectual pride is not the same as abandoning intelligence.

I have also noticed that some strongly organized devotional groups can become so attached to their own path that they praise bhakti as superior and look down upon other approaches. To me, this misses an important fact: people are at different levels, have different temperaments and may need different methods. Not everyone can or should be forced into one lifestyle, belief or practice. A collective spiritual community can provide companionship, discipline and shared learning, but it should not replace individual understanding. The real danger is not group practice itself but the loss of personal discernment within the group.

Actually, he seemed quite worldly, with most of his energy being drained by worldly involvement and little left over for contemplation. He also did not appear to possess the kind of tantric force that makes sufficient energy available for contemplation regardless of the extent of one’s worldly activity. As a result, he became increasingly caught in worldly illusion and ignorance, and therefore chose a devotional path that emphasized surrender and withdrawal from certain domains of life. Had he been able to maintain a better balance between worldliness and contemplation, the very worldly engagement that contributed to his ignorance might instead have become a means of spiritual progress. But he could not sustain an all-inclusive approach in which both domains evolved together, so he had to give greater emphasis to one domain by limiting the other, allowing spiritual development to take place through that imbalance.

I further observe that Tantra does not favour overindulgence or indulgence in left-hand practices for their own sake. What is sometimes understood as the consumption of meat or liquor in Tantra is, in essence, guided by the body’s needs rather than by excess. Tantra reveres the body as the foundation of both spiritual and material life. Through Tantric practice, one becomes increasingly sensitive to the body’s needs and limitations. As a result, one learns to engage in practices that best suit the body without compromising spiritual progress.

A Mala Should Support Practice, Not Replace Choice

This became very concrete when my wife recently went to a temple where Bhagavatam katha was being held. Malas were being distributed, and people were being asked to promise that they would use them daily without fail and also listen to Bhagavatam regularly, perhaps even every day online and through reading. I refused such a commitment directly for myself and the same she followed for herself too. There is nothing wrong with receiving a mala or maintaining a daily practice when one personally understands and accepts it. The problem, for me, is making a sacred object into a vehicle of obligation. A practice can be invited, voluntarily accepted and sincerely followed, but it should not have to be imposed in the name of holiness. I also wondered whether such promises might be followed up or monitored, although the incident itself does not establish that surveillance was actually intended. My basic objection was simpler: what is the value of losing personal freedom in the name of spirituality? Discipline is useful when it grows from the heart and from one’s own understanding.

Different Religions, One Fundamental Basis

From there my thinking goes further. I do not see the different religions and sects as fundamentally separate systems. Their external forms differ greatly, but I see a common underlying spiritual force in all of them, which in the Kundalini framework can be understood as Muladhara Shakti. This is why I do not understand Tantra merely as sexual practice. Tantra, in a broader sense, concerns methods, techniques, worship, disciplined practice and systematic transformation. Different religious systems may therefore look completely different on the surface while working upon a common underlying human and spiritual foundation. The car, scooter and bus look different, but each has an engine that performs the fundamental work of movement. In the same way, different religions may use different symbols, scriptures, rituals and methods while engaging the same deeper force in human existence.

This also explains why I resist sectarian superiority. If the same underlying force is present in all, then the external vehicle should not be mistaken for the engine itself. One tradition may use devotion, another meditation, another prayer, another ritual, another philosophical inquiry, yet all may be working upon overlapping foundations of attention, emotion, consciousness and transformation. This does not mean that all religions teach exactly the same doctrines or that every practice is equally useful. Their historical and theological differences are real. My point is that difference in external form does not necessarily mean difference at the fundamental level.

The Whole and the Part: From the Emerald Tablet to Sharirvigyan Darshan

This view also connects with the ancient microcosm-macrocosm principle: what is found in the whole is reflected in the part, and what is above is related to what is below. Whatever exists in the Sahasrara or brain in the form of religion, sect, emotion, faith or intellectual belief has its fundamental basis in Muladhara. The same Muladhara Shakti rises and expresses itself in different forms at the intellectual levels of the Ajna and Sahasrara chakras, giving rise to diverse religions, sects, beliefs and spiritual philosophies. These differences are like the different bodies of cars, scooters and buses, all built around the same fundamental engine. In the same way, different religious practices and systems are different expressions of the same underlying force of Muladhara Shakti also called sometimes sexual essence. The Emerald Tablet expresses a famous version of this correspondence. The popular holographic analogy points in a similar direction, although I would not claim that modern holographic physics literally proves that every part contains the whole universe. Its value here is as an analogy for recurring patterns and correspondence across levels. My own framework in Sharirvigyan Darshan takes the body, consciousness and larger reality as related through such correspondences. From this perspective, human spiritual systems can also be understood as different expressions of deeper common principles.

The important distinction is between personal experience, traditional teaching and philosophical inference. My personal experiences can be reported directly, while traditional Kundalini and Tantric teachings can be examined in their own context. My understanding goes further from a simple common-sense observation: whatever form spiritual feeling takes—devotion, prayer, meditation, surrender or contemplation—it depends upon the cleansing and refinement of the mind. I see this mental cleansing as primarily connected with the ascending movement of Muladhara Shakti. The same underlying force may therefore be active throughout different spiritual paths, even when its upward movement is not consciously recognized. In intensive tantric practice, this movement can become sufficiently strong and perceptible to be experienced more directly. From this perspective, the common Muladhara basis of different religions is not merely an abstract comparison but a philosophical synthesis arising from the shared process of mental purification and spiritual development.

Unity Without Uniformity

The idea that connects everything for me is that similarity does not require identity. Atmavat means like oneself, not literally oneself. The microcosm may correspond to the macrocosm without being identical to it. Different religions may share a fundamental spiritual basis without having identical beliefs or practices. Spiritual practitioners can share the same human potential without being forced into the same lifestyle. Discipline can support freedom when it is consciously chosen, but it can undermine freedom when obedience itself becomes the goal.

Perhaps the most practical form of spirituality is therefore not to erase all differences or to make everyone follow one system. It is to recognize what is fundamentally common while allowing the surface differences to remain. The deeper unity does not require uniformity. It requires understanding.

Kundalini Awakening Through Karma Yoga and Nonduality: Why Worldly Life May Hold the Key to Spiritual Realisation

The Missing Link Between Worldly Love and Spiritual Wisdom

I have been reflecting on the relationship between worldly life, love, devotion, surrender, Kundalini awakening and self-realisation. My central thought is that spiritual development need not always require withdrawing from worldly experience. Sometimes, living fully in the world while maintaining a nondual perspective may offer a distinctive route to spiritual awakening. This raises an important question: can a person become so absorbed in advanced yoga or philosophical knowledge that they overlook the value of love, emotional fulfilment and ordinary human relationships, only to recognise their importance later in life?

Why Vedavyasa Felt Dissatisfied Despite His Immense Wisdom

According to the traditional account in the Bhagavata Purana, Maharishi Vedavyasa felt dissatisfied even after composing extensive spiritual literature. Narada Muni advised him that he had not sufficiently glorified the Supreme Lord and the sweetness of loving devotion. Vyasa subsequently composed the Bhagavata Purana, which gives special prominence to Krishna’s divine qualities, activities and relationships with devotees. The story suggests that intellectual knowledge and philosophical wisdom do not necessarily provide the same fulfilment as experiencing divine love and devotion. The word rasa expresses this inward sweetness, the deeply relished experience of love rather than merely an intellectual understanding of the Divine.

I wondered whether Vyasa might have recognised this dimension earlier had he experienced worldly love, devotion and surrender before pursuing advanced yoga and knowledge. The traditional story does not say that he regretted missing romantic or worldly love; his dissatisfaction concerned the incompleteness of his spiritual expression. Nevertheless, his story raises a broader human question. A person may devote years to knowledge, discipline, professional achievement or spiritual practice and discover only later that loving relationships and emotional experiences were also essential parts of life. By then, some opportunities of youth, romance, family life and shared experiences may have passed. Although affection, companionship and tenderness remain possible in old age, certain experiences cannot simply be recreated. Spirituality should therefore not require us to postpone being human until little time remains.

Jnana Yoga and the Limitations of Worldly Competition

Jnana Yoga emphasises self-inquiry, discrimination between the transient and permanent, and freedom from identification with the ego. These aims may conflict with competitive worldliness, where people pursue wealth, status, influence and recognition. As attachment to such goals diminishes, motivation for conventional competition may also decline. Jnana Yoga can cultivate sustained clarity, detachment and inner elevation, but it does not automatically prevent professional achievement, love or compassionate engagement with society.

My point is that a person who focuses primarily on transcendence may have less reason to participate in the full range of worldly experiences. If someone renounces worldly life before understanding its emotional dimensions, they may later wonder whether they abandoned something they had never genuinely experienced. This does not mean that everyone must first experience every worldly pleasure before pursuing spiritual realisation. Rather, it suggests that premature rejection of life and mature freedom from attachment are not necessarily the same thing.

Karma Yoga as a Two-in-One Approach

I see Karma Yoga as a potentially integrated approach, combining worldly participation with spiritual development. A Karma Yogi can work, maintain a family, experience love, pursue professional excellence and fulfil social responsibilities while practising awareness, surrender and non-attachment. The Bhagavad Gita teaches that one can act wholeheartedly without becoming psychologically dependent on the fruits of action. This is different from abandoning action or becoming indifferent to its quality.

In this sense, Karma Yoga may offer a two-in-one approach: a person continues living and developing in the world while simultaneously working toward spiritual freedom. Worldly life becomes a field for learning rather than merely an obstacle to overcome. Relationships can reveal possessiveness, desire and vulnerability, while responsibility can teach discipline and selflessness. Love may begin with the desire to possess another person but gradually mature into care that does not demand complete control. Thus, worldly experience can itself contribute to spiritual understanding. Worldly life acts like a raw material to make spiritual progress.

My Kundalini Hypothesis: Worldly Engagement, Prana and Nonduality

I believe that worldly engagement may also contribute to the distinctive character of certain Kundalini awakening experiences. Competitive activity, love, emotional challenges and responsibilities can heighten attention and mental activation. In yogic language, I interpret this heightened vitality as intensified prana, although prana should not be equated directly with physiological arousal in scientific terms.

My hypothesis is that nondual contemplation can redirect this heightened vitality toward an inner meditative image. This is helped by nondual attitude of sharirvigyan darshan and quantum darshan among worldly activities. The image may gradually become vivid, immersive and seemingly alive rather than remaining an idea deliberately maintained by the mind. In deep absorption, the ordinary sense of separation between observer and experience may also change.

I have found worldly nondual contemplation can produce effects that resemble those sought through physical yogic practices, pranayama and other traditional methods. My proposed sequence is worldly engagement creating heightened vitality, nondual contemplation giving that vitality direction, deep absorption making the meditative image experientially alive, and a possible sudden awakening involving changes in bodily awareness, breathing or the sense of self. This remains an experiential hypothesis, not an established physiological mechanism, and a vivid experience alone cannot prove Kundalini awakening or permanent self-realisation. However in advanced later stage of karmayoga, gyanyoga enhances its effects to awakening level.

Can Karma Yoga Produce a Different Kind of Awakening?

I do not suggest that Jnana Yoga alone cannot lead to Kundalini awakening or a glimpse of self-realisation. It may also produce sudden and profound experiences. My distinction concerns their possible experiential character. An awakening arising through sustained contemplative withdrawal may have a different texture from one arising amid worldly relationships, emotional richness, embodied experience and nondual awareness. The latter may retain what I call a worldly tinge, not necessarily in the sense of attachment, but in the richness of its connection with lived experience.

The intensity of an awakening, however, does not establish the permanence of realisation or the maturity of a person’s conduct. A sudden experience may be followed by a long process of integration. Likewise, gradual contemplative practice can lead to profound transformation. Worldly engagement may contribute to the conditions of awakening for some practitioners, but excessive stress and agitation can also interfere with meditation. More intensity does not automatically mean more spiritual progress. Work should be moderate—not too demanding or too light, but comfortably within one’s capacity, leaving enough energy for nondual contemplation.

Sharirvigyan Darshan and the Integration of Body, Action and Awareness

My understanding of Sharirvigyan Darshan centres on exploring spiritual development through embodied existence, worldly action and nondual awareness rather than treating ordinary life merely as something to escape. In this framework, worldly participation supplies experiential richness, Karma Yoga transforms the relationship with action, and Jnana Yoga helps examine the self and loosen identification with the ego.

I see Karma Yoga as a two-in-one approach because it allows spiritual practice and worldly development to proceed together, while Jnana Yoga can appear more like a one-in-one approach when pursued primarily through direct inquiry and contemplation. A Karma Yogi may increasingly rely on Jnana Yoga in advanced stages to understand the experiences arising through action. Yet Jnana Yogis do not necessarily exclude Karma Yoga; many combine knowledge with service, compassion and devotion from the beginning. The Bhagavad Gita itself presents knowledge and action as closely related paths rather than entirely independent alternatives. However, Karma Yoga may be an option rather than a necessity for a Jnana Yogi, while Jnana Yoga may become valuable and a necessity for a Karma Yogi, especially in the later stages of spiritual development.

Why People Follow Renowned Jnana Yogis Instead of Finding Their Own Path

Different people may find different approaches to spirituality meaningful, depending on their temperament, circumstances and responsibilities. Teachings centred on meditation, detachment and self-inquiry can be valuable, just as Karma Yoga offers a way to explore spiritual growth through everyday work, relationships and responsibilities. My interest in Sharirvigyan Darshan is to explore this latter perspective and its relationship with nonduality, without suggesting that one path is universally better than another.

Similarly, devotional films such as Hanuman Ansh and philosophical works such as Sharirvigyan Darshan serve different purposes and reach audiences in different ways. Presenting spiritual ideas through stories and emotions may be easier than explaining a philosophical framework that requires sustained thought and reflection. However, a more engaging or better-presented film is not necessarily more effective in practical life; the actual impact depends on the individual and how deeply the ideas are understood and applied. A film may inspire devotion, while a philosophical work may offer insights that readers can explore in their daily lives. Both have their own value, and their practical effectiveness cannot be judged by presentation or popularity alone.

Conclusion: Spiritual Awakening Need Not Require Abandoning Life

My central insight is that spiritual development need not be divided rigidly between worldly life and transcendence. Jnana Yoga can cultivate sustained clarity and may also culminate in sudden awakening. Karma Yoga can integrate action, relationships, embodied experience and nondual contemplation, potentially giving some awakening experiences a distinctive experiential richness. The two approaches can complement each other, and neither guarantees a particular result.

Perhaps the heart should not be treated merely as something to transcend after the mind has completed its work. Love, devotion, surrender, knowledge and meditation can mature together. Rather than postponing life until worldly experiences are no longer available, we can learn to participate in work, relationships and responsibilities with increasing awareness and decreasing possessiveness. The deeper possibility explored through Sharirvigyan Darshan is that worldly engagement and spiritual realisation need not be enemies: lived experience may become part of the journey toward inner freedom.

Can Sexual Release Awaken Kundalini? The Hidden Connection Between Semen Retention, Breathlessness and Sudden Samadhi

When Prana Needs Stabilization Rather Than Force

In my meditation practice I have noticed that prana does not always permit nirvikalpa dhyana while sitting. At such times, if I try to force breathlessness, it may create strain rather than deeper meditation, and I have come to feel that forced breathlessness is not the right approach. Instead, when I allow breathing to continue naturally and simply give attention to the breath, a different picture emerges. Old and new thoughts begin to appear in awareness like waves. They are not sharply separate from awareness; they seem to arise within it in a subtle form, sometimes with a distinct quality of bliss. By giving more strength to pure awareness and less to the content of thought, these thoughts seem to lose their strength. In this way meditation can continue for hours because there is no need to fight with the mind or force breathing to stop. The body, however, cannot remain in one posture indefinitely. After sufficient sitting, the posture can be changed simply to prevent stiffness, while awareness continues without treating the change of posture as a break in meditation.

Sexual Experience, Retention and the Upward Movement

Another striking observation has occurred after sexual activity with semen retention. In that condition, the breath can become agitated and I experience what seems like an upward movement through the back, as though the breath or prana is carrying Kundalini energy upward. The sensation may become concentrated at different centres: sometimes around the heart chakra, sometimes at Ajna, and sometimes at Sahasrara. Although the underlying sensation may initially look sexual, at these upper centres it seems purified or filtered. The basic intensity is still recognizable, but its quality becomes subtler, more blissful and less obviously sexual. I began to see this not simply as sexual excitation but as a possible transformation in the way bodily sensation, attention and awareness are experienced.

This also brought to mind the Emerald Tablet, especially the line that the Wind carries the mysterious principle in its belly. To me, the Wind can naturally suggest breath, particularly when considered beside the yogic idea of prana. The Tablet also speaks of ascent from Earth to Heaven and of separating the subtle from the gross. I do not take this as proof that the Emerald Tablet literally describes Kundalini, but its symbolism seems remarkably compatible with the kind of process I am experiencing: a bodily beginning, the movement associated with breath, an upward transition and a refinement of experience into subtler awareness.

The Unexpected Difference Between Release and Retention

There is, however, a twist in my observations. When sexual discharge occurs, the breath does not become agitated in the same way. Instead, breathless dhyana can arise almost immediately after sitting and meditating on the breathing. This led me to question the usual assumption that an energy reserve at Muladhara must always be pushed upward through intense pranic effort. In my own experience, after release there seems to be no reason to keep generating a strong upward push. Whatever I call the experiential essence of the sexual process seems to rise immediately, while the physical component alone is discharged. I experience this as a sudden opening of the back channel, allowing the experiential essence to pass upward in a single movement. Afterward, however, the effect does not remain in the same sustained form because there is no continuing sexual reserve being retained.

With retention, my experience appears different. I feel that the channel is already partly open and remains available for tantric practice. The retained sexual state seems to release its experiential essence gradually over time. In the initial period, the quantity or intensity seems greater, so prana becomes more agitated and the breath appears to work harder. Later, once the passage feels sufficiently open, the process becomes smoother and meditation can be sustained without the breath needing to act as a forceful pusher. In this model, the retained semen acts as a continuing source for experiential release, whereas sexual discharge produces an immediate and more concentrated transition but does not provide the same prolonged supply.

Why a Dual Approach Seems Meaningful to Me

This led me to the idea that repeatedly seeking sexual release just to recreate the immediate entry into breathless dhyana would not be a practical path. It can feel physically tiring and cannot realistically be repeated every day merely as a meditation technique. Retention alone, on the other hand, may produce a slower and steadier process. Therefore I began to see a possible complementary approach: a period of retention in which tantric meditation continues and the back channel remains open, followed eventually by release rather than endless retention. In my interpretation, this allows the gradual experiential development of the retention phase to be followed by a sudden upward transition, while also preventing the feeling of excessive accumulation or stagnation in the lower organs.

The Possibility of a Sudden Kundalini Awakening

I further feel that this dual approach may create a greater possibility of a sudden Kundalini awakening or at least an awakening glimpse with self realisation. In my model, retention alone provides a slow and steady supply of experiential essence moving upward, but a sudden awakening requires a much larger volume of this experiential essence to reach the brain quickly. Sexual release appears to open the back channel fully and allows the accumulated tantric meditation essence of the retention phase to move upward in a single rush. If the channel is already prepared and unobstructed, the movement may be smooth rather than producing disturbing head pressure. This is important to my interpretation because I experienced my second awakening in a way that seemed similar to this pattern: sustained tantric development, during retention followed by a sudden, smooth upward event and an awakening glimpse. Sustained tantric development occurred through strengthening the meditation image until it became fully vivid and lively in the brain, with experiences of full non-duality, egolessness and bliss emerging as glimpses of awakening. Actually, through the regular release and retension associated with tantric meditation, the Sushumna channel gradually became fully open. When I happened to view a romantic scene in which women were dancing and a few of them were gazing at me with amazement and excitement, a sudden surge of energy appeared at the Muladhara and rushed upward, carrying the meditation image with it and bringing it vividly alive in consciousness as awakening glimpse. An old friend who was like a brother to me meating after decades acted as a stimulating trigger for my meditation image of Dadaguru, who had once been known to both of us while physically embodied.

At the same time, I recognize the difference between an experience and the explanation given to it. The sensations, bliss, breathing changes and sense of upward movement are directly experienced, while the idea of a stored semen depot releasing a subtle experiential essence through a physical or subtle back channel remains my interpretation rather than an established physiological mechanism. Sexual activity can influence autonomic arousal, breathing, muscle tension, attention and emotional state, and these may contribute to the experience without cancelling its spiritual significance. Likewise, a sensation at a chakra does not by itself prove that a chakra has objectively opened, nor does breathlessness alone prove nirvikalpa samadhi.

Letting the Process Remain Natural

The most useful lesson from these experiences may therefore be that meditation should not be forced into a single pattern. Breathlessness may arise spontaneously after sexual release; during retention, agitation may precede a more sustained and subtle absorption; and in ordinary sitting, simply allowing the breath to continue can let thoughts dissolve into waves within awareness. The common factor may be less the suppression of breath or thought and more the gradual transfer of attention from mental content and bodily excitation toward pure awareness. For that reason, I do not see forced breath-holding, deliberate hyperventilation or an attempt to push energy upward as necessary. Breathing should remain comfortable and spontaneous, and posture can be changed when the body stiffens. The deeper inquiry is not merely how to produce a dramatic Kundalini event, but how bodily energy, breath, thought and awareness can naturally move from excitation toward stillness, subtlety and sustained dhyana.

Why Puranic Stories Have Endless Layers of Spiritual Meaning

The Many Layers of a Puranic Story

Puranic stories are amazing psychology because they can benefit almost every kind of reader, even when different readers understand completely different things from the same story. I have been thinking particularly about the stories of Ganga and how they seem to work at many levels at once. A child may simply enjoy them as wonderful fictional stories filled with extraordinary events, characters, imagination and adventure. There is no need for the child to understand philosophy or yoga for the story to give joy. As the same person grows older, however, the story can begin to provide moral, social, cultural, devotional and spiritual meaning. The remarkable thing is that discovering a deeper meaning does not make the earlier meaning useless. The story can continue to operate at several levels simultaneously. Thus in a way these stories are wonderful spiritual sanskar builders since the childhood so that yoga doesn’t look strange in later life but well known since quite earlier. Ganga story is just one example among plethora of such awe inspiring stories.

Ganga as Nature Worship and Spiritual Practice

The first important layer I see is the nature-worshipping layer. A person who does not understand yoga or symbolism may simply regard the physical Ganga as sacred. He worships the river, respects it, visits it and develops reverence toward nature. In this sense, he may unknowingly participate in something close to a nondual spiritual attitude: nature is not treated merely as an object outside oneself but as something worthy of sacred recognition. He does not need to intellectually understand nonduality or quantum philosophy for this attitude to influence him. By regarding the natural world as sacred, he is indirectly prepared for a more spiritual relationship with existence.

This is especially interesting because the Puranic tradition repeatedly gives sacred significance to rivers, mountains, forests, animals and other aspects of nature. The ordinary person therefore receives a spiritual orientation through something immediately accessible. Spirituality does not have to begin with an abstract philosophical concept. It can begin with a river.

The Same Ganga as a Yogic Symbol

At another level, the same Ganga story can be approached by a yogi. The river can be understood symbolically as an inner current, and its descent, flow and relationship with Shiva can be contemplated as representations of an inner spiritual process. In my own way of looking at Kundalini and yoga, such imagery can be related to the movement of consciousness and the Sushumna. The physical river remains a real river, but it can simultaneously become an inner map. Although inside is same as outside like microcosm inside macrocosm. So Ganga as sushumna also give similar nonduality effect when revered. Additionally it gives direct yoga benefit too. Together, Nonduality and yoga lives together in cause and effect relationship.

This makes me wonder whether nature worship and yogic symbolism are not accidental additions but two especially important layers of Puranic storytelling. Both belong to major spiritual domains, and the Puranas are known primarily for dealing with religious and spiritual subjects, although they also cover cosmology, mythology, ethics, ritual, sacred geography, devotion and social life. The possibility therefore arises that the stories were designed to communicate spirituality through forms that could be understood at very different levels. I would not claim that every particular yogic correspondence was consciously encoded by an original storyteller without textual evidence, but the structure certainly allows such a reading.

The Social and Behavioral Education Hidden in the Story

The same narrative can also work at a social and behavioral level. A woman reading a revered female figure may find respect for womanhood and may receive an example of qualities considered admirable, such as courage, dignity, devotion, responsibility, compassion or strength. A man may receive another kind of lesson. Seeing a feminine figure treated with reverence can encourage him to understand that externally visible physical strength does not determine human worth. A woman’s lesser average physical strength cannot become a justification for domination, humiliation or mistreatment.

The story therefore does not have to be understood as a yogic text to influence conduct. Someone interested only in ordinary human behavior can still receive ethical education from it. The important point is not that every person must literally imitate every action of a mythological character, but that the narrative can provide models from which people draw principles appropriate to their lives.

From Childhood Imagination to Yoga

This suggests a gradual ladder of reception. A child enters through imagination and fictional joy. An ordinary adult may receive moral and cultural instruction. A person concerned with social behavior may learn respect, duty and appropriate conduct. A devotee may develop reverence for the sacred. A nature-oriented person may learn to see the natural world as worthy of respect. A spiritual seeker may discover symbolic and psychological meanings. A yogi may recognize an inner map involving consciousness, prana, chakras or Sushumna. A deeper contemplative may eventually use the same imagery in nondual contemplation. Although all these steps of ladder complement each other beautifully.

One possible limitation, especially in the modern context, is that a person may become too fascinated by the miracles, supernatural events and extraordinary fictional world of Puranic stories. Instead of using the stories as symbolic, devotional or ethical pathways, some readers may begin to take every extraordinary element literally. In a modern life that depends heavily on practical reasoning, scientific understanding and evidence-based thinking, this could sometimes create tension with a person’s ordinary intellectual and practical outlook. This does not mean that Puranic stories necessarily produce such an effect, nor that everyone is affected by them. For many people, the imaginative and miraculous elements may remain simply part of the storytelling tradition while the deeper values are retained. The concern is that, for some readers, excessive attachment to the supernatural surface may overshadow the symbolic and practical dimensions of the stories, at least to some degree. In earlier traditional societies, where religious, mythological and everyday life were much more closely integrated, the same tension may not have appeared in the same form. Modern readers, however, live simultaneously in a scientific, technological and highly practical world, so maintaining a distinction between symbolic mythology and empirical fact can sometimes be important. The challenge, therefore, is not necessarily to reject the miraculous dimension of Puranic storytelling, but to allow imagination and spirituality to coexist with scientific reasoning and practical life.

These layers need not replace one another. A child who once enjoyed the story can later discover its moral meaning, then its devotional meaning, and perhaps much later its yogic significance. The story grows with the reader.

Why the Layers May Be Practically Endless

I think the layers can go almost endlessly. This does not necessarily mean that every possible interpretation was deliberately placed inside the story by its original composer. Rather, a rich symbolic narrative can interact with different ages, personalities, life situations and levels of understanding, producing new meaningful readings. Its depth is therefore not exhausted when one hidden meaning is discovered.

Perhaps this is one of the great strengths of Puranic storytelling. The story does not demand that everyone understand spirituality in the same language. The child receives wonder; the ordinary person receives values; the devotee receives sacredness; the nature-lover receives reverence for the world; the socially oriented person receives behavioral lessons; and the yogi can discover an inner spiritual map. The same narrative can entertain, educate, shape behavior, cultivate devotion and prepare consciousness for yoga.

The Outer River and the Inner River

The Ganga example brings the whole idea together for me. The outer Ganga can remain an actual physical river and at the same time become sacred nature, an object of devotion, a cultural symbol and an inner yogic metaphor. The ordinary worshipper does not need to know the yogic interpretation for the practice to have value. The yogi does not need to reject the physical river after discovering the inner meaning.

Perhaps this is the deeper genius of Puranic storytelling: it gives spirituality an outer form that almost anyone can approach while leaving room for an inner meaning that can unfold progressively. Nature can be sacred outside, while the same sacred geography can become yoga within. What begins for one person as a child’s wonderful story can become for another a moral education, for another a way of relating to nature, for another a devotional practice, and finally for a yogi a doorway into the mystery of consciousness.

Kundalini Yoga, Muladhara and the Natural Path from Sexual Energy to Spiritual Awakening

Muladhara, Reproductive Energy and the Purpose of Nature

I have been looking at Kundalini not simply as a mystical idea, but as a natural process of consciousness, and this has led me to a different understanding of why Kundalini Shakti is traditionally associated with Muladhara and described in the form of a powerful Goddess. It is not that every function of the body becomes enhanced when energy rises from Muladhara. Rather, brain is energised to produce a type of addictive bliss and awareness that propels one to raise the muladhara energy up through the spine. And the easiest and most effective way to do it practically is the reproduction itself. Thus the nature has already placed an exceptionally powerful mechanism at the foundation of embodied life: the reproductive impulse. Attraction, sexual desire, pleasure, bonding and reproduction are powerful enough to draw attention almost completely toward another person and toward the continuation of life. In biological terms, this serves procreation and the continuation of the species. But perhaps the same intensity can also become relevant to spiritual awakening when it is consciously witnessed rather than merely followed.

Sexual Attraction as a Powerful Activation of Muladhara

This makes the traditional image of the Goddess in Muladhara interesting to me. It’s called muladhara-vasini means one residing at muladhara. “residing” and “activating” are not two separate ideas in this interpretation. If the Goddess is said to reside in Muladhara, her presence itself signifies that Muladhara is alive, activated, and functioning through her Shakti. It is directly stated in the scriptures that the Goddess resides in Muladhara. I think this can also be understood to mean that the Goddess activates Muladhara. In this sense, the two ideas are essentially the same: when someone truly resides in a house, the house becomes inhabited, active, polished , washed and groomed through their presence. Likewise, the Goddess residing in Muladhara can signify the activation of the power lying dormant there. The Goddess is represented in feminine form, and there is an obvious experiential dimension to the way the feminine can activate the reproductive centre of the male. I do not see this as two completely different mechanisms, one sexual and another yogic. The underlying principle is the same. The direct attraction between man and woman can activate a deeply rooted life-force, while Kundalini Yoga may approach that same force through meditation, visualization, pranayama, mantra, devotion and other more conceptual or religious means. Tantra, in comparison, can approach the same principle more directly and in a comparatively raw form. The difference, therefore, may be in the method of activation and direction rather than in the fundamental energy itself.

However, in female it may be god residing in muladhara. So it’s not like the shakti is male or female look. It can have any look but mainly it’s given female look as mostly males used to do kundalini yoga like babas,yogis etc. Second reason is attraction. As female produce more attraction through her clean appearance and voice and many other qualities so kundalini have been given feminine form.

Nature’s Bait and the Moment of Thoughtless Bliss

This also gives a different meaning to the idea that nature has provided sexual pleasure as a kind of bait. The immediate purpose of the mechanism is reproduction, but the intensity accompanying it can produce an unusual alteration of attention. Particularly around sexual release, there can be a brief interval in which ordinary thought becomes extremely quiet or disappears for a moment. It can feel deeply relaxing and blissful, with awareness seemingly coming closer to the Self. I would describe this more cautiously as a momentary thoughtless state or a fleeting glimpse of inner stillness rather than automatically calling it Nirvikalpa Samadhi. Nevertheless, the resemblance is philosophically interesting: an ordinary biological process can provide a very brief experience of a mind temporarily free from its usual stream of thoughts and mental activity. The same force can also give rise to Savikalpa Samadhi and sudden awakening.

From Thoughtlessness to Witnessing and Purification

The important point is not that sexual release itself is liberation. Rather, the experience may reveal something about the possibility of stillness. If that brief thoughtless state is consciously recognized, it can become a basis for witnessing. But without knowing oneself, even momentarily, as the pure awareness devoid of thought-forms, how can witnessing truly begin? When a person has become completely identified with thoughts, he does not recognize himself as the witness; he has, in a sense, become the thoughts themselves. The witness can appear only when there is a glimpse of that silent Self which is other than the changing thought-forms. The moment of stillness accompanying sexual release can therefore become significant: in that brief silence, the ordinarily hidden Self may reveal itself as that “other,” the silent awareness from which thoughts can subsequently be witnessed rather than merely lived as oneself. One begins to notice desire, attraction, bodily sensation, thought, pleasure, and release rather than being completely absorbed in them. This witnessing can produce greater mental purification, and with greater purification there can be greater clarity and bliss. Thus, the same powerful impulse that initially pulls consciousness outward can become a doorway through which consciousness learns to turn inward. What nature uses to encourage reproduction may, under conscious observation, become material for spiritual transformation.

The energy stirred up from Muladhara through sexual attraction can also act as powerful fuel for bringing more and more hidden thoughts out of the caves of the subconscious. In this way, it can serve two purposes together: it can provide a glimpse of the silent Self while simultaneously bringing hidden mental patterns to the surface for witnessing and purification. Both functions can be further enhanced through yogic practices, since one cannot depend continually on the energy-draining sexual act for spiritual growth. It can instead be understood as an occasional boost, while yogic practices provide a more sustainable way to cultivate and direct the same force toward spiritual development. However, the individual preference may vary and may depend on one’s stamina, capability, health, work load and time available to him.

Why the Goddess Is Called Powerful

From this perspective, the traditional power attributed to the Goddess becomes easier to understand without reducing the Goddess to merely a religious symbol. The Goddess can represent the fundamental Shakti of embodied life itself, rooted in Muladhara and expressed through survival, reproduction, attraction and the continuity of life. Saying that the Goddess is in Muladhara can therefore be understood as saying that this powerful latent life-force is rooted at the foundation of embodied existence. When that force becomes activated and harmonized, spiritual progress may become possible because the practitioner is working with one of the deepest and strongest movements of human nature rather than with a weak or artificial stimulus.

The expression that the Goddess becomes “happy” can also be understood symbolically. It need not mean merely pleasing a supernatural figure. It can mean that the fundamental Shakti is awakened, activated and brought into conscious alignment instead of remaining confined to unconscious instinctive expression. In that sense, “the Goddess activates Muladhara” becomes a meaningful interpretation of the traditional imagery: the latent power at the root of embodied life becomes active and available for transformation.

Kundalini Yoga as Redirection Rather Than Rejection

This leads to what may be one of the most interesting ways of understanding Kundalini Yoga. It can be seen as a clever natural strategy in which the powerful mechanism associated with procreation is not simply suppressed but redirected toward faster awakening and ultimately liberation. Nature ordinarily directs reproductive energy toward attraction, pleasure and procreation so that life can continue and the world can grow. Yoga investigates whether the same powerful life-force can instead be consciously redirected toward witnessing, purification, stillness and expanded awareness.

Kundalini Yoga may therefore use conceptual, symbolic and religious methods to approach a process that Tantra sometimes approaches more directly through the raw force of sexuality and relationship. There is no need to divide the two into completely unrelated phenomena. They may represent different ways of activating and directing the same underlying life principle. One begins with the natural force itself; the other deliberately trains consciousness to recognize, contain, transform and redirect it.

From Reproductive Impulse to Spiritual Awareness

Seen this way, the movement can be expressed very simply: natural attraction activates a powerful life impulse; the intensity of that impulse gathers attention; intense attention can temporarily quiet ordinary thought; that moment of thoughtlessness can reveal relaxing bliss and a sense of closeness to the Self; conscious witnessing can then transform an instinctive experience into an opportunity for mental purification; and continued purification can support deeper meditation and spiritual awakening. The biological and spiritual dimensions are therefore not necessarily enemies. They can be understood as different expressions or directions of one fundamental life-force.

This does not establish scientifically that Kundalini is a literal energy rising from Muladhara, nor does every sexual experience constitute Samadhi. These are experiential and philosophical interpretations. But they provide a way of looking at the ancient language of Shakti, Goddess, Muladhara, Tantra and Kundalini without separating them artificially from ordinary human life. The central insight is that the very force nature uses to pull consciousness toward procreation may also, when consciously witnessed and transformed, become a doorway through which consciousness discovers stillness, bliss, the witnessing state and eventually the possibility of liberation.

Lastly, the Goddess depicted with many hands, carrying weapons and killing demons, need not be understood as a literal fierce human-like figure. It can be understood as Shakti purifying hidden impurities and ultimately merging them into the Self. This is also how I understand the scriptural imagery in which demons are not necessarily “killed” in the ordinary sense suggested by the stories, but are absorbed or merged by the gods or goddesses into themselves. The apparent destruction of the demons can therefore represent the dissolution and transformation of the inner impurities they symbolize.

Upward Movement, Infinite Sky, Sushumna and Kundalini Awakening

This is an experiential inquiry into a striking observation from my own practice: the same signs that arise through yoga, pranayama and shirshasana—head pressure, an upward movement, freer sushumna flow, subtler breathing and deeper dhyana—can also arise through contemplation alone, by experiencing the Self as Ekarnava, the infinite sky-ocean. What makes this observation particularly interesting is that one route works through the body and breath, while the other works through consciousness and identification. The possibility that both may lead to the same underlying movement of energy is the central discovery explored in this post.

Upward Movement and Spiritual Awakening

Flying, rising, ascending, or moving upward is commonly associated with awakening, Samadhi, Self-realisation, enlightenment, and transcendence. Across spiritual traditions, upward movement often represents a movement beyond ordinary, earth-bound consciousness toward something higher, freer, wider, or divine. This does not mean that every experience of flying or rising proves enlightenment or Samadhi, but the symbolism is remarkably consistent. The direction itself seems to carry a deep spiritual meaning: from limitation toward expansion, from contraction toward freedom, and from ordinary identification toward transcendence.

The same pattern can be noticed in very different traditions. In the caduceus, the ascending serpents culminate in wings, which naturally invites an esoteric interpretation of rising consciousness, although historically the caduceus is associated with Hermes and cannot simply be declared to be a Kundalini symbol. The Emerald Tablet also speaks of ascending from earth to heaven and descending again, with the transforming movement associated with the wind. From a yogic perspective, this can be compared symbolically with prana, although that identification is a comparative interpretation rather than the original historical meaning of the text. Yogic traditions themselves contain much more direct imagery of Kundalini rising, prana moving upward, passage through the chakras and sushumna, and yogis flying or becoming capable of moving through the sky. These different images need not have a single historical origin to reveal a common symbolic pattern of vertical ascent and transcendence.

Why the Divine Is Called the One Above

This also makes expressions such as “Upar Wala,” the One Above, understandable as spiritual symbolism. If upwardness is repeatedly associated with heaven, higher consciousness, transcendence, awakening, and liberation, then “the One Above” can be seen as a simple expression of that ancient metaphor. “Above” need not mean a literal physical location. It can mean beyond ordinary consciousness, beyond ego, beyond limitation, or transcendent to the usual sense of self. At the same time, many mystical traditions ultimately say that the Divine is not merely above but also within. Thus the movement toward what seems higher may finally become a recognition of something that was never truly separate from the deepest Self.

My Experience of the Infinite Sky

My own experience has made this symbolism much more meaningful. I have noticed that when I contemplate the Self as infinite sky often with gaze at Agya chakra, instead of imagining myself as a small individual confined to a particular body and local identity, something changes in meditation. The mind seems less bound to this local identification. There is a feeling of becoming open, vast, and unbounded, as though the sense of self is no longer limited to one point in space. After this contemplation, the sushumna seems to flow more freely upward, accompanied by greater bliss, deeper dhyana, and a more effortless and subtle breath, sometimes approaching a naturally breathless condition. I also experience genuine pressure in the head, but it is not uncomfortable.

What interests me is that the upward movement does not feel like something I am forcing. It seems to become easier when the contraction of local identification is reduced. This suggests to me that the real obstruction may not simply be an energetic obstruction but the mind’s identification with a limited body-mind structure. When the mind is tightly identified with the local self, the flow through the sushumna seems less free. When identification becomes more spacious and unobstructed, the chakras also seem to become less obstructed and the energy flow becomes more natural.

Mind, Chakras, Prana and Sushumna

Within the yogic and tantric model, mind, attention, prana, chakras, and sushumna are closely connected rather than completely separate. My experience leads me to consider whether the state of the mind directly influences how the subtle system is experienced. Local identification seems to contract attention; that contraction may be experienced as restriction in subtle flow; when identification relaxes into an unbounded sense of being, the flow through the central channel seems to become clearer. In this sense, the mind may be directly connected with the chakras, not necessarily because the physical brain is mechanically opening or closing them, but because consciousness, attention, pranic movement, and subtle experience appear to interact within the yogic framework.

This is an interpretation of experience rather than a claim that a physically measurable tube inside the body is literally blocked. “Obstruction” may refer to psychological identification, habitual tendencies, energetic contraction, or a combination of these. What matters to me is the repeatable experiential relationship: greater inner openness seems to coincide with freer upward flow, greater bliss, subtler breathing, and deeper meditation.

Flying, Samadhi and Self-realisation

This also gives a more careful meaning to experiences of flying or upward movement in relation to Savikalpa Samadhi, Nirvikalpa Samadhi, Self-realisation, and enlightenment. Experiences of ascent, expansion, lightness, bliss, inner movement, or flying may accompany deep states of meditation and may be interpreted within a yogic framework as signs of transcendence. But the experience itself does not prove enlightenment, Self-realisation, or even Samadhi. In Savikalpa Samadhi, some subtle distinction between experiencer and experience may remain. In Nirvikalpa Samadhi, ordinary subject-object distinctions are described as falling away, making the language of “I am flying upward” less applicable.

Therefore, there is an important distinction between the experience and its interpretation. “I am flying upward” is an experience within consciousness. The deeper possibility is that even the separate experiencer becomes less distinct. That is much closer to the language traditionally associated with nondual realisation. The upward movement can therefore be understood as a recurring symbol or phenomenological motif of transcendence without making the simplistic equation that flying itself means enlightenment.

From Ascent to Boundlessness

The most interesting part of my experience is that the process does not finally feel like a small self travelling upward into a distant heaven. When I imagine the Self as infinite sky, the local sense of being confined to the body becomes weaker, and the upward movement seems to happen within that very boundlessness. In this way, the old images of wings, rising serpents, flying yogis, Kundalini ascending through the sushumna, heaven above, and the One Above can be understood as different expressions of a broad spiritual language of moving beyond limitation.

My experience does not establish that all these symbols historically mean the same thing, nor that every upward sensation represents enlightenment. But it does suggest a meaningful relationship between expansion of consciousness and the experience of upward flow. When local identification relaxes, the sushumna seems less obstructed, the chakras feel more open, bliss increases, breathing becomes naturally subtler, and dhyana deepens. For me, the important discovery is therefore not simply that “upward” is spiritual, but that when the mind becomes less locally identified and more like infinite sky, the whole inner movement seems to become freer.

A final practical distinction is important: naturally subtle or temporarily imperceptible breathing should not be deliberately forced or held. Likewise, painless head pressure should not automatically be taken as spiritual progress; if it becomes intense, persistent, or accompanied by significant physical or neurological symptoms, it should be treated as a bodily symptom rather than automatically given a spiritual explanation.

The Same Effect from Two Directions: Yoga and the Infinite Sky

A Puzzle About Sushumna, Head Pressure and Deep Dhyana

I think I have finally solved a puzzle that I had been observing in my practice for a long time. Practices such as yoga, pranayama, and even shirshasana can produce a certain pressure in the head, together with a sense of upward movement, freer sushumna flow, subtler breathing, and deeper, sometimes almost breathless, dhyana. What has become especially interesting to me is that a similar effect can arise without these physical practices. When I contemplate Ekarnava, the infinite sky-ocean, and experience the Self as vast and unbounded rather than locally confined to the body, a similar type of head pressure can arise, along with a feeling of upward movement, greater freedom in the sushumna, and deeper dhyana.
This makes me think that whether one holds the ear from one side or the other, the effect may ultimately be the same. In other words, the physical route and the contemplative route may be different means of producing a similar internal result. Yogic body manipulations, pranayama, and inverted postures may influence the system from the bodily side, while deep contemplation may influence it directly through consciousness and attention.

Rajyoga and the Direct Route

This also gives me a possible explanation for why Rajyogis can say that elaborate yogasanas and pranayama are not absolutely necessary for entering deep dhyana. If the essential process is not the physical manipulation itself but the gathering and upward movement of subtle energy, then it may be possible to reach the same state through contemplation alone. The Rajyogi may not need to manipulate the body extensively if the mind can itself become sufficiently concentrated, expanded, and detached from local identification to allow the upward movement through the sushumna.
This direct route may, however, be more difficult. The body can provide a kind of support or preparation, whereas contemplation requires the mind itself to become capable of producing the necessary inward concentration and expansion. Therefore, it seems to me that the two approaches need not be opposed. The physical practices can prepare and organize the system, while contemplation can take the process further without depending entirely on physical manipulation.

Energy Rather Than Pressure Is the Main Thing

This also changes how I understand the head pressure itself. The pressure may not be the actual goal or the essential phenomenon. It may simply be a symptom or indication accompanying the gathering or upward movement of energy. Yogic practices may bring this experience about through physical and respiratory means, while contemplation of the infinite sky-ocean may produce it through a direct change in consciousness and identification.

Therefore, I would not say that head pressure itself is the evidence of progress. The important thing is the underlying process that the pressure may accompany. If there is pressure without the corresponding sense of vitality, clarity, inwardness, or energetic movement, it may simply be a physical ailment and should not automatically be interpreted as spiritual activity. The pressure is secondary; what I call energy is primary in the yogic interpretation.

Energy Everywhere

From this perspective, the idea that energy is present everywhere also becomes important. If the same underlying life-energy can support the functioning of the digestive organs in the gut, it is reasonable within the yogic model to consider that it can also support the functioning of the brain and the processes involved in contemplation. Each organ has its own natural work, and the same underlying energy is involved in sustaining those functions. The difference is in the particular work being performed, not necessarily in the existence of completely separate energies.

This gives a broader meaning to the experience. The energy that supports digestion does not have to be considered fundamentally different from the energy involved in breathing, movement, concentration, or contemplation. It may be understood as one life-energy expressing itself through different organs and functions according to their natural or destined work.

Two Routes, One Inner Movement

My present understanding, therefore, is that yoga, pranayama, shirshasana, and other bodily practices can help gather or redirect the system toward the head and central axis, sometimes producing head pressure and supporting deeper dhyana. But contemplation of Ekarnava, the infinite sky-ocean, can apparently produce a similar movement without the same physical manipulation. By expanding the sense of Self beyond local identification, contemplation itself seems capable of drawing the attention and subtle energy upward, with the same accompanying pressure and deepening of meditation.

This may explain why different yogic paths can arrive at similar states through very different methods. One begins more from the body and breath and moves toward consciousness; another begins directly with consciousness and allows the body and energy to follow. The first may make the process easier for some practitioners, while the second may be more direct but more difficult. For me, the most natural conclusion is not to choose one and reject the other, but to combine them: use yogic practices to prepare and balance the system, and use contemplation to directly expand consciousness and deepen dhyana.

The real discovery for me is that the same inner phenomenon can apparently be approached from two directions. The body can influence the movement of energy toward the head, and consciousness can influence the same movement through contemplation. The head pressure may appear in both cases, but the pressure itself is only a symptom. What matters is the deeper movement of energy, the freeing of the sushumna, the loosening of local identification, and the resulting deepening of dhyana.

Within the yogic framework, this makes the distinction between Hathyoga physical practice and Rajyoga less absolute than it first appears. They may simply be different ways of working with the same underlying relationship between body, breath, mind, prana, energy, and consciousness.

Quantum Verse and Nondual Living: Why Humanity Is Religion, Work Is Worship, Problems Are Teachers, and Household Life Is Sadhana

The Deeper Meaning of My Quantum Verse

In my Quantum Verse, I had written four simple thoughts: no religion is better than humanity, no worship is better than work, no problem is better than a teacher, and no hermit is better than householdship. Earlier, I saw these mainly as principles of life. Recently, through my own experience of working, learning and moving towards awakening and samadhi, I understood a deeper connection between all four. They are not really four unrelated statements. They can be understood as four practical expressions of a nondual way of living, especially when viewed through what I call Sharirvigyan Darshan and Quantum Darshan. Amazingly, I had made it as a spiritual fun for a magazine, but it turned a topmost lesson of my life later on.

No Religion Is Better Than Humanity

For me, humanity is greater than religion because humanity keeps spiritual knowledge connected with actual life. A belief, doctrine or religious practice can remain limited to thought or ritual, but humanity tests what we really understand by how we live and work with other beings. In that sense, humanity itself can become the most practical religion. It also has another important role: it prevents wrong working. When work is done without sensitivity to life and without a nondual understanding, knowledge can become mechanical, ego-driven or harmful. Humanity keeps the action grounded.

No Worship Is Better Than Work

The second statement became much clearer through my own experience. I did not discover that work is automatically worship. Work becomes worship only when it is done with a nondual mindset. Otherwise work can create bad habits, strengthen conditioning and make a person dependent on methods that may not suit the actual structure of the body and mind. This was important in my own journey. I did not stop learning from other people because I disliked teachers or believed that others had nothing to offer. Rather, I found that the people and methods available to me often did not work in the knowledgeable way that I considered necessary according to Sharirvigyan Darshan and Quantum Darshan. If I continued working through unsuitable methods, I could develop wrong habits through the very process of learning. So I felt it was better to learn and work largely by myself. It proved as a boon for me and I could grow as per my own will.

Self-Learning Does Not Mean Rejecting Teachers

My approach was not complete isolation. I took help whenever it was genuinely needed, but I kept it to the minimum necessary. The important point was that I did not want to become dependent on others. I wanted to understand the work directly and discover how it actually functioned through my own observation and experience. This distinction matters to me now: self-learning is not anti-teacher. It means refusing to make the teacher a substitute for one’s own seeing. A teacher can point, explain or correct, but the actual understanding still has to become one’s own.

No Problem Is Better Than a Teacher

This also changes the meaning of the third line. A problem can become a teacher when we do not merely ask someone else to remove it but investigate why it exists, what it is showing and what it requires us to understand. In that sense, the problem itself can expose weaknesses in our knowledge and working. It can teach us more directly than an external explanation because we have to encounter the principle in actual life. This is why I now see the statement not simply as praise of teachers, but as a reminder that learning can come through the very difficulty we are trying to solve.

Nature as the Greatest Teacher

This experience also led to another meaning that arose naturally for me. If nonduality is maintained, nature itself can become the best teacher. Nature does not teach through dependence. It shows processes directly through the body, mind, environment and the relationships between them. When one observes without separating oneself completely from what is being observed, learning becomes more direct. A teacher may explain a principle, but nature continuously demonstrates it. Therefore, the highest form of learning may not always be learning from a person; it may be learning to see what is already happening. Together, nature is nondual and it likes a nondual person, bhola or innocent like shiva.

No Hermit Is Better Than Householdship

The fourth line also becomes deeper in this framework. Household life is not necessarily opposed to spiritual development. It keeps knowledge in contact with work, relationships, responsibility and ordinary human situations. A hermit may reduce external distractions, but household life can test whether nondual understanding actually works in the middle of life. If a truth is valid only in isolation, its practical value remains limited. Householdship therefore becomes a kind of living laboratory where knowledge has to function through action rather than remain an idea.

My Experience of Work and Awakening

My own path gave these statements their present meaning. I began working in my own style because I did not want to acquire unsuitable habits from working methods that did not fit the understanding I had developed through Sharirvigyan Darshan and Quantum Darshan. I still accepted help when necessary, but kept dependence low. I continued this self-directed way of working, and according to my experience it worked: I experienced awakening and movement towards samadhi. That experience made me see that work can truly become worship, but only when the work is performed from nondual understanding. Without that foundation, simply working hard does not make work spiritual.

The Four Statements as One Principle

I now see the four lines as different expressions of one principle. Humanity gives the right relationship with life. Work gives the right relationship with action. Problems give the right relationship with learning. Householdship gives the right relationship with ordinary existence. But all four require the same foundation: nondual understanding. Without that foundation, religion can become dogma, work can become conditioning, teachers can become objects of dependence, and renunciation can become escape. With it, humanity becomes religion, work becomes worship, problems become teachers, nature becomes a source of direct learning, and household life itself can become a field of spiritual practice. This is the deeper meaning that my own experience has recently added to my Quantum Verse.

Hanuman as Monkey God: The Deeper Meaning of “Tumharo Bhajan Ram Ko Paave”

Hanuman as the Symbolic Union of Monkey and Human

The line of the Hanuman Chalisa, “Tumharo bhajan Ram ko paave,” has always appeared to me as one of its most amazing and insightful statements. Its simple meaning is that through devotion to Hanuman, one attains Ram. But when I look at Hanuman not only as a religious figure but also as a symbol, the line opens into a much deeper meaning. Hanuman is a monkey god, and I see this expression literally as a blend of the characteristics of the monkey and the human. Neither the monkey alone becomes this god nor the human alone. The combination becomes Hanuman.

The monkey side of Hanuman represents a peculiar set of characteristics. A monkey is highly active and does not seem comfortable remaining idle for long. Even when it has no obvious work, it may begin moving, climbing, shaking a branch, looking around, or changing its position. It lives high on trees and naturally moves through open space. Its food can be seen, symbolically, as simple and sattvic: fruits, leaves, sprouts and other natural things. It is also constantly moving its attention. It does not usually fix its gaze or mind on one thing for a long time. It looks here, there and everywhere, changes position, wanders from one place to another and does not remain psychologically fixed in one object. This gives an impression of great activity combined with detachment.

I am using these qualities as spiritual symbolism rather than making a scientific claim that monkeys literally have no rajas or tamas. The point is what these visible characteristics can represent when a human being consciously embodies them. A monkey appears light-bodied, mobile, active and relatively free from the heavy kind of attachment through which human beings become fixed in possessions, places and objects. It may quarrel at times, of course, but symbolically it suggests an existence based much more on movement and immediate action than on prolonged fixation.

When Monkey Characteristics Enter a Developed Human Mind

This becomes especially interesting when the same characteristics are embodied by a human being. Human consciousness has the further capacity for sustained meditation, self-observation, discrimination and inner transformation. My understanding is that constant activity, detachment and sattvic living free a large amount of mental energy that otherwise remains occupied in attachment, possession, unnecessary thought and psychological fixation. That energy becomes available for meditation.

Then something remarkable can happen: the meditation image can become continuously present in the mind. It is no longer necessary to make a great effort every time to bring it back. It begins to express itself and shine almost constantly. After awakening, that established meditation becomes the basis for resting in samadhi. In this sense, the mind that was once continuously moving can finally arrive at a state of perfect rest.

This is where I connect Hanuman with Ram. I understand Ram not merely as a historical person or external deity, but also as a state of being, a state of rest. The word itself can be associated with resting or delight, and the historical Rama can then be understood as the godly person who perfectly embodied that state. Thus the symbolism becomes very beautiful: Hanuman represents dynamic activity without attachment, while Rama represents perfect rest.

Why “Tumharo Bhajan Ram Ko Paave” Is So Deep

Seen in this way, “Tumharo bhajan Ram ko paave” means devotion to you makes get Rama, becomes much more than a simple devotional promise. Hanuman is not the final destination who keeps the devotee attached to himself. He is the bridge to Ram. The devotee begins with Hanuman, with his strength, activity, devotion, purity and freedom from attachment, and through that devotion consciousness gradually moves toward Ram, the state of inner rest.

Bhajan here also need not mean only singing devotional songs. It can mean remembrance, contemplation, love, surrender and living in the consciousness represented by Hanuman. The highest quality of the true guru is similar: he does not keep the disciple dependent upon himself; he leads the disciple beyond himself to the ultimate.

This makes the progression almost experiential: Hanuman, devotion, transformation of consciousness, and finally Ram. The servant becomes the doorway to the Master.

The Monkey Can Express the Outer Characteristics, but the Human Can Realize Their Inner Effect

There is also an important difference between an actual monkey and a human being who embodies monkey-like qualities. A monkey can naturally express movement, activity, non-fixation, simplicity and detachment through its behavior, but its brain does not have the same developed human capacity for abstract meditation and deliberate spiritual self-transformation. The monkey therefore expresses the outer characteristics, but little, if any, of their deeper inner effect.

A human being can take these same qualities and turn them inward. Activity combined with detachment can reduce psychological entanglement. Sattvic living can simplify the mind. Non-fixation can reduce possessiveness. All this can release mental energy for dhyana. When meditation becomes stable, the meditation image can become spontaneous, and that spontaneous dhyana can mature into awakening and samadhi.

This is why, for me, Hanuman is not merely a theory or philosophy. It resembles something I have directly experienced in life.

My Own Experience of Becoming Like Hanuman Through Association

These characteristics were strongly present in my Dadaguru. He was, in my experience, almost like Hanuman himself: extraordinarily active, detached, simple, meditative and inwardly free. I did not consciously decide to imitate him. I simply lived in his company and absorbed the atmosphere and way of living for years.

I found these same characteristics gradually appearing in myself. The result was awakening and dhyana. In this sense, the symbolism became a living experience. What I am describing is therefore not simply an intellectual theory about monkeys, humans and gods. It is my attempt to understand something that actually happened in my life.

Later, karma-yoga and the non-dual philosophy of Sharirvigyan Darshan became a kind of medium for amplifying tendencies that were already present in small form. The philosophy strengthened activity, detachment, non-duality, sattvikata and meditation, and these in turn strengthened spiritual development.

The Monkey as a Natural Symbol of Non-Duality and Detachment

Some very simple monkey behaviors also become meaningful in this symbolic reading. A monkey does not necessarily make the elaborate distinctions that human beings make. It can take both raw and ripe fruit as food without building a philosophy around the difference. It can use an ornament and then throw it away. The famous image of a monkey being given a golden necklace captures this beautifully: it may know how to wear an ornament and use things with its human-like hands and arms, yet it can soon drop the object as though it has no lasting interest in it.

That is why I find the monkey an unexpectedly powerful symbol of detachment and even non-duality. It can use the world without becoming permanently fixed in it. It can move constantly without needing to possess every place it visits. It can handle objects without making them the center of its identity.

When such qualities become conscious in a developed human being, however, they can do something the monkey cannot do by itself: they can produce sustained meditation, awakening and samadhi. Then the monkey-like activity reaches its opposite end in Rama-like rest.

For me, this is the deeper meaning hidden in “Tumharo bhajan Ram ko paave.” Hanuman is the embodiment of activity, purity, devotion and detachment; Ram is the state in which consciousness finally rests. The monkey gives the outer symbolism, the human gives it conscious direction, and the awakened state gives it its final meaning. In that sense, Hanuman truly becomes the bridge from restless movement to perfect rest, from worldly activity to dhyana, and from dhyana to Ram.

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