Kundalini as various gods, energy continuum as Shiva, Sahasrar Chakra as banyan tree and Brain is depicted as Mount Kailash

Friends, in the previous post, I was telling how the name ‘Chakra’ got its name. Actually Chakra literally means wheel itself. For example, chariot chakra, water chakra etc. I also explained why chakra is called the center of energy. This is written everywhere about the chakra, but it is not proved why it is said so. It smells of mystery. I proved it scientifically and empirically why it is called so. That is why the name of this website is “Demystifying Kundalini”. It was also proved psychologically that how Kundalini is formed by mixing Prana energy and Manas energy. Actually this mixed form of Prana energy and Manas energy is called Kundalini. This is the shortest definition of Kundalini. This is also called time-space mixing. Prana energy represents Time, and Manas energy represents Space. In this post I will explain how the Sahasrara Chakra is represented as the abode of Shiva.

The gods go to Kailash to persuade Shiva, who is angry with Dakshayagya

Lord Vishnu along with other gods went to Mount Kailash to persuade Shiva, who was angry with Daksha. Apart from humans, that mountain was serviced by eunuchs, apsaras or fairies and yogic sages. That was very high. That was adorned with pearls all around. That seemed strange with many types of metals. That was full of many types of trees and vines. It was surrounded by many types of animals, birds and springs. Siddanganas or wives of accomplished used to reside on its summit with their respective husbands. It was adorned with many types of cisterns, peaks and many types of tree species. Its radiance was as white as silver. That mountain was full of animals like big tigers etc., devoid of horror, full of splendor, divine and causing great wonder. The mountain was surrounded by the holy Ganges river and was extremely serene. Near that Kailash mountain was the divine city of Shiva’s friend Kuber named Alka. Near the same mountain there was a divine forest called Saugandhik, which was adorned with divine trees, and where the wonderful sound of birds etc. was being made. The divine and holy rivers named Nanda and Alaknanda were flowing from outside that mountain, which destroy sins by mere sight. God women come daily from their own world and drink the water of those rivers, and after taking a bath, being attracted by Rati or lust, they live with men. Then leaving behind that Alkapuri and Saugandhik forest, while going forward, those deities saw the banyan tree of Shankar ji nearby. That banyan tree was spreading shade around that mountain. Its branches were spread on three sides. Its circle was a hundred yojana high. It was devoid of nests and barred from heat. It is visible only to the pious souls. It was very delightful, His Holiness, Shiva’s place of yoga, divine, worthy of being consumed or inhabited by yogis, and very perfect. The deities saw Shiva sitting under that banyan tree, which gave shelter to Mahayogamayi and Mumukshu or liberation seeking people. Absorbed in the devotion of Shiva, having a calm body and mind, and being Mahasiddha, who are the sons of Brahma, Sanak etc., were worshiping that Shiva with pleasure. His friend Kubera, who is the leader of the guhyakas and demons, was doing special service to him along with his family and servants. He was wearing the true form of Lord Shiva, the favorite of the ascetics. He seemed to be friend from all over the world with affection, and was equipped with ashes etc. He was sitting on the carton of kusha, a holy grass, and on being asked by Narada etc., he was preaching knowledge to all the listeners gentlemen. He was seated in the truth-beautiful-logic posture with his left foot on his right thigh, and his left hand on his left knee, with a rosary of Rudraksha on his wrist. He tells the matter of supreme knowledge that salvation is not attained by action, but by knowledge. Therefore one should act with non-dual knowledge, which means one should do Karma Yoga. Those who distinguish between him, Brahma and Vishnu, go to hell. Meaning that Lord Shiva negates the discrimination.

Mutual equivalence of Mount Kailash and brain

Mount Kailash is the brain. There not only the common people, nymphs and dance-singing artists enjoy the pleasures, but sages and rishis also get the pleasure of meditation there. It is located at the highest point in the human body. Its manimaya Shikhars or pearly peaks means the many ridges or bulges made of its walnut-like shape, which keep shining with the bright thought-waves of the mind. Various types of metals mean its various structures and colored parts, such as skull bone, white matter beneath it, gray matter beneath it, fluid-soft eyes, ears, nose, teeth etc. The inner part of the brain is also divided into a variety of sizes and colors, such as the pons, hippocampus, pineal gland, etc. Various types of trees and vines mean different types of hair, such as hair of the head, hair of the beard, hair of the mustache, hair of the ear, hair of the nose, etc. You can also add nerve fibers in the list that have varying shapes and sizes. It appears as fibrous flesh on gross viewing. From this it seems that the ancient sages also had a good knowledge of the anatomy of the human body. Its detailed description is in Ayurveda. Many types of animals and birds mean microscopic parasites found entangled in the hair. The meaning of many types of springs is the biological secretion coming out of the glands of the eyes, ears and mouth etc. Visiting Siddhanganas or wives of accomplisheds on its summits means tantric romance by tantra yoginis, from which they derive great pleasure. The place of joy is the mind itself. There are many types of pores or cisterns around the brain, such as eyes, nose, ears etc. The peaks and trees have already been told above. That mountain being like silver means the bright thoughts of the mind full of consciousness. Carnivorois Animals like tiger mean lice, fleas etc. which can hide in the moisture of the hair. ‘Without horror’ means these minute creatures are not horrific. Divinity is in the mind. All divine expressions are accompanied by the functioning of the mind. Kundalini awakening is the most divine, that is why the activity of the brain is at its peak in it. Similarly, the brain is also a model of wonder. In this, there’s the physical expression of life or consciousness. Scientists have not been able to solve this puzzle till date. The river Ganga is the symbol of Sushumna Nadi here. Because she irrigates the Sahasrara, to which the whole brain is attached, that is why it is said to surround the entire mountain. It cleanses the whole brain with energy. The city of Shiva’s friend Kubera ie. Alkapuri has been called Agya Chakra. The word “Alka” is derived from Sanskrit’s Alakshit and Hindi’s Alakh words. It means invisible. The invisible Kundalini is visible from this chakra. That is why it is also called the third eye. In fact, when meditation is done on the Agya Chakra, the Kundalini appears on the Sahasrara. Because Shiva is in the form of Kundalini in the Shiva Purana, that is why Kuber, the arrogant deity of Ajnachakra, is said to be a friend of Shiva. If Shiva is depicted as energy continuum, even then kuber is proved as friend of Shiva for energy continuum is achievable only by means of Kundalini. The agya chakra is a symbol of intelligence. Therefore, it is natural that the wheel of agya chakra is associated with wealth, because wealth is earned only by intelligence. That is why its god Kuber is the richest in the universe. Near that mountain there is a forest called Saugandhik or nice smelling. Because it is being described immediately after Alkapuri, it means that the forest is near to it. That is the nose. Fragrance is experienced inside it, so it is believed that fragrance is being originated in it. Because the fragrance emanates from trees and flowers, the nose has been given the form of a forest. That forest is called divine because, despite being so small in size, it provides all the divine fragrances around the world. An ordinary forest cannot do this. The follicles or hair located in it can be considered as the divine tree. They are called divine because they are so small in size and few in number yet they help in providing divine fragrances around the world. They also provide protection to the odor-receptor cells. It may be that in the mythological era, the nose-hair was considered the only responsible for the aroma. There was a wonderful sound of birds etc. in that forest. That sound is actually the slow sound of breathing. It cannot be called sweet voice. That’s why it is called wonderful. Outside that mountain there are two rivers named Nanda and Alaknanda, ie. Ida and Pingala. The spinal cord is connected with the brain. If the spinal cord or vertebral column is called the mountains at the bottom, then the brain is made up of the mountain tops. Sushumna flows in it. She is called Ganga. Ida nadi flows outside the spinal cord to the left of it. Through this, man enjoys materialistic, limited, logical and judgmental or critical enjoyment of worldliness. That is why its name is Nanda or visibly enjoying. The second Nadi or channel, which is Pingala, flows on the right side of the mountain or vertebral column called Alaknanda. Through this man enjoys a status as spiritual, as void or space or sky, as darkness, as irrational or illogical, as unlimited, as nonjudgmental. Its name is Alaknanda or invisibly enjoying. As mentioned above, the word Alak is indicative of Alakh or Alakshit or non sensual. Because the sky is inexhaustible due to being infinite, that is why pingala’s name is Alaknanda, which means the bliss of Alakshit or invisible or undefined. Sins are destroyed by the sight of both the rivers. The river alone is not being talked about, but both the rivers are being talked about together. This means that by the simultaneous functioning of the left and the right brain, Advaita arises, which is the formlessness itself. Duality is the greatest sin, and non-duality is the greatest sinlessness. God women mean here noble women of a good and well-mannered household. Because they are affluent, they do not get caught up in the mess of worldliness. This keeps them immersed in the joy of Advaita or nonduality. The joy of this Advaita is depicted by the metaphoric writer in the form of drinking the water of both the rivers. They have a beautiful and graceful body. While bathing, Kundalini energy rises through their back, as I mentioned in a previous post. The same happens with those god-women as well. As the Mooladhara’s energy climbs up, their Mooladhara becomes powerless. It is only to give energy to Muladhara that they are attracted to Rati or pure lust, and lives with men. According to another metaphor, the god’s women are symbols of beautiful and human thoughts. Such thoughts are accompanied by Advaita bhava, that is, with them both the Ida and Pingala nadis flow. When both these nadis flow very fast, only then the divine sexual feeling is awakened. This is done only to give energy to Muladhara, because the energy of Muladhara keeps on climbing up through non-dualism. The non-material based Kundalini picture starts developing in the brain due to non-duality. Non material based means that kundalini image is fully mind based without any physical copy or counterpart outside. It requires a lot of energy, because being out of the reach of the senses, it does not get the support of the physical senses to strengthen itself like ordinary mental images. To fulfill this need, the energy rises up from the base chakra. Rati play done in that situation is very pleasurable and soul-developing, that means energy is flowing by means of it. Entering sushumna channel, this energy reaches Sahasrara.

Along with Kundalini, the brain also develops well from muladhar energy. That is why it is said that Kundalini is very important for the rapid development of mankind. The above Kundalini rituals can also be called tantric rituals. When a man is away from worldliness, has sufficient accumulated amount of energy in muladhar chakra due to low consumption, and his energy is already flowing in the sushumna, he is in a sadhu or sage state. He does not have much interest in Ratikrida or lustful play. Those women come from Devlok or god abode, meaning those human thoughts come out of the mind and start performing the work of worldliness with a non-dual spirit. This is said to be bathing in the Nanda and Alaknanda rivers by the goddesses. The gods and goddesses are themselves symbols of non-duality always. In ordinary people filled with duality, the upward effect of this energy is less marked. Therefore, their sensual feeling is only a momentary pleasure, which is called sex. Due to the duality in them, there is no Kundalini in their mind. Therefore, the energy of Muladhara does not climb up due to lack of need. That is why the energy of Muladhara is not conserved but gets destroyed. You can call Kundalini as the sexual-energy storing and delivering battery. Divinity resides in the mind itself. After crossing Saugandhik forest and Alkapuri, all the deities come to a banyan tree, whose branches spread over the entire mountain and cast shadow. Actually, Kundalini is depicted in the form of all those deities. The whole creation resides in the mind. It means that all the deities reside in the mind, because it is the deities who run the universe. Within a single Kundalini picture or meditation picture, the whole mind is absorbed in the same way as a sugar grain contains a whole sack of sugar or a whole sugarcane field. If someone wants to see sugar, then we do not pick up the whole sack of sugar but take one grain of sugar. This makes the job a lot easier. The amount of energy that can lift a sugar sack one foot high, the same amount of energy can lift a sugar grain thousands of feet high. Whatever work will be done with a sack of sugar, the same work will be done with a grain of sugar. Similarly, if the mind is to be taken up to Sahasrara to be united with Shiva, then we do not carry the whole world of the mind but carry only the Kundalini. This makes the task of reconciliation of Shiva-Mana or Shiva-Jiva very easy. The amount of energy with which the whole mind can be raised from the Muladhara to the Swadhisthana chakra or lower, the same amount of energy can elevate the Kundalini to the Sahasrara. What is the need of mind containing a heap of innumerable pictures, when the same thing will be done with a single Kundalini picture sorted out of that heap. Many deities have been shown in place of Kundalini, so that it can add interestingness and mystery to this psychological narrative. The banyan tree is sahasrara, because sahasrara is connected to the whole brain through nadis. Those nadis can be called branches of the tree of Sahasrara Chakra.  Its branches were spread on three sides, it means that from the Sahasrara to the left brain, right brain and then forward down to the front channel, energy is transmitted in three directions. It is getting energy from the back channel located in back and below direction. It is in the fourth direction, which we can call the trunk or root of that tree. Energy always flows from the root to the branches. Its upper extension is said to be 100 yojan high, which is a distance of around one thousand miles. It’s a big height reaching the outer space. Actually it means that the Sahasrara Chakra is associated with the energy continuum, which extends into the eternal sky. Probably, one thousand mark has been chosen as sahasrar itself literally means one thousand branches. It is barred from the nest, meaning no normal creature can reach there. It was barred from heat, which meant the very calm Sahasrara Chakra. The duality from which heat is created was not there at all. It was very delightful. This means that the beauty of all places is due to Sahasrara. At delightful places the energy gets condensed in the Sahasrar, that is why those places seem delightful. That’s why you must have seen that after roaming in a delightful place, the body does not feel like working for some time due to exhaustion. This happens because most of the body’s energy has gone to Sahasrara. After roaming in the delightful place, one becomes refreshed and serene. The old burden of sins seems to have been removed. That is why there is so much craze for tourism in the world. Pilgrimage also involves this very same principle. All this happens because of the Sahasrara Chakra. That is why it is called His Holiness. Only virtuous souls can see that tree. There is nothing surprising in this, it is clear from experience that the Kundalini consciousness falls down due to acts of violence etc., and rises up by virtue of humanity. It was divine. All divinity happens only in the Sahasrar Chakra. The word divine is derived from diva or light. The origin of light is the Sahasrara and the eternal energy associated with it. It was yogamayi or full of yoga and was the favorite abode of yogis and Shiva. Shiva is also a yogi. Connection or yoga with Brahman or energy continuum is possible only in Sahasrara. Obviously, Mumukshu people who desire salvation will go there, because it is possible to get rid of limited consciousness only in Sahasrara. Shiva was sitting at the root of that tree. Brahma or the unbroken energy or energy continuum is called Shiva here. He was in the guise of being dear to the ascetics. Meaning that he was in the form of non-dual form of unbroken energy, which is liked by the ascetics. Where did ordinary people immersed in duality start liking him? The sons of Brahma, Sanatkumar, etc., who are always absorbed in the meditation of Brahma, are said to be worshiping Shiva, because Shiva is also the greatest Tantrayogi of the universe. By concentrating on Ajna Chakra and Mooladhara, the prana energy gets channelized and centralized and comes to Sahasrara. It is said by Kubera to serve Shiva along with his guhyka or low level servants and family members. The Guhyak here symbolizes the Muladhara, as the Mooladhara and the Agya chakra are intertwined. Guhyaks are also dark tamoguni like Muladhara. The family members of Kubera are symbols of the prana or psychic energy scattered all around in the brain. The family members are under the control of the head of the family. Vatsalya or child-affection will be there in Shiva only. Lord Shiva, the lord of infinite consciousness, will think us as children with limited consciousness.. He was having bhasma or ash put on his body. Bhasma is a symbol of detachment, essence and loyalty. The essence of the whole world lies in the ashes. Why Shiva, who enjoys in the unbroken and unlimited energy, will like the limited energy called as world? Many people take inspiration from Shiva for Tantra Yoga and attain Kundalini awakening. This is depicted as preaching of divine knowledge of enlightenment by Shiva to his devotees.

Kundalini yoga and the zeroed void~ busting the common myth

Kundalini Tantra appears slightly different from Patanjali Yoga as the mind zeroing is not the  root goal in it.

Friends, Patanjali has said, Yogashchittavritti nirodha. Its literal meaning is, “yoga is blockade of mental waves”. This means that Patanjali would have attained awakening by vacating the mind, that is, through Vipassana. He might had achieved Kundalini awakening by accident or through a sudden and strong effort. What happened that with continuous Kundalini meditation, the work of Vipassana continued. Old ideas began to emerge and becoming dim before the Kundalini. They kept on disappearing and the void kept increasing. When there is absolute zero, suddenly the energy ascending from the mooladhara is felt as samadhi. This is Kundalini awakening. In this, the help of Tantric sexual power and other tantric methods was not taken. I have also mentioned this in a previous post that when due to some emotional shock the mind suddenly becomes emptiness through thoughtlessness, then suddenly the river of energy from Muladhara rises through the back to the Sahasrara. The same thing happened to me for the first time, which I have already described. There is nothing mystical or wondrous in this. This is a pure scientific phenomenon. That is why this incident would not have been bound by the boundaries of religion and lifestyle. It can happen with anyone. Just as lightning emanates from the clouds and falls on the ground due to the increase of the potential difference or energy difference between the cloud and the earth, so it happens between the brain or the sahasrara and the muladhara. When energy is accumulated in the Muladhara through Tantra Yoga, and when due to some mental shock or emotional shock, the energy of the brain suddenly decreases, then electricity falls from the Muladhara to the Sahasrara. That electricity passes through the center of the spinal cord. This is called the awakening of Sushumna or Kundalini awakening. That mental shock can come from being victim of infidelity, deceit, trouble, frustration, etc. That energy awakens the thought of the mind, that is, it creates samadhi. So this means that Kundalini yoga should be done daily. Do you know when a state of mental shock will arise? The possibility of awakening from this will be more only when all the chakras especially the Muladhara chakra are energetic. At the same time, Kundalini yoga will also keep all the nadis or channels open, which will facilitate the movement of energy. The special thing about Kundalini is that it’s created and strengthened so that zero can be easily attained. What happens with Kundalini yoga is that Kundalini is more effective than all other thoughts. This means that Kundalini becomes associated with all thoughts. As soon as the Kundalini is destroyed by a mental shock, all the thoughts associated with it are also destroyed immediately. If there is no Kundalini, then it becomes almost impossible to destroy all the hundreds of different thoughts. That is why it is said that awakening comes only to those whose Kundalini is activated. Same happened with me. I was doing Kundalini Yoga for many years. Then there was an online meeting with old classmates. I became very happy. Then for some reason I felt infidelity towards myself which caused a strange mental and emotional trauma to me. That mental state was full of joy and emptiness. I felt as if the  Kundalini working since so many years was being destroyed. I became empty, and lightheaded. The potential difference between Mooladhara and Sahasrara increased greatly because my Mooladhara chakra  was already very active with Kundalini Yoga. I felt a dazzling streak of energy running up my spine and connected to the Sahasrara. There was also an impression of a slight awakening, not a complete one. Although I was half asleep at that time, and in the same state of somnolence, I felt emotional tears pouring out of my eyes during the night. The momentary enlightenment was also obtained from this type of emptiness once upon a time near my teenage stage of life. But I do not find this method of emptiness suitable for a person living in the world. This makes the man like an escapist. I don’t even think this is a scientific method. Emptiness is felt by many people, but samadhi or awakening is felt by very few people. People try to achieve a state of emptiness even from intoxication. My first method of awakening sounds like emptiness to people, but that too was not completely emptiness. That too was an all-round tantric method. Although that was a little less tantric than the second awakening method. Whenever I was inclined towards awakening, or I used to remember awakening, even the most so called scholars used to think of me as an escapist person and make me a victim of mental boycott, let alone the common man. I do not know why people consider awakening to be zero. This is due to the neglect of Tantra Science. Now tantra science seems to be lost to me. According to the basic principle of tantra science, both awakening and worldliness run together with proper quality and with proper speed. It is very similar to Karma Yoga.

I don’t know why I feel deep inside that the emptiness method of kundalini tantra is like a coward’s way. I don’t know why it seems to me like a method of the beggar and the helpless. For this you have to live with the help of others. When someone gives emotional trauma, then there will be awakening. Can’t even thank him for the emotional trauma he inflicted. Strange concept. Maybe I think so, because everyone’s body structure is different. These are my own thoughts, and have arisen on my own experience. I am not presenting any theory. When a man is beaten from all sides, then only emptiness will be felt, and there will be awakening. Being beaten up means emotional trauma inflicted by someone. There is no difference between the two. Rather, emotional trauma is worse than physical beating, because it causes beating to the depths of the mind and soul. It is because of this beating principle that this proverb has become popular, “Whose there is no one, there is his God”. In this way man also harms his body too often. He does not take balanced diet, does not lead a balanced life. He suppresses the body a lot. This is so that the effect of emotional trauma is maximum. Be more, he becomes more and more void. Because if a man gains strength from a powerful life, he will move here and there to escape from emptiness. This method is like extracting a diamond from a coal mine. This is the way I see mostly popular. I think this method works only in special circumstances, but people have made it general. Actually it is the goal or the end, but people have made it a means. This void is generated by itself in the peak state of cultivation, but people do it by creating it willfully without doing spiritual practice. Actually it’s like a virtual zero, not a real zero, but people try to prepare a real zero for themselves as a nest to sit in. It is like a luminous, blissful, conscious and Kundalini-filled void, but many people mock it as dark, sad, and inert void without having Kundalini. This void lasts for a very short time and is destroyed by awakening, but people keep it constant and lock their mind as well as senses as if in a locked room. Rarely will you find awakened by it even by searching. Secondly, even people awakened with the Tantric Kundalini method of heroics and kings are rarely seen by me. Because people don’t practice it in proper way and openly. There remains doubt in their mind always. Doubtful being perishes. In this method, their ordinary everyday practical life is not brought down, but the Kundalini is raised so much by the Tantric power, that the whole material life in front of it becomes like a void. It is like fading of a lamp in front of the sun. Then material life doesn’t matter much. There is no need of becoming actual zero. There are only two ways to make the Kundalini-Sun shine over and above the world lamp. Either extinguish the world-lamp in front of weak kundalini sun, or make the Kundalini-sun shine so much that the world-lamp becomes faint. With this, physical and social life also progresses simultaneously. This is because Shakti does everything, physical as well as spiritual. To tell my point, I was very active in the worldly life during my kundalini yoga and Kundalini awakening. I did not run towards any cave in the forest for Kundalini awakening. I was reading a famous book on Kundalini by a famous yogi. In it he says that he left the metropolis and practiced meditation for many months in the deserted and terrible forest of the Himalayas. At last he saw in his mind a clear picture of a spider weaving a web. When he opened his eyes, it was the same scene outside. Then he would write that after completing his sadhana, he came to his home. Although it was very high level of concentration, but there was no mention of Kundalini and Kundalini awakening in the completion of sadhana, for which that book was basically written. Don’t know what was the perfection of that sadhana? So much struggle to see spider webbing through mind? I am not criticizing anyone here, but I am putting forth the facts. Spiritual growth also stops when one does not scrutinize facts for fear that it may become a criticism of others. Similarly another gentleman writes in his famous Kundalini book that he used to do Kundalini sadhana in a lonely, deserted dark room in ruins. Several months later he felt an egg-like cracking at the base of the back and a luminous fluid rising up the center of the back. With this experience the Kundalini book ends. Although it was an amazing experience, but nothing was concluded about Kundalini and Kundalini awakening, for which that book was appearing dedicated externally. I was walking shoulder to shoulder with a fully developed and civilized society during the glimpse of my Kundalini awakening. I was following my worldly duties and responsibilities as earlier. Enjoying state-of-the-art facilities. In a state-of-the-art vehicle, I with my family was enjoying the tour of state-of-the-art routes and places. The family governed by my love would often go on long drives to watch high quality movies on the state-of-the-art big screen. We enjoyed the views of both natural and artificial nature to the fullest. What more, I was fully participating in international Kundalini forum. Now, what can be more worldliness than these all. I have never felt alienated from the colorful world. Didn’t even feel much affection together. Along with the dazzling world, Kundalini was also kept shining the most by tantric power. Due to this, the whole shining world remained faded in front of the non-dualistic Kundalini that was shining fully. From Advaita everything seemed the same. Perhaps driving and touring also has some contribution in creating Advaita. Kundalini was staying always in the brain. It seemed that everything was inside the Kundalini. This does not mean that Kundalini awakening takes place only by such indulgence. I am just giving example. You can call the first or emptiness method of kundalini awakening as the negative pressure method. This means that the vacuum of emptiness in it sucks the kundalini energy upwards. It’s like sucking up the juice through a straw, or the vacuum cleaner sucking up the dust. Similarly, the second tantric method of Kundalini awakening can be called as positive pressure method. This means that the Kundalini is pumped forcefully from the bottom to the top with the help of tantric forces. It is as if the river water is pumped up to the top of the hill by an electric motor pump. Many people make a balanced use of both methods. They also create a little void in the brain, and provide additional force to propel the Kundalini energy up from the Mooladhara as well, through a tantric-powered Kundalini pump. Perhaps this was my way of getting glimpse of Kundalini awakening. I got little virtual void through nondual lifestyle. That’s why it happened so easily. Of course it was a ten second glimpse of Kundalini awakening, but it was Kundalini awakening. There is essentially no difference between a liter of water and five liters of water. That glimpse didn’t end because I didn’t deserve it or I longed too much for it. I intentionally ended that glimpse myself. This is because I did not want to enter the transcendental dimension. I was disheartened from my previous experience. There is no respect for this dimension nowadays. Such a man is considered a lunatic and an escapist. The scientific and progressive thinking of such a man is suppressed by the over orthodox and over materialistic notions of different types together. People with such notions and beliefs understand that this or that attained awakening just while sleeping in the dark pit. They don’t understand that this man has to go through many physical struggles for it. This being has received the title of zero when it has achieved the top material and social achievements, and it is ready to enter the progressive material world again, but with awakening. In fact, awakening is such a strange transcendental dimension, which is not visible to anyone, only the void is visible. Similarly, most of the people do not know that the Kundalini which is necessary for spiritual development, the same Kundalini is also necessary for material development. If the joy of awakening comes from the Kundalini, then material enjoyment and luxury is also available with the help of Kundalini. They continue to feel Kundalini, because no one can deny their experience. But they do not know in detail about it. It is as if a person ignorant of sugar can feel its sweetness, but he does not know about it in detail, such as what is the color and shape of sugar, where it came from, how it is made, how it works, what are its benefits, and where else is it used. After awakening, a man’s even own dearest people become aliens to him. Because he’s transformed. No one understands the depth of the heart of such a man. In many cases even best friends become best enemies. Man takes revolutionary steps by the hand of divine power. He’s not an angry revolutionist in fact, but a rebellion, a peaceful social worker. But the ordinary people consider him revolutionist for their attitude is like that. One should read difference between revolutionist and rebellion by Osho for details. There is always a danger to life. I myself have experienced these after my first awakening. Even after doing so much, if your people become alien, then what is the use? That’s why we should have full fun in this world openly. The more foolish one is, the happier he is in this world. Only fool is free of transformative shocks. He has all his own. Balance of materialism and spiritualism is the best. Middle path is the best. These are my own views, that’s why I am writing on my personal blog. This is not a story telling or preaching blog. I think the Kundalini method with negative pressure is for those who are weak, sick, old, powerless and away from worldliness. The method of Kundalini sadhana with positive pressure is for those who are strong, healthy, young, energetic and immersed in worldliness.

The real and scientific method is tantric Kundalini meditation. In this, not the emptiness of thoughts, but the high intensity of thoughts (Kundalini thoughts/pictures) is used to raise the energy-river of Muladhara. So it is a humane and loving way. This is a practical and secular method, which is suitable for everyone. This method is best for materialistic type of people. On the other hand, the method of emptiness seems like a wild way. I think that perhaps the nature of some Hindus must have been escapist due to the misunderstanding of this basic sutra of Ashtanga Yoga of Rishi Patanjali. Although both methods are Kundalini driven,There is a small important difference, which people cannot easily see. In the Kundalini method of emptiness, emptiness is created from the Kundalini. It takes a lot of time. It also does not resort to tantric sexual force. This is a pure Ashtanga Yoga or Raja Yoga method. In the Tantric Kundalini method, the Kundalini is strengthened so much by giving Tantric sexual force that the Kundalini bypasses the void and directly draws the energy-river of Muladhara up to the Sahasrara. That is why Tantric Kundalini awakening is always experienced starting from Kundalini. Awakening with emptiness can be triggered by any thought or picture, although most often begins with the Kundalini, and the Kundalini plays a greater role because of its habit of meditating. During the awakening of Tantric Kundalini, a man is having fun in the world, and is roaming around. But during Kundalini awakening with emptiness, he is lonely, retired, and depressed in the eyes of the world. It is not easy for a social being to create emptiness. If it is born, it is not easy to maintain it, because it is not that one can be awakened as soon as emptiness is born. I think that this void sadhana is also responsible for the slowing down of material and intellectual development in Hinduism. Patanjali’s notion of blocking Chitavritti or thought wave, or the cessation of thoughts of the mind, would have led people to imply that the less use of the mind, the quicker and better the awakening. But they may not have understood Patanjali’s esoteric idea, according to which Kundalini practice itself creates emptiness, no need to deliberately hold the mind hostage. In Patanjali Yoga, an attempt is made to brighten the Kundalini picture by increasing the darkness of the background scenery of the mind with mind restraining methods like Yama-Niyama etc. To give additional energy to Kundalini, there is no provision for the consumption of energy-dense substances such as tantric Panchamkaras. Whereas in tantric Kundalini yoga additional energy is provided to extra shine the Kundalini and also to increase the brightness of the background scene. Simultaneously, the brightness of the background scene is also transferred over the Kundalini by tantric techniques. This does not affect the worldly luxuries either. However, it’s a universal truth that something is better than nothing. I mean, in whatever human way awakening is available, it should be grabbed.