O my Mountain king Karol【a devotional song-poem】

The King Mountain Karol rising with the Sun {photo by Jaswinder kaur}
O My mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol.

Whenever wake up in the morning
you're the only smiling being.
Whenever wake up in the morning
you're the only smiling being.
Hooding up sun-lamp on your head
lighting up pretty world with red.
Holding up sun-lamp on your head
lighting up pretty world with red.
Offered the water for the sun
Offered the water for the sun
you took bath with sun my dad.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol.

Whenever tired of big work load
lift up my big head off road.
Whenever tired of big work load
lift up my big head off road.
Seeing you steady 'n untired
I can't stop working on board.
Seeing you steady 'n untired
I can't stop working on board.
Holy spring of karmyoga
Holy spring of karmyoga
rush-flowing from you my lord.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol.

All the relatids have gone changed
whole world too has been estranged.
All the relatids have gone changed
whole world too has been estranged.
Screened the whole circle of friends
time enslaved them in his hands.
Screened the whole circle of friends
time enslaved them in his hands.
Happy to have a friend like you
Happy to have a friend like you
mind-sweet in the form of thou.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol.

Hold up seat at top abodes
you're the deity of all gods.
Hold up seat at top abodes
you'r the deity of all gods.
Rise up from the muladhar root
thrilled on the sahasrar nodes.
Rise up from the muladhar root
thrilled on the sahasrar nodes.
All the gods together with you
All the gods together with you
made just cute one looks like thou.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol.

Hairy herbs are inside thou
snake peacock 'n human crow.
Hairy herbs are inside thou
snake peacock 'n human crow.
Ganges streams and Water-fall
third eye the grue-some pit-fall .
Ganges streams and Water-fall
third eye the grue-some pit-fall.

Pretty look has crown of moon
draws always this my mind soon.
Pretty look has crown of moon
draws always this my mind soon.
Sub-mountain up to the base
Nandi bull being ready for race.
Sub-mountain up to the base
Nandi bull being ready for race.

Lightening looks Gaura on you
thundering glistening beats damru.
Lightening looks Gaura on you
thundering glistening beats damru.
Thys terrain with thunder-storms
looks Natarajan dancing norms.
Thys terrain with thunder-storms
looks Natarajan dancing norms.

Tiger skin cloth cloud flower
mist being as pure pyre shower.
Tiger skin cloth cloud flower
mist being as pure pyre flower.
Ganpat god rained with reasons
tridents mixture of seasons.
Ganpat god rained with reasons
tridents mixture of seasons.

Thys mind-pleasing look with norm
Thys mind-pleasing look with norm
matches just one that's Shiva form.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
When this world rejected
you happily adopted.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol
you are so wonderful soul.
O my Mountain king Karol.
-Hridayesh Bal🙏🙏bhishm

Kundalini is in the form of the best guru and Bindu, which becomes very strong with the sarvalingamaya body and Kumbhaka pranayam

Friends, got one more proof of the correctness of the statement of my previous post. It is in the very next chapter of Shivpuran that after being consumed in the fire, a woman named Sandhya entered the solar system. There it broke into two pieces. The upper part made up the morning Sandhya or dawn, and the lower part made the evening Sandhya or dusk. Then it is written that the time of day between night and sunrise is morning sandhya, and the time between sunset and night is evening sandhya. I had also written in the previous post that Kundalini keeps away from lust. In this post I will explain how Kundalini does this.

Kundalini attracts sexual energy

Kundalini draws the energy of the body. I added the word sexual because this energy is most effective in the body. It acts like a magnet. If you meditate on Kundalini on any chakra, then the life energy itself will start moving in the channel loop, and will strengthen the Kundalini. Many people revolve the prana energy first, many people meditate on Kundalini first on the chakra. The conclusion of both is the same.

By giving sexual gloss to Kundalini, Kundalini becomes alive

Veerya tej or Semen gloss lives in the Muladhara Chakra. Tej means brightness and sharpness. It is just like mercury. That is why the Shivling of mercury is very powerful. In a previous post I told how my Kundalini shone by meditating near a Parad Shivling.

what is Bindu and bindu chakra

The bindu is name given to the drop of semen. The literal meaning of bindu is also drop. You can call bindu as slang name for semen. The Bindu chakra is located between the Sahasrara and Ajna chakras, little above the middle of the forehead to the back. It is called Bindu Chakra because it receives maximum distilled seminal power. Brahmins tie their braids here.

The Jyotirlinga’s light is from the bindu of Shiva

Twelve Jyotirlingas are famous among Hindus. These indicate the twelve chakras of the body. There are actually 12 chakras. The eighth chakra is the bindu chakra. The ninth, tenth, eleventh and twelfth chakras are located on the top of the head at a little height above each other. These Jyotirlingas are built at different places of the country as its chakras. In fact, the country also acts like a body. Its full detail is in the book Physiology philosophy or shareervigyan darshan in Hindi. The flame at these places symbolizes the brilliance of the bindu. That bindu originates from the linga of Shiva. That’s why their name is Jyotirlinga. Bindu has associated the Shivlingam with the Shiva Chakras. In a way, it can be said that the linga is established on all the chakras. This is called the omnipotent body or sarvalingamaya body. There is also a sarvalinga stotra. It contains the names of countless famous Shivling places located in the country. It gives an indication about the spread of the bindu’s brightness throughout the body.

Bindu Teja should not be implanted on the Chakra Kundalini by holding the breath

During the meditation of Bindu Tej, the breath starts moving very fast. Blood pressure also increases. At that time there is probably some intense physical and mental activity going on. Mental activity is visible in the form of the brightness of Kundalini. It is just like it happens during bindu-fall. The heartbeat also increases at that time. This exercise should not be done by holding the breath. Holding your breath can weaken the heart. It is as if one tries to hold the breath at the time of a bindu fall in reproductive organ. This can lead to a feeling of suffocation and severe fatigue. Therefore, after holding the breath and meditating on a chakra, when the breath becomes normal, only then can you relax and meditate on the implantation of the bindu radiance on the chakra Kundalini coming up from lower organs through back channel. Heart patients, breathing patients, high blood pressure patients should also not do this exercise. If you do, do less, do so with caution and advice. The simplest and safest way of Kundalini contemplation is the contemplation of Advaita or nonduality.

The bindu is Kundalini-form

The bindu and the mind are intertwined. The nature of both is bright and powerful. Only when the bindu is active, then beautiful and bright thoughts come to the mind. It is because of this bindu-activity that creatures are attracted towards reproduction. Kundalini is also a main part of the same mind. Hence she also receives power from the bindu. In fact, the highest peak of the mind is Kundalini awakening. That is why it is said in a nutshell that a creature performs all the activities, mainly Kamadeva related activities of lust, only for the awakening of Kundalini. Kundalini is a mental picture, which is in a way a representative or sample piece of the whole mind. A mental picture does not mean that it is a still picture. If there is a mental picture of Shiva’s form, it can also walk with Parvati, dance the Tandava, do sadhana in the crematorium, and whatever else. It is being called representative because, by subduing it, the whole mind is under control, and by achieving it completely, the whole mind, or rather, everything is achieved. Everything is in the mind. By attaining it completely, everything is achieved. Kundalini awakening or as it is called full samadhi, this is the total attainment of Kundalini or mind. You will not find such a beautiful, practical, scientific and experiential definition of Kundalini anywhere. Whether you try to find in any book or on other platforms. I didn’t get either. That’s why I kept on doing Kundalini sadhna only after guessing. When Kundalini awakening happened, then I came to know. Knowing about Patanjali’s meditation and samadhi, practiced about it. But I did not find anywhere about Kundalini. It was kept a secret, and there were so many words about it, as many there were mouths. Then I came to know that Kundalini awakening and complete samadhi are one and the same thing. The Kundalini is the one, on which Patanjali has asked to meditate, saying it as the picture of any deity or guru or beloved or  the picture of any favorite object. In the olden days it was customary to keep it a secret, so that it would not be misused. Today it is a free society. This inspired the creation of this dedicated Kundalini website. This shows the extent to which there is confusion, as I had before.

Linga sensation on the chakras

This feeling occurs when a man has worked hard and heavy, and he has taken a lot of yoga breaths with the belly. Not everything gets done just by breathing with the stomach. Along with that, one has to also meditate that prana is going down with the air while inhaling, and the pit which is formed on the back navel chakra due to the expansion of the stomach forward, is pulling apana up from the bottom. This causes the prana and apana to collide on the Manipura chakra, and there with contraction produces sensation. I have told about the collision of Pran-Apan in a previous post. One should not pay attention to the outgoing breaths, as this weakens the collision of Prana-Apan. That sensation and contraction, then ascending through the back to the brain, refreshes all the chakras. She then descends through the front to refresh the front chakras, especially the chakras below. This leads to a deep breath in with a feeling of freshness, and then the breaths become calm. If you inhale like an empty bellows, it will only increase fatigue. Of course the benefit will be there, but it will be less. Anyway, the breath goes according to the situation. A man himself keeps on learning by making mistakes. It is better than to do nothing to keep making mistakes, but the mistake should not be harmful. But many times, when the heavy breathing does not stop, the man goes to the emergency hospital section out of fear that the oxygen level is going down due to the failure of his lungs. Same happened with me once. In fact it is caused by some stress and by breathing like a bellows. It seems that there is no satisfaction with the breath. Wherever Kundalini appears, if you meditate on the energy loop along with its meditation, then as soon as the Kundalini starts moving in the loop, the energy circulation in the loop increases. Energy moves with Kundalini. Energy should be kept moving in the loop. In fact, in most cases, fatigue is not caused by a lack of oxygen, but by the accumulation of vital energy on a chakra. This is also called the block of the chakra. Even a good deep breath is enough to channelize that prana energy into the loop channel. Let me tell you one more thing. We yawn only to relocate and give movement to the prana energy. That is why by yawning, there is a feeling of getting rid of fatigue. That’s why I say that one should go deep into every fact. Understanding half-heartedly from surface can lead to loss instead of profit. That is the purpose of this Kundalini dedicated website. There is also a condition for the experience of chakra-linga that one’s daily Kundalini yoga practice should be continued continuously. This feeling is enhanced if it is accompanied by bindu protection along with joyful rhetoric. By doing this after 4-5 days of rest, the possibility of this omnipotent feeling is more. There is a sharp and joyful feeling on the chakras mainly the navel chakra, anahata chakra and vishuddhi chakra. It seems like a delightfully sharp contraction on the chakra. It is as if bindu fall is going on the chakras. In fact, chakras are not a physical structure. These are the places in the body where the energy condenses, and a blissful sensation manifests. You can call the chakras the gathering places of energy. Anyway, the whole game is about sensation. Sensation can be transferred by cultivation, and sensation can be created at any chakra.
The more force of the prana and apana clash with each other, the stronger their combination will be. The more they meet each other, the more Kundalini benefits will be received. Prana is the symbol of sattva and apana is the symbol of tamo guna. These two Basic qualities or gunas also want to be mixed in the same way. It was a few years back. I had to stay with some VIP people for 1-2 days. I didn’t want it from my heart, because they were too much to eat and drink. But there was compulsion. However, I do not mind the limited and controlled use of such things. I had to sit with them while they had dinner. They were intoxicated by eating nonveg and drinking in huge quantity. At that time as if their hidden third eye had opened. They could easily read even the tiniest expressions of my face. They grabbed my extinguished mind. I feel, hey even considered minor things from me against them. At that time, thry did not say anything while being intoxicated, but they kept that’s mentsl tease for enough time ahead. In fact, due to intoxication and non-veg, a lot of tamoguna engulfs a person. In such a situation, he has to give the same amount of goodness from outside. When Tamagun and Satoguna meet together within him, he experiences immense joy and spiritual progress, and becomes a forever admirer of the one who bestows Satoguna. Even a man of Satoguna gets this benefit, because he receives Tamoguna from Tamoguni. That is, each other’s gunas are mutually beneficial to both types of people. That is why there was caste system in Hindu society. There the quality of Brahmin was Satoguna, Kshatriya had Rajoguna, Vaishya had mixed quality and Shudra had Tamoguna. Today man keeps on changing his qualities. Sometimes Satoguna, sometimes Rajoguna and sometimes Tamoguna takes hold as per the requirement. So there is doubt about the real quality of everyone. Due to this, quality reconciliation is not done well, due to which spiritual progress is less. One point coming in mind. I feel that guna milan or quality matching of man and woman as done before Hindu marriages is the same thing. If gunaah of both are able to intermix with each other, a delightful married life ensues, otherwise guna clashes cause disturbed married life. This virtue can be bestowed by being submissive, loving, by showing graciousness, and by displaying all other divine qualities. Along with this there should also be a mental sense of generosity and dedication. There should not be arrogance and narrow mindedness or selfishness. On the contrary, with it the partner will become more angry. He will feel that he wants to keep his Satoguna confined to himself and does not want to mix it with my Tamogun. On the contrary, if Tama-guna expressions like depression, disinterest, hatred etc. are shown in front of him, then his Tama-guna will increase further. Due to this he himself can also go into severe depression. Along with those VIPs, other people who, even after eating and drinking, were acting falsely in front of them and were applying butter to them well, became favoured. This happened to me many times in college as well. This shows that the world runs well only by working together with love. Hindu mythological Samudramanthan is good example of this.

I was also having man and woman both balanced. Then man world bothered me. At last I shed away woman mind and gave a befitting reply. Result was my half gone. Incompleteness. After marriage I got my that lost half. I’m Happy. Don’t worry. You can become complete alone or take help of others. Choice is yours. It’s the same thing. Although quality sharing appears more efficient at first glance.

Kundalini is the best guru, who guides in yoga

I never understood the bookish knowledge of Kumbhak Pranayama. I didn’t even know the way to hold breathing is called Kumbhaka. It was Kundalini that forced me to hold breathing on the chakras, because it glowed very fast with this. The joy was high. My mind became lighter and clearer. I have described this in a previous post, where I am giving it the name of the collision between prana and apana by holding the breath. Maybe that collision also has a literal name. I mean with this saying to do according to oneself. Then when I searched the name Kumbhak on Google, I got a lot of bookish knowledge on the first search page, but no one had their own practical experience. For example, it was written there that the breath should not be exhaled forcefully. I never thought so. Do we not exhale forcefully while running. Lungs are not that delicate either. There are many things in book knowledge, which can lead to confusion. It should not be surprising if one could not do Kumbhak due to the fear of getting harm with forceful exhale. Similarly, while meditating, I also move according to the need, so that it is easy to sit and meditate well on the Kundalini. In bookish knowledge, you have been asked to remain absolutely stable like a pillar. One may not be able to meditate because of not being still, thinking that without stillness there can be no meditation. There are many things that can cause confusion. Therefore it is necessary to write or say completely and clearly. Flexibility is essential in the case of yoga. Nevertheless, study does yield benefits, of whatever quality. It is better to have something than to be nothing. Today, after reading this so called superficial knowledge, I slowed down and deepened my breath while doing yoga, then I got a lot of benefit, of course, it took a little more time. The conclusion is that Kundalini continues to teach yoga on her own accord. The same inspires reading. Therefore, if the true meaning of Kundalini is known, then more than half the journey of yoga is covered. That is the basic purpose of this website.

Kundalini grows best in confluence

Mount Karol

Rati is the daughter of Daksha and granddaughter of Brahma

Friends, the previous post was a bit short, this time get relaxed to read the longread article. In the previous post, I had called Rati the daughter of Brahma. In fact she is the daughter of Daksha. The matter is the same, because Daksha is the mind-son of Brahma. Daksha means skillful. When a man adopts in his mind the determination of mastery in worldliness i.e. Karma Yoga, then a Kundalini is born in his mind. This is the birth of Rati i.e. Kundalini from the sweat of Daksha i.e. Karmayoga. This is what I have written in the previous post also that Kundalini has to be developed by first being born through Karma Yoga, then only it can be successfully aligned with dedicated Tantra Yoga for final awakening.

Religion or Dharma is a symbol of wisdom

According to the legend, Dharma tried to stop Brahma from having romance with Sandhya, but he did not stop. Then Dharma pleaded with Shiva to stop Brahma. Dharma or Vivek or Wisdom is also the mind-son of Brahma. This too is a form of thought of mind, of course, the intellect is said to be superior to the mind. It really is the knowledge of good and bad. But a man suffering from sexism often does not listen to it. When Dharma sees that things are not working for him, then he remembers Shiva in the form of Kundalini. He appears at the same time and prevents the man from doing wrong. That is why it is said that God or Kundalini is beyond the intellect. Where even the intellect or mind is lost, there is benefit by remembering the Kundalini. If Kundalini is always remembered by daily yoga practice, then what to say?

Sandhya Kaal is a symbol of Advaita

Sandhya woman is a metaphor of Sandhya Kaal (Dusk and Dawn), this is indicated by a verse in which it is written that Kamadeva was being adorned with Rati like lightning shining with clouds in the sandhya time or evening. The word sandhya is derived from the Sanskrit word sandhi, which means union. In the evening all the opposite sentiments are united. In this way Sandhya is equivalent to God or Advaita. Due to the balance of day and night in the evening, man also becomes balanced. In fact, in the evening, the degrees of day and night are equal. In the evening, the left and right brain of a man starts moving equally. Its yin and yang become equal. Equal breath starts flowing through both his nostrils. The yoga technique of connecting prana and apana that I described in the previous post is also similar to sandhya. In fact, wherever two mutually opposite feelings join together, it becomes Sandhya. In that calm state all work especially spiritual work becomes more successful. The evening and morning sandhya are so much associated with the worship that the act of worship is itself called doing Sandhya. Similarly, the eclipse period is also a sandhya period. The work done in it gives manifold results. That is why it is said that only good and spiritual works should be done during the eclipse period. In the olden times, the kings used to leave the kingdom immediately and go to the forest for penance. Even the initial period of a few days of exile was like a great Sandhya time for them. At that time they used to wake up their Kundalini quickly by doing Kundalini Sadhana. In the same way, the darkness created by the Panchamkaras is entered into their luminous mind as made by yoga practice by tantrics, which creates a better artificial sandhya time. In that, they attain many siddhis or accomplishments, Kundalini awakening is also one of them. The Ganges and Yamuna rivers meet at the confluence or Sangam of Allahabad. These two rivers have opposite qualities. This makes a very good Sandhya spot. That is why the confluence is considered very sacred. Yogis go to deep mountains and forests for yoga practice because there they feel the confluence. In many religions, the virgin girl is worshiped because in the girl there is a confluence of both man and woman.

One gets pleasure from traveling in the sandhya, but Kundalini development is there only for the yogi

Due to the increase in the beauty of a man, he can easily become a victim of lust in the sandhya. The main reason for this is that in the mind of the romantic lover, the Kundalini of the form of his romantic partner resides. In the sandhya it starts shining brightly. At that time, if such a person is in the company of immoral people, then he can take wrong steps under the influence of sex driven by sexual Kundalini. It can be unsocial and together can also cause great loss to the Kundalini of his mind. But if he is in the company of virtuous friends and people, then while under their influence, he cannot take any wrong step. He controls the Kundalini, is not in the control of the Kundalini. Due to this his Kundalini progressively grows leading him to Kundalini awakening or directly to enlightenment. This is an example and relates to every worldly indulgence. That is why it is said to be in a spiritual atmosphere in the evening time. Anyway, people go out for a walk on the mall in the evening. Bliss comes from the accumulation of extravagant thoughts from here and there, but it only increases the illusion in the form of worldly duality. Yogis are easily recognizable in such times. The effect of Kundalini on his face gives a special glow and calmness. In the evening, due to the equal and efficient working of both the hemispheres of the brain, mental power is at its peak.

If the common man gets confusion from the sandhya time worldly work, the Tantrayogi strengthens the Kundalini

In fact Brahma is a common man. Everything has its origin in the mind of man. There is nothing outside. These mountains, oceans, moons, stars are all a product of the mind. Similarly, the time of sandhya was also made in the mind. To awaken sex consciousness in the sandhya means to be attached to the sandhya goddess. Later feeling ashamed, Sandhya thought of renouncing her body while doing penance. This means that she was going to lose her true Sacred form. Then Gods like Brahma, Shiva etc. got her married to the spiritual sage Vasistha. Means that the sandhya time was again fixed for spiritual work. Tantric rituals are an exception to this. Of course they may seem material and worldly from outside, but from inside they are spiritual. That is why most of the tantric rituals are also preferred to be done in the sandhya. Kamadeva was cursed by Brahma to be burnt to ashes and destroyed, because he had troubled the sages and the deities in the sandhya time. So this is a matter of fear for the common man, because he lives only on indulgence. Anyway, man remains tired in the evening sandhya time due to the whole day’s work. Similarly, waking up in the morning sandhya time, one remains having lethargy caused by sleep. This is the boon of Shiva given to sandhya that indulgence work will not disturb her. Meaning that at that time man’s material desires and sexual desires get destroyed. In a way, the kama or indulgence is tiring, the whole of it is not destroyed. Only tantra yogis can do complete destruction of kama. Therefore, this time is a boon for tantra yogis, because they ultimately want to attain knowledge by destroying lust. They first create Kama or lust with their Tantra Vidya, then destroy the same Kama with their stronger turned Kundalini. They give the power of sex to their Kundalini. The common man does not know the technique of converting the energy generated by sex into Kundalini, so that energy creates confusion with colorful thoughts. The second meaning comes from this that Shiva gives himself as a boon. Shiva is a cool and void form, what does he have to give except himself? But when Shiva is found, then everything is found by itself. Shiva is in the form of Kundalini Rati. Therefore, by Kundalini yoga, the kama itself is destroyed.

Kundalini takes energy from Kama and finally destroys Kama, then revives Kama

Now look at the kama itself. He was so infatuated with Rati that he did not even care about the curse placed on him by Brahma, and he agreed to marry Rati under the instigation of the gods. This was the beginning of it being consumed, because ultimately the Kundalini, the Rati, has to destroy the Kama. Now it is not surprising that Kundalini rati is given the name Shiva, because Shiva and Shakti are essentially the same. Shiva consumed Kama, meaning Kundalini consumed Kama. Now if someone says how can it be that Rati is also Kundalini and Shiva is also Kundalini. So its explanation is that Rati is actually a feeling of the mind, but Shiva is the reality. Although both can be expressions of the mind, but I am talking about the relativity of these two. Meaning that relatively Shiva is more real than Rati. Similarly, Rati is more emotional or mind form than Shiva. If Shiva is in the form of an idol kept in the temple, then Rati is in the form of his meditation in mind. Rati means strong affection. Now in Shivpuran, it’s obvious that one will have attachment to Shiva only and not to any other deity. Shiva Purana has been advised to meditate on Shiva everywhere. Similarly, when the marriage of Shiva-Shakti means Kundalini awakening, then Kama is blessed with a revival. It means that after awakening, man again gets absorbed in the world, although with knowledge and non-attachment. After awakening, man is not worried about getting anything, so he starts living freely.

Cupid’s flowers injure a man in love

The story is interesting in that Kamadeva, born from the mind of Brahmadev, had five flowers’ arrows or weapons. Brahma or Brahmadeva here is synonymous with the collective form of all people or living entities, and Kamadeva is synonymous with the collective sexual desires of all living entities. That is why word God is associated with Kama and Brahma. If there was talk of single man’s sex, one would only say sex. In this way, Kama and Kamadeva are essentially one and the same. These five arrows of Kamadeva are, Harshan means to please, Rochan means to be liked, Mohan means to fascinate or to make one mad in one’s affair, Shoshna means to absorb power, and Maran means to kill. Now it is surprising that the last three deadly weapons are also of flowers. That is why a man injured by these weapons loses a lot in love, and he does not even realize it. This shows the practicality, farsightedness and meticulousness of ancient sages. There can be no forest dweller who can make such good metaphors, as is the common misconception. They were the most embroidered and fabricated in the world.

Along with kama, a lot of emotions also run, due to which the man is immersed in blissful fun

Then it is written that as soon as Brahma looked towards the sandhya with a feeling of lust, forty nine expressions were born from his body. The same happens with the common man. After getting aroused, he starts showing colorful expressions. He is the friend of friends, the father of fathers, the son of sons and I can’t share the complete list of what and what he becomes. He becomes all rounder. What are the feelings that are not born in him? Mother’s feeling, sister’s feeling, Guru’s feeling, elderly’s feeling, child’s feeling, young man’s feeling, animal’s and bird’s feeling, tree and creeper’s feelings, mountain’s feelings etc.-etc. Look at the vast poetry done by such romantic people. These feelings rise more in the sandhya time, because there is peace in the mind at that time. There is no evil in emotions, but there is evil in attachment. In the house where Sandhya Yoga takes place, these sex-borne bhavas or feelings mix with Kundalini and destroy attachment and ill-will. Only pure love remains. Kundalini and love keep increasing each other progressively. So there is no harm in loving, if it is kept pure and spiritual. Rather, that love is the greatest yoga. A man becomes passionate about being enamored with love and rejoices. These days it is called being hyper or hot or colourful. That is the charm of kama. It has been explained in a very beautiful style with practicality, modernity and scientificity, in the book Physiology Philosophy or sharirvigyan darshan in Hindi and Love story of a Yogi. There are many beautiful metaphorical stories in the Puranas. I think that while telling the story, along with the original story, the mystery of the metaphor given in it should also be decoded. This will give more benefit to the listeners.

The boons sought from Shiva by Sandhya were for protection from lust, not from pure love

I am saying this because many people do not even talk to each other in the sandhya due to fear of kama. Shameful penance by sandhya means spiritual practices performed by spiritual people for a long time in the sandhya. It was needed because they had pursued sex, not pure love. Pure love is itself austerity. Three boons were sought by Sandhya, which were fulfilled by Shiva. The first boon, as soon as one is born, there is no sexual desire in a living being, it means that the children born in that house, where the Sandhya Vandana or meditation is performed, have a high level of spiritual sanskaras or ethics. Kundalini is formed in them from birth itself. That Kundalini keeps them away from sex. Or rather say that their Kundalini keeps on transforming sex feelings into love feelings. In fact, as soon as Sandhya was born, Brahma and his sons became attached to her due to the influence of Kamadeva. Sandhya time is very short. It has no existence of its own. It is formed by the combination of two types of opposite times. So there is no question of it becoming big and young, because it starts to dissolve as soon as it is born. The second boon that no one in my family should be enamored, this also means that of course the members of the households of the people performing the sandhya worship should show sexual desire for some reason, but they do not become sensual, that means by coming under the influence of Kamadeva they don’t become attached. The third boon that all the women of my family should be virtuous, it means that those who do Sandhya Vandana, their Kundalini becomes very developed and strong. Due to this Kundalini, men are able to keep their wives completely satisfied. It is scientifically and technically true that sexual satisfaction and complete control over sexual activities is obtained through Kundalini only. Shiva also gave a boon to Sandhya that whoever looks at her with lust will become impotent and his power will be destroyed. This also means that one who enjoys the pleasures in the sandhya with attachment or without Kundalini, he will increase the darkness of his soul by falling into the illusion of ignorance. It is the Rati or affection towards Kundalini that controls the sense of lust or attachment. The word Sandhya here seems to refer to all such times, when a man is balanced, his Ida and Pingala Nadi run equally, the Kundalini of the mind is strengthened, and there is deep peace in the mind.

Love and kama or lust keep on increasing each other

By having love everywhere, the kama increases. That kama together with the life partner enhances itself to peak along with the love further. Tantra Yogis continue to transform that sex-born love into Kundalini love. A tantra yogi has only one life partner or sex partner, so that his Kundalini can easily receive sexual love. The love of a man of lustful type gets divided among many sex partners, so that Kundalini is not able to get it. That is why it is said that Ekapatni Vrat or single wifehood is the biggest austerity. Moreover, it’s sexual energy that’s sought for kundalini, not the physical charm. Rather extra bodily charm can distract one away from actual source of energy.

Kundalini is the real savior or protector of man

Controlling the lustful Brahma by Shiva at the sandhya means that the man is saved by Kundalini at that time. Shiva is the symbol of Kundalini here. Anyway, Kundalini prevents man from doing bad deeds. Even if a wrong deed is done unknowingly or under great compulsion, then Kundalini also makes atonement or repentance done for it. It is said in Shiv Puran that it is necessary for everyone to meditate on Shiva. So it is natural that even Brahma used to meditate on Shiva. With this Shiva became his Kundalini, and in the Kundalini form he appeared boldly in his mind to stop him from doing wrong.

Shiva Puran is a Tantra Purana

All the things and stories in Shiv Puran are related to Tantra. It is a different matter that most people do not understand them, because they are in the form of metaphors. This was done to prevent misuse of Tantra. The Puranas are derived from the Vedas. This means that the oldest original source of Tantra is the Vedas. Although practical tantra with manuals appears publicly only in Buddhists. It is not that the meditative practice of Tantra has disappeared among the Hindus. It is still prevalent among Hindus, but it is kept very secret, due to which common people do not know about it. Even among Buddhists it was kept hidden. But seeing today’s dying planet, hiding any revitalizing knowledge would be bad for humanity, they have understood this.

Experiential evidence of the above principles related to kama and love

Friends, I loved many people deeply. But I lived my life in moderation. Now what to brag more, but if someone benefits from it, then there is nothing bad in it. As I mentioned in this post, it all happened to me. All this is my own experiential description, no one that’s taught. In the midst of these experiences was my momentary enlightenment and Kundalini awakening, which is described on the homepage. Of course these were only few moments of experience, but something is better than nothing. And anyway, more important than the momentary experience of self-awareness is the life routine full of self awareness.

Kundalini is Rati and the pacification of lust by Kundalini is the marriage of Rati-Kamdeva

Rati-kamadeva

Friends, I have a habit of reading mystical literature every day. This keeps my right brain active, because it is difficult to apply logic to mystical stories. Our right brain is also like a mad or illogical man with a sluggish nature. The stories of Hindu Puranas are also like a puzzle. If they are understood, then the left brain becomes active, and if not, the right brain becomes active. Meaning that they always benefit in every situation. I have been able to identify the secret of one such plot this week. I read only one page of Shivpuran every day, in original Sanskrit and in Hindi. The fun of the original Sanskrit is something else. This week I have come across an important Tantric secret. I am sharing it here.

Lord Brahma curses Kamadeva and gives birth to Rati and them marries her to Kamadeva

When Brahma created Cupid or Kamadeva then he became proud of himself. He started testing his power on Brahma. Due to this, Brahma became enamored, praising the makeup of his own daughter and became attached to her. Actually this beautiful creation created by Brahma is his daughter. Cupid is also a symbol of indulgence here. Then Shiva stopped him. When Brahma came to know about Kamadeva’s actions, he cursed him saying that if he had to test his power, then why did he do it in front of his daughter. That curse was for Kamadeva to be burned to ashes by Shiva. Shiva is the god of tantra, lustful kamadeva is already ash in front of him. Then Brahma produced his another daughter named Rati from the sweat of his body. She was the most beautiful in the universe. Brahma married her to Kamadeva. Seeing her beauty, Kamadeva forgot his Mohini Vidya or deluding power.

Cupid is the lust of the human mind and Rati is Kundalini

It is also mentioned in the scriptures that even one should not meet his daughter and sister absolutely alone, because Kamadeva is very strong. So it is not surprising that Brahma had become attached to his daughter. To subdue his work, he practiced yoga hard. The drops of his sweat are a symbol of this relentless Kundalini-Yoga practice. The Kundalini which became active or awakened by Kundalini Yoga, is being called by the name of Rati. Kundalini has been given the name Rati because it is attained only by continuous involvement (rat in Sanskrit) in yoga. The word Rat is a major spiritual term like Dhyan Rat, Bhakti Rat etc. It also means absorbed. Kundalini is found only by being absorbed in someone’s love or meditation. The name Rati Krida or romantic play is also derived from this. Because both the mind and its most favored part, Kundalini, are strengthened by sex, that is why Kundalini is named Rati. This is explained in a metaphorical form, because in the olden days mystical knowledge was not directly made public. That’s why such techniques are called guhya vidya or confidential practices. The story of Kamadeva-Rati also reveals that the Creator of the universe remains untouched by the enticing charm of his beautiful creation only by the power of Kundalini yoga.

Kundalini in the form of Rati kept the lust of the gods and sages under her control

When the deities and sages came to know the secret that kundalini could control sex, they started practicing yoga regularly. That is why Kundalini in the form of Rati has been considered to be the most beautiful, because Cupid attracts the soul only towards beautiful material things. Cupid was defeated in front of Rati. It means Rati or Kundalini is the most beautiful. She is so beautiful that under her delusion, many people leave the world of very good household with heavenly wife and become sannyasins or renunciates. She stopped the business of Cupid. Kamadeva’s marriage to Rati means that just as a married man tied to a woman does not look at other women, similarly he too was tied by a Kundalini named Rati. A little explanation of this mystery has also been done there through a verse, in which it is written that Kamadeva used to hide his beloved Rati in his heart in such a way just as a yogi keeps his Brahma Vidya or enlightenment mantra hidden in his heart. Now the real Brahmavidya is Kundalini only, because she leads to Brahm or supreme formless God. Everyone sees a yogi in different circumstances, sometimes in happiness, sometimes in sorrow, sometimes in depression, sometimes in guilt, and sometimes in a state of euphoria. But they do not even recognize that Kundalini of his mind, which remains the same in all these states. Similarly, Rati always remains with Kamadeva, as both married together. Kama’s marriage to Rati also means practicing tantric yoga with social wife with ekpatnivrata or single wife always. According to Tantrayoga literature, first of all only Karma Yoga and simple Kundalini Yoga have to be practiced for many years. During that time the Kundalini named Rati is born, it grows, and reaches the sexual stage, which means it becomes very strong. Then she becomes eligible for marriage with kama or lust. It is only when the Kundalini becomes quite mature that there is the tantric ruling to do continued ordinary Kundalini yoga in a mixed form with sexual yoga. This is the marriage of Rati and Kama. If Rati’s child marriage is done prematurely with kama in haste, then there may be loss rather than profit. This is clearly warned in Tantrashastra. If a person harboring the married couple of kama-rati gets into the passion of sex, then people consider him to be ordinary sexually attached. They are unable to see that Rati standing with kama or lust, which is always beneficial. Many tantra yogis get harassed because of this reason. They come in innocence and try to perform Kama-Rati play, but people are able to see only Kama and not the Kundalini named Rati standing with him.

In fact, all indulgent cravings come in the realm of kama. Therefore Kundalini named Rati gets married to all of them and joins them. In the sense of kama, only sexual desire is taken because it is the main and most dominant of all indulgences.

Tantra yogis take the help of Kamadeva to create Rati

It is called hitting the enemy with the enemy’s own arrow. Cupid’s arrow is world famous. Tantra yogis provide additional strength to their Kundalini with the help of Panchamkaras. They actually transforms their energy mainly sexual energy into kundalini energy.

Scientific explanation of Rati-Kama marriage

The force of lust or kama increases blood circulation to the brain. That is why the mind becomes happy. If a man is a Kundalini yogi, it is obvious that the majority of his brain is interfered by Kundalini. In such a situation, if the blood circulation in the brain will increase, then only Kundalini will get the maximum benefit from it. Because Kundalini is in a way a mental picture of high definition resolution, it consumes a lot of life energy or prana. Due to this the storm of kama calms down effortlessly, blissfully and quickly.

Kundalini makes Lord Shiva Sattvaguni or light form in his mind, whereas he appears to be Tamoguni or dark form when viewed from outside

Friends, Lord Shiva is heard with saying that he is Tamoguni. Tamoguna means dark qualities. Shiva wanders with the ghosts in the crematorium. On top of his body, he massages the ash of cremation ground. It is also said that Lord Shiva is the ultimate Satoguna form. Satoguna means light qualities. In this way both opposing qualities are shown inside Shiva. Then it is said to justify that Shiva is Tamoguni from outside, but Satoguni from inside. Today we will clarify this through Tantric Kundalini Yoga.

Kundalini is the main source of Sattva component of Shiva

In fact, Shiva is the first Lord of Tantra. We can also call him the first Tantric of creation. If we study the conduct of the tantric yogi carefully, then the doubts arising in relation to Shiva will also disappear. Left Tantric are generally considered to be the real Tantric. They also consume five makaras or 5 Ms. Surely, Shiva is not a Panchmakarik, but Tamoguna stays with him just like with the Panchamakarik tantrik. Tamoguna arises through consumption of these panchamakaras inside the common men of the world. This is because they are unable to handle the energy generated by these and do wrong work in their charge. Those wrongdoings add more to Tamogun. The Panchamakaras themselves create a sharp movements or waves in gunas, which also naturally creates tamoguna in most of the people of the common world, under whose influence, they may take wrong step. But a Tantrayogi calms the stir of gunas with the advaita bhava or nondual sentiment achieved through his Kundalini Yoga. A yogi often seeks the help of an Advaita Shastra to do this. The Advaita scriptures contain philosophical books about the deity, such as Puranas, Stotras, etc. Physiology philosophy or sharirvigyan darshan in Hindi is also an excellent class modern Advaita literature. Yogi keeps advaita scripture overlaid on a state of his present gunas. He keeps on understanding the truth that all his conditions exist everywhere and in everything. This makes the Kundalini shine with peace and joy. This gives him a lot of Kundalini benefit, because Kundalini is living often with Advaita. This causes the Kundalini to shine faster. When Kundalini gets the life force and neuronal power suppressed by tamoguna, she starts to come alive. This occur just like candle or spark shining brilliantly in the dark. That’s why Kundalini yoga is quickly fruiting if practised in cremation ground as by Lord Shiva. Anyway, it is seen that in the plethora of Tamoguna conditions, the movement of thoughts is stopped in the brain. This may be due to any fear, sadness, passing near the accident, stress, depression, intoxication, tamoguni non veg food, work fatigue of mind and body etc. At such times, neuronal energy is being stored in the brain. In this, the thoughts which arise in between, they are very powerful and bright, because they are receiving condensed neuronal energy. Yogis keep converting these thoughts into single Kundalini thought. This keeps all the neuronal energy going to the Kundalini. The same principle works behind the great benefits generated by remembering God or Kundalini in bad times. After this Tamogun phase, thete comes Satogun and Rajoguna phase. It is filled with the light of thoughts. Actually stored neuronal energy is exiting. It is flooded with bright ideas. The common man wastes neuronal energy in them, but the yogi converts those thoughts into Kundalini and gives all the energy to the Kundalini. She travels on all the chakras through Kundalini yoga, and makes each of these healthy and strong. The whole body and mind is filled with joy and light. In this way, the things by which the tamoguna is produced within the common man, they produce the satoguna within the tantrayogi. Due to this very reason, the people of the world see lord Shiva as Tamoguni from outside, but basically he is Satoguni from inside. This also leads to the union of yin and yang, which leads to enlightenment. Yin is tamogun, and yang is satogun.

Kundalini awakening is the sole purpose of creation; foetus development depicted as the universe development in Hindu mythological Puranas

Friends, the creation has been specifically described in the Puranas. Somewhere the egg explodes in the sky, somewhere the lotus appears in the baseless water body and the sudden appearance of a deity on it, etc. Somewhere it comes that the direct appearance of intellect from nature, ego from intellect, the subtle experience of natural elements from ego, the senses from it and all the gross creation was born from senses afterwards. When I was younger, I used to ask my grandfather (who was a famous Hindu priest and a household Purana reader) how all of these things suddenly appeared in the open sky without any basic infrastructure. He used to say in the manner of a traditionalist and mystic philosopher, “This is how it is done. It is done.” They did not go too deeply. But now with the help of Kundalini Yoga, I understand this classical dictum as the root of all mysteries, “Yatpinde Tatbramhande”. This philosophical saying has been scientifically proven in the book “Shareervigyan darshan” in Hindi. This means that whatever is there in this body, that everything is also in the universe, nothing else. Actually, a man can never know anything other than his mind or brain, because whatever he describes that’s there inside his brain, not outside. That is why the ancient sages have explained the universe by describing the body. They were amazing body scientists and psychologists.

The creation of universe is explained in the Puranas with help of human body creation

At many places, a lotus was born from the navel of Vishnu that was lying on a great serpent swimming in the endless ocean, on which Brahma originated. His mind created the world. You can consider mother as Vishnu. His body is like a Sheshnag or mythical serpent as the central nervous system, which is located in the spinal cord-brain axis. The serpent is always immersed in the cerebrospinal fluid that’s metaphorically related to the ocean water. The sensations of the Kundalini or mother’s mind in that serpent are the form of Lord Vishnu that are dispersed throughout the body of serpent, because there is essentially no difference between Shakti and the powerful God. During pregnancy, the belly of the mother emerges outside in the navel area, the same is the appearance of the lotus from the navel of Lord Vishnu. The gravid uterus is also connected with the mother’s body through blood vessels and nerves arising nearby the mother’s navel area. These are as stem of lotus. Like the lotus petals blooming, in the womb, the placentomes and cotyledons of placenta are formed on the uterus. These button like structures are then again attached to the navel of the infant with a chord called umbilical chord that’s again like stem of the lotus flower. These structures provide nutrition to the infant. This infant is Brahma, who develops on that blooming lotus. The pure and unblemished form of the infant is the basic nature, in which there is no waves in gunas (3 basic constituents of nature). In a way, it has all the three basic gunas in equilibrium or equal quantity. Earlier I used to think that samyastastha or equilibrium means that all gunas are equal to each other. Even today many people think so. But it is not so. If this happens, then basically all living beings would be the same, but they maintain their separate identity even after the Holocaust or death. This happens because the amount of tamoguna that covers the soul’s light is different. Due to it, the quantity of other gunas also differs by itself. If Tamoguna is more then Satoguna is reduced in the same proportion and vice versa, because they are opposed to each other. In fact, all the gunas are in the unchanging state in samyavastha.  All gunas in equilibrium with no waves means that satoguna (showing light and knowledge) remains same without rise or fall, rajoguna (showing motion, energy and change) also remains same, and the tamoguna (showing darkness and ignorance) too. With this, the baby does not crave for any particular guna, as he has no habit of fluctuating gunas. That is why the child remains a bit indifferent even after experiencing everything. Actually, it can’t be said as absence of gunas but it’s gunas in equilibrium. Waves in gunas can only be produced if these gunas are already there, not in zero. Only God is nirguna or without guna. That’s why God never experiences waves in gunas as observed by all the creatures that bind the soul. This makes God perfectly changeless. God has zero gunas because God has not dark envelope of ignorance on it’s soul that makes tamoguna. Tamoguna is the base source of all gunas. That’s why panchmakarik leftist tantric appears well developed both in worldly as well as spiritual matters. Then when the baby is a little older, there is an increase in the sensations of the mind or brain. He is attracted towards light. With this, wave is produced in gunas mainly satoguna, and as a result the sattoguna form mahattatva is formed, that is, intelligence. He begins to realize how important it is for his existence to cry and drink milk. This makes the baby feel special and different, which is called ego. Tanmatras originate from it. Tanmatra is the subtle form of the Panchamahabhootas or 5 basic natural elements, which we experience in the brain. It’s the smell of the earth, the juiciness of water, the touch feel of air, the form feel of fire and the sound feel of the sky. He recognizes the taste of milk juice, recognizes the smell of toys, touches the warmth of his urine, begins to understand the difference between beautiful and ugly through form, is attracted to the sound of ghungroo or bell or toys. Then the infant looks outside to see where these sensations came from. The senses originate from it, because all of it feels outside with the help of senses such as eye, ear, skin, tongue, nose etc. Along with this, the internal sense of mind also develops, because that is what he thinks of all this. The above five elements originate from the senses, because he seeks or knows them only with help of his senses. He learns that physical substances like milk, toys, ghungroos or bells etc. are also there in the world, which he feels through his senses. Then as the child continues to learn, the origin of such creation continues to move forward. In this way, the entire creation is expanded inside a man.

Kundalini awakening is the limit of the development of creation

Man extends the creation of the universe only for Kundalini awakening. This fact is proved by the observation that after awakening of the Kundalini, man becomes a bit like a detached from the universe. His inclination starts to move away from the worldly trend but towards retirement. His tendency also becomes like a retirement, because then there is no craving arising out of attachment. It’s to be kept in mind that it’s only mental tendency as physically he may remain fully indulged and growing in the world. After awakening of the Kundalini, the man feels that he has attained everything worth attaining, and has done everything worth doing.

According to Shiva Purana, the creation was made from Shiva’s semen

In Shivpurana, it comes that an egg originated from Shiva’s semen deposited in the vagina of nature. The egg lay in water for 1000 years. Then it broke through the middle. Its upper part became the scalp of the universe. From that originated the upper heavenly abodes. From the lower part, the lower abodes were formed.

Actually Shiva is the father here, and Prakriti or Parvati is the mother. The egg is formed in the uterus by the union of semen and ovum fluid. It remains in the nutritious water of the uterus for a long time and continues to develop. Then it explodes, that is, it begins to differentiate into shape of a human being. The top part of it was clearly visible like a head or a scalp or kapola. In it, the upper worlds originated in the form of Sahasrara Chakra, ajna Chakra and Vishuddhi Chakra. In the lower part, lower abodes developed as lower chakras.

Kundalini is Goddess Parvati, the soul is God Shiva, and Kundalini awakening is the Shiva marriage

Friends, this well-known theory was confirmed in the previous post that actually Kundalini evolution has been termed as biological evolution. Kundalini takes birth in Muladhara, grows in various places, and finally awakens in Sahasrara. This is called Shiv Vivah. Just as a married couple travels to different places after marriage organized in a high-quality home, similarly the soul-kundalini couple gets married in Sahasrara and travels on different chakras. It is mentioned in the scriptures that the sages travel in different worlds or abodes. Actually those worlds are in the form of different chakras. Today we will discuss it.

Kundalini is Parvati

The ego is the king. His daughter Sati is the Kundalini. Man is successful in worldliness only through ego. A static image is produced with it, which is Kundalini. King Daksha as an ego does not want his daughter Kundalini to run after the ghostly Shiva and harm her worldliness. In the end he loses and Sati meditates in the form of Kundalini yoga to get Shiva. She goes against her father’s will and marries Shiva, meaning Kundalini wakes up. The ego decreases significantly but does not die. He takes Kundalini away from Shiva and she gets caught in his mess. By the time Kundalini realizes this, her age is complete. Angry Shiva cut the head of Daksha and put the head of the goat there means that the ego does not die even with the body, but it becomes weak. In the next life, Sati or kundalini in the form of Parvati is born to the house of the mountain king. She then meditates to attain Shiva. Kundalini resumes her campaign in the next life. In the metaphoric tale it means that the yogi holding that Kundalini goes to Yogasadhana in the Himalayas to fulfill her ultimate goal in her next birth. There, Indra sends Kamdev to break the penance of Shiva for fear of losing his throne. Shiva burns him with his sight. Here Shiva is the sleeping soul of Yogi. Kamadeva is the metaphor of the world’s colors. If the Yogi’s Kundalini is eager to meet his soul, the world’s colors cannot harm the soul, but are itself eroded. Parvati’s parents initially prevent Parvati from marrying Shiva. Actually, mind and intellect are the symbols of Parvati’s parents. Kundalini originates from them only. They expect only the achievements of worldliness from Kundalini, they do not want to allow them to do asceticism etc. for the attainment of God. In order to discourage Parvati, Shiva also meets her in vile disguise and tells the evils of Shiva. In fact, it is the soul of the initial yogi covered with ignorance who continues to create illusions about God. But Parvati continues to meditate. In the end, Shiva is pleased and marries her, meaning Kundalini is awakened. Then Parvati moves to Kailash, meaning Kundalini settles in Sahasrara. His son Karthikeya is born. He is the ruler of the divine army. His son Ganesha is also born, who avoids problems, and defeats obstacles. In fact, all these works belong to the awakened Kundalini. The divine army is the symbol of the senses of the body here.In the mythological story of Shivpuran, Shiva is depicted as a ghost, to whom Parvati is attracted. Her parents stop her. Actually, the soul covered with ignorance is Shiva, who looks like a dark ghost from outside. But in reality, it is a form of light. Ego and intelligence are the parents of Parvati Kundalini. These prevent her from going towards Shiva.

According to Kalidasa’s Kumarasambhava, Parvati wants to bring Shiva from the desolation of the cave into the mainstream of household life. Kundalini also wishes to awaken the soul or shiva steeped in ignorance. It is simultaneously written that the worldly system had come to a standstill due to the consumption of Kamdev. Then Parvati married Shiva and got him to revive Kamadeva. Then the process of creation started again. As long as the intense Kundalini Yogasadhana is running, the yogi keeps a distance from worldliness. After awakening, Kundalini makes his mind go to run again in the world, albeit with knowledge. This has been called the rebirth of kamadeva.According to the Devi Bhagwat Purana, the mountain king Himalaya and his wife Maina delight Bhagwati Adi Parashakti or supreme goddess mother. She becomes her daughter in the form of Parvati. In fact, the soul covered with ignorance or ego is the mountain king Himalaya here, and the intellect is Maina. When the mother nature is pleased with their good worldly deeds and humanity, she settles in their body permanently in the form of Kundalini.

Parvati pacifies Shiva with her romantic dance, when he performs the devastating Tandava dance. Actually, a person filled with ignorance is disturbed and wandered. He does a lot of wrongdoing. It is Kundalini who shows him sunlight and inspires for good works.

According to Shakta tradition, Shiva resides at Parvati’s house. Here Parvati is considered as the main and Shiva as the secondary. Shiva is angry with their some mutual dispute and he starts leaving the house. Then Parvati creates the dashmahavidyas and closes every door to avoid Shiva’s escape, and thus prevents Shiva from leaving. Actually, apart from Sahasrara, there are various chakras, especially Muladhara as Kundalini’s home. She dominates there. The soul is not very comfortable there. For some reason, Kundalini starts to run away or fade away due to some body’s weakness. Then Kundalini takes shelter of the Panchamakaras and the five gruesome expressions emanating from them. By this, she becomes very strong and prevents the soul from leaving. Because where there is Kundalini, there is the soul. The various doors depicted for his escape are the Kundalini Chakras. The number of Kundalini Chakras has also been reported to be ten in many places.According to a myth, Parvati is taking a bath. She keeps his son Ganesha as the watchman at the door. Ganesha does not even allow Shiva to enter. Shiva gets angry and removes his head from the torso. This makes Parvati very angry with Shiva. Then to appease her, Shiva attaches an elephant’s head to Ganesha. Actually, Kundalini wants that she gets the too dominance in the body. Ganesha is the leader of the senses. Actually, it’s intelligence. He prevents the entry of the dual worldliness that can challenge the dominance of Kundalini. He even prevents the Gods from outside to do so. Due to this, outside religious organizations get angry and punish him. But they have to bow down to the power of Kundalini and resurrect him. Although he is greatly attenuated by those organizations. Shakta cult also states that Shiva without Shakti is a corpse. This is true because without the company of Kundalini, the soul is unconscious and full of darkness. It becomes Shiva only when it is married to Kundalini in Sahasrara. It is evident from all the above facts that Kundalini Yoga is at the root of every mythology related to Shiva and Parvati.

Kundalini requires various gods that are in the form of molds of different personalities

Friends, I sometimes like a particular deity more, sometimes someone else. Long ago, I loved Goddess mother the most. Now I like Lord Shiva the most. Once when I went to visit Mumbai, I liked Lord Ganesha best. In Maharashtra, Ganesha is quite famous. It is clear that the God who exposes the Kundalini the most, that is the best as a deity. This means that the real joy lies in the Kundalini itself. The gods are helpful in exposing the Kundalini.

The form of a particular deity is a mold of the form of a particular personality

In fact, various deities exist as signs of different personalities. Lord Shiva is a tantric, cool, nondual, naive, self-possessed, nature-lover, quick-tempered and quickly happy, detached and high-spirited self-proudful personality. If anyone likes such a personality and a man with such personality, then he can get benefit from Shiva worship. By meditating on Shiva, the image of a person with such personality appears in his mind temple, and then gradually takes the form of Kundalini. In life, no one can be physically consistent with anyone. But one can always remain mentally consistent. To maintain the mental picture of a lover, a god like him is chosen. The deity is worshiped in the form of an idol, picture, statue, etc. This keeps the mental picture of the lover strong. Many times the reverse also happens. The person by whom a deity is worshiped begins to fall in love with the man with that personality of deity. This then leads to the development of Kundalini. In the old age, Yogis also used to make the idol of the empty deity as Kundalini without any loving person. But nowadays it seems impossible. Because the present-day society is individual oriented rather than Devata or idol oriented. Similarly, one may find the personality of Lord Ganesha interesting, while one that of mother Kali. Gods exist according to everyone’s interest. As far as my own experience is concerned, I had a personality like Shiva as my Kundalini. Once upon a time due to some divine event, my inclination towards Lord Shiva became apparent. I felt completely devoted to him, losing myself from all other sides. This inspired me to unknowingly have Tantra Yoga with various favorable circumstances, which quickly awakened my Kundalini.

Gods always exist as a feeling or sentiment

For example, if a particular tantric born in some country or era or say Bhairavnath was considered the god of the tantra, then most people today would not have reverence for him. This would have been because Bhairavnath was a real man, who was born in very old times, and is not today. The life-circumstances of his time were completely different from those of today’s life. In this way, the tantric sentiment that was popping up in the minds of people would have perished by worshipping Baba Bhairav. But in contrast, Lord Shiva is eternal. He is the same today, as he was thousands of years ago. He will always remain the same. In fact, he is not a mortal person, but as a personality or sentiment. There have been countless people who cover his personality. Therefore, trust and interst always prevail over him. It keeps trust on Tantra and interest in it.

Gods always give strength to Kundalini

If a deity is interesting or not, he always gives Kundalini benefits. The deity is really like a mixture of living (Yang) and non-living (Yin). He has the quality of a living as doing all the activities like a human being. The qualities of the inanimate are in them in the form of inanimate objects such as air, water, fire, sun etc. A mixture of living and non-living in a deity is possible only if the deity is living and unattached. All the activities of the deity calm down in his mind through Advaita or non duality and Anasakti or detachment. However they are carried out from outside by the deity. If the deity were fully alive, he would be visible like a living human, and would be immersed in the bondage of the world. If the deity had been completely lifeless, it would have been dead, which could never run the world at all. Moreover, his worship would have been a loss rather than a gain. It is because of this Advaita form of the deity that Advaita prevails in the mind of man, due to which the Kundalini is exposed. That is why it has been written in the Vedas and scriptures that worshiping the deity brings salvation along with the comforts of the world.

Kundalini inspires Lord Shiva to be in Kashi as travelling with goddess Parvati always after putting all worldly responsibilities on lord Vishnu

Wishing all very happy Shivaratri

Friends, I had mentioned in previous posts that Lord Shiva lives like a mast-malang/free and fare tantrik. They do not have anything extra except some very important things. Mata Parvati is also one of them, with whom he wanders freely in Kashi.

It is necessary to stay away from the mess of worldliness for the attainment of Tantra

According to Shivpuran, Lord Shiva originated Lord Vishnu to stay away from the mess of worldliness. He entrusted him with the responsibilities of upholding and protecting the world. He himself started to worship and travel in Kashi to do Yogasadhana happily with Parvati. It is said that they continue to roam there even today.

Premayogi Vajra’s own personal experience of solitude

Premayogi Vajra was also trapped in the mess of worldliness like Lord Shiva. He worked hard for nearly 20 years, and established many developmental feats. However, his tendency was also towards Tantric life. Due to this, he was able to stay in the advaita bhava. He used to feel tired from it. This was because some extra energy is also spent to maintain the advaita bhava or Kundalini. Nothing is possible without energy, not even God. That is why Shakti is considered an integral part of Shiva. However, with occasional tantric eating and living, that energy was easily supplied. The fire also burns him, who knows about it; And burns him equally, who does not know about it. Similarly, the mess of worldliness creates a darkness of ignorance within everyone. It is a different matter that the dark is less dense in man with nondual knowledge. This is similar to the way a man who learns about fire tries to avoid it, which makes him less burnt. At the same time his love for Shiva was awakened due to some unforeseen circumstances. Then due to the similar divine circumstances, he got an opportunity to live with his close family in a place full of solitude, far away from home. He almost forgot his old life. In a way Lord Shiva freed him from the mess of worldliness like his own way. It is worth noting here that one who is entangled in the world gets the fruit of renunciation. One who is already asleep, does not get any benefit from sleeping. That is why it is written in Shivpuran that Shiva appointed Vishnu to handle the mess of worldliness and left the world on his own and went to Kashi. An officer can assign his subordinates to the same responsibilities, which he himself knows well and which he has long experience in carrying out. If Lord Shiva had not run the world for a long time, how could he have deputed Vishnu in his place. Those who do not accept the world strongly, they do not get the fruits of the renunciation of the world. So as long as you live in the world, be completely immersed, but keep your senses. Today, science also accepts that when the conscious functioning of the mind drops by more than 50 percent, then the possibility of self-awareness increases significantly. That is why in the old times, the kings used to abandon the kingdom completely and go to exile for austerity. The four ashrams were also built for this reason. The men used to visit the Vanaprastha Ashram located in seclusion, where they used to get a lot of peace after taken care of the mess of the Grihastha Ashram for long. In that seclusion, the Premayogi Vajra, like Shiva, spent a full Tantramayi life and began to visit his tantric companions in picturesque and religious places. This made his Kundalini operational, and within two years she woke up.

Consumption of cannabis by Shiva

The qualities of Lord Shiva’s stresslessness, masti/frankness, joyfulness, advaita and naivete, etc. have been shown as his intoxication of cannabis. People only get intoxicated for the attainment of these qualities. But most people are not able to succeed, because these qualities are dependent on the soul and not on the drug. If mild intoxication is done by tantric method and under the supervision of the Guru, then it can inspire them for permanent attainment of these by showing a glimpse of these qualities. Real and permanent attainment of these qualities is possible only through self-power.

Spiritual psychological secret hidden behind offering milk and cannabis mixed water to Lord Shiva

This morning I walked around with the family to visit a Shiv Mandir. Traveled 4 km on foot. The weather was very pleasant. Nature’s shadow was scattered all around. The honeybees were buzzing on yellow floral bunches of mango trees. People were coming to the temple. On the way, some puppies started walking with us, then sniffed something, stopped and looked around. On some old and big trees the vines were wrapped in such a dense manner, as if a sweetie was showing her attachment to her lover or mother to her baby. A dry tree was half bent down, and looked like an old man bent over tired up in his life. In fact, most of the time, we do not see anything. I have gone through that route many times, but I saw these things for the first time. Therefore, brain and mind should also be kept open with eyes. While coming from the temple, I broke some cannabis leaves along the way and brought them along. Grind them finely in the house with chanting of Shiva’s mantra for about 20 minutes. Then mixed it with some water, as much milk and some honey. I kept whipping that solution with chanting of Shiva mantra for about 25 minutes. Then filtered the solution to clean it. Taking a little solution from it, I went to another temple nearby with my wife. There I mixed it in the water of worship bowl and began to anoint the Shivlinga with it. For about 15 minutes I kept pouring that water on the Shivlingam little by little. The color of that water was somewhat milky and green. Another couple were also sitting close by, and were singing Shiva’s aarti along with the worship of Shiva. As soon as my water used to fall on the Shivlingam, my Kundalini got energy and started shining there. The mind was also in some romantic mood. In fact, that water had become the sexual substance of Lord Shiva. Color of that had turned white with milk, and cannabis had intoxicated that with sexuality. Once, I had the same feeling at the time of Darshan or seeing of Parad or mercury Shivlingam. When I searched on Google, it turned out that liquid mercury is solidified by a special ancient herbal technique. In a way, it has become a solid semen of Lord Shiva. This also sends a message to the subconscious that the wandering liquid mind should be pacified by solidifying it with meditation. I came back home and drank half a glass of that liquid in the name of Lord Shiva.

Kundalini-lingas including the Muladhar Chakra as the best one

Friends, Shiva Purana has focused most of the attention on Lord Shiva. Lord Shiva is considered to be the Kundalini in it. Throughout this Purana, there is an abundance of Lingas. When Shiva (Kundalini) is meditated on the linga, it becomes a Shivalinga or Kundalini-linga. Shivalinga is the axis of Shiv Purana, around which the whole Purana is revolving.

The symbol associated with Kundalini is called Kundalini Linga or Shivalinga

In fact, the symbol associated with the main object is called the linga or gender of that object. For example, the symbol of masculinity associated with male is called masculine gender and the symbol of femininity associated with woman is called feminine gender. Without linga, there may be some reduction in the main object, but it is not finished. If the signs of maleness in a male are eliminated, then there may be some decrease in the masculinity of man, but the man will remain the same. According to this, the lizard’s tail can also be called the lizard’s linga. When she drops it, it may cause her some difficulty in maintaining her balance, but the lizard remains the same. Similarly, the main object in spirituality is Kundalini. Kundalini gets additional strength by connecting it with the lingam in the form of symbol of any idol etc. If that symbol or lingam is removed, then there may be some decrease in Kundalini meditation, but the Kundalini still remains in the mind.

Kundalini yoga belongs to movable lingam

Shivpuran describes many types of lingas. The chara or movable linga is of special importance to the Kundalini Yogi. In this, the fundamental sensation has been considered as lingam. Different chakras of the body are the changed places of that lingam. That sensation evolves on the lower chakras, and rotates in a circular way through all the other chakras.

Our own body as the most permanent lingam

Other types of lingas are non movable. They also include lingas made of mountain or stone. Lingas made of mountain are permanent. Lingas made of stone are temporary. Lingam made of stone is better for women. Other types of lingas are subtle lingas. Mantra lingas are the main among them. Kundalini is meditated on the mantra. ॐ OM is also a perfect type of mantra linga. Subtle lingam is better known for ascetics. Mountains are called permanent lingas because they remain the same for millions of years. According to this, our own body proves to be the most permanent lingam, because it will continue to be available to us in every birth until we get liberation. It simply means that Kundalini yoga meditation is the best meditation. In fact, the second meaning of lingam is the experience of sensation, which we get with the help of different kinds of substances and feelings. Kundalini is superimposed over the same sensation. Because we get the most intense and sweet sensation from our own body, not from outside, therefore the Lingam inside the body is the best Lingam. This principle is the basic principle of Tantra Yoga. A book titled “Physiology Philosophy – A Modern Kundalini Tantra (A Yogi’s Love Story)” written in Hindi  is shown to prove this very strongly.