Beyond Kundalini Science: The Journey to Nirvikalpa~free book
About the book
When a human being walks too long on the paths of energy, bliss, awakening, or self-realisation, a subtle fatigue inevitably arises. In the beginning there is curiosity. Soon it deepens into excitement, and sometimes even pride—“I have touched something higher.” But with time, the very experiences that once appeared magical begin to feel repetitive. Energy rising and falling, head pressure, visions, inner sounds, blissful states—all start moving in circles.
A point comes when the seeker grows inwardly tired of these movements and feels a quiet urge to go beyond them. That moment is not an end, but the real beginning. Only then does something fresh, spontaneous, and unforced open up. This is where Nirvikalpa begins to grow on its own—not as a state to be achieved, not as a medal to be earned, but as a natural flowering that requires no effort.
The Vedas express this truth through a powerful metaphor: just as a hidden gem buried deep within a forest can be discovered only after thoroughly searching the entire jungle, so too the highest spiritual knowledge reveals itself only after all preceding stages of knowledge and experience have been traversed. To seek Nirvikalpa prematurely is like wanting a PhD before completing graduation. One may imagine it, dream of it, or even imitate it for a while—but it will not endure. The real Nirvikalpa dawns only when all holding, all chasing, and all wanting dissolve. It is not another path to walk; it is the quiet ending of every path.
This understanding did not arise from philosophy alone, but from lived experience—through years of engaging with expressed consciousness in its many forms: Kundalini awakenings and disturbances, self-realisation glimpses, yogic disciplines, mantras and tantras, the symbolic depth of the Vedas and Purāṇas, insights echoed across world religions, and the wide spectrum of meditation techniques and their psychological effects. These explorations have been examined in depth across the Kundalini Science: A Spiritual Psychology series, spanning six volumes.
This final book brings that exploration to its natural resting point. Not because inquiry has ended, but because the essential arc is complete. New Kundalini insights will undoubtedly continue to form—as life itself continues to unfold—but the primary movements, corrections, misunderstandings, and integrations that define this journey are now bound together across these six books. What follows after this is no longer another system to explain, but a life to be lived with greater clarity and ease.
This book, and this series as a whole, therefore offer nothing conclusive or final—only an honest mapping of steps and missteps as they occurred. If you too have walked enough circles, you may find echoes of your own journey here. And perhaps, beyond these words, you may sense the same silence that patiently waits for all of us—not as a destination, but as what quietly remains when every path has been walked.
About the author
Premyogi Vajra is a seeker who has walked the paths of Kundalini, Tantra, and Kriya Yoga. Through personal practice and lived experience, he shares insights in simple, diary-like language that resonate with fellow travelers on the spiritual journey. This book is a collection of his blog-style reflections, offered with sincerity rather than authority.
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