Friends! It is a matter of some time ago. I had gone to a big city far away. I had a deal with a company. There were some differences with the company. Leaving some important work pending, I had gone for a trip. In between, I got a call from the company’s female manager. Now everyone knows that who will work for the company by ignoring the fun and frolic with the family? Therefore, there was a mild argument with the manager. At that time, the manager’s subtle body came to my experience screen. It was a strange and devious darkness. That darkness was special. I have written earlier also that the darkness of everyone’s subtle body is different. I found a lot of things buried in that darkness. I felt restlessness, competition to move ahead, speed in work, cleverness, feminine beauty, along with deviousness and a lot of sins and I don’t know what else? There were no such qualities in it separately. That darkness was one and uniform. There were no divisions in it. Because a whole homogeneous mixture cannot be described separately. Therefore, we are forced to describe it in pieces. If we look at it, it is impossible to describe it in its entirety. Who can separate each deed, each fruit, each character of countless births from that one unique darkness? That subtle body has an amazing encoded form. Just as that lady manager was in physical form, her subtle body also matched her exactly. Consider it as if it was her shadow. At the time when I experienced her, she was probably writing a letter to cancel the contract with all her might. She must have done so by remembering everything in the past. Along with that, she must have thought a lot about herself, about her shortcomings and qualities, about its benefits and losses for her, about my emotions, about all her emotions and feelings, or say about her entire personality. Because she must have done everything while remembering me, due to this the impression of her subtle body must have been left on my mind. Anyway, all the souls of the universe are connected to each other. The movement of a soul at one place creates movement in the entire universe. Many Yogis feel this. Anyway, when I returned, the letter of cancellation of the contract was in front of me. However, it is a different matter that after some mediation and debate, I got that contract back.
Of course, the experience of that subtle body must have lasted for only ten seconds, but it was clear, indirect and surprising. It is surprising because the physical body does not reveal the complete identity of a person. The physical body is covered over the subtle body like a lush green forest on a coal mine. It is the subtle body that reveals the real nature of a person. I feel that after keeping restraint towards a woman for a long time, the attraction towards her automatically decreases, that is because a glimpse of her subtle body starts appearing. That means the real nature, mental inclination, thoughts, habits etc. of the woman start revealing her real nature or subtle body. Perhaps that is why a woman keeps a distance from everyone so that her subtle body remains covered under the cover of her beautiful physical body, sweet voice and sensual gestures and people do not notice it.
If I analyse it deeply, I had experienced her subtle body at the time when I had an argument with her, or a little later. It means that she had decided in her subconscious mind immediately what to do next. Later, that decision was only implemented by her conscious mind. Today scientists are also claiming that every work done by a man is already decided by his subconscious mind without his knowledge. Man just follows that order with his conscious mind. But I think this must be happening with common ignorant people. Yogis or knowledgeable people have full control over themselves, even over their subconscious mind.
Actually, with the daily practice of Kundalini Yoga Siddha Dhyan, the energy remains in the awakened state. If the practice is left for a few days, then the Kundalini energy again goes to sleep in the Muladhara. Therefore, it should be awakened daily. Many people think that once awakened, it awakens permanently. This is not so. After awakening it in the morning, by the evening, it again goes to the Muladhara and sleeps comfortably with a pillow. Therefore, in the evening it has to be awakened again and taken up. That is why it is said to do yoga twice a day. At least 4 hours should pass after eating food, half an hour after drinking water, 1 hour after drinking tea or milk or any other beverage, otherwise there can be a gastric complaint. Now when the energy remains constantly awakened in the brain, it is natural that it will keep providing subtle and transcendental experiences. Many people say after doing yoga for four days that they have not had any such experiences. They will happen only when the opportunity comes for them. How can anything drop from the empty sky like this? Everything happens only when the opportunity comes. Yes, it is certain that one who constantly remains immersed in the experience of self-awareness, then these small transcendental experiences will happen automatically, when the circumstances of physical worldliness are created for them to happen. Self awareness by meditating on body, breath or whatever present thing/work/music etc. keeps one anchored to the present moment. This keeps witnessing running to coming and going thoughts. This keeps them weakening by dissolving in the self with a bliss. This reduces mental noise helping to create enough empty space in mind for transcendental experiences. The ultimate transcendental experience is the experience of self-consciousness.
Demystifying Kundalini 