Happy Shivaratri festival to all friends, may Lord Shiva bless all
In today’s world, where science and logic shape our understanding, only what is directly experienced holds real value. Spirituality, too, must be grounded in tangible, firsthand experience rather than just belief. That is why glimpse awakenings matter. Unlike the distant and often vague idea of “final liberation,” glimpses offer real proof—moments where the ordinary self dissolves, leaving behind pure awareness.
I have had such glimpses—profound yet fleeting. In those moments, my sense of “I” vanished, and only consciousness remained. These experiences were real, but they did not last. They did not transform into a permanent state, nor did they lead to what is often described as ultimate liberation. I do not claim to have achieved the final state, nor am I lost in the illusion of having arrived. Instead, these glimpses revealed a deeper truth: chasing an imagined end goal is itself an illusion. It has also has saved me from falling into the traps of various illusory spiritual organisations for it helping to force me believe on myself only.
These awakenings have acted as both pathfinders and trackers—guiding my way and showing me where I stand. They have exposed my shortcomings, preventing me from getting caught in spiritual fantasies. Many seekers live in ideas rather than experiences, but glimpses remove the need for blind belief. They prove that the path is real, not just a concept.
Rather than feeling like I have reached something final, these experiences fuel my curiosity. I no longer seek an abstract idea of “liberation.” Instead, I focus on deepening and stabilizing what I have already touched. It is no longer about chasing something unknown but about refining what is already here.
To do this, I rely on both structured practice and intuition, whichever suits the moment. Structure provides discipline and stability, while intuition allows refinement and fluidity. I take material from different thoughts of schools yet unbound to them and freely adopt all mixing my own insights whatever suits me. Both blend naturally, and I see their effects directly in my meditation image. If the image fades, I adjust—sometimes with discipline, sometimes by letting go. This balance keeps the experience alive.
I have also realized that the movement of energy is natural. It rises and falls on its own, without needing to be forced. Earlier, I tried to control it, but now I allow it to unfold freely. Although forced concentration may be required at meditation time. My focus has shifted from seeking an imagined future state to fully experiencing what is present.
These glimpses have shown me that the path is not an illusion. They are not the final destination, but they are proof that awakening is real. Instead of waiting for some grand liberation, I continue refining, exploring, and deepening—because what is already here holds far more truth than any distant idea.
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