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Kundalini yoga with television films and cinema movies

Friends, we can understand the illusion of senses with one more example. When we listen to the sound of a television placed far away through Bluetooth earbuds, we feel that the sound is being produced in the television, whereas it is being produced in our ears. The more we are attached to a scene on television, the more we feel that scene inside the television. When we start watching without attachment or get bored, or our ears get tired, then we feel that sound inside our ears. Meaning, the sounds produced in the ears and the images formed in the eyes together had created the Pancha Mahabhutas present in the scenes shown on television. When we got bored or tired, we did not pay much attention to the scenes on TV, due to which only the sounds and images remained, as if the Pancha Mahabhutas merged into Tanmatras. When we got bored of the sounds in our ears and the images in our eyes, we stopped paying attention to them. Our ears and eyes were tired, that is why we were feeling tired. Or you can say we fell asleep or switched off the TV. Due to this, the tanmatras also vanished, and only the ears and eyes remained. It means that the tanmatras merged with the senses. After waking up, the senses became fresh, but those sounds and images were no longer there. The senses did not have the strength to start working immediately, because they were still compensating for themselves. When the senses became calm, the prana vayu started flowing properly. When the senses were busy watching TV, the attention was diverted from the breath and was on the TV. You must have noticed that when we are watching an entertaining program on TV, our breaths get stuck. If at that time we try to take long and regular breaths while concentrating on the breath, then watching TV becomes less enjoyable and we feel like switching it off. This also proves the importance of breathing and pranayam for becoming introvert. This also gives the message that when the senses are tired, one should do pranayam. This also relaxes the senses, and when the mind becomes active, happiness and light remain in life. Yes, so when the senses became calm, the sensations that were being felt by them, got merged in the prana. Prana is just the breath and those sensations cannot remain in it for long. Prana in a way takes the sensations from the senses to the mind. It does not feel those sensations. We can understand it like a postman who carries letters from here to there, but does not read them himself. The mind comes into action with support of the prana. The sensations felt by the senses start overflowing in it, although now in the form of the mind, because now the TV scenes that helped in the creation of those sensations are no longer there. This is like remembering. Then along with those sensations, other various thoughts also start overflowing in the mind. This is the merging of prana in the mind. Then after getting lost in the dream world of such thoughts for some time, the man realizes that he should also do some worldly work. Meaning the intellect becomes active. The mind does not get destroyed but it starts transforming into intellect or starts merging into intellect. Meaning his intellect will start working in the same way as his mind was. That is why it is said that if you keep your mind good, then only your work will be good. Children of today who watch and play video games full of horrific violence day and night, how will they be able to do good work in future. They must be taught and explained this post. With a good intellect, he maintains good worldliness for some days, and also makes good progress. Then he gets tired, and also gets bored of worldliness. Due to this his intellect starts becoming calm, due to which darkness starts increasing inside his soul. Meaning his intellect gets transformed into his ego. Then if any Kundalini Yogi wants, he can attain the soul after this. But the common man returns from here. After spending a few days comfortably and restfully in the darkness of ego, he returns to worldliness, and with the help of intellect, he again establishes his foothold. Then after making some progress, he takes the refuge of the mind again followed by harboring hundreds of desires. It means that the intellect merges with the mind. Then, under the instigation of the mind, he goes to the cinema theatre to watch a movie. He would like to watch a movie that is similar to his intellect and worldliness, because the intellect itself appeared in the form of the mind. The farther the cinema hall is from home, the more enjoyable it is, because the mind also needs time to transform into the form of life by force or prana. On the way to the cinema, he breathes very nicely, long, regularly and pleasurably, because the mind’s desire to watch a movie is ending as the goal is near, meaning the mind is ending, and its power is being given to the prana. Even then, the subtle thoughts of the mind remain in the prana, because the cause is never destroyed, but remains present in the form of the effect. As soon as he starts watching the movie, his breath comes to near halt, and he starts enjoying the sweet sensations in his eyes and ears. It means that his prana transforms into the senses. As long as the advertisements are running on the screen, he does not observe those scenes deeply. It means that he feels the sensations in his eyes and ears only, they do not seem to be coming from anywhere outside. This is the state of expression of the senses. After a while, when the movie starts and he starts understanding the movie, then he feels those sensations as coming from the cinema screen. It means that his senses dissolve into tanmaatras. Later, when he gets deeply immersed in the film, the mountains, palaces etc. shown on the screen start appearing real to him. It means that the tanmatras appear in the form of the five elements. It means that the creation of his universe is complete.

Now the film ends. All the scenes end. Means the pralay or holocaust of his personal mini universe is set up. Advertisements start appearing on the screen. Now the mountains and palaces shown in those advertisements do not seem real to him, because he does not watch them carefully. He is just seeing something with his eyes and hearing with his ears. Man likes to watch them for a while. Because everyone likes to come and go from grossness to subtlety in a sequential manner. It means that the five elements have merged into tanmatras. Then after a while, man starts feeling those sensations in his senses only, not outside. Getting bored of that too and feeling tiredness in his eyes and ears, he comes out of the cinema hall. It means that the tanmatras have merged into the senses. He refreshes himself by drinking some tea. Then his breathing becomes good, deep and regular. When attention is drawn to the eyes and ears by rubbing them, the breath starts moving on its own to give them strength. However, they can only be refreshed by this, but cannot work again. Because they are repairing their damage after doing so much work. Then the extra power of the breath gets applied to the mind. It means that the senses have merged into Prana and prana into mind. Then the mind starts running here and there due to the power of Prana or breath. By chasing away the mind, the breath again becomes shallow and irregular. It means that Prana has transformed into the mind. Inspired by the hustle and bustle of that mind, he enters the shopping mall. There, while checking the quality of various things with bargaining scope, his intellect becomes active and the mind becomes lethargic. It means that the mind has transformed into the intellect. When the darkness of ego starts increasing in his soul due to the intellect also getting tired, then he sits in the car with his family and leaves for home. It means that the intellect has transformed into the ego. In that ego, the outline of his entire day’s activities gets recorded in a subtle form. Coming home, he illuminates the darkness of his soul with tantric Kundalini meditation through Kundalini Yoga. It means that the ego dissolves in the soul. Of course, if not the complete soul, then at least a part of it. The next day, even if he does not want to, he has to gradually fall down from the soul, so that he can once again live the worldly life properly. This all continues in a cyclic manner. This happens with all kinds of experiences, all kinds of activities, all kinds of worldliness, all kinds of people, all senses and all kinds of bodies. This is a general principle. Many such principles have been described in the scriptures with great subtlety and depth, to the extent that I doubt modern psychology has not been able to reach even today. The above example of a movie or television is just a small point to explain. Whatever a man does, he does it under the influence of his nature i.e. ego, although he may feel that he does it freely. This is ego, this is nature, this is subconscious mind, this is sanskar. All this is a play of words. The thing is the same. The one who has not conquered the ego, he always remains under its control. Complete freedom is attained only by the yogi.

Kundalini Tantra protects us from ego

Friends, after awakening, man’s intelligence almost vanishes. It would be better if we call it the destruction of dualistic physical intelligence. He keeps making spiritual progress. This is because physical intelligence is born from ego. But immediately after awakening, ego almost vanishes. The man is always surrounded by a non-duality form light. I am not talking about sleep. Everyone feels darkness in sleep, but even the darkness of sleep does not hurt because of the nondual light while awake. It also becomes pleasurable. Ego is just a name for darkness. It is the darkness of ignorance. Many lucky people get a chance to live in this ego-less state for a long time. But many people start adopting ego soon because they feel troubled or deprived by the world. Many people, who are completely healthy physically, remain safe from ego even in the midst of that worldly chaos by practising advanced Tantric Kundalini Yoga. They also maintain a working intelligence and do not let ego gain a foothold. But when they are unable to do tantric kundalini yoga properly due to physical weakness or illness, they also start getting caught in the clutches of ego. As soon as they come under the grip of ego, their intellect starts running like a bullet train. Do this, do that. This responsibility, that problem. In this way, the intellect establishes itself completely by making hundreds of imaginary excuses. When darkness settles inside, then darkness will be seen everywhere outside as well and man will keep struggling to escape from it. If the darkness inside is eradicated, then it will disappear outside on its own and man will be able to sit peacefully. Wearing dark glasses, everything outside looks dark. If you remove the glasses, everything starts appearing clear. Then with growing intellect how can the mind stay behind. When the intellect has generated a good income, then the mind will definitely tempt to enjoy it. Sometimes it will dream of going to the cinema, sometimes of a picnic. Sometimes of a trip to the mountain, sometimes of eating and drinking. Sometimes of doing this, sometimes of doing that. Along with these dreams, countless other thoughts also start arising. In this way, the whole world is created in his mind.

When a person starts following the thoughts of his mind, then his breath will definitely become fast. Because it involves hard work. It means that a person reaches the level of prana. Those breaths give the senses the power to enjoy pleasures and work with them. Initially, he feels the bliss of pleasures in the senses, not outside. Later, when he starts paying more attention to the object being enjoyed, then he feels that some subtle things come out of them and come in contact with his senses, which they feel. They are tanmatra only. Then, by singing more praises of the objects being enjoyed, he starts feeling that this experience of pleasure is in the objects of enjoyment only. This increases his attachment to those objects, due to which he starts studying those objects in depth. It means that the Pancha Mahabhutas that’s five major elements are created.

We want to make it clear here that we are not saying anywhere on this website that this should be done or that should not be done. Everyone has their own personal problems and needs, according to which everyone has to act. It is better if a person takes a decision himself after understanding it rather than it being forced upon him. Perhaps this started happening in our culture, that is why spiritual and scientific knowledge declined. We only present the principle side. The truth must be known, whether to follow it or not depends on the person’s own choice. Mahatma Buddha says that rising and falling continues in life. But the evil lies in the fact that a person is fallen and does not understand that he has fallen. The one who is aware of his fallen state will definitely try to rise when he gets a chance. But the one who is not aware of his fallen state will continue to live in the illusion of considering his state as normal state or raised state and will not be able to try to rise even when he gets a chance.

All this is described in detail in the scriptures, but nowadays people’s understanding about them has become distorted. I once read in an article that respected Mahesh Yogi ji also said about similar. He has a good influence in foreign countries. However, some allegations have been made against him by his opponents. As per that article the ancient Hindu Sanskriti in India has become distorted. Means I also think these scientific facts have been covered by defects like unscientificity, helplessness, slavery, poverty, conservatism, stupidity and fanaticism. However, this feeling depends on various factors like the way of looking at something, level of spiritual and material development, cultural environment, place and time etc. One person may find something bad, while another person may find the same thing good. The feeling towards which more people or more power centres are inclined is considered acceptable in the society or the world. Still These facts need to be brought out of these defects. With time, every culture starts getting blamed. Many cultures of the world have become history due to this reason, but despite being among the oldest cultures, Hindu culture has survived till today because from time to time various philosophers and social reformers have been trying to remove the allegations on it. Today, this allegation seems to be at its peak. Therefore, to remove this also, positive intellectuals with a scientific outlook will have to come forward. By the way, we want to tell that we are not with any religion etc. but with the truth.

Kundalini as the gatekeeper allows entry into the infinite kingdom of the soul

Friends, many people might think that if they reach the ego, they will automatically reach the soul. But this is not so. Nothing happens on its own. One has to make efforts for the soul till the end. Mind, intellect, ego etc. are just different levels to reach the soul. Those who do not make efforts will soon return from the ego as well. From the ego, one will come to the level of intellect. Then to the level of mind, then to the level of prana, then to the senses, then to the tanmaatras and then to the level of mahabhutas i.e. complete materiality. This cycle continues. Only yogis can reach from the ego to the soul. Although the soul can be attained by any means. But like everything else, there is a very easy and scientific way to attain the soul. That is, first behave like a karma yogi at the level of the five mahabhutas. Karma yoga lays the foundation stone to reach the soul. Then with the passage of time or after working hard at this level for a few years, the man himself feels that he is being transformed. He himself enters the higher level of Panchtanmatra. It means that when he looks at something, he feels that he is feeling the form. While looking at different objects, he does not feel anything different except the common form. This is a feeling similar to Advaita. Similarly, while hearing different types of sounds, he feels only a common sound. He does not feel much difference between those sounds. While experiencing different types of taste, he only feels the common rasa bhaav. He does not see them separately. While feeling different types of touch, he does not feel different substances. He only feels the sensation of touch, which is sometimes more, sometimes less, sometimes of one kind, sometimes of another. It means that he does not feel the difference between substances, but feels fluctuations in sensation. Still, it is only sensation that occurs. He does not see different types of odorous substances separately, rather he feels only the smell tanmatra in all of them in different virtual forms. If he maintains Karma Yoga and Advaita Bhaav, then he enters the higher level of Panch Karmandriyas and Panch Gyanendriyas from the level of Panchtanmatra. It means that now he does not feel the sensations of these five senses and the sensations of the five karmendriyas in external objects but in his own senses. It means he feels that these sensations are not arising outside but in his senses. Then what kind of attraction is there towards the senses of his own body. Therefore, he does not get attracted by those sensations and starts moving inward automatically. However, if he gives up spiritual efforts, then he can fall down from this level and again fall to the level of Panchtanmatra and Panchmahabhoot.

If he maintains Karma Yoga and Advaita Bhaav, then he gets elevated to the level of Prana. In this, his breath starts becoming long and deep in at times. If we see, each level lasts for a long time and also all the levels keep working together. Especially with the Karmayoga obtained from Sharirvigyan Darshan, all these levels also keep working together. Yes, then the mind becomes active by taking a long and deep breath on its own. When a person takes this long breath for a long time with Kundalini Yoga, then he gets more benefits. It also seems that on reaching the level of Prana, one gets more benefits from Kundalini Yoga. Although, it can be done before this also. When the mind also starts getting controlled by Sharirvigyan Darshan and Kundalini Yoga, then the person reaches the level of intellect. The intellect will also start searching for the soul only if it is deliberately directed. When the intellect is also controlled by Kundalini Yoga, then it will dissolve in the ego. Everything will be hidden in the ego in the form of dark soul. That is why in this state the image of Kundalini always remains in the mind. This is because the energy of the brain has to be spent somewhere or the other. If the Kundalini picture is forcefully removed, then that energy can again run towards the world. Therefore, to reach the soul, the help of Kundalini will have to be taken. At this level, if intense and tantric Kundalini sadhana is done, then the ego dissolves in the soul due to Kundalini awakening. If this is not done, then the person can gradually come out of the ego to get expanded and lost in the outside physical world again. It means that Kundalini is like a gatekeeper standing outside the divine palace of the soul. Only if it is respected and supported, only then one will get entry into the infinite palace of the soul, otherwise one will have to keep wandering in the jungle of the outside world.

Kundalini Awakening can help ego to be properly identified and properly removed

Friends, the things said in the scriptures have deep meanings. As we were discussing that Yoga goes from grossness to subtlety. Death or Pralaya is also called going from grossness to subtlety. Then what is the difference between Yoga and death, let us understand it a little more deeply. The subtlety of death stops at the ego. But the subtlety of Yoga reaches the soul. The soul is the last limit of subtlety. There is nothing more subtle than the soul. It also has an attraction like a black hole. The one who finds it, never returns to the physical world again. Then forever the subtle and infinite world of the soul becomes his world. On the other hand, the subtlety of death stops at the ego. Man’s ego is undoubtedly subtle, and all the past activities of man are recorded in it in the form of subtle codes. But still it is as gross as a mountain in front of the most subtle soul. There is absolutely no trace of the gross world in the soul, not even in a subtle or code form.

Some people call this ego the soul. Some people call it the subconscious mind. Some call it as subtle body. All this is a jugglery of words. It is the same thing. It is called ego or ahankar because it appears to everyone in their own form, not in an alien form. But in reality, it is not one’s own form. That is why ego is called false and deceptive in the scriptures. The Sanskrit word “aham” of ahamkar itself means “I”. The world with which a man deals is in an alien form. Like a man says that he drove a car. He does not say that he drove himself. But he does not realize that those alien things of the world, while in a subtle form, create and increase his ego as his own form.

As per the above, man’s ego i.e. subconscious mind is filled with all alien things. But man never considers them alien. That is because they are in a very subtle form. They are so closely attached to the soul that they do not leave it even after death. They always travel with the soul of a man in different births and in different worlds. That is why they appear as its own form to the soul. In a way, man keeps roaming around the whole world with them. It is said that so and so’s life is over and he has left this world. But the world never leaves him. It remains with him in the form of his ego.

The shadow of every alien object or alien thought remains recorded in the soul of a man in the form of ego. Many people skilled in worldly affairs make big claims or pretend that they do not have ego, but it is impossible. Many great egoists roam around pretending to be enlightened. I am not talking about the originator of any religion. The shadow of the world will remain on the soul, no matter how much the man tries to protect himself. Yes, if he keeps doing Kundalini Yoga along with it daily, then that shadow will become weak and the shadow formed will start disappearing. Then we can say that a certain man has very little ego. The meaning is clear that Kundalini Yoga is the measure of someone’s ego, not worldliness.

Either a person should consider the gross world as his own form like the subtle world of his ego or he should not consider anyone as his own form. The problem arises when the gross world is considered as someone else’s form and the subtle world is considered as one’s own form. When a person considers the gross world as his own form like his ego, then his attachment towards it will reduce. Who gets attached to himself? This will create a less deep shadow on the soul. This will reduce the ego itself. If a person considers the ego as someone else along with the world, then he will incline towards Kundalini Yoga Sadhana and with its help will surely want to remove the alien and putrid thing stuck to his pure soul.

The common man does not know about his pure soul. That is why he considers his ego as his soul. But with Kundalini awakening, a person experiences his pure soul. Of course, the experience of Kundalini awakening and the experience of the soul associated with it lasts only for a few moments. Due to this, the ego clearly appears as someone else and stuck to the pure soul due to ignorance. This ignorance is the ignorance of the soul, which has been advised to be eradicated by knowledge of the soul everywhere in the scriptures. It means that indirectly the advice of Kundalini awakening has been given, because only then will the knowledge of the soul be attained, that is, the experience of the soul. The knowledge of the soul is not like bookish knowledge that you read and it is done, as many people think. Rather, it is the direct experience of the soul. In any case, one can only read about something else. How can one read about oneself? One can only feel oneself directly. Therefore, an awakened person, that is, a self-aware person, keeps trying to remove the ego in the form of a poisonous vine through various types of sadhnas including Kundalini Yoga. Perhaps in a philosophical style, the ego itself has been called the poisonous vine aka Vishabel, because both tend to cling, and kill the one they cling to. Similarly, the ego itself has been called the Akashbel that’s sky vine. Akashbel means a vine that clings to the sky. The soul is clean and empty like the sky. Only the ego can cling to it, nothing else can cling to the sky. It is also surprising that ego does not leave safe even the empty sky.

The meaning is clear that Kundalini Jagran is not a permanent achievement. But its importance lies in the fact that it keeps motivating a person towards Yoga. Yes, not everyone gets Kundalini Jagran. That is why one is asked to keep company with an awakened person. Just like a person who knows about gold tells the entire world how to identify gold. In the same way, only an awakened person can tell the entire society the true identity of ego.
This is why Kundalini awakening has been given a lot of importance in the scriptures. In today’s satsangs etc., of course the main preacher etc. are not awakened, but they repeat the words of awakened people written in the scriptures. This also works. That is why Vyas or spiritual storyteller is also given a lot of importance and respect. Of course they are not awakened, but they explain the words of awakened people to the listeners well with their philosophical cleverness and eloquence. We also try to do almost the same on this website, because we keep trying to understand and present the spiritual facts of the scriptures to the world in a modern, scientific and logical form.

Kundalini awakening occurs by the destruction of ego even to the effort made for the Kundalini

Mind-eye is called the third eye

When we lie down for getting sleepy, and then we stand up at that time, then sleep disappears suddenly. In fact, by standing and moving a little, the energy from the back rises. Yawning has the same effect. I was talking in the previous post about the possibility of strange happenings due to hypersensitivity born of Kundalini. When Kundalini is activated or awakened in the brain, the sensitivity of the brain increases greatly. All the experiences of the senses are felt intense. For example, the taste of food increases manifold. The fragrance also feels many times stronger. In fact, the prana energy from which the transcendental kundalini can be revealed can also reveal other transcendental experiences, such as the experience of flying, the experience of walking on water. These are called yogic siddhis. Actually these experiences are not from the body, but only from the mind. It is as if Kundalini is not seen with the eyes, but through the mind. This awakened mind is called the opening of the third eye. Because the whole world is from the mind, that is why in ancient yoga books such mental experiences have been written as physical experiences, so that it is easy for the common man to understand. But most people start to think of these as worldly or real physical experiences. A dedicated Kundalini yogi mostly derives the great joy of life from Kundalini. He is not subject to material things for the enjoyment of life. Therefore it is natural that if his Kundalini is damaged or weakened by any worldly troubles, he will be surrounded by darkness of depression. This will happen because he will not immediately understand, nor will he like the worldly way of attaining happiness. That is why it is said that the middle path is the best path, because spirituality and worldliness go hand in hand in this, so that there is no loss due to lack of anyone.

Sedentary lifestyle is the enemy of both materiality and spirituality

Advaita contemplation is more successful while doing yoga, because the good effect of Advaita is obtained only through Kundalini. While doing yoga, all the nadis, mainly the sushumna nadi and chakra, remain open. Due to this the Kundalini emerging from Advaita easily occupies the appropriate chakra. If the level of mental energy is low, the Kundalini occupies the lower chakras, and if the mental energy is high, the Kundalini rushes to the upper chakras. Similarly, meditation of Advaita at the time of any other type of physical activity also gives more Kundalini benefits due to this reason. In times of sluggishness, the nadis and chakras remain asleep, so that Kundalini cannot pass through them easily. For this reason, the fear of falling ill also remains. For this reason people with sedentary lifestyle are neither materially nor spiritually prosperous.

Positive effort never fails

I feel a deep connection with all the world famous artists and rich people. They make me feel like my childhood friends and family. I may have reached the peak of material progress in the previous life, possibly like them. Then I must have felt the desire for Kundalini awakening and I would have tried for that, but I would not have got success. Due to its influence, I must have been born in this birth in the midst of the rich, world famous and spiritual personalities of the previous life. The experience of momentary Kundalini awakening would also have been received by its influence. The people who come under my contact must also have been great people of previous lives, and they must have got some kind of Kundalini association as well. They must have come under my contact with the same Kundalini effect. This means that hard work never fails. Anyway, naturally, the desire for Kundalini awakening occurs only after touching the peak of materiality. Psychologically it may also happen that through the power of Kundalini awakening, I feel attached to powerful people and things, because Kundalini awakening is the treasure of all powers.

Nothing is achieved without effort or on its own

Mystical outlook has made man careless. This makes him wait for a miracle to happen. This blog is breaking this mysticism. Everything including Kundalini awakening is scientific and it also requires a sustained logical approach over a long period of time like material things. This blog and website has everything to read about my so-called spontaneous awakening phenomenon, including books. Mainly, the book Love Story of a Yogi, then Kundalini science~ A Spiritual Psychology, Parts 1 and 2. Apart from this, following this blog will also provide fresh content every week. Many people think of me as having had higher spiritual experiences on my own or without any effort. The point seems true to a large extent, because I did not make any special efforts for them. I kept getting favorable conditions, and everything happened by itself. But the hard work of my ancestors hidden in it is not visible to anyone. My family was dominated by spirituality and high idealism for at least three generations. Because of this, my family’s name and respect was far and wide in the society. For two generations, my family has been working as Brahmin priests. Vedic rituals are performed in this work. The Vedic ritual is actually the first chapter of Kundalini Yoga, because it introduces a person to Kundalini, and strengthens it in the mind in an easy and worldly way. It was in the company of such a spiritual family that the Kundalini unintentionally made its permanent place in my mind. It means that the fruits of my family’s hundreds of years of hard work have manifested in me. I didn’t get something on my own. You don’t get anything by yourself. If we keep on following the path of spirituality, then our children, grandsons, great grandsons etc. will get its fruits. They won’t get anything on their own. This means, efforts made for Kundalini never fail. If the person who makes efforts does not see the fruits immediately, then the society and the world definitely get it. Over a period of time, even the one who tries will get the result.

Even ego of doing meditation or yoga should also be shed away to get awakening

Kundalini awakening is a rare happening. It seldom requires forceful attempt. Yes, one can be ready for it mentally as well as physically with forceful efforts. Forceful efforts should be at the level of prana energy available in a man otherwise too much forceful effort may harm body and mind. I tried same. I drifted with world for 15 years though I had nondual attitude always through my self made unique philosophy. Then on availability of excess of prana energy, I did forceful hath yoga for one year and then tantric yoga for next one month. Then I shed my this ego too and I again started drifting with the world. Although Yoga was continued as it was. This shedding ego of even doing yoga etc. or letting go produced glimpse of Kundalini awakening in me just as effortlessly. Still, no one shot a big arrow, because more important than awakening is the awakened lifestyle. To sum up, just a glimpse, because my aim was not any enlightenment, but I wanted to experience Kundalini awakening in a scientific way, and to tell people to save them from misgivings. At last the wish is fulfilled. This means ego of doing meditation or yoga or other virtuous deeds should also be shed away to get awakening. This has been told in scriptures by a famous advising sentence that spirituality grow through satoguna and awakening occur through shedding away ego even to that satoguna too. Satoguna means the manifestation of luminous divine qualities in the mind and body under the influence of yoga practice. Earlier I also did not understand the secret of this saying, but now I have understood its meaning clearly, practically and experientially. During the time of my awakening, I felt no this or that emotion, no special sensation etc. as told by many people in strange ways. All things were quite smooth. It’s all an energy game only. For willful awakening, people most often adopt wrong paths full of egotism and so never attain it. Few others keep cool and drift amidst the common river, however abolishing the ego. They attain it without special willful effort. Many take the middle path of balancing both, which leads to quickest success. Probably the same middle path happened to me as well.