Why Do We Get Stuck? A Quantum Insight Into Depression, Happiness, and Letting Go

In life, we all experience many moods and mind states—joy, sadness, courage, fear, excitement, boredom. These are natural waves of consciousness. But somewhere along the journey, many people make a silent mistake: they get attached to one mental state and start believing it is permanent. This is one of the root causes of suffering.

People fall into depression not just because life is hard, but because they begin to think, “This sadness is final. This is how my life will always be.” Suicidal thoughts often come from this same illusion—the belief that one unbearable feeling is the whole truth of existence, with no possibility of change. People lose happiness not because joy is absent, but because they get trapped in one emotional corner of the mind and forget how naturally shifting life actually is.

This is where Sharirvigyan Darshan, the science of understanding life through the body and the atom, offers a simple but powerful insight.

Look at the quantum world, the very foundation of life. The particles inside every atom—electrons, protons, photons—never cling to one state. They exist inside what physicists call the quantum field, a state where multiple possibilities are always alive at once. The quantum field is like an open playground, where a player can do anything—jump, sit, lie down, roll, squat, walk, run, or stand still. All these actions are present in potential, but the player chooses one depending on the moment. The other actions remain available, silently waiting, not lost. Similarly, in the quantum world, when the right condition appears, one possibility crystallizes into reality, while the others gently step back into the field of maybes.

Now compare this to the human mind. Our consciousness also holds many options. We can think new thoughts, feel new emotions, and take new actions. But we get stuck when we obsessively identify with one mind state, believing, “This is me, and this is final.” This leads to stress, anxiety, depression, and sometimes even the tragic decision to give up on life. But nature itself doesn’t behave this way. Your own body is proof. Right now, trillions of atomic decisions are happening in your cells, constantly shifting, adjusting, and choosing the next best state according to the present moment. Life is not designed to be rigid—it is designed to flow.

So what is the solution? Sharirvigyan Darshan teaches you to remember your atomic roots. Like the quantum field, you too are standing in an open playground of possibilities at every moment. If sadness is present, let it pass through you like a temporary action in the field—but don’t block joy, courage, or peace from blooming next. The universe is constantly shifting between possibilities. Particles don’t get stuck—they shift when needed. Why should you be any different?

This is not just philosophy—it is how reality works. Learning to live like the quantum world means letting go of obsessive clinging to one mental state and allowing life to unfold naturally, just as it was designed to do.

Quantum Living: The Forgotten Art of Decision Without Ego

At the heart of reality, particles like electrons, protons, and photons make choices all the time. They shift orbits, tunnel through barriers, and synchronize through quantum coherence. But they do so without attachment, pride, or emotional entanglement. They respond to the present moment—not out of desire, but out of resonance with the cosmic pattern. There is no stress of “me” or “mine.” There’s no inner debate of “should I or shouldn’t I?” A photon simply chooses the path that nature opens. An electron jumps orbit when the conditions fit. This is decision without ego, action without burden.

So the question naturally arises: If particles can do this, why can’t humans?

The answer is both simple and profound: we can.

Human decisions are made in the same way at the root. Whether we call it instinct, habit, or intellect, our brain is continuously processing probabilities, much like the quantum world does. But we add layers—labels like success or failure, friend or enemy, joy or sorrow. We wrap choices in stories. We get stuck in attachment to outcomes, creating unnecessary suffering.

Yet the very duality we struggle with is not a mistake of nature—it’s a tool of nature. Just as a quantum particle exists as both wave and particle (a principle called complementarity), human life operates on dual choices: love and fear, risk and safety, attachment and detachment. Every living behavior, from the smallest reflex to the largest life decision, is rooted in this duality. The heartbeat alternates between contraction and relaxation. Breathing oscillates between inhalation and exhalation. The brain constantly switches between action and rest. Life is designed to flow between opposites—this is not confusion; it is balance.

Consider the act of walking. It’s a controlled fall, a constant choice between left and right, forward and stillness. Even creativity is dual: it thrives on both chaos (the spark of ideas) and order (the shaping of form). Love too is dual—it asks for both holding on and letting go. Every living behavior is a play of opposites, just as quantum particles toggle between two states, weaving reality through their dance.

When we understand this, life becomes lighter. Decision-making turns into meditation. We stop overburdening ourselves with perfection or regret. We can act like the electron—not for reward, not out of fear, but simply because it is the next natural step in the universal rhythm.

This is the vision of Sharirvigyan Darshan: the body and mind are not separate from the quantum field; they are its living expression. Your consciousness is not violating nature when it decides—it is mirroring the same cosmic logic the atom follows. The only difference is that humans create ego after choosing. But this is optional. The universe never asked for it.

In truth, we are holographic continuations of atoms, running on the same software but at a higher resolution. When we realize this, life becomes effortless. Quantum living is not about escaping choices; it’s about flowing with them, just like the particles do—freely, harmoniously, without getting stuck.

The Dual Nature of the Soul: A Reflection of Matter’s Duality

In this regard, I find the dual nature of matter or particle very interesting. When we look at the finite particle nature, the infinite wave nature abolishes. It seems as if infinite space gets localized at a point space. When we observe its wave nature, the particle nature collapses. It means we cannot observe both natures together. These are completely contrasting to each other, and yet, they are two aspects of the same reality. This mysterious behavior is not just a property of physical matter but hints at something deeper, something metaphysical.

A similar phenomenon seems to happen with the soul or consciousness. When we observe the particle-like world inside the soul deeply with attachment, its infinite nature collapses into a localized experience. Our awareness shrinks down to the level of the senses, the ego, and the personal story. We get entangled in the world, and the vastness of consciousness becomes hidden.

On the other hand, when we try to see the infinite sky-like nature of the soul through yoga, meditation, or inner stillness, the localized experience collapses. The senses become secondary, the ego fades, and the experience of the infinite opens up again. It seems that we cannot observe both natures together deeply with attachment because both are completely opposite to each other. This is exactly why the seers have been saying since ages that the world and God cannot be enjoyed together. We have to leave one to get the other. It is the dual nature of the soul, just like the dual nature of matter. The way of seeing determines what reveals itself.

If we assume the particle to be the worldly experience, and the wave to be the pure soul, the analogy becomes clear. The particle is the personal story, the wave is the infinite being. If one has not dissolved all sanskaric imprints in this lifetime through yoga, meditation, or inner purification, then these impressions remain buried as encoded memories on the soul even after death. The soul continues to observe or experience these localized imprints, because the attachments and tendencies are not dissolved.

According to this understanding, it becomes natural to conclude that the soul will not experience its limitless self-nature in such a state. Its infiniteness will be veiled, although it will still be the same pure space as the soul itself. The difference is only in the covering, the veiling caused by impressions.

In this way, space or sky becomes of two types:

  1. One is the unveiled pure space, where the consciousness is free and expansive.
  2. The other is the veiled impure space, where consciousness is dimmed and clouded by sanskaric burdens.

Although both are having consciousness, the extent differs like sky and earth. That veiled space is called jada (inert or unconscious) by common people, although it is not fully jada, but having a very faint consciousness, varying according to the burden of imprints.

This understanding reveals a deep truth: the dual nature of soul is not different from the dual nature of matter. It is the same space, the same consciousness, but the way of seeing changes everything.

Individual Soul as Space — Ripples, Prana, and Cosmic Memory

I’ve been deeply fascinated by the idea that the information of a lifetime doesn’t just vanish after death. Instead, it remains as imprints — subtle and stable — like ripples frozen in space. These ripples, I feel, are what the Yogic tradition calls the Sukshma Sharira, the subtle body. Even Patanjali’s definition of Yoga as Chitta Vritti Nirodha — the cessation of the mind’s modifications — is essentially about dissolving these exact ripples. Once they dissolve, the space-like soul becomes fully pure again — free, mindless, and liberated. These ripples are what cover the natural infinity, knowledge, and bliss that is the nature of the soul. The more ripples there are, the more limited and distorted the experience becomes. Interestingly, I’m seeing scientists talk similarly about the physical universe — how ripples in space-time, like gravitational waves, store information and preserve memory of cosmic events. The parallel feels profound.

I asked myself — can this insight be translated into something structured and communicable? A diagram perhaps? And yes, the core idea is that in both ancient yogic philosophy and modern physics, ripples hold memory. In the human soul, they’re subtle thoughts and impressions. In the cosmos, they’re gravitational or quantum ripples. When they’re stilled, either through deep meditation or natural cosmic stillness, what remains is pure being.

Then came a deeper insight. Just like the human soul stores the mental formations in its subtle layers and carries them forward, could the universe itself — after its death — retain its memory in the form of stable gravitational waves? Could these waves be like the soul’s sanskaras? This would mean that the universe, too, is reborn with characteristics similar to what it previously held — just as a human being is reborn with a tendency pattern from earlier lives. It seemed clearer now: both the human and the cosmos are memory-bearing entities. In humans, that memory is preserved in the subtle pranic structure. In the cosmos, that memory is stored in the fabric of space-time itself.

But the pattern doesn’t stop there. Just as the human soul is sustained by prana — the subtle life force — even after death, that prana does not perish. It stays in an unmanifest form, sustaining the subtle impressions or ripples. So, shouldn’t cosmic prana also survive after the death of the universe? It makes sense to think that the pranic energy of the cosmos — perhaps what science refers to as dark energy or vacuum energy — doesn’t disappear. Instead, it sustains the subtle ripples in the vastness of space. The same mechanism seems to repeat: subtle energy sustains subtle form, whether in the microcosm of a soul or the macrocosm of a universe.

This led to a bigger question — if the human soul can be liberated by dissolving its ripples, what about the cosmic soul? Can Brahma — the creator — be liberated? And if yes, does that liberation happen after many cycles of creation and destruction as the scriptures say? The answer in traditional cosmology is yes. Even Brahma, after living a span of unimaginable length and creating countless universes, ultimately merges into Brahman — the absolute. Just like the individual soul, Brahma too is not absolutely free until the very last ripple is stilled — when even the desire to create dissolves. This is the true Mahapralaya — the final dissolution, not just of matter and space, but of all mental intention, even divine ones.

This brings up an essential doubt. If Brahma — the cosmic mind — is liberated, then how can a new universe emerge again? Isn’t the story over? But the scriptures and philosophies say that the play is beginningless and endless. Even after the dissolution, the potential remains in Brahman. A new Brahma arises — not from karmic bondage, but spontaneously — from the freedom of infinite stillness. It’s a divine pulse, a self-expression, not a necessity. In the same way that waves naturally arise from still water without any karma, a new cosmos arises from the infinite potential of Brahman.

This aligns with some scientific models too. Quantum field theory tells us that the vacuum is never empty — it always retains the potential for particles, energy, even new universes to emerge. Some cosmologists believe that universes are cyclic — they collapse, leave an imprint, and then arise again. So the philosophical and scientific views seem to be converging on this one mysterious truth: nothing ever truly begins, and nothing ever truly ends.

And then came perhaps the most integrated insight of all. If the human soul is carrying ripples, and the universe is carrying ripples, then maybe the soul isn’t just a “drop of consciousness” — maybe it’s a space unto itself. A localized field. An individual bubble of space-time carrying its own gravitational ripples (samskaras), sustained by its own dark energy (subtle prana). This would mean that the individual soul is nothing fundamentally different from the cosmic soul — just a localized, individualized expression. It’s the same ocean appearing as a unique wave. The same infinite field, just folded into a personal experience. The Sukshma Sharira becomes a field space — full of memory (ripples), energy (prana), and consciousness (Atman) — just like the universe.

This realization made everything fit. In science, the holographic principle tells us that each part of space contains the whole. In Vedanta, Atman is Brahman — the soul is not different from the whole. The soul becomes bounded not because it is lesser, but because it identifies with its ripples. And liberation — for both the Jiva and Brahma — is the return to boundary-less awareness. The field collapses into itself. No more ripples, no more time, no more cycles. Just the infinite, again.

And yet — from that infinite, new ripples arise. A new soul, a new Brahma, a new universe. The play never ends.

Chapter 1: The Atom – The Smallest Big Thing

Namaste, dear reader friends,

With heartfelt joy and deep intent, I welcome you to this evolving journey — a blog series that is also the seed of a book titled
“Sharirvigyan Darshan: The Human Body Inside an Atom.”

This work is born from a long inner reflection and a desire to share a vision that unites science, self-awareness, and spirituality into one living understanding. It seeks to answer the timeless questions: What is this body? What is this universe? And are they really two separate things?

In my earlier explorations, I presented how human beings and human society mirror the functioning of body cells and systems. This appealed to those from health and biological sciences. But I felt something was missing for the common seeker — for those who live, think, and feel in a more everyday, physical world.

And then came a simple but powerful doorway: the atom.

Atoms are the building blocks of all matter — be it your body, your home, a tree, or even a grain of sand. But what if I told you that each atom is not just a particle, but a holographic reflection of your entire body? That the universe, in its vastness, is nothing but a mirror of you — and you, a living image of the universe?

Through this understanding, the gap between science and spirituality, self and world, you and me, starts to dissolve. The ego softens, the illusion of separation fades, and what remains is a peaceful joy — the natural state of nonduality.

This is not a dry concept or theory. It is a living, breathing truth.
One that can be felt, understood, and lived, even by the most ordinary person.

So, dear friends, walk with me through these pages — not just with the mind, but with your whole being. Let this journey open your eyes to a hidden harmony, where matter becomes meaning, and the body becomes a doorway to the cosmos.

And now, with gentle excitement,
we step into Chapter One…

Chapter 1: The Atom – The Smallest Big Thing

The most astonishing truth is often hidden in the most ordinary thing. You wake up in the morning, touch your pillow, stretch your arms, breathe in the air—but rarely do you pause to consider: everything you just experienced is made of the same ingredient. Your breath. Your bones. Your bed. Your breakfast. Even your boredom. All made of atoms.

The word “atom” may sound like it belongs in a physics lab or an 8th standard science textbook, but in truth, the atom is more mystical than any ancient symbol, more philosophical than any scripture, and more thrilling than any science fiction. The atom is the beginning of our journey not because it is small, but because it is the smallest form of everything we know.

It is the humble atom that will eventually unfold before you the secret of your body, your mind, your world, and your Self. Not metaphorically. Not symbolically. But directly, clearly, and scientifically.

What is an Atom, Really?

Strip away all poetic fog for a moment and look at the raw definition: an atom is the smallest unit of matter that retains the properties of an element. Hydrogen, oxygen, iron, gold, carbon—each is made of atoms. Each atom is composed of a dense nucleus (holding protons and neutrons) surrounded by a cloud of electrons. But the mind-shattering part? It’s almost entirely empty space.

If the nucleus of an atom were the size of a grain of rice, the electrons would be whirling around it at a distance of several meters. And in between? Nothing. Vacuum. Silence. Emptiness. And yet, this empty dance creates solidity.

Your skin. Your skull. The steel spoon in your hand. All solid illusions made from empty atoms. A paradox wrapped in wonder.

You Are Made of This

As you sit reading this chapter—whether on a screen or paper—your body is pulsing with activity. Cells working, blood flowing, brain humming. And yet, underneath all that complexity lies astonishing simplicity: you are made of atoms.

Bones? Calcium atoms. Muscles? Proteins made from carbon, hydrogen, oxygen, nitrogen atoms. Breath? Oxygen atoms in molecules dancing through lungs and into blood.

Even your thoughts depend on the flicker of sodium and potassium atoms across neural membranes. You are an orchestra of atomic activity.

And it’s not just you. The chair you’re sitting on. The cup near your hand. The book on your shelf. All made of atoms. There is no exception in the physical world. Everything is atoms, arranged differently.

The First Whisper: What If?

Now let a quiet question pass through your awareness:

If every object in the universe is made of atoms, and your body is made of atoms, then is there any boundary between “you” and “everything else”?

This is not mysticism. This is physics.

Imagine for a moment: you walk into a room. Your hand touches a wall. Two atomic clouds meet. One belongs to “you,” the other to “wall.” But both are just electrons pushing against each other—and electrons don’t carry name tags. They don’t say, “Hey! I’m from Bhishm Sharma’s hand!”

So who says they are yours?

That is the first crack in the ego.

Atoms Don’t Have Egos

Here is a silent truth that might change your life:

Atoms don’t do anything. Yet everything happens through them.

The atom doesn’t claim it grew into a flower, or turned into a heart cell, or formed a skyscraper. It doesn’t say, “Look what I did!”

It simply is, and through its being, infinite forms arise.

Compare that to your own life. You eat, breathe, speak, sleep, think. But if you observe closely, none of this is truly “done” by you in the conscious sense. Breathing happens. Digestion happens. Even thoughts arise without being summoned.

Your life is a play of atomic orchestration, not personal authorship.

The Suspense Begins

Here’s where it gets exhilarating.

Later in this book, you will see not just that the body is made of atoms, but that each atom is a miniature holographic reflection of the entire body. Every function you believe belongs to organs—like circulation, cognition, metabolism—is already being mirrored at the atomic level.

The atom, in a very real sense, is the body, just in seed form.

This isn’t poetry. It is precise parallelism. The holographic principle in physics suggests that all the information of a whole can exist in every small part. Like a fragment of a holographic photo still contains the entire image, just at lower resolution.

That means: Every atom is the body. Every atom is the universe. And so are you.

And Yet… Nothing Moves

The deeper you look into atomic structure, the more silence you encounter. Electrons don’t spin like planets. They exist in probability clouds. The nucleus doesn’t pulse or breathe. It just remains.

This entire dynamic universe is built on particles that are mostly still and silent.

This echoes something ancient within your own being. Something that yogis, sages, and mystics have spoken of for millennia:

“There is a stillness in you that does not move, yet all movement arises from it.”

In this book, we will slowly peel back the veil—not to escape science, but to fulfill it.

Why This Chapter Matters

You may wonder: why start here? Why talk about atoms when you came looking for self-realization, spiritual understanding, or insight into human nature?

Because understanding the atom is understanding yourself.

Not just your body. But the very way you think, feel, act, and perceive.

This book is not about religious belief or new-age theory. It is about showing you, through direct experience and clear reasoning, that everything you think is “external” is actually you.

The moment you grasp that the very building blocks of the universe are also the building blocks of your Self, the illusion of separation begins to dissolve. You start to laugh gently at the absurdity of possessiveness, pride, guilt, and fear.

What is there to fight, if all is you? What is there to possess, if the possessor is already everywhere?

A Taste of What Awaits

In coming chapters, we will:

  • Unpack how the functions of the body (circulation, nervous system, digestion) mirror atomic structure
  • See how the society of cells within us reflects the society outside us
  • Discover how consciousness and awareness influence atomic behavior
  • Understand how healing, memory, and death relate to atomic rearrangement
  • And finally, how seeing the atom as your own Self can liberate you from the weight of ego

The Adventure Within

Imagine a journey where no place is far because the destination is within you.

Where the greatest mysteries of matter whisper the truths of spirit.

Where the smallest unit of substance reveals the largest truth of existence.

This is not just a book. It is a shift in the way you perceive reality.

We began with the atom. But the journey has only begun.

And if you dare to go deeper, you will discover that the boundary between the knower and the known, the seer and the seen, the atom and the body, the world and the Self…

…was never really there at all.

कुंडलिनी योग विवाह, रोमांस और संतानोत्पत्ति में सहायक है

दोस्तों, प्रकृति एक विशालकाय मां की तरह है। अंतरिक्ष इसका पेट है। जब पुरुष-पिता के द्वारा इसमें गर्भाधान किया गया, तब सूक्ष्मतम मूल कण इसके गर्भ में स्थापित हो गया। उसमें महा-विस्फोट अर्थात बिग बैंग के रूप में विभाजन और विकास की शुरुआत हो गई। जैसे-जैसे यह सृष्टि रूपी महा-भ्रूण बढ़ता गया, वैसे-वैसे इसके पेट का आकार भी बढ़ता गया। इसे ही वैज्ञानिक अंतरिक्ष का फैलना कहते हैं। आज भी अंतरिक्ष फैलता ही जा रहा है। जब यह सृष्टि रूपी बच्चा बड़ा होकर पूरी तरह विकसित हो जाएगा, तब उसका और आगे बढ़ना रुक जाएगा। उस समय प्रकृति के उदर का आकार भी स्थिर हो जाएगा। लंबे समय तक यही स्थिति बनी रहेगी। फिर यह सृष्टि रूपी आदमी बूढ़ा और कमजोर होने लगेगा। इससे इसका आकार भी घटने लगेगा। इससे प्रकृति मां के पेट का आकार भी घटने लगेगा। इसे ही वैज्ञानिक बिग क्रंच अर्थात महा सिकुड़न कहते हैं, जब अंतरिक्ष का फैलना रुक जाएगा और वह धीरे-धीरे सिकुड़ने लगेगा। फिर अंत में यह महा विशालकाय आदमी मर कर उसी मूल भ्रूण कोशिका के रूप में सिकुड़ जाएगा, जहां से इसका विकास शुरू हुआ था। फिर वह अंतिम मूल कोशिका भी उसी प्रकृति में मिल जाएगी, जिससे वह बनी थी। अंतिम मूल कण प्रकृति से ही बना था, और वह प्रकृति से ही पोषण प्राप्त करके बढ़ता गया था। इसीलिए प्रकृति को मां भी कहते हैं। पुरुष ने तो केवल जरा सा सहयोग किया प्रकृति का। उसके प्रार्थना करने पर उसे अपना बीज प्रदान किया है। सृष्टि-पुत्र की ज्यादा जरूरत प्रकृति को ही है, क्योंकि वह उस के माध्यम से अपनी कल्पित कमी और हीनता की भरपाई करना चाहती है। पुरुष तो मस्त मलंग है। वह अपने आप में पूर्ण है। उसे किसी की कोई जरूरत नहीं है। असली दुनियादारी में भी तो कुछ-कुछ ऐसा ही दिखता है। हां, चतुर लोग प्रतिदिन कुंडलिनी योग के माध्यम से प्रकृति-पुरुष का मिलन कराते रहते हैं, और अपनी मनचाही सृष्टि-संतान का निर्माण करते रहते हैं।

खाली अंडा कभी नहीं फूटता। खाली मादा-बीज कभी वृक्ष नहीं बनता। खाली मिट्टी भी कभी वृक्ष नहीं बना सकती। वृक्ष में नर-बीज, मादा-बीज और मिट्टी, तीनों के अंश होते हैं। पर सृष्टि में पुरुष और प्रकृति, केवल दोनों के ही अंश होते हैं। भूमि बीज को पोषण प्रदान करती है। नर-बीज को विविधता मादा-बीज के साथ मिश्रित होने से मिलती है। मादा-बीज को भी विविधता नर-बीज के साथ मिश्रित होने से ही मिलती है। उधर प्रकृति मादा-बीज भी है, और मिट्टी भी वही है। मतलब वह पुरुष-बीज अर्थात नर-बीज को विविधता भी प्रदान करती है, और उसे बढ़ाने के लिए मिट्टी का काम भी करती है। ऐसा इसलिए है, क्योंकि सृष्टि के प्रारंभ में पुरुष और प्रकृति के इलावा अन्य कुछ भी नहीं था। प्रकृति में अव्यक्त रूप में छिपे हुए अति सूक्ष्म तत्त्व पुरुष-बीज और मादा -बीज के मिश्रण से बने मूल कण को बढ़ाते रहते हैं। प्रलय के समय सारी सृष्टि खत्म होकर प्रकृति में सूक्ष्म रूप में समा जाती है। उसे सांख्य की भाषा में अव्यक्त कहते हैं। उसी अव्यक्त से पुनः नई सृष्टि का निर्माण होता है। यह ऐसे ही है, जैसे सारे जीव-जंतु और पेड़-पौधे मर कर और सड़-गल कर सूक्ष्म तत्त्वों के रूप में मिट्टी में समा जाते हैं, और फिर मिट्टी के उन्हीं सूक्ष्म तत्त्वों से पोषण प्राप्त करके नए जीव-जंतु पैदा हो जाते हैं, और नए पेड़-पौधे उग आते हैं। साथ में अलग-अलग मात्राओं में और अलग-अलग तरीके से संयोग करके, पुरुष-बीज और प्रकृति-बीज संसार में विविधता भी पैदा करते हैं। वृक्ष के मादा-बीज और नर-बीज भी इसी तरह आपस में अलग-अलग मात्रा में और अलग-अलग तरीके से जुड़कर वृक्षों की विभिन्न प्रकार की किस्में पैदा कर देते हैं।

Kundalini Yoga can reunite the son with his father most easily

Friends, Lord Krishna says in Geeta that he is the father of the universe, who in the form of Brahma puts his semen as seed inside his wife Prakriti. The entire creation originates from him. Come, let us understand this scientifically. If we go deeper into the scriptures, we will find many secrets hidden in them. A ring was formed with the luminous line of Purusha or luminous sky within the tamas-sky means dark or unconscious sky or Prakriti. That virtual sphere was the original fundamental particle. It was like drawing a ring with chalk on a blackboard. It is made up of light meaning Purusha and darkness meaning nature. Even in the ring made on the black board, the circular area inside the boundary wall of the line of light is in the form of darkness. The semen of the purushottam was in the form of the luminous boundary wall of that ring-shaped drawing. That semen was called Purusha. Actually, all the essence of an male organism is hidden in its semen. So basically, there’s no difference purusa and purushottam. It’s like just as the whole tree is hidden inside its seed.

The dark circular area inside the ring was the egg of Mother prakriti. Similarly, all the essence of a female organism is hidden in its egg or ovum. So, basically there’s no difference between orginal limitless prakriti and an egg bound prakriti. This combination of both means the egg was fertilized by the sperm. That is why in Gita, Prakriti has been called Kshetra meaning field and Purusha has been called Kshetragya meaning one who knows the field or is also called a seed sowing farmer. Only the one who understands the field will want to plow it and also want to sow seeds in it. Then in the womb of Mother Nature, that fertilized egg became the original fundamental particle and became active for growth and development. It created more fundamental particles like itself by its repeated divisions. Those fundamental particles started joining together to form bigger and bigger structures. Perhaps it was the only fundamental particle formed just before the Big Bang at the beginning of the universe. The explosion in it and its further expansion means the formation of a unicellular zygote in the womb and its outward expansive growth through rapid and explosive divisions. Note that the development of the fetus takes place in the mother’s womb in exactly the same way. Till today this growth and development of the universe is going on continuously, and will continue in future also. Because Mother Nature’s womb is in the form of infinite sky, there is no shortage of space in it. That is why creation never needs to come out of the womb. On the contrary, due to limited space in the womb of a woman, the child has to be taken out of the womb after some time. Its subsequent development takes place outside the womb. A child is also made up of parts of both the mother and father. The first round cell called zygote, which is formed by the union of sperm and egg, has half the characteristics of the mother and half the characteristics of the father. Due to this, the qualities of each of the both parents are added in half and equal proportion in the entire new body of the child. That is why the child’s appearance resembles that of both the parents. In the same way, because the first fundamental particle contains half and equal qualities of each of its parents that’s Purusha and Prakriti, the entire creation has equal and half qualities of both, because from that single original particle the entire creation developed. That is why seeing anything reminds us of God and nature. It happens just like seeing a child, one gets an idea about his/her parents. That is why idols made of metal, stone etc. are worshipped. We cannot see God the Father, but we can definitely see the physical creation as his children. Children always try to be like their parents by imitating their parents, growing and developing and taking over their work and business. In the same way, the creation, which is the child of Prakriti and Purusha, and all its substances keep on developing, inspired by the supreme height of their father, the Supreme Soul, and also keep taking strength from their mother Prakriti to create the best creation.

Just as the Purusha-Father resides in the Sahasrara of the body, in the same way Mother Nature also remains asleep in the form of Shakti in the Muladhara of the body. Children have more direct contact with their mother. The father is busy in his work, business etc. It is the mother who keeps him in touch with his father. Similarly, man also cannot directly meet the Father-purusha or Shiva located in the Sahasrara Chakra. To meet him, he has to take the help of peaceful lap of Mother Prakriti or Shakti located in Muladhar. Mother Shakti unites him with father Shiva. This is called Kundalini Yoga and Kundali Jagran.

Kundalini Yoga transforms advanced cognition into basic cognition

Friends, man is an advanced creature. Advanced cognition is present in it. But one side effect of improved cognition is that it creates attachment, due to which the person becomes bound to it. It is like a life-saving medicine is the most helpful, but it also has the most side effects.

Basic cognition is present in all the cells of our body. Similarly, all the lowest and most microscopic organisms also have basic cognition. All of them adapt themselves according to their surrounding environment. To survive they follow a lifestyle similar to ours. Learn new things, and remember old things. But for this, no brain like structure has been seen in them yet. Meaning that they are controlled by a series of different and countless chemical reactions. So why not consider those chemical reactions as their brain. Our brain also runs on chemical reactions only. It is possible that even inanimate objects like stones and air may have a lower level of basic cognition than this, which science has not yet been able to understand. The flow of air is controlled by atmospheric pressure. So why not consider air pressure as the basic cognition of air. Similarly, every time air has a specific reaction at a particular air pressure. So why not consider it as the memory power of air pressure. With basic cognition there is no sense of good and bad. For example, due to low air pressure at a place, air entering there does not give a good experience to the air. Nor does the movement of air from there when there is high air pressure give a bad experience to the air. Similarly, a bacteria does not feel happy when it receives a particle of food and does not feel sad when faced with an enemy. Meaning that with basic cognition there is no attachment or hatred. At the same time, in higher cognition, that intermediate state of equality turns into attachment and hatred. Just like a neutron gets converted into a positive proton and a negative electron. When both are mixed, a neutral neutron is formed again. The plus and minus charges cannot be destroyed separately. These two will be destroyed only when they meet each other. Similarly, we cannot eliminate attachment and hatred by keeping them separate. If we keep attachment to passion and aversion, they will remain separate and grow stronger. When passion arises, hatred will also arise somewhere, because like electric charges, these also arise in pairs, not alone. Detachment is the process which connects positive passion and negative hatred and destroys both. Call positive Yang and negative Yin. Their union is the much talked about confluence, or Advaita.

The development of cognition is like a necessary evil. When man was only in the form of air, water or micro-organism, he had basic cognition. There was neither passion nor hatred in him. He was neutral. He was neither happy nor sad. But as cognition developed, he started experiencing good and bad. Due to this, happiness and sorrow arose in him. Life and death came into existence. Earlier he neither lived nor died. Perhaps this is the indescribable liberation which has been talked about in the Vedas. There was neither light nor darkness in it. Meaning there was no conflict in it. That situation can also be understood in such a way that in that situation all the conflicts were there together. A neutron contains both a proton and an electron, yet not both. Similarly it is said that everything is there in God and also not there.

Now the description of the universe in the Vedas which is similar to that of human society, and the description of various animate gods and demons etc. in it is exactly like that of the people of human society, actually seems to be an attempt to return towards basic cognition. Similarly, in Tantra based physiology philosophy aka Sharirvigyan darshan, the description of the body like the universe and human society is also an attempt to achieve the same primitive basic cognition. Both have the same theme, but the philosophy of physiology seems more contemporary and scientific. However, both methods work better when combined with each other. According to a previous post, Kundalini Yoga strengthens the philosophy of physiology. This means that Kundalini Yoga strengthens the basic i.e. pure cognition.

So will we accept the existence of only electrons and protons and not neutrons? Meaning, will we accept the existence of consciousness only in advanced organisms and not in lower organisms and inanimate substances? The meaning is clear that there is no such time, place and substance in the universe which does not have consciousness.

Kundalini Yoga based Hindu Mythology is a source of inspiration for the whole world

Friends, although reviews of this series have already appeared online. But everyone has their own perspective. I watched it with my family. The children also sat with us to watch it without any provocation. This is the biggest proof of its quality. Nowadays children have no leisure from game videos or Hollywood masala. Although it is a different matter that we kept applauding every scene, perhaps that also inspired the children. Nowadays this is the way to make children aware of their values. G5 seems to be playing a somewhat good role in this. I had the good fortune to visit Char Dham pilgrimage at the age of just three years. At that time when medical science was not so developed and medical facilities were also not easily available. I had also contracted typhoid during the journey, it is not known whether it was cured by my own immunity or by medicine or by the grace of gods. No train reservation was available at that time. Imagine traveling almost the entire country, that too in a general bogie. At many places, people in the crowd started sitting on our laps. I remember running alone into the river bed and taking a bath in a small pit in Gaya, Bihar, when I was lost, or getting my foot stuck in a hole near the seat of a standing train, when a kind passenger miraculously pulled it out, I remember it all. Be it spending the night sleeping on the platform of the railway station in Changalpetu or watching English children playing drums in Dwarka, I remember everything. There, I used to gather shells collected from the sea and drop them while roaming around Lord Krishna of Dwarka and muttering something. I also remember that the priests were overwhelmed with devotion seeing that. For me, it was a fun game while watching others. At one place, when we were staying in a big Dharamshala that’s a spiritual guest house, I also remember that to make me laugh, an elder brother from the nearby house used to throw something like a pumpkin at the monkey. That’s all I remember. Yes, in Gaya a married woman was being taken towards the river after being decorated like a queen. I found her to be a real queen and very beautiful. There is much that lies ahead as too faint memory to be written or spoken. Maybe that’s why I liked this series. Visiting pilgrimage sites while sitting at home. The places of pilgrimage I visited would definitely be included in it, that is why I felt a sense of belonging. Childhood values are very important. Nowadays it has become so easy to travel across the country. Still, where do people go and where do they take their children? How this will inculcate values in them and how Sanatan Dharma or Indian culture will be protected is a matter to be thought about. Both the words are synonyms of each other. Indian culture is incomplete without Sanatan Dharma, and Sanatan Dharma is incomplete without Indian culture. We are talking about the web series Sarvam-Shaktimayam recently released on Zee Five. In this, a curious seeker comes from America and in the end he considers faith as everything and writes a book on it. A family from my country goes in search of peace, and gets the peace it wants. Whoever wants whatever, he gets it. Some have scientific findings and some have experience. The series only has ten episodes and each episode is about half an hour long, meaning a total of five hours, equivalent to two big movies. We saw it all in one day, and we enjoyed it so much. By the way, the next day my wife had planned to go to Khatu Shyam and Pushkar with a group of women, so she finished it, so that there is a good mood for the pilgrimage and there is no suspense in the mind.

Our mother was very spiritual. Of course, as a solution to some children related problems at a young age, she made clay moulded Shivlingas every day for a whole year in the morning, worshiped them during the day and washed them in the evening. After that, she kept making this rule every year throughout the month of Shravan that’s the rainy month throughout her life. I believe that most of the Hindus remain limited to these basic spiritual rituals throughout their life and are unable to give the liberating momentum to their sadhana which can lead to awakening and liberation. But this is not the fault of spiritual tradition. The traditions are world famous. Many western people are also becoming crazy about them and adopting them. Recently I was sitting in a neighboring temple. Just then the kirtan that’s spiritual music started there. The women were singing very well. I closed my eyes, kept my head and back straight and started clapping vigorously along with the beat of the bhajan. Khechari Mudra was performed by keeping the tongue close to the palate. With meditation the Kundalini Shakti started rotating very well with the spasm of the chakras. There was a sound as well as a sensation due to the collision of the palms. It was also helping in the descent of Kundalini and also in its manifestation at the heart chakra. It is clear that probably the rest of the devotees were engaged in Easy Going Way for temporary peace of mind, but I was trying to give Muktigami velocity i.e. escape velocity to Kundalini. When the mind is satisfied with spirituality then it feels like to do some material progress and vice versa. Seeing this, I think that people of Western countries once lived in India or Asia or were in touch with it and therefore were connected to the spiritual traditions of it. Later they went to western countries like Europe etc.

YMCA, a Christian organisation is also teaching yoga along with fitness classes. Steve Jobs the founder of apple wrote how  ‘Autobiography of a Yogi’ influenced him. Mark Zuckerberg spent time at Neem Karoli Baba Ashram. Larry Page, founder of Google, Jeff Skoll co-founder of E-bay  and other leading business leaders visited the Ashram of this guru, a devotee of God Hanuman, to find purpose in their life. Beatles of the 70’s and also the Hollywood of today is not escaping from this mythical concept. From Julia Roberts to Will Smith, Oppenheimer and many quantum physicists such as Heisenberg, Bohr, Schordinger etc. are influenced by Hinduism. CERN institute near Geneva have statue of nataraja, a mythical dancer. 14 top German universities are teaching Sanskrit and European universities are getting higher demands. Joseph Campbell, the famous mythologist of the last century was well influenced by hindu pauranik mythology. Carl Sagan, the well known astro-physicist was also influenced by it. most followed spiritual teachers of the Christian world today, such as Eckhart Tolle, Mike Singer, Wayne Dyer, Stephen Wolpert (Ram Dass)  and many others are also deep believers of Hinduism and Buddhism teachings. Lisa Miller had once stated that ‘We (Christians) are all Hindus now’.

Kundalini yoga shows Quantum entangled particles are bound together by dark matter in the same way just as two lovers are bound together by their subtle bodies

Friends, there is frequent contact with the subtle body. The one with whom there is a loving relationship, there is contact with his subtle body. Similarly, with whose subtle body contact is established, love is also experienced. There cannot be love with only physical body. Just look at the soulmate. It seems to them that they are mirror images of each other. Of course their outer looks may not match each other, but their minds match a lot. One of them is a boy, and one is a girl. Of course, sexual attraction also brings them closer to each other, but it can only bring them closer to each other, it cannot create love. That’s why you must have seen that man is never satisfied with sex. If sex had the power to create love, man would never have been divorced, man would never have had more than one marriage, nor would he have had sex with more than one woman. I feel that sexual contact is an inspection campaign, by which a man goes closer to find out whether he is in love with so-and-so or not. It is a different matter that many people get so deeply involved in this survey that they are unable to come out and compromise by staying there under compulsion. Some would think that I am talking contradictory. I like to keep an open mind, not to stick to any particular thought. I have said many times that sex has the power to create love. This is also true, but the condition applies. This requires a lot of time, effort and resources. When there is hope of getting ready made food, then why make it yourself brother.

In deep man-woman love, the subtle-bodies may be interconnected, but they cannot replace each other. In deep love, telepathic contact is made with each other, each other’s thinking and life start influencing each other. If one partner thinks something, the same thing happens to the other, no matter how far away they are. It is clear that they are influenced by each other’s subtle body. But don’t know why everyone starts getting worried after entering the arena of the third subtle body. Haha. This also proves that the subtle body is all-pervading like the infinite sky. Once my university friend’s father had passed away. I had also met him many times in a loving atmosphere. He was hundreds of kilometers away from me. I didn’t know anything about him. The same night I saw a vivid picture of my father’s death in my sleep. I could not understand its reason. It made sense the next day when I got the news. During that time I used to practice intense Tantric Kundalini Yoga, which is probably why I felt so alive. It seems that quantum entanglement is also the same. The two entangled quantum particles may be associated with each other as a microscopic loving pair. It is obvious that at the base of the visible universe is an infinite space filled with dark matter and dark energy. It is also known that the same appears as the visible world, remains under its control, and when destroyed becomes the same and merges into it. This means that dark matter and the visible universe mutate into each other over and over again, never creating anything new, nor destroying what has been created. This world was there before, it is there today, and it will always be there in the future. New role-playing actors will continue to come in this, and in the form of liberation will continue to go to the background permanently. Entangled quantum particles have the same microscopic body. That subtle body is the dark matter of the particles they are made of. That’s why when one particle is manipulated, it affects the other at the same time, no matter how far they are from each other, even if one is at one end of the galaxy and the other at the other end. This means that each fundamental particle has its own separate dark matter, which is spread out in infinite space. Similarly, each living being is a separate infinite cosmic form, of its own kind. Just as every activity of a man gets recorded in his subtle body, and accordingly keeps on repeating itself, similarly every activity of every particle gets recorded in its dark matter. After the holocaust, when the time comes for the re-creation, then that dark matter again becomes the original element, and according to the information recorded in it, it starts creating the universe from the front. In this way, with the cooperation of all the fundamental particles, the creation is recreated. It has been said in the scriptures that first Brahma was born, then mmany Prajapatis were born from him etc. etc. It means that even in the scriptures, the basic particles have been given the form of human beings, because the nature of both is the same. It seems that physical science is understanding the subtle body in a different way. According to it, the wavefunction of entangled quantum particles is connected to each other. They remain connected even to the distance of infinite space.

Then it is said that two fundamental particles can be entangled if they are brought close enough to each other. Probably due to this, their dark matter reaches each other. It is like the subtle-bodies of two close lovers reaching each other, as mentioned above.

The above description also proves the claim of some scientists and scriptures that past, future and present are all interrelated, meaning time does not exist. What is happening today, and what will happen in the future, the same happened before, nothing different. Everything is predetermined. However, there is also the importance of man’s work and effort.