Kundalini awakening does not reveal the transcendental ultimate state of the soul

Friends, a few days ago I went out with an umbrella in the midday summer hot sunlight to relax. There was a network of street roads all around with only few shady trees. Wherever they were, there were no platforms under them to sit on. Although there were trees with platforms in three or four places in the entire colony. I sat on each platform in turn, enjoying the musical sound of the cuckoo coming from all around. Stray cows and oxen were coming and going to me, because they knew that I had brought pinnies of flour for them. It is good, if some cow service continues along with the resort. On a small platform there was a stone adjacent to the tree. When I sat on it, I myself felt such a posture, in which my Swadhisthana Chakra was touching the tree firmly, and the back was straight with its upper part touching the tree. Due to this, colorful feelings of years started pouring in my mind. Of course, the scenes of the old events were not in front of me, but the feelings associated with them were absolutely alive and fresh. It was as if those feelings were true and formed in the present at the time of that experience. Even during their actual happenings, those feelings were not felt as subtle and perceptible as they were in that memory. With feelings comes joy. In fact, emotions or feelings are the essence or conscious soul of events. Without emotion, the event is lifeless. Perhaps that is why the Swadhisthana Chakra is also called emotional baggage or the bag of feelings. By the way, all chakras are associated with reflective feelings. Swadhisthana chakra is more associated with the emotions because sex is the greatest experience, and for the same experience one acquires all other experiences. Meaning that the experience of sex dominates every experience. Science also believes that sex is the basic driving force for the development of every aspect of life. Since the Swadhisthana Chakra is the center of sexual intercourse, it is natural that all emotions will be attached to it.

Everything seems to be a mystery because we cannot understand it, otherwise nothing is a mystery. Whatever is understood, it seems to be science. The whole creation is as simple and direct as the gooseberry on hand, if people understand it from the point of view of yoga, otherwise there is no end to its messes.

Muladhara is called the grounding chakra because it connects the brain along with whole body to the source of energy, just as the root of a tree keeps the tree connected to its harboring soil. Mula literally means root. Just as the root gives nourishment to the tree by producing its own energy with the help of the soil and itself becomes strong by pulling the extra energy from the leaves of the tree down towards itself, similarly the root chakra also produces its own energy through sexual intercourse and provides energy to the brain. It also draws down the energy of the extravagant thoughts built up in the brain, making itself powerful.

Then one day I went again to the bank of the same old lake. I sat under the shade of a tree. I wasn’t feeling well either, and I was feeling tired. It seemed that the cold virus was attacking me, because suddenly the weather had changed. Suddenly it was freezing cold in the middle of the scorching summer heat due to heavy rain. It is natural that the mind was also a bit stressed and heavy. Thought to find peace there. Gangaputra Bhishma Pitamah also used to go to the banks of river Ganges in the same way for peace. I think it’s a metaphorical story. Since Bhishma Pitamah was a lifelong celibate, it is natural that his sexual energy was not wasted outwards but ascended upwards through the sushumna nadi of the back. This is the reason why Bhishma Pitamah has been repeatedly said to go near the Ganges. The river Ganges is called Sushumna Nadi. Because the Sushumna Nadi nourishes and develops the Kundalini-mind as a child with the milk of its energy, that is why Sushumna in the form of Ganga is called mother. After a while I started paying attention to breath of fresh air taking it as deep enough. Due to this, old emotional thoughts started to rise in my mind, as if a strong wind blows dust in the sky. If a man starts looking at the dust, he suffocates, and the mind becomes depressed. If he does not pay attention to it and feels only the air, then he becomes happy. I too stopped paying attention to the dust of those thoughts, and started focusing on the breath. Thoughts were there then, but were not bothering me then. Breath and thoughts always go together. You cannot separate them, just as wind and dust coexist. If there is air, there is dust, and if there is dust, then there is also air. If you put up a wall etc. to remove the dust, then even air will not come there. Similarly, if you forcefully suppress thoughts, the breath will also be suppressed. And you already know that breath is life. Therefore, do not suppress thoughts, divert attention from them and focus on the breath. Let the thoughts come and go. Just as the dust particles, after blowing for a while, get settled after being  attached to each other or becoming heavy with moisture etc., similarly the thoughts too. All this has to be done is not to disturb the dust of those thoughts with the help of watchful meditation. Various visual scenes and sounds from outside strengthen the surface of the mind, so that unnecessary thoughts can keep landing on it. That is why people run towards such natural sights. Just as some part of the dust disappears away in the sky and most of that again sits on the same ground, similarly only a little part of thoughts disappears after their upsurge, the rest a large part again settles on the same plane of mind. That’s why the same type of thoughts keep popping up again and again for a long time, they disappear completely after a long time. Light thoughts like fine dust disappear quickly, but coarse thoughts filled with attachment like coarse dust take longer. That’s why it should not be understood that with a one-time witnessing the thoughts will disappear and the mind will become pure. One has to practice for a long time. Not an easy game. Therefore, the one who is in a hurry and who cannot wait, he should think before doing sadhna. Anyway, I think that this world-removing sadhana is suitable only for those people who have awakened their Kundalini, or who have achieved almost all the experiences of the world. Ordinary people can be misled by this. For common people, practical Karma Yoga is the best. However, there is no such restriction for those who have the ability to simultaneously walk on different cultivation paths. Within no time, my body itself began to form different sitting poses, so that it would be easier for the Kundalini energy to ascend above the Muladhara chakra. For the first time I felt the self-absorbed yoga postures in such extent, although while relaxing at bed at home, my postures keep happening itself, especially between 5-6 o’clock in the evening. Perhaps this is done by goddess shakti to remove the fatigue of the day, the evening has an energizing effect as well. So my Kundalini energy rushing near the lake in the almost unfathomable morning meant that my fatigue was not caused by work load, but because of some imminent disease. She had come to treat that in advance. Kundalini energy is intelligent, so understands everything. The pressure to raise the Kundalini energy was created by taking long and deep yoga breaths for some time with a witness feeling to the thoughts. With a slight prick of the back tip of the sole of the shoe, the Muladhara Chakra was greatly stimulated with an orgasmic blissful sensation, causing the Kundalini energy to rise up like a raging river. Orgasmic blissful sensations were felt in the Ida, Pingala and Sushumna nadis along with the various chakras. It was as if the whole body was being recharged with Kundalini energy. Even the breaths were filled with orgasmic joy. With the combined meditation of Kundalini with the front Ajna Chakra, Swadhisthana Chakra and Vajra Shikha, the energy descended through the front to the lower part, and along with all the chakras, she was empowering the whole body. In fact, contrary to popular belief, the Muladhara Chakra does not have its own energy, but it gets energy from sexual intercourse. Without recharging the Mooladhara chakra, most of the people try to get energy from there throughout their life, but only few are successful. What are the benefits of running Tulu Pump in a dry well? After the muladhara is completely discharged, the pressure of the sex organs, especially the prostate, is greatly reduced or disappeared. Due to this again the mind gets attracted towards sex, due to which the Muladhara gets recharged again. By the way, even with yoga-based breaths, the muladhara chakra gets charged with energy, which is like a boon for the sannyasis. Prostate problem increases with tea, it is said. Actually, tea increases the pressure of blood circulation in the brain, that is why drinking tea makes you feel good with pleasant thoughts. This means that then there will be no suction effect that lifts the energy from the sex organs. Due to this the Kundalini energy will not revolve, which will increase the chances of the whole body including the sex organs getting sick. High blood pressure also increases prostate problems for the same theoretical reason. It also seems that inflammation or stimulation of the prostate may also be the reason for its enlargement. Health scientists are also expressing similar concerns. Prostate can be stimulated by excessive tantric sex. Tantric withholding of semen can also cause an inward suction, which can lead to infected vaginal discharge reaching the prostate, causing inflammation and infection of the prostate. It can also be a little difficult to cure it with antibiotics. That is why it is said to drink plenty of water, so that the dirty discharge gets flushed out of the urinary tract. Vaginal health should also be taken care of. Well, nowadays there is a cure for every problem of prostate, even the prostate cancer if it is also brought under investigation in time. Because there were no such facilities in the olden days, so Tantra Vidya was kept secret. An earlier post on this blog that depicts the curse of Mother Parvati given to the pigeon-turned-Agnidev, in which she curses him to feel constant burning sensation as a punishment for his heinous act, is possibly related to the prostate. Yogis perform complete Siddhasana to channelize this burning energy to Kundalini. In this, pressure is applied from the heel of one foot on the Muladhara, and from the heel of the other foot on the front Swadhishthana Chakra. Therefore it is better than Ardha Siddhasana because in Ardhasiddhasana, having the other foot also on the ground does not cause sharp sensory and orgasmic pressure on Swadhishthana. Due to this the energy of Swadhishthana does not come out. This sexuality-based cycle continues as the Kundalini energy moves around, and the man continues to grow. Although this process goes on in the ordinary man also, but in him its main goal is related to the dual worldliness. Whereas the goal of Kundalini Yogi is to lead a non-dual life with Kundalini. Energy rises in the ordinary man without any effort, so this process is slow and light. Whereas the Kundalini yogi can channelize the energy as he pleases, because with practice he has a good knowledge of the energy channels and how to control them, due to which the Shakti is under his enough control. A tantric yogi is even a step ahead. That is why there are also allegations of massive sexual abuse against Tantriks. They control the kundalini shakti so much through rigorous tantric practice that they never get tired of sex. A similar case had come to my hearing that in a Himalayan region, a tantrik who came from the plains had a line of women to get real and blissful sexual pleasure. Some people even beat him knowing the reality, then do not know what happened. This is a big deception with tantrik. Ordinary people do not look at his Kundalini experience, but look at the disgusting feeding habits and conduct that is part of his sadhana. They don’t eat mangoes, they count trees. Due to this they insult him, due to which his powerful tantric Kundalini falls behind such people, and harms them. This is called the curse of the deity, the evil eye, etc. That is why tantric practices, especially the so-called maladaptive practices associated with it, were kept secret. Even in ordinary folk circumstances, people use tantric methods, but they want simple sex, not sexual yoga. Whether it is to gain youthfulness from alcohol or to increase sexual pleasure by eating flesh, the same principle works in all. By calming the thoughts of the mind with such things, a vacuum is created in the brain, which sucks the energy up from the Muladhara. This leads to the energy coming down through the front channel. Due to this the energy starts circulating, due to which the organs connected with Mooladhara become active and functional again. I think that the urine that comes openly after drinking beer, it comes only by reducing the energetic pressure of the sex organs, and not by the water present in it, as most people understand. By drinking water directly, the urine does not open so much, even if you drink water as much as you want. Whether the pressure develoos again after the effect of alcohol disappears, that is a different matter. Now one should not misunderstand that alcohol helps in the movement of Kundalini energy, hence it is beneficial for health. Hahaha. Lol. Testosterone hormone blocker lowers the pressure because it reduces the sex drive of this hormone. Conversely, many idealistic men are unable to satisfy their women. I was told by a friend of mine that the wife of an idealistic and saintly government professor who was herself also a government high official had illicit relations with a very modest unmarried young employee belonging to her office. When he came to know of this for sure, he was in such an emotional shock that he left everything here and went abroad, because he had come to know that when a woman was addicted to obscenity, to withdraw her from that is very much difficult although not impossible. However, doing so can be very harmful for a woman and her illegitimate lover, especially if her real lover or husband is a Siddha Premyogi. According to Shiv Purana, when Shiva and Parvati were getting married, Brahma was playing the role of a priest in that marriage. While making worship, Brahma’s eyes fell on the fingernail of Parvati’s foot. He kept seeing it fascinated and fell in love with Parvati. This caused him to ejaculate. Shiva came to know about this. This made Shiva so angry that he decided to create a catastrophe. With great difficulty the gods persuaded him, yet he cursed Brahma with a terrible curse. The catastrophe was averted but Brahma suffered a great misfortune. If Parvati had developed a disorder in her mind too, and she had become enamored of Brahma, she too would be punished by the Kundalini Shakti of Shiva. If she remained unaffected by that punishment due to the very close association of Shiva, then the effect of that punishment would have been on her close relatives attached to her and that having weak mind, such as her future children etc. All this would have happened without the will of Shiva, because who wants to punish his wife. Actually Kundalini does everything by itself. If such a malicious misdeed happens inadvertently, then the atonement for this is that both the illegitimate lovers consider each other as brothers and sisters and if ever they meet on their own, they should address each other as brothers and sisters, and with true heart say sorry to Kundalini, promising never to like anything other than kundalini, I think so. Whatever happened, happened, forget it. Everything can be improved further. The benefit I got from my above energy surge was that suddenly I started sneezing, and my nose started running water, due to which the cold virus disappeared within two days. It almost couldn’t even reach my throat. Actually that Kundalini energy was rising to strengthen this protection wall against the virus. Similarly, once for several days I was in an emotionally injured state for some reason. Kundalini was also healing me strengthened with the spirit of philosophy of physiology or sharirvigyan darshan, but only in an improvised form. Then one day the orgasmic Kundalini energy started falling continuously on my heart with the power of Tantric Kundalini Yoga. I by itself also started meditating on the heart located on the left side of the chest along with the Muladhara, Swadhisthana and Ajna Chakra and the nose tip. I was also feeling both the Kundalini channels, as well as the energy going through it to the heart and then again joining it down in the same central channel. This cycle continued for a long time, due to which my heart became completely healthy with help of my sexual Kundalini energy. Later it was also proved by the sudden change in my behavior and also by the positive behavior of people around towards me.

Let’s get back to spirituality again. Spirituality flourishes in the midst of worldliness, not living apart from it, just like beautiful flowers grow better between thorns, protected from enemies thereby. What I was talking about in the previous post, I am giving a little detail for my understanding, because sometimes I get stuck here. Readers can also take advantage of this if they want. Well, this whole thing is the theory only, completely different from the practical. Yes, by understanding the theory, one can be motivated towards practical. When I felt the Kundalini-Purusha completely connected to my soul, that is, when I had become the pure Purusha liberated from Prakriti at time of my glimpse kundalini awakening, it was not as if the thoughts and visual experiences of nature were not happening at that time. They were being experienced as usual, along with the Kundalini picture, because that too is just a thought. But these were being felt by me inside me and inseparable from me, like waves in the ocean. This means that these were not the prakriti form at that time, because these had no existence of their own apart from the pure Purusha form as soul. In ordinary life, nature or prakriti has its own distinct existence. Although it’s false and illusionary. Actually the Kundalini picture means the mind is made up of the union of Purusha and Prakriti. When it becomes one with the dark or ignorant soul through constant meditation, then it becomes pure Purusha devoid of prakriti, that is, the perfect Purusha. Meaning that only then Purusha is freed from the bondage of prakriti or nature. The real experience of a perfect and pure Purusha is like a form of ecstasy. It is natural that even with its full experience, the thoughts and pictures of the mind will also emerge along with. But then they will be as false or virtual inside the Purusha form soul as the lines drawn in a pile of lime. Meaning they will not have real existence, only Purusha will have real existence. That is why in a few moments of that Kundalini awakening with ecstasy everything feels completely the same, everything non-dual. The thoughts of the mind are bound with joy in a living man. Thoughts will accompany the joy always. In this way the experience of the joyful Self in the state of complete thoughtlessness is the same as impossible in the living state. Well, that is the highest stage of sadhana. So far out of innumerable awakened beings only one or two can reach this ultimate state. And the transcendental experience of such rarest of the rarest being is written in the Vedas, which is called Aaptavachan or confirmed word. There is no way to know the transcendental state of a completely liberated soul except by trusting it. It is not that one cannot attain this supreme state after Kundalini awakening. He can do it, but he doesn’t do it intentionally. The main reason for this is the impracticality of the supreme state. This stage is like sanyas or renunciation. In this state the man falls behind the rest of the competing world physically. Even gathering eatables may be difficult. Human society is not yet developed enough to handle the responsibility of maintaining and protecting the deserving candidates of this stage. Possibly some such method was developed in ancient India, that is why at that time renunciate Sanyasi Baba used to dominate. But in today’s so called modern India the condition of such renunciate babas seems to be very pathetic. In ancient India, the entire emphasis of the society, especially the upper class, was given on Kundalini awakening. It’s jenuine, social and scientific practice as biological evolution tends to peak in the kundalini awakening. In many Kundalini Yoga based traditions of Hindus, the Kundalini principle also works behind the Janeu i.e. Yagyopaveet, which is worn in the Upanayana ceremony. It is also called Brahmasutra. It means the thread reminiscent of Brahma i.e. Kundalini. Many say that it slips to the left arm side and creates awkward interruptions in the middle of the work. Perhaps this is a way of saving from blind karmaism. It also seems that by this it balances the Ida and Pingala nadis by giving extra force to the left side of the body, because in the normal situation without the thread, the man’s inclination is more towards the right side. It is kept hanging on the right ear at the time of defecation and even urination, till the man becomes pure from water after retiring from these body cleansing activities. It has two main benefits. One is that the powerful energy of the Mooladhara Chakra, which is active at the time of defecation and urination and even bathing, is grabbed by the Kundalini, and secondly, the impure state of man is known to other people. One advantage of this is that it prevents infectious diseases spread through body wastes, and the other is that the powerful Kundalini energy of a defecating or peeing man is benefited by him as well as those close to him by seeing its signaling janeu, so that they don’t misinterpret and misdirect that energy to their harm. Similarly, the mekhla, a sacred thread tied around the waist keeps the navel chakra and swadhishthana chakra healthy, due to which digestion remains normal, and problems like prostate are also avoided. It is a different matter that the cruel and tyrannical Mughal invader Aurangzeb, not understanding the Kundalini science of Janeu, used to eat food every day, when he used to get kilograms of Janeu removed from so called infidel people’s neck. It is a pity that even in today’s scientific and democratic era, special class people consider him as their role model.