Category: Kundalini awakening (full Samadhi)

Kundalini Awakening is the ultimate goal of the living being

It seems to me that awakening is the ultimate goal of any living being. Liberation is not in the hands of the living being, nor was it in his control to get bound. By putting the living being in bondage, God gave him the opportunity to experience awakening. The logic of God becoming a soul and getting bound to the world only makes sense if it is believed that he did not have the experience of awakening that is love-filled. He came to the mortal world to attain that. If that was already available to him, then why would he abandon his complete form and become a living soul and wander in the forms of creatures full of sorrows. Of course, not he himself but his photocopy comes in the form of a living being, but the logic still seems the same. Why would a photocopy come without any purpose or benefit? And when the soul attains awakening, what is the purpose of remaining in bondage? It frees itself from the world. Logic says this, what the scriptures say is a different matter. Even God himself does not have this experience of awakening at peak of love, because he never took a body. The storm of rising energy is possible only in the body, and this is also the original source of love. Awakening is achieved only through love. Perhaps God is satisfied by experiencing the awakening of the living being. What is not possible for him? He is infinite.

The living being has suffered in the world for countless years. This is the reward of his penance, a gift that is only for the devotee living beings, not even for God himself. That is why he considers the devotee to be greater than himself and continues to search for him. This idea is completely in line with the Bhakti philosophy and also agrees with the teachings of the scriptures and saints.

My experience tells me that the worldliness of life is not an obstacle, but an opportunity. If this is lived with awareness, then natural progress towards awakening is possible. This can be made even easier by integrating physiology of philosophy aka sharirvigyan darshan or mythological body. In my own journey, I have not yet experienced nirvikalp samadhi, but I have understood the touch of awakening. This experience arises from the balance of love and energy.

I also feel that the process of raising and lowering of energy is just a natural game. There is no need to forcibly control it, but it needs to be accepted naturally. It is akin to accepting the world as it is. Awakening is not an external achievement, but the culmination of internal experience and love.

If instead of awakening i.e. enlightenment, liberation or samadhi was the main goal, then various spiritual sects like different types of yoga, tantra etc. would not have been created to achieve it. Everyone would just sit quietly and observe their thoughts as a witness. Everyone would always live a life away from worldly affairs by remaining calm. No one can see liberation, but awakening feels like a direct experience. By striving for awakening, there is at least a hope of getting awakening, and one can also get liberation. But if we leave awakening and try only for liberation, then it is possible that neither awakening nor liberation is attained. And what is the proof of liberation? If someone is calm today, then he is free, but if he is attacked tomorrow and he takes defensive action, then peace is gone and liberation is also gone. It is like neither Maya nor Ram is attained. Most people live their lives like liberated people. Looking at them, it is not known whether there is life in them or not. They do not even try for awakening because they live in the illusion that they are liberated. They will immediately justify it by giving examples from the scriptures. I think this is a big scriptural deception. Either this is an incomplete understanding of the scriptures. Or the scriptures were written by people of later times. There were others who had the real experience.

I consider awakening, Kundalini awakening, samadhi and enlightenment to be the same thing. At many places, different meanings are derived from them or subtle differences are found between them. I do not get into these impractical hassles nor do I care about them. Instead of wasting time in these, if time is spent for experience, then something can be gained.

I have also experienced that by focusing too much on energy in meditation, the image of meditation becomes blurred. Therefore, it is best to preserve the original image of meditation. Actually by focusing on the meditation picture the energy itself becomes balanced and upward moving meaning it automatically gives necessary strength to all the chakras, whereas by focusing only on the energy it can go anywhere, it is not necessary that it strengthens the meditation picture only. My journey is still on, and I am moving towards understanding this truth more deeply.

If this experience is adopted, it will not only give spiritual progress, but can also make the worldly life balanced and prosperous. Awakening is not a distant ideal, but a truth available in every moment. It is possible only with love and dedication.

The Path of Awakening: Balancing Enlightenment and Worldly Life

For those who have glimpsed enlightenment, the journey does not always lead to immediate liberation. Instead, it often raises an even deeper question: how does one integrate this profound realization into daily life? My own experiences have taken me through different dimensions of awakening, from adolescence to my later years, shaping a unique perspective on spirituality, renunciation, and engagement with the world.

A Glimpse Beyond the Mind

The first significant brush with enlightenment came in my adolescent years through a dream-state experience. It was a powerful realization—one that connected me to the limitless cosmos. Yet, it left me with a lingering craving for fulfillment, suggesting that the experience, though transformative, was not complete liberation. Years later, a more conscious awakening occurred through a combination of Kundalini Yoga and Tantric sexual yoga, leading to an even more intense moment of self-dissolution. This time, the craving was minimal, but I found myself bringing the energy back down intentionally, fearing the irreversible shift towards renunciation.

This conscious grounding of energy led me to explore the delicate balance between spiritual transcendence and worldly engagement. Unlike some who fully embrace monastic life after such experiences, I felt compelled to remain in the world while sustaining my awakening.

Does Enlightenment Guarantee Liberation After Death?

A common question that arises after a glimpse of enlightenment is whether it guarantees liberation post-death. Various traditions offer different answers. Some suggest that even a single deep realization creates an irreversible imprint, ensuring that the soul moves toward liberation, even if rebirth occurs. Others argue that full stabilization of enlightenment—either in this life or at the moment of death—is necessary to break free from samsara entirely. My perspective aligns with the idea that even a temporary experience of the ultimate truth provides a direction after death, ensuring a well-guided transition, if not immediate liberation.

Renunciation or Integration?

Experiencing profound states like Savikalpa Samadhi naturally leads to the question of renunciation. Does one leave the world to deepen into Nirvikalpa Samadhi, or is there a way to maintain realization while living a worldly life? Initially, I leaned toward integration, choosing to stabilize awareness while engaging in responsibilities. Over time, I noticed that my energy remained centered in the Ajna Chakra, creating a state of Pratyahara—a withdrawal from external distractions while still being functional in the world.

However, this also led to reduced engagement with lower chakras, affecting worldly interests. To counterbalance this, I consciously applied Panchamakara practices in minimal amounts, using them as a tool for grounding rather than indulgence. This strategic approach allowed me to retain awareness without losing myself in worldly entanglements.

A Structured Approach with Kriya Yoga

While my earlier awakening experiences were rapid and unstructured, I later explored Kriya Yoga, appreciating its systematic approach. Unlike my initial methods, which focused on direct energy ascension, Kriya Yoga emphasized gradual refinement through Dharana, Dhyana, and Samadhi. I found that my earlier practice had already developed these states, but in a spontaneous way rather than in a staged progression. Now, Kriya Yoga serves as a structured refinement tool rather than a new revelation.

However, I also discovered a practical challenge—deep breathing exercises after a full stomach were showing possibility of increasing my GERD-related issues, including sleep apnea. Adjusting my practice to 4-5 hours after meals removed this possibility, reinforcing the importance of aligning spiritual techniques with bodily conditions.

Key Takeaways

A glimpse of enlightenment shapes the post-death journey, but full liberation may require further stabilization.

Balancing nonduality with worldly life is possible but requires conscious grounding techniques. The philosophy of Sharir Vigyan darshan (mythological bidy) is amazingly helpful in this, which I created for myself but is now available to everyone everywhere.

Kriya Yoga provides a systematic approach but does not necessarily reveal anything new for those who have already experienced direct awakening.

Pratyahara naturally occurs as awareness stabilizes in higher chakras, but intentional grounding helps maintain functionality in the world.

Physical factors like GERD can affect spiritual practices, requiring mindful adjustments.

The Road Ahead

Rather than seeking another grand experience, my focus now is on sustaining the clarity of awakening without getting lost in either spiritual absorption or worldly distractions. I remain open to refining grounding techniques while ensuring that my sadhana continues to evolve. In the end, enlightenment is not about a single peak moment—it is about maintaining unwavering awareness, whether in meditation or in daily life.

For those walking a similar path, the key lies in understanding one’s unique energetic tendencies and shaping a practice that balances both inner realization and outer existence. True liberation is not about escape—it is about realizing that whether in the world or beyond, the awakened state remains unchanged.

Kundalini, Tantra, and Kriya: The Fastest Path to Transcendence

Friends, Kundalini energy is mysterious. It can take you to the highest bliss, or it can scatter in all directions. When I first started practicing, I didn’t care about complicated techniques or traditions—I just wanted results. And through trial and error, I found that pure Kriya energy alone leads to nowhere unless it is anchored in something deeper.

Why Kriya Alone is Not Enough

Kriya Yoga is often said to be a direct path, but I’ve realized that without a meditation object, energy remains worldly. It feels powerful, but it doesn’t hold in a transcendental way. The moment I combined Kriya with a single-pointed meditation object, everything changed. The bliss lasted longer, the mind became still, and energy naturally moved upwards instead of just spreading.

What About Patanjali’s Ashtanga Yoga?

I’ve thought a lot about why Kriya Yoga is different from Patanjali’s traditional path of Dharana (concentration), Dhyana (meditation), and Samadhi (absorption). In Patanjali’s system, these happen one after another—step by step. But in Kriya, they happen together, effortlessly. The moment breath is controlled, Dharana arises. The moment energy moves, Dhyana starts. And as it deepens, Samadhi follows on its own. There’s no waiting, no struggle.

Patanjali probably designed his system for people who needed structure. But I’ve seen that when energy moves properly, the mind doesn’t need to be forced into concentration—it just happens.

Why Tantra is Even Faster

If Kriya is fast, Tantra is like a lightning bolt. The first time I experimented with Tantra, I was shocked. It doesn’t take days or months—it snatches you out of the world immediately. The energy becomes completely obedient, like a pet that listens to every command. Even instant enlightenment or liberation is possible with Tantra.

But there’s a catch—Tantric practice can’t be done daily. It’s intense, overwhelming, and too powerful to sustain continuously. That’s where Kriya comes in. Kriya helps to hold and extend the experience for days, keeping the energy steady and preventing the mind from crashing back into ordinary life too quickly.

Tantra is like a rocket, and Kriya is what keeps it in orbit.

My Own Kriya Kundalini Yoga Practice

Over time, I’ve built my own system. I practice:

✔ Anulom Vilom, Kapalbhati, and both-nostril Pranayama
✔ Asanas and meditation on each chakra
✔ Chanting their Bija mantras and visualizing their colors
✔ A single meditation object to hold energy in the highest state
✔ Maha Bandh for energy stabilization
✔ Chakra meditation with breath retention in Bahya and Antar Kumbhaka

I don’t bother with Thokar, Yoni Mudra, Tribhangmurari, or Mahamudra. Although, now I start doing Thokar Kriya. It is not necessary to chant a complex mantra like Om Namo Bhagwate Vasudevay while doing it. You can also chant Om in your mind. Tribhangamurari means three natural bends of the spine through which the energy passes. That is why the back is not kept straight like a plank but is kept in its natural shape.

By the way, Thokar and Mahamudra itself happen in a mild form at the time of Mahabandh. If you do Sadhana at four o’clock in the morning, then Yoni Mudra also happens in a mild form automatically. In Yoni Mudra, the eyes, ears, nose and mouth are closed with the fingers. At four in the morning, there is neither any sound nor any sight. During Kumbhak Pranayam, the nose remains closed automatically. The time between three and four o’clock is the best for Sadhana. There is no shortage of time during that time. Due to this, the attention is not drawn towards time. Therefore, a person does Sadhana without any worry. During this time, the possibility of getting into Samadhi with Keval Kumbhak is also quite high. It is a unique experience. Breathing becomes so slow that many times it is not known whether breathing is going on or not. The Asana itself seems stable. Of course, set it again after a while. Breathing will go on for a while and then it will stop. The meditation picture on the Ajna Chakra feels uniform and clear. It seems that from where is the oxygen coming to maintain this picture continuously. It is said that at that time the internal breath is going on in the spinal cord. But where does the oxygen come from in the spinal cord? Even gross science has not been able to understand this yet. Perhaps this is the life force, which does not require oxygen in its original form. It may be that the purpose of breathing is not to give oxygen but to give momentum to the life force directly. Oxygen may have additional role in this. It may be that although the breath is not felt, subtle breath is going on. It may be that due to lack of physical work, the demand for oxygen becomes almost zero. But while sleeping, there is good breathing. All these are speculations and need deep research on them. That state is a wonderful mixture of life and death. There is breath and there is no breath. It is felt only after 20 or 30 long, deep, slow and pull-push type breaths of Kumbhak of Kriya Yoga. After these deep breaths, again concentrate on your breathing with the So~Ham mantra. Chant So while inhaling and Hum while exhaling in your mind. Let the breath continue as it is; do not interfere with it. In some time the breath will slow down and become almost zero. Keep chanting So~Ham even if there is only a hint or sign of breathing. Keep your attention on the meditation picture on the Ajna Chakra. This is only Kumbhak. Only about two or three of above said deep breaths are taken in a minute. Due to this, the energy of the Mooladhara is felt to rise upwards with bliss. Perhaps this is what starts the breath or life force in the Sushumna. Only by the intense practice of Keval Kumbhak, Yogis remain alive for many days in places with lack of air, such as in a closed basement, etc. However, this is also not the final siddhi. The final siddhi is self-knowledge. Of course, Keval Kumbhak helps in keeping the mind stable, focused and knowledgeable even in the midst of worldly affairs. It is called Keval Kumbhak because in this the breath is not stopped forcefully. The breath stops automatically without any pain and that too for a long time.

What I’ve found is that pure Kriya arouses energy, but without a meditation image, it leads nowhere. With a meditation object, energy becomes transcendental and stays for many days. The state attracts me back again and again, effortlessly. Of course, meditation support /object/image is necessary even in Tantra, only then its energy will be able to connect with the spiritual dimension, otherwise it will get scattered in worldly matters, which can also cause harm.

Conclusion

Kundalini is not just about energy rising—it’s about where the energy is directed. Tantra pushes you out of the world instantly, Kriya sustains it, and a meditation object makes it deeply spiritual.

Patanjali’s system is slow and structured. Kriya is fast and natural. Tantra is instant and overpowering. But when you mix Tantra and Kriya wisely, you get both speed and stability—awakening and absorption, freedom and grounding.

Would you say that Tantra gives the breakthrough and Kriya helps hold it forever?

Kundalini Yoga keeps a person swinging between wakefulness and dreams

Friends, an idle mind is really the devil’s workshop. That is why I keep doing something or the other all the time. If I don’t see anything to do, I start writing. My son works awake so that he can have good dreams. Wow, he considers the world of wakefulness to be fake and the world of dreams to be real. I was shocked to hear this. A new thought arose. All the sages and Vedas and Puranas also say the same thing. They say that a life full of detachment and non-duality is the real one. Such is the life in dreams as well. In that, happiness and sorrow, all feel almost the same. Everything is in the form of experience. Pure experience. All experiences are in the form of happiness. If a lion runs from behind, even though you are afraid, you don’t feel afraid. If someone starts fighting, even though you are angry, you don’t get angry. If you fall from a mountain, even though you are in pain, you don’t feel sad. Even if you get a kingdom, even though you are happy, you don’t feel happy. Meaning, uniform happiness is everywhere, but not the polluted happiness of materialism. It is a happiness in the form of a subtle experience. The physical gross world pollutes the subtle experience of happiness and sorrow. Happiness increases due to the gross world, but it also increases sorrow. The higher the ball goes, the lower it falls. Happiness is the soul’s own form. But the world subjugates it and creates waves in that uniform spiritual happiness. Then, with time, in the absence of the gross world, that wave is destroyed. Due to this, of course, a person reaches the uniform or waveless spiritual happiness again, but in that state, darkness in the form of sorrow is felt. This appears to be due to illusion. Actually, it is not so. It is like after moving around in a circular motion around your body, everything around you feels as if it is rotating for a while. This is also called dizziness. This is why the word illusion has been used for ignorance.

While living in the world, no one can escape from illusion. Yes, it can definitely be reduced. Perhaps that is why people leave the world and become sadhus and sanyasis, so that the world cannot create illusion. But the disadvantage of this is that it does not lead to self-development. Because the world is necessary for this. The world can also be called a necessary evil in this case. That is why it is considered appropriate for those who have attained self-awakening to take sanyaas. It means that they have reached the peak of self-development, and there is no need for them to get entangled in the world. Actually, there is a need. But only to keep the body alive, because until the age determined by the previous deeds is not completed, the sanskars related to the prarabdha karma will keep troubling. Yes, this will not create sanskars for the next birth.

Dreams also produce a wave in self-happiness, but not as much as the awakened state. That is why when that wave disappears in the dream, the illusion is also not as much as in the awakened state. Some illusion is there. That is why it is said in the scriptures that the world is like a dream, and it should be considered as a dream only. In reality, it is so because the physical world does not enter the mind. We are only feeling its subtle picture, as we do in dreams. But considering it gross and physical creates all the mess. Man considers it gross and physical only in the greed of a wave of happiness, so that he can get more pleasure from the wave. At that time he does not realize the sorrow that comes with it in the long run. Actually, the big wave is called the gross world and the small wave is called the subtle world. While watching a movie, nothing gross happens but many people become too attached to it. Meaning, they get too immersed in it. And create a wave of happiness to the fullest from it. Due to this, the scenes shown on the screen, despite being subtle, become gross for them. That is why, many times, when such and such scenes come, they create a ruckus and vandalism in the theater. Many people, despite being in the gross world, do not get attached to it. They remain absolutely calm no matter what happens. Meaning, it does not create huge or rapid waves in their mind. For them, even the gross world is as subtle as a dream. Due to this they remain the same in happiness and sorrow. But the same thing is that for self awakening, strong mental waves like that of physically awakened state are also necessary.

This world is like a river flowing in both directions. That is why it is not understood properly. It lifts some people up and takes some people down. It can be said that the worldliness full of attachment should be pacified with non-dualistic philosophies like Sharirvigyan Darshan. This will give self awakening and also will not create illusion. Kundalini Yoga can give this benefit that the power to hold the picture of Samadhi felt during the non-dualistic feeling will increase and along with this, due to the energy in the brain, one will be able to do the feeling of Sharirvigyan Darshan well along with worldliness. Because every chakra is connected to some kind of worldliness, so at the time of every kind of work, some chakra or the other will become active. Meaning, the effect of power will increase to that chakra. Due to this, the feeling of Sharirvigyan Darshan along with that work will become easy, because all work is done with power. That extra power may seem trivial to us, but it is very useful. With the daily practice of Kundalini Yoga, the channels to all the chakras will remain open. When energy reaches the chakras, some energy will also reach the chakras of the brain, because all the chakras are interconnected. And it is from the brain that feelings arise, whether dualistic or non-dual.

In between, with the feeling of physiology, a person should continuously oscillate between the waking state and the dream state.
This will give you the benefits of both. Both the awakened and the dream state. The benefits of the awakened state include the benefits of material worldliness along with Kundalini awakening and the benefits of the dream state include the benefits of sannyasa. Meaning that the awakened state changes into the dream state with Kundalini yoga. However, the dream state also changes into the awakened state because of it. When there is fatigue in the body, that is, incapacity, that is, lack of strength, then the person is in a state similar to that of intoxication or dream. When he gets strength from Kundalini yoga, he again becomes like an awakened person in the worldly life. Of course, later, being troubled by it, he again changes his physically awakened state into a dream state with the feeling of physiology philosophy, and minimizes his illusion. At that time, he has the power. That state is not like that of intoxication or sleep, in which there is no strength. Therefore, his extra power is transformed into a mental picture of samadhi. Meaning that he enters samadhi with that extra power.

When one feels his present state in the body, the breath comes out of the stomach rapidly, especially if there is a lot of pressure in the brain. Due to this, the energy descending from the front channel makes the brain feel lighter. I feel that this energy going down turns back from the Muladhara and ascends to the brain again through the spinal cord. This means that a closed circuit loop of energy is formed. Surprisingly, this energy going up does not increase the pressure in the brain but makes it lighter. Anyway, the pressure should increase due to lack of energy. Perhaps the back part of the brain helps more in creating emotions, or it is the main controller of the entire brain. That is why the energy received by its back part from the spinal cord is more effective. It may also be that the energy pushed down is not full of oxygen. While passing down through the heart chakra, it becomes full of oxygen, gets purified and ascends up from the back. Perhaps that is why it is said that the energy should keep moving in the microcosmic orbit loop. If there is lethargy or low pressure in the brain, then deep breath is taken in. Due to this, the energy ascends up and makes the brain powerful. This means that if there is no energy in the brain, then how will it descend down. That is why at that time the emphasis is on lifting it from the bottom to the top. It happens on its own. Meaning, just as the gross physical body remains in balance, similarly it also makes the mind in the same way, if it is meditated upon properly.

Kundalini awakening is also like physical awakening. It can also be called the peak point of the physical awakened state. Because in this, the subconscious mind also awakens along with the conscious mind. Meaning that for Kundalini awakening, one has to be more awakened than the awakened state. This can happen only from the awakened state, not from the dream state. However, it can be achieved by saving the energy by converting the awakened state into a dream state. Meaning that dream state also have a contribution in this. But that dream state is not a dream state of powerlessness or laziness or compulsion, but a dream state that has been achieved deliberately. With that extra energy, the mental picture of the form of a Guru, God etc. is meditated upon. With practice, that meditation increases so much that that mental picture awakens. Although usually the mental picture is in the dream state, but at the time of Kundalini awakening it comes into the awakened state. It means that the mental wave that creates that picture becomes so strong that it crosses the limits of the dream state and enters the realm of the awakened state. The power that awakens it is so great that it also awakens the subconscious mind i.e. the soul with it. That is why everything seems non-dual i.e. one i.e. one’s own form because then the earlier sleeping dark soul becomes as bright as the awakened Kundalini picture by waking it up.

Actually, it is the soul that is awakened. The mental meditation picture is only a medium to awaken it. Because the Kundalini picture is a mental wave, which is already a form of an awakened state. Of course that wave is so light that it comes in the realm of the dream state. Still a wave is a wave. The mental waves of the dream state and the awakened state are the same thing, there is only a difference of intensity in them, nothing else. The light is the same, it does not change if it is reduced. What I mean to say is that the meditation picture was not asleep that it would wake up. The sleeping soul is connected to the subconscious mind which wakes up with the help of meditation picture. The meditation picture works to send power to the brain. When that power reaches above a certain limit, it wakes up the subconscious mind. We call this Kundalini awakening.

It is the soul that is asleep, and which wakes up at the time of Kundalini awakening. In reality, his illusion of being in deep sleep is dispelled, because it is only due to the illusion that he appears to be asleep. Of course, after experiencing a few moments of Kundalini awakening, the person goes back to sleep, but that deep sleep is not as effective as it was before because now he has known the truth. The subconscious mind of a man becomes like a burnt seed which does not have the power to give birth to a new life or birth. It is burnt by the light of the soul. Like a burnt seed, it exists but cannot give a new birth. Then it is said that the deeds that will be done after Kundalini awakening will create the subconscious mind to give results. But when the subconscious mind itself is burnt, then how can new deeds be added to it. When the basis of the existence of the subconscious mind is destroyed, then how will a new one be created. But then how will the fruits of the new deeds be obtained. Then a self-awakened man can do any sinful act without any fear. So in answer to this it is said that due to the absence of the subconscious mind, there is no attachment towards the deeds and their results. What attachment can light have towards light? Darkness has attachment towards light only. He keeps flowing with time. If he commits sinful deeds due to ignorance or compulsion, he gets its fruits quickly and in a mild form because his attachment was also mild. Even if he does not get the fruits in that life, he gets free by handing them over to nature. Now it is nature’s will to decide to whom it gives its fruits. Perhaps that is why it is said that the whole universe or the whole society has to suffer the consequences of the deeds done by great men. There are many such examples of the founders and preachers of religions, and great or world leaders. Why many religions are thirsty for each other’s blood till date, this can also be linked to this. All these experiences and thoughts are from the scriptures, which we are analyzing here as scientifically as possible. When the soul becomes illuminated or luminous, then every object or thought wave or the whole world will look like oneself because all things are luminous. What is the difference between light and light? This light is much above ordinary light, meaning it is the light of consciousness.

Kundalini Yoga vs Sanyas ~ An in-depth exploration

Best wishes to all friends for the Maha Kumbh fair at Prayagraj

Friends, this time I thought that whatever is in my mind, I should keep writing, of course it may not become a systematic post. It often happens with me that I sit down and start writing and that article itself becomes a systematic post.

This time many great personalities were seen as sanyasis in the great Kumbh Mela. For example, IIT Baba Ji or Gorakh Masani Ji and Mamta Kulkarni Ji. It is believed that most of the sanyasis got peace by leaving the world, got knowledge as well. But no one has shared the experience of getting self-realization or Kundalini awakening. So, has sanyas remained limited to peace and knowledge only? It can be thought that many people do not make it public. But this thing does not make sense. If they can share the miracle-filled siddhis and powers with everyone, then why not the experience of awakening. There is definitely a discrepancy somewhere. I am not expressing distrust in the tradition of sanyas. But it also has its own limitations.

Sanyasis inspire common householders to live a life of simplicity, meditation, charity and detachment. But this sect should also be reserved for deserving people only. It can also be contaminated by the entry of undeserving people into it. In olden times, the Guru used to give permission to his disciple to become a Sanyasi only after being assured of his disciple after taking a tough test, not just like that. However, today also twelve years are needed to spend serving Guru, yet screening doesn’t seem as rigorous as earlier. Although there being a tough exam to enter the Akhara, its quality cannot be doubted. Babas roaming around outside the Akharas and doing as they please create confusion about everyone. Our respected grandfather also once asked his Guru for permission to take initiation in Sanyas. But the Guru flatly refused saying that his household responsibilities were incomplete at that time. He accepted that advice. That is why he remained detached in household life. It is because of him that we are here today. If he had become a Sanyasi prematurely, then we would not have been what we are today, neither this blog would have been there, nor so many books and nor so much knowledge and science.

By taking Sanyas, the burden of the mind is reduced. This gives strength to do Sadhana. But due to lack of sufficient availability of power, that Sadhana often does not succeed on time. You know that power is associated with a woman, and her company is forbidden in sanyaas. Or else it takes countless years to get success due to lack of power. Many people cannot wait for this long period, and many pack up and leave. And many get deviated from sadhana and get into the habit of intoxicants like bhang etc. Time moves cyclically everywhere. Leaving the world for a short time may give peace, but soon that peace also starts feeling like a burden. That peace is relative, not absolute. Absolute is the ultimate peace which is found only when one attains complete samadhi. Even after removing the burden from the head, the head feels a little light for some time. But after some time, even an empty head starts feeling like a burden. And then one feels like lifting the burden. If awakening is found in that time of a little relative peace, then it is fine, otherwise it is a lost cause. This is because when that time of peace is over, he again takes up the burden of worldliness, forced by nature. Of course that worldliness is then limited to the monastery and the temple. But it is worldly. If I did not take the burden from there, I took it from here. If I took the golden pitcher off my head, I picked up a clay one. It is the same thing.

In this context, I am reminded of the story of King Shikhidhwaj from the Yoga Vasishtha Granth. He was a great scholar and the husband of Yogini Chudala. The king leaves the kingdom and goes to the forest, and starts living there like a householder. The queen tries to convince him a lot, but he was obsessed with renunciation. Morning and evening ritualistic practices, evening prayers, tarpan, sacrifices to Gods, yagnas, idol worship and being busy all day long for them. He spent many years living in the forest but he did not get the direct knowledge of awakening. His Yogini wife was watching his entire drama with her Yoga Vidya. Out of pity, she came to the forest and after listening to his tale of sorrow, started consoling him. She started telling her husband that when he had left the household, why did he start a new household in the forest. How will he get peace by taking off one burden and picking up another. In the relative peace that he got for a short time, he did not do real meditation but spent his accumulated energy in expanding the new household. Now when his mind is inclined towards Sadhana, he has no strength left due to the entanglements of the jungle household. If you miss the time, then it is lost. Then the king made his wife his Guru and did Yoga Sadhana under her guidance. Finally, he attained knowledge. Then when she started taking her back to the kingdom, the king started hesitating, fearing that he might fall into ignorance again. Then the queen explained to him that after attaining knowledge, there is no ignorance, no matter what kind of pleasures a person chooses. Yes, there is one condition that one has to remain detached. The queen’s desire of Romance pleasures and love-making also remained unfulfilled due to the king’s untimely departure to the forest. Then both of them returned to their kingdom with immense happiness, traveling in various planes in beautiful gardens, forests, groves etc. and doing various lovemaking. After enjoying the kingdom happily for countless years, both of them got liberated. This is the main and very beautiful story of this book, and shows that women were also not less than men in Yoga, but were better than them. It also highlights the importance of household dharma.

In the limited period of peace, only Tantra Yoga can bring awakening, but it is socially forbidden. Of course, the left-way people use sex, meat and alcohol for Kundalini Yoga Sadhana. But they stay hidden from society. These means are outside the Vedas. That is why they come under Left Tantra. It means that household life is better than Sannyas. Because there, even the left-way sadhana can be done secretly. For a householder, it is more important than a Sanyasi. Because by chance of time, he gets peace only for a very limited time.

In ancient times, a gentleman used to work in a government job. He lived a very struggle-filled life. Because there was a lot of pressure of work. But he did not let the flame of spirituality die in his mind and in his daily life. Due to time, he was transferred to a deserted and lonely Himalayan region for a limited time. This was bound to give him great relative peace. There, he came in contact with a yogi and did intense sadhana and attained awakening. From a common man, he became a great yogi. Then soon he was again transferred to a stressful area. However, he continued his sadhana somehow and little by little. Due to this, he got many disciples in due course of time. All of them started spreading the word of Grihastha Yoga. What I mean to say is that this happens with many people. Opportunities are rarely found again and again. But at least one opportunity is received by everyone in their life.

Some scientists also say that the more the difference between worldliness and renunciation, the more is the possibility of getting sudden awakening. In my opinion, even if a simple effort is made for awakening, then also that possibility increases manifold. If tantric power is also involved in it, then what can one say? If knowledge could be obtained only by leaving the world, then memoryless or drug addicts would be the most knowledgeable. They do not remember anything about the world, meaning they have completely left the world. But many other factors are also responsible for knowledge.

This means that nothing is left by leaving. The real leaving is to become detached. It means to remain detached or unattached from the world while living in it is to leave it. By this, both kinds of happiness are obtained together. The happiness of household life like love etc. and the happiness of renunciation etc. We can use the comforts and luxuries of life while living in the world. You can do it for attaining knowledge also. This is not possible in sanyaas. Of course, comforts and luxuries are bad because they make you fall in the trap of illusion. But they can also be useful in getting you out of illusion. The knife with which a dacoit can create terror, can also be used to cut vegetables. Here we are not comparing any system with another. Neither are we calling anyone good or bad. We are only telling that as far as our eyes can see. Of course, there is no doubt that there is much more beyond this.

Kundalini awakening as Deepawali and Lord Rama’s yogasadhana as mythological allegory of the epic Ramayana

Shubh Diwali!

Kundalini is Goddess Sita and soul is Lord Rama

Sita is the Kundalini who enters from outside world in the form of a picture of the object through the light entering the eyes. In fact, the Kundalini energy of the body has gone out of the eye. It is also said in the scriptures that the whole personality of a man resides in his mind, which keeps wandering in the outside world by going out through the external senses. Everywhere outside is the kingdom of material defects or Doshas i.e. Ravana, a ten-headed demon. That kundalini power comes in his possession, and cannot escape from his clutches. The living soul i.e. Rama, who resides in the brain, looks helplessly at Sita Shakti wandering in that external world. This is what Jatayu’s brother Sampati ie. a big vulture has to see across the ocean with his sharp eyes and tell her well being to Rama. Then Rama engages in yoga, and associates a lot with the idol of the deity made in a temple, etc. or the guru living there, and pleases him with body, mind and wealth. By this, gradually the impression of the picture of his master deepens in his mind, and there comes a time when that mental picture becomes permanent. This is the start of samadhi or kundalini awakening. This is said as rescuing Sita from Ravana, the king of Lanka, and bring her to city of Ayodhya by crossing the bridge over the sea. The ray of light is that bridge, because through it the physical picture from outside entered the mind. The mind is Ayodhya, in which the soul of Rama resides. No one can fight with the mind, because it is beyond materialism. Very little is known about the mind of others. Everyone can fight with someone’s body, but not with the mind. Its second meaning is also that the mind should be put on the right path only after persuasion and not by coercion or scolding. Even through telepathy etc., it is just a guess. One can never know completely about another’s mind. First of all, the soul of Rama, wandering in the outside world that’s in Ravana’s Lanka, kept seeing his half part that’s Sita Mata from afar. Meaning he didn’t pay much attention to her. Even if he went out, he indulged himself half-heartedly. That is, he did not make enough efforts to bring back the kundalini power. Then, when Rama became very upset by her separation, then he jumped energetically out of his mind in to the outside world. This is what is depicted in the form of his battle with the demons. In fact, the real and lively life is like a war-level struggle and outward facing or extrovert life. It’s Karmyoga, the root and beginning of every meditation. Meaning that he came out of Ayodhya and entered Lanka through the bridge of eyesight. He started working hard in the world with his full heart and with full attention. Meaning that he started looking for Sita in Lanka. Then due to some satsang or good company, divine qualities started increasing in him. Meaning that the practice of Yama-Niyamas of Ashtanga Yoga of Patanjali started by him by itself. This satsang is in the form of friendship between Rama and the demon saint Vibhishana. Due to this, the soul Rama liked something very much, and he was constantly in contact with that one thing. Meaning that Rama’s eyes fell on his dearest Sita, and he began to be engrossed in her love. Meaning that in this metaphorical story, this principle of tantra has also been propounded that a woman that’s wife is the most helpful in yoga. The main purpose of the Puranas is spiritual and transcendental. The temporal purpose is secondary or inferior. But most people get the opposite. For example, they draw from this spiritual myth the same cosmic ethic that one should not cast an evil eye on a foreign woman like Ravana. Although this teaching is also correct, but they either do not understand or ignore the main and basic purpose of Kundalini Yoga hidden in it. Then the position or posture of the body of the soul Rama and the process of breathing itself began to adjust in such a way that maximum attention could be kept on the object of his favorite. Due to this, the development of Yogi Ram reached the asana and pranayama part of Ashtanga yoga. This means that Rama would sometimes stand for a long time to see Sita from afar and secretly, sometimes he would sit this or that way for a long time, sometimes he had to hold his breath for a long time, sometimes he had to breathe very slowly. This was so that the people entangled in the world, the demons of Lanka, would not come to know about this act of meditation or dhyana, so that they would not disturb his attention or meditation. What is actually a material object or a woman, that or she does not even know that someone is meditating on that or her. This is done very cleverly. If she finds out, she will shy away and will not be able to display her varied looks and emotions. Due to this meditation wouldn’t mature, Also, due to the creation of ego due to this, there will be further impairment in meditation. The same happens in the case of Guru as well. Similarly, what does a stone idol standing in the temple know that someone is meditating on it? Because Sita’s picture had occupied most of the space in Rama’s mind, so it had no desire to store unnecessary ambitions and unnecessary things. Due to this the fifth limb of Ashtanga Yoga, Aparigraha itself became manifest. Aparigraha means neither accumulation of unnecessary things nor wanting them. Then in this way, by prolonged practice of these initial five limbs of yoga, the image of that object or woman becomes fixed in the mind of the soul Rama. These are the dharana and dhyana or meditation, advanced limbs of ashtang yoga. You can call it as start of Samadhi or kundalini awakening. It means that Rama rescued Sita from Ravana of Lanka, and carried her through the same ray of light as bridge built on the ocean of atmosphere to the beach of eyes and then to Ayodhya in the form of mind or through Pushpak vimana that’s an classical aeroplane named Pushpak as written in Ramayana. Due to this the ten defects of his senses were destroyed. It is celebrated on the day of Dussehra festival as burning of effigy of Dashanan or ten-headed Ravana. The soul or Rama then practiced tantric yoga for twenty days to provide the final and emancipatory leap or escape velocity to kundalini for its awakening. During that time, he kept on taking picturesque and scenic journeys to reach home. Anyway, meditation along with remembrance of one’s permanent home gives more strength to Kundalini, because Kundalini is also associated with permanent house, as I mentioned in a previous article. Kundalini gets additional strength even from picturesque journeys, that’s why pilgrimage trips have been made. With that all-out effort, his Kundalini was awakened within a short span of twenty days. This is Ram’s reaching Ayodhya that’s the original place of Kundalini. This is the Kundalini awakening. The light of sattvikta that engulfs the mind after Kundalini awakening is depicted as the festival of lights, Deepawali. Because the effect of Kundalini awakening spreads the light of joy by spreading all around in the society, especially in the home, so this is the joint celebration of Happy Diwali festival by the people of Ayodhya.

Kundalini Shakti never sleeps

The Shakti in the body does all the work while remaining hidden. It digests food, makes the heart beat, and does countless other small and big functions of the body. She can’t be sleeping. If she had slept, how could she have done so much work? Perhaps we call it sleeping because even when a man’s body is in deep sleep, it continues to do innumerable tasks of life, otherwise would he not have died? It doesn’t do just one thing, just generate conscious thoughts. Similarly, sleeping Shakti means that all the functions of the body are being carried out by it, but awakened thoughts are not being generated. This can be called a semi-dormant state because ordinary or vague thoughts are still arising. Light thoughts come to a person even during sleep in the form of dreams. To awaken Shakti means to bring it into its most expressed form and that is Kundalini awakening. Just as there can be countless levels of awakening of a man, but the real awakening is the one in which he is most expressed, which is Kundalini awakening. Other states can also be called sleep. It is mentioned many times in the scriptures that this world is like a dream. The ordinary life we are living is just a dream, meaning we are asleep. Real awakening is the state of Kundalini awakening. Below Sahasrara, there are all the pits, Mooladhar is the biggest pit. Because a little amount of energy leaks from other pits to Sahasrara, there is no complete darkness there. But when Kundalini is present in Mooladhara, it is most dark, because it is the farthest from Sahasrara. This movement of energy is of special importance in human being, because he walks while standing, and special strength is required to deliver blood high up to the brain. When there is a contraction of the muscles due to Shakti reaching the chakra through yoga or physical activity, then the consumption of nutrients increases there, which automatically increases the blood circulation there. That is why it is said that Shakti controls blood circulation. However, it appears directly controlling the speed of contraction and relaxation of muscles, thereby controlling blood circulation indirectly. This does not often appears happening in animals because their backs are straight. Because monkeys, langurs, chimpanzees etc. also become quite upright, that is why they are also playful so that the Shakti keeps flowing and the blood circulation continues smoothly in the whole body.

According to physiology, not only nerve fibers control the body, but biochemicals called hormones also control them and the organs also have their own local control. But the nerves keep the entire body functioning smoothly. It has never been heard that in such and such a yogi, some organs were cured by Nadi Chalana, but there was no effect on other organs, especially the organs controlled by hormones. From this it also seems that nerve fibers are not called nadis. It is said that electrical energy flows in the nerve fibers and life energy or Shakti flows in the nadis. However, when there is movement in the chakras, the hormone producing cells will also become active and the local systems will also become active.

There are many similarities between Shakti and energy, but both are different. Energy is inanimate, whereas Shakti is conscious due to the presence of Shiva with it. Energy can be present in any inanimate thing or machine etc., but Shakti can be present only in a conscious being. The sex-based energy rising from the perineum through Kundalini Yoga is called Shakti because it feels like bliss of samadhi. In simple words, this strengthens the Samadhi picture or Kundalini picture. And in simple words it leads towards God. Because it provides energy to the brain, the energy suppressed in the subconscious mind gets destroyed by coming out or getting expressed. Although this also happens through physical activity, Shakti there also travels through the same path. Meaning that due to physical movement, Shakti keeps gathering on the perineum and keeps rising up through the back. That is why Kundalini Yoga is very beneficial for physically hard working people also.

Kundalini awakening and self-realization aka enlightenment are basically one and the same thing

I got information from Bing AI that self-realization aka enlightenment is achieved gradually and not all at once through any technique like yoga etc. But self-knowledge is called realizing oneself. How it can be delayed. Many people have realized this through yoga techniques. Luckily, with God’s countless grace I too had experienced its ordinary glimpse through the tantra-assisted Kundalini Yoga, which has been described on this website as the so-called 10-second Kundalini awakening momentary glimpse. Unfortunately, most people may not have been able to reach this level and may have been limited to Kundalini activation or so-called Kundalini awakening, and similar descriptions they may have made online, which may have been picked up by Bing AI. Perhaps chat gpt catches only what is more. Their Kundalini awakening would be of lower level than self-realization. There are levels of awakening or samadhi too. Just like some man sits awake, some walks, some runs, and even some conquers the world. Similarly, the final culmination of Kundalini awakening is self-realization. If by my Purana-reader guru’s indirect inspiration and gods’ proximity generated blessings, I had not given tantric strength to the ordinary Kundalini awakening, it would not have been fully awakened though momentarily. This complete awakening is self-realization. Meaning in this the mind has awakened and become as expanded as the soul or God. There is only a difference of level, nothing else. This can also be called complete samadhi. Samadhi in so called common language is also a very high level of Kundalini awakening. Actually, every experience is some level of samadhi. We cannot experience something without being connected to it. But complete awakening means self-realization is one step ahead of the so-called or popular Yogasamadhi. In most cases, Samadhi is considered to be the final stage achieved through Yoga. This is because very few people would have gone beyond samadhi with the help of yoga, whose voices would have been ignored. In this world, there is great hearing for the lute. Most of the people would not be able to give sexual tantric strength to their Samadhi due to not being able to leave their homes due to social embarrassment or attachment to family life. Perhaps for this reason, Patanjali has also considered Samadhi as the last stage of Yoga in his Ashtangayoga Sutra. It is possible that he may not have been able to hear the voices of minority yogis. Patanjali also says that if after Samadhi, life is lived with the help of God, then by His grace one attains enlightenment soon. Whatever work a man can do on his own, one should try for it, after all God always helps everyone. It often happens that help is sought from God to fulfill the shortcomings of one’s work. I also think there has been a misunderstanding. Because Samadhi is often experienced during the practice of Yoga, but not the awakening. Awakening happens more often at some beautiful place like near a lake, on a mountain, or at a ceremony etc. But it should not be forgotten that even at that time, only the Kundalini energy gathered through regular Tantric Yoga practice running at that time leads to awakening. Because only through tantric method, yoga practice can give enlightenment scientifically and in a short time, i.e. within a few months, but with ordinary yoga, it is completely uncertain. Who knows whether Yoga will deliver final result in how many years, whether it will take a lifetime or not even in the lifespan. It seems that most people do not have a life. Whether people hide or tell is a different matter. A complete miracle or special grace is required, as Patanjali says. Well, this might have been Patanjali’s compulsion because if Tantra had been mentioned in his book, it might not have been very acceptable to the over idealistic society of that time. To become a successful writer, sometimes one has to cover up the truth. That is why I consider Shiva to be the greatest god, because he openly presents the truth to everyone. What is described on online portals as being achieved gradually with age, is not self-realization but the cleansing of the filth of thoughts of the soul. Only a few moments are enough to know the soul. We do not take more than a few moments to recognize a friend, then how can we take more time to recognize ourselves, the one who is closest to us.

Happy Dipawali

Kundalini Yoga is the background music of life

Friends, in the previous post we were talking about Shakti water. I think that the rain that Indra makes is the rain of awakening, he is the one who fires the thunderbolt in the form of Sushumna Shakti. Indra’s happiness means happiness or favor of all the gods. This is Chaddi kala aka allround development. I am not saying that Indra is not associated with physical rainfall. That is also definitely there because whatever is inside is also outside. Just as for rain to occur, favorable conditions are required with the help of all the Gods, similarly for awakening too. If there is love and faith in the Puranas, then all the paths start opening on their own. Then it came in the story that Gautam Muni got inexhaustible water with the boon of Varun Dev. Varun Devta is a major deity of the Vedas. He is the presiding deity of water. Without the power depicted as water, it is not possible to have correct knowledge of the esoteric spiritual Vedas. Varundev can give only limited water. Khwaja was also one such god of the Indus Valley civilization, who was the ruler of the sea, rivers and water. I had heard of a man who used to discover underground waters and made very accurate measurements, and was an accomplished worshiper of the Khwaja. By the way, even today in many villages Khwaja is worshiped as water god. It is possible that in the Vedas, in the secret language, Varundev has been mentioned as the symbol of that with the help of which the availability of Shakti-water in the body is maintained, but its readers or interpreters may have considered him as the god of physical water. Whatever may be the case, there is similarity on the inside and outside, hence they must be influencing each other. I myself feel that Kundalini Shakti starts moving very well near water sources like lakes, ponds etc. filled with pure water, because it is in the nature of both to flow. There is definitely a relation between the two. Among Hindus and Buddhists, Nagdevata is also considered the god of water. Kundalini Shakti or Nadi is also in the shape of a snake. In our village, both Neua meaning divine serpent or snake and Khwaja were considered to be the lords of the local waters and the vegetation growing around them. Anyone who cut vegetation around water was made to fear being chased by the Neua snake, which resulted in good protection of the forests. At many places I also saw Khwaja in the form of a fish-like idol. It means that Varun, Naga and Khwaja are connected and all three are gods of water-like power. It is also believed that they not only provide water, but also other worldly prosperity and protection. Meaning, they look more like a god of power or Shakti.

Similarly, Lord Indra is also mentioned in abundance in the Vedas. There will be more description of a god who is necessary for the awakening. Because the basic aim of Veda is awakening. Perhaps in a secret way it has been written as rain. Where there is rain, there are deeds, sacrifices, yajanas, wealth and all the glory. It is from these that everyone remains in Chaddi kala or allround development. Awakening occurs in such a state. Of course it has both physical and spiritual meanings, but the latter seems more accurate, because the Vedas seem to deal with spirituality, not materiality.

I think there is a difference between awakening and self realization. The first one is the beginning, while the second one is the peak or end of spiritual development. I found this through AI powered Bing search. It is said that the Kundalini of many people is awakened since childhood. If Kundalini awakening was completion of the development then why would there be rebirth after that. It is also possible that even after experiencing perfection, complete purification of the soul is necessary, for which many times a new birth is required. It is also said that the Kundalini of great people like artists and leaders also is already awakened. Bing AI is free and I found it to provide the best information, both in Hindi and English. Nowadays, AI is helping a lot in writing blogs and doing research. Further exploring, when a person feels darkness without physical contact with his body and functional mind, it is said that the Shakti is sleeping. But when a meditation picture always shines even in the midst of darkness, then it is said that the Shakti is awakened. From here the meditation begins, due to which the meditation picture gradually brightens, meaning the Kundalini Shakti is awakened more and more. Then there comes a time when the meditation image becomes so strong that the seeker does not feel any difference between himself and the meditation image, nor does he feel that he is meditating on it. Meaning, in this the meditator, the meditation picture and the process of meditation, all three become one. This is called Samadhi. During this period one can experience self-realization i.e. enlightenment at any time. Perhaps I was describing this earlier by calling it Kundalini awakening. No problem, it’s just a difference of terminology, there is no difference in experience.

According to the previous story, the Shakti-water in the form of Ganga had told the gods to always reside in Sushumna on the condition that it would have to be given utmost importance. The meaning is clear that if the power flowing in Sushumna is not felt while doing yoga daily, then it will fade away. Meaning, of course, you may miss some work, but you should not miss yoga. What often happens is that only the physical karma is visible, not the mental or spiritual karma. In ancient India, people were engaged in mental activities like knowledge, devotion etc. more, which is the greatest activity because it gives liberation and the right pace to the cycle of creation. In the rest of the world, especially in the West, people were busy with materialism, cleanliness etc., which are clearly visible in the form of work. However, the best method is Karmayoga, in which physical work and yoga practice itself go together.

Actually, Kundalini Yoga is the background music that connects the various tunes of life. When for some reason the main music stops playing, this background music becomes the basis for a happy life. Just as when the main music stops, the background music becomes very loud, in the same way, when the noise of worldly activities of life subsides, the meditation picture of Yoga starts shining very brightly, due to which it can also be awakened. Probably, in the Puranas, this has been compared to meditation in a pit or meditation in a dark prison inside the sea, etc.

There is also another variation of the previous story of Rishi Gautam. In this, after the death of the cow, Gautam comes to know about the conspiracy of the crooked sages. Angered by this, he curses them and their children to remain ostracized from Shaivism and become hell-bound from it. It is said that then Kaliyuga was filled with people like them. There is no mention of him having seen Shiva in that version of the story. The meaning is clear that he did not take the conspiracy of the evil sages positively and did not do Shiv Sadhana properly, rather he used his accumulated energy in anger and cursing, that is why he did not attain awakening. Every action has a reaction.

Kundalini help is sought out even by gods to succeed

Well, continuing with the previous post, that is why the branch of Tantra in Buddhism is named Vajrayana. That is why the name Premyogi Vajra has also been given. Basically, there is Premyoga in his practice, but Tantra also has a good contribution in it. The deities fought with Vritrasura for a long time. But they could not defeat him. In the end, accepting defeat, they left their weapons near Dadhichi Muni’s hermitage and ran away. It means that the gods put many organs like hands, feet, eyes, ears, brain etc. in the man’s body to avoid the thoughts of sorrows. Earlier man was a unicellular organism like a virus. It was a state full of sorrow. To remove that sorrow, the gods developed that primary creature for many ages. In the end, the human body became existant. Where did the sorrows end even after so much hard work? On the contrary, it started growing. Today, the more progress science is making, the more tampering with nature is increasing, due to which the devastation of life and property is also increasing. Natural disasters are increasing. Crimes like murder, robbery etc. are increasing. The main five defects of the mind, lust, anger, greed, attachment, pride, jealousy and the innumerable mental disorders arising from them such as depression, loneliness, violence, selfishness etc. are on the rise. Means Vritrasur attacked him in the form of a mountain of sorrows as ego. The gods were forced to raise their hands. Dadhichi Muni here called is the soul. Near his hermitage, the gods left their weapons, meaning they created all the parts of the body, because the body is closest to the soul. The gods accepted defeat, meaning that the supreme sorrow or enemy of the mind in the form of ego could never be destroyed by the power of senses and organs, it was completely proved, minor physical and mental sorrows would have definitely gone away. This supreme sorrow was the demon Vritrasur. Due to the boon of Shiva, the bones of Dadhichi Muni had become like a thunderbolt. It means that due to Shiva provided Yoga, there was so much elasticity and liveliness in the bones, especially in the spinal cord, that the Kundalini energy could easily flow in it. Just see the lightning. It breaks even the hard rock, and along with it electricity also flows in it. Similarly, the movement of the luminous energy line in the sushumna nadi of the spinal cord is like a lightning strike, and the destruction of the ego by it is like the breaking of a rock. Ego is the hardest thing in the world, which is the most difficult to break.
It is said that sage Dadhichi also had a wife named Suvarcha. When the deities went to Brahma seeking help, it was he who advised them to ask for the bones from Dadhichi. Suvarcha was in the inner chamber, and the deities demanded his bones from Dadhichi, who was sitting in the outer chamber. Dadhichi left the body after applying Yogasamadhi and he merged into Brahman. When Suvarcha found out she became very angry, and cursed the gods. Suvarcha was pregnant at that time. With the semen power of the sage, she got a son as great as another Shiva. His name was Pippalad. Brahma is the original creator of the universe. He knows that the gods may exert as much force as they like, but they cannot remove spiritual ignorance. He also knew that when the Kundalini is awakened by the energy flow in the Sushumna located in the spine of the Yogi, it can be destroyed. With awakening, not only will ignorance disappear, the ego will also vanish. Ego is the form of man’s own ordinary worldly experience. When there is no ego, then how can a human being exist. It is said that Dadhichi Muni himself left his body and went away. Actually the ego has already ended before awakening. Only then there is an experience of awakening. How can one experience awakening if there is even an iota of ego, because both are diametrically opposite to each other. When the yogi’s ego is destroyed by tantric yoga practice, then only the real awakening begins. Due to the elimination of ego, the worldly garbage in the mind of the yogi also remains to a minimum, due to which sufficient nervine power is available for the awakening of the Kundalini. Suvarcha, the wife of Rishi Dadhichi, is actually Buddhi or intellect. The destruction of the ego leads to the transformation of man. Through this, old thoughts and memories become destroyed like a roasted seed. but that luminous intelligence or good sense remains, which puts one on a good path. Old experiences are also remembered. The Sanskrit word varchas means shining. She cursed the gods, which means that the body does not act arbitrarily under the control of the gods, but behaves rationally under the guidance of good sense. After the transformation of a man, his new, awakened and godlike state comes, he is called son Pippalad. That state has a tantric nature like Rudra i.e. Shiva, that is why he is called Rudravatar.