Kundalini Yoga keeps a person swinging between wakefulness and dreams

Friends, an idle mind is really the devil’s workshop. That is why I keep doing something or the other all the time. If I don’t see anything to do, I start writing. My son works awake so that he can have good dreams. Wow, he considers the world of wakefulness to be fake and the world of dreams to be real. I was shocked to hear this. A new thought arose. All the sages and Vedas and Puranas also say the same thing. They say that a life full of detachment and non-duality is the real one. Such is the life in dreams as well. In that, happiness and sorrow, all feel almost the same. Everything is in the form of experience. Pure experience. All experiences are in the form of happiness. If a lion runs from behind, even though you are afraid, you don’t feel afraid. If someone starts fighting, even though you are angry, you don’t get angry. If you fall from a mountain, even though you are in pain, you don’t feel sad. Even if you get a kingdom, even though you are happy, you don’t feel happy. Meaning, uniform happiness is everywhere, but not the polluted happiness of materialism. It is a happiness in the form of a subtle experience. The physical gross world pollutes the subtle experience of happiness and sorrow. Happiness increases due to the gross world, but it also increases sorrow. The higher the ball goes, the lower it falls. Happiness is the soul’s own form. But the world subjugates it and creates waves in that uniform spiritual happiness. Then, with time, in the absence of the gross world, that wave is destroyed. Due to this, of course, a person reaches the uniform or waveless spiritual happiness again, but in that state, darkness in the form of sorrow is felt. This appears to be due to illusion. Actually, it is not so. It is like after moving around in a circular motion around your body, everything around you feels as if it is rotating for a while. This is also called dizziness. This is why the word illusion has been used for ignorance.

While living in the world, no one can escape from illusion. Yes, it can definitely be reduced. Perhaps that is why people leave the world and become sadhus and sanyasis, so that the world cannot create illusion. But the disadvantage of this is that it does not lead to self-development. Because the world is necessary for this. The world can also be called a necessary evil in this case. That is why it is considered appropriate for those who have attained self-awakening to take sanyaas. It means that they have reached the peak of self-development, and there is no need for them to get entangled in the world. Actually, there is a need. But only to keep the body alive, because until the age determined by the previous deeds is not completed, the sanskars related to the prarabdha karma will keep troubling. Yes, this will not create sanskars for the next birth.

Dreams also produce a wave in self-happiness, but not as much as the awakened state. That is why when that wave disappears in the dream, the illusion is also not as much as in the awakened state. Some illusion is there. That is why it is said in the scriptures that the world is like a dream, and it should be considered as a dream only. In reality, it is so because the physical world does not enter the mind. We are only feeling its subtle picture, as we do in dreams. But considering it gross and physical creates all the mess. Man considers it gross and physical only in the greed of a wave of happiness, so that he can get more pleasure from the wave. At that time he does not realize the sorrow that comes with it in the long run. Actually, the big wave is called the gross world and the small wave is called the subtle world. While watching a movie, nothing gross happens but many people become too attached to it. Meaning, they get too immersed in it. And create a wave of happiness to the fullest from it. Due to this, the scenes shown on the screen, despite being subtle, become gross for them. That is why, many times, when such and such scenes come, they create a ruckus and vandalism in the theater. Many people, despite being in the gross world, do not get attached to it. They remain absolutely calm no matter what happens. Meaning, it does not create huge or rapid waves in their mind. For them, even the gross world is as subtle as a dream. Due to this they remain the same in happiness and sorrow. But the same thing is that for self awakening, strong mental waves like that of physically awakened state are also necessary.

This world is like a river flowing in both directions. That is why it is not understood properly. It lifts some people up and takes some people down. It can be said that the worldliness full of attachment should be pacified with non-dualistic philosophies like Sharirvigyan Darshan. This will give self awakening and also will not create illusion. Kundalini Yoga can give this benefit that the power to hold the picture of Samadhi felt during the non-dualistic feeling will increase and along with this, due to the energy in the brain, one will be able to do the feeling of Sharirvigyan Darshan well along with worldliness. Because every chakra is connected to some kind of worldliness, so at the time of every kind of work, some chakra or the other will become active. Meaning, the effect of power will increase to that chakra. Due to this, the feeling of Sharirvigyan Darshan along with that work will become easy, because all work is done with power. That extra power may seem trivial to us, but it is very useful. With the daily practice of Kundalini Yoga, the channels to all the chakras will remain open. When energy reaches the chakras, some energy will also reach the chakras of the brain, because all the chakras are interconnected. And it is from the brain that feelings arise, whether dualistic or non-dual.

In between, with the feeling of physiology, a person should continuously oscillate between the waking state and the dream state.
This will give you the benefits of both. Both the awakened and the dream state. The benefits of the awakened state include the benefits of material worldliness along with Kundalini awakening and the benefits of the dream state include the benefits of sannyasa. Meaning that the awakened state changes into the dream state with Kundalini yoga. However, the dream state also changes into the awakened state because of it. When there is fatigue in the body, that is, incapacity, that is, lack of strength, then the person is in a state similar to that of intoxication or dream. When he gets strength from Kundalini yoga, he again becomes like an awakened person in the worldly life. Of course, later, being troubled by it, he again changes his physically awakened state into a dream state with the feeling of physiology philosophy, and minimizes his illusion. At that time, he has the power. That state is not like that of intoxication or sleep, in which there is no strength. Therefore, his extra power is transformed into a mental picture of samadhi. Meaning that he enters samadhi with that extra power.

When one feels his present state in the body, the breath comes out of the stomach rapidly, especially if there is a lot of pressure in the brain. Due to this, the energy descending from the front channel makes the brain feel lighter. I feel that this energy going down turns back from the Muladhara and ascends to the brain again through the spinal cord. This means that a closed circuit loop of energy is formed. Surprisingly, this energy going up does not increase the pressure in the brain but makes it lighter. Anyway, the pressure should increase due to lack of energy. Perhaps the back part of the brain helps more in creating emotions, or it is the main controller of the entire brain. That is why the energy received by its back part from the spinal cord is more effective. It may also be that the energy pushed down is not full of oxygen. While passing down through the heart chakra, it becomes full of oxygen, gets purified and ascends up from the back. Perhaps that is why it is said that the energy should keep moving in the microcosmic orbit loop. If there is lethargy or low pressure in the brain, then deep breath is taken in. Due to this, the energy ascends up and makes the brain powerful. This means that if there is no energy in the brain, then how will it descend down. That is why at that time the emphasis is on lifting it from the bottom to the top. It happens on its own. Meaning, just as the gross physical body remains in balance, similarly it also makes the mind in the same way, if it is meditated upon properly.

Kundalini awakening is also like physical awakening. It can also be called the peak point of the physical awakened state. Because in this, the subconscious mind also awakens along with the conscious mind. Meaning that for Kundalini awakening, one has to be more awakened than the awakened state. This can happen only from the awakened state, not from the dream state. However, it can be achieved by saving the energy by converting the awakened state into a dream state. Meaning that dream state also have a contribution in this. But that dream state is not a dream state of powerlessness or laziness or compulsion, but a dream state that has been achieved deliberately. With that extra energy, the mental picture of the form of a Guru, God etc. is meditated upon. With practice, that meditation increases so much that that mental picture awakens. Although usually the mental picture is in the dream state, but at the time of Kundalini awakening it comes into the awakened state. It means that the mental wave that creates that picture becomes so strong that it crosses the limits of the dream state and enters the realm of the awakened state. The power that awakens it is so great that it also awakens the subconscious mind i.e. the soul with it. That is why everything seems non-dual i.e. one i.e. one’s own form because then the earlier sleeping dark soul becomes as bright as the awakened Kundalini picture by waking it up.

Actually, it is the soul that is awakened. The mental meditation picture is only a medium to awaken it. Because the Kundalini picture is a mental wave, which is already a form of an awakened state. Of course that wave is so light that it comes in the realm of the dream state. Still a wave is a wave. The mental waves of the dream state and the awakened state are the same thing, there is only a difference of intensity in them, nothing else. The light is the same, it does not change if it is reduced. What I mean to say is that the meditation picture was not asleep that it would wake up. The sleeping soul is connected to the subconscious mind which wakes up with the help of meditation picture. The meditation picture works to send power to the brain. When that power reaches above a certain limit, it wakes up the subconscious mind. We call this Kundalini awakening.

It is the soul that is asleep, and which wakes up at the time of Kundalini awakening. In reality, his illusion of being in deep sleep is dispelled, because it is only due to the illusion that he appears to be asleep. Of course, after experiencing a few moments of Kundalini awakening, the person goes back to sleep, but that deep sleep is not as effective as it was before because now he has known the truth. The subconscious mind of a man becomes like a burnt seed which does not have the power to give birth to a new life or birth. It is burnt by the light of the soul. Like a burnt seed, it exists but cannot give a new birth. Then it is said that the deeds that will be done after Kundalini awakening will create the subconscious mind to give results. But when the subconscious mind itself is burnt, then how can new deeds be added to it. When the basis of the existence of the subconscious mind is destroyed, then how will a new one be created. But then how will the fruits of the new deeds be obtained. Then a self-awakened man can do any sinful act without any fear. So in answer to this it is said that due to the absence of the subconscious mind, there is no attachment towards the deeds and their results. What attachment can light have towards light? Darkness has attachment towards light only. He keeps flowing with time. If he commits sinful deeds due to ignorance or compulsion, he gets its fruits quickly and in a mild form because his attachment was also mild. Even if he does not get the fruits in that life, he gets free by handing them over to nature. Now it is nature’s will to decide to whom it gives its fruits. Perhaps that is why it is said that the whole universe or the whole society has to suffer the consequences of the deeds done by great men. There are many such examples of the founders and preachers of religions, and great or world leaders. Why many religions are thirsty for each other’s blood till date, this can also be linked to this. All these experiences and thoughts are from the scriptures, which we are analyzing here as scientifically as possible. When the soul becomes illuminated or luminous, then every object or thought wave or the whole world will look like oneself because all things are luminous. What is the difference between light and light? This light is much above ordinary light, meaning it is the light of consciousness.

Kundalini Yoga shows the body never dies, sometimes it is visible, sometimes not visible, however it exists always there in the form of experience

Happy Holi to all friends

Friends, in the previous post I was telling how the mobility of the mind is like the flight of a kite. Pranayama is like giving controlled motion to the string of a kite, so that the kite-like mind can fly smoothly and create bliss in the form of self-development. I even feel that the pleasure that comes during sexual play is largely contributed by the complete opening of the naked body. In that both the food body and the vital body are together close to the highest manifestation. Many people say that real love comes from the mind, not from the body. What is all of this about. How can one directly reach the innermost dungeon without crossing the outer ones? When a girl’s body is lightly touched sexually, of course indirectly or mentally, then the Annamaya Kosha of the girl gets activated. You get a good chance on Holi, don’t miss it. Haha. She feels for the first time the deepest identity of her body. She starts becoming more and more active bodily day by day. There is redness and a smile on her face. This activates her pranamaya kosha too. After getting the power available from Prana, her mind runs a lot in colors. She enjoys lucid dreams. In dreams she travels to different worlds and other worlds. With this her mental body also becomes active. Because due to sexual attraction, her attention remains on her body and soul all the time, therefore her vigyanmaya kosha itself also remains active. Naturally, with this the blissful body will also remain active. It’s all like a chain reaction. This is love. This blissful kosha remains active for a long time. After it is completely opened, only the soul remains to be attained. That too is found after marriage in Tantric Kundalini Yoga based Sambhogyoga. Not that this happens only with women. The same happens with men too. I think that seeing the graceful gesture of a woman, the body and mind of a man starts jumping to have a physical relationship with her, that is the activation of his soul or prana or kundalini. It is a different matter that someone makes good use of that life force, while someone misuses it. Some use it in spiritual development, some in physical development, and some in a balanced way in both.

Let the kite of the mind fly for a while, don’t take it off completely. Have a slight slant to the feeling that it is connected. Then after a while the kite itself will land comfortably. There will be no shock. There will be fun too. After landing, let it go back as per its wish. It will come back itself. If the kite is going up violently, and you pull it down forcefully, either the kite may tear, or the thread may break. Both will be weak, and there will be pressure on them. The same happens with the mind by forcing it.

Whenever there is a feeling of tiredness, pressure or headache in the mind, at that time Kapalbhati-like breathing takes place on its own. Meditation is done on the breath coming out of it, due to which the Kundalini descends. Means the exhaling breath is like pulling down the thread, due to which the kite flying in the form of mind comes down, and avoids being torn by the strong storm in the form of mental fatigue.

Not only in the light of thoughts, but also in the darkness of their absence, the experience is related to the body only, because some or the other activity of the brain remains in it as well. Even after death, the particular self form that the soul experiences is also attached to the body, because it is created by the body. It means that the body never dies. Sometimes it is visible, sometimes it is not visible, it is always there, in the form of experience.

Kundalini empowers you to handle all kinds of experiences safely;  And Kundalini awakening is the greatest experience, in front of which all experiences are dwarf;  Some incidents of encountering the afterlife (ghost) spirit

Friends, in the previous post I told about Dream Visitation.  In this post I will tell about my experiences related to it.

Man (soul) does not die, he only changes form

Two years before today, my grandmother had died.  Old age was the main cause of death, though it was also contributed by a prolonged illness.  It is also a coincidence that she had a problem with respiratory system, and Corona (covid-19) is also spreading respiratory disease.  She gave up her life amidst many physical and mental sufferings.  By nature, she was gentle, emotional, happiness seeking and fearing.  At times, she seemed obsessed with a sense of belonging, but she used to call it love. She was an idol of mercifulness, human nature and affectionate nature. She was hardworking and kept a good test of good and bad. She was well concerned for happiness and good of her nearby belongings. She loved children very much. She did not allow the children to be scolded at all, giving them a angry hand was a distant thing. She also took great care of the domesticated animals. She used to do a lot of relaxed thinking.  Was very afraid of dying and the subsequent misery. About 15 days after her death, I met her in a dream.  It was a strangely peaceful darkness.  It was too dark to fill in a fist.  But in contrast to the common darkness, it had a glow like shiny mascara.  It is the natural glow of a soul submerged in attachment or ignorance.  I was clearly recognizing her even as in that undifferentiated type of darkness.  This means that her form was encoded in that darkness.  Meaning that the darkness of a man’s soul is according to his qualities and deeds (form).  The same qualities and deeds reappear in the next life from the same darkness.  This means that all darkness is not the same.

I liked that look.  It was completely open and wide like the sky.  I felt it like my momentary self-realization.  But the light and blissful quality in it seemed like being covered by the suppression of something.  Perhaps this pressure is known as ignorance, attachment, dvaita/duality, mohamaya/illusion, karma samskara/deed seeds etc.  It seemed as if the sun shaped like a sky was completely covered in the eclipse period, and the light below was wanting to spread outward with pressure, giving that black sky some strange or bright mascara-like glow.  This is called covering the soul with the veil of ignorance.  It is also called covering of the sun as a soul by cloud of ignorance.

When she asked about my condition, I said that I was fine. She said, “I was afraid of what would happen after death. But I am fine here.” When I asked her about her well-being, she said that there appeared no such problem in that state. She seemed to be knowing it fulfilling or ultimate situation with a doubtful mind, but I was feeling lacking in it.  Perhaps she was considering that situation as God although with a doubt. Perhaps she had contacted me to clear that doubt. I had also told her near her end time by raising my hands up towards the sky in a happy posture and looking up, that she would go to the highest sky of supreme being, which she had heard carefully and with faith. I had told this on her asking that where was she heading to go soon out of incurable disease.  One of the reasons for her belief was that my grandfather had told her about my enlightenment (self realization) in front of her 25 years ago with joy and great self proud.  My grandfather had a huge contribution in the making of my Kundalini.

Then in that dream visit, my grandmother said to me, “Many of your ill-wishers are speaking against you behind your back”.  So I told her, “You are very close to God, so please pray for me to normalize the situation”.  “Okay” she said.  I was doing Kundalini yoga meditation every day at that time.  This means that Kundalini (Advaita) leads to God after death.

It is a great thing to remember God by the spirits, because at that time it is completely hungry, thirsty and devoid of shelter.  It may have given her momentum towards God.  Surprisingly, the place where the urn (pot with bottom hole) of water was kept according to the religious custom for her spirit to drink water, I met her there.  A Shivalingam was working as a telephone set there, through which she was talking.  She had a very clear, expressive and lively voice.  That was not the sound of the mouth. That was coming straight from her soul and touching my soul. It seemed like a switch was pressed and I entered an strangely energetic bodyless dimension.  Then I wanted to make her talk with other family members.  But they were considering her dead.  Then I also started little realizing that she was dead.  I mourned a bit and was a little scared.  With that the soul disappeared and I immediately came out of the dimension of the soul.

The souls of loved ones also make forecast of impending danger

A few months later I saw her in a terrible state.  It was probably the same situation she felt at the time of her death.  I saw her sitting dead in the verandah of my ancestral home.  It was a strange and sad experience.  She may have wanted to tell me about the accident the next day, but could not speak.  The next day there was a poisonous cobra snake on the window of my room, from which my staff narrowly escaped.

Once I encountered that subtle body again

She was sitting outside with everyone at a relative’s place in a blissful condition everywhere.  I reminded her of God when I met her.  She slowly moved inside the building and disappeared as dead.  Her appearance seemed a bit cleaner than before.  The astral body cannot bear the glory of God for much longer.

Last time I saw that subtle body very clean

She was entering the verandah from the main gate of my ancestral house.  She was wearing bright white clothes.  She looked very serene, peaceful, blissful, smiling and joyful.  My skin pores blossomed after meeting her.  She asked me where I went.  I said that I had gone to Haridwar.  Haridwar is considered to be the biggest shrine of God.  It is located close to the world famous yoga capital Rishikesh.  She entered inside the building smiling and asking me if I had not been to Haridwar before that.  She meant to ask from me that I had gone to Haridwar earlier also.

When my uncle’s subtle body came to warn me

Shortly before that, my uncle had died due to sudden cardiac arrest due to hyper thyroid disease.  He was very smiling faced,  sociable and social.  In the Dream Visitation, I found him walking inside a quiet cave with a strange dark, accompanied by and joking with his friends and laughing. I along with my 7-8 year old daughter also climbed some steps at a strange, dark and moon mixed blissful place and followed them.  At the other end of the cave was a very bright heaven-like light.  Uncle asked me to walk with him smiling.  I refused out of a strange fear.  My daughter was very fond of that view, so she insisted on walking with them.  I stopped her forcefully and we returned back out of the cave.  The next day, my car was saved from leaving out the road with a narrow margin.  My family sitting with me warned me in time.

The souls of the unfamiliar may also seek help in dream visitation

In the dream, a relative’s son used to visualize the sage of a temple in his dreams, who was asking him to perform his last rites.  Investigations revealed that the monk was murdered and his body was thrown into a drain.  My relative made an effigy of the monk and got him duly cremated.  After that, that monk stopped coming in dreams. At first, I hardly believed that in my mind.  But after experiencing my own dreaming of the above metaphysical happenings, I started believing in supernatural events.

Kundalini for Guiding the departed soul of beloved beings to God i.e. liberation;  Kundalini Yoga aiding in Dream Visitation


Due to Corona epidemic (covid-19) many souls are leaving their bodies.  All souls will take a new birth according to their astral body. Some souls will also be liberated.  I think it happens according to one’s own thinking.  After death, the subtle body itself becomes clean  slowly.  Some souls suffocate in the initial darkness, and cannot wait long.  Therefore they take the body.  That dreaded condition after death is called Bardo in the “Tibetan Book of deads”.  Bardo condition has very scary experiences.  One should not be afraid with those, and should assume that they are not real, but all are happening in the mind.  Advaita Shakti of Kundalini Yoga helps a lot in crossing that Bardo state.

Dream visitations are different from ordinary dreams

Emotional people have a deep hearted relationship with their loved ones.  Even after death, they want to be in touch with their lovers.  So they often appear in the dreams of loved ones.  This is called Dream Visitation.  Sometimes they come to ask for help, and sometimes to provide help.  Those lovers are mostly family members or relatives.  In most cases, a soul without a body chooses its only supreme beloved and supremely reliable man.  That is why it keeps coming in the same man’s dream again and again.  This happens according to the Kundalini principle. 

The dream of interview with a departed soul is different from an ordinary dream

In it, it seems that the real living man is being met.  Even it looks more real than the living man.  This happens because the code form in which the details of past and future births and bodies of that soul are hidden, is being interviewed by its beloved dreamer. That encoding of subconscious nature is called subtle body.  Do not be afraid at the time of dream visitation.  For the future too, you should make sure to not be afraid, because that soul comes in the dream again and again. In this way, the dreamer gets used to the soul contact, otherwise the soul disappears after having few initial words while meeting.  Advaita or non-duality Shakti of Kundalini Yoga practice helps to overcome that fear.

Souls get a new body, small or big according to the darkness of their subtle body


The longer the souls wait for Bardo’s darkness to be trimmed, the better their body gets.  Many souls become very clean, so they become deities.  Very few tolerant and fortunate souls who wait for their complete cleanliness, only they are freed and join God. Therefore, according to the situation and belief, this non-Hindu belief is also true that man is not reborn, and this Hindu belief is also true that man is reborn after death.  However, to be free it is also necessary to have good deeds.  If it were not so, then in the great divine catastrophic period (pralay kal) all souls would be freed automatically.  In that period, the body is not available for millions of years.  The Vedas say that even in that period, the soul does not free itself.  Secondly, it is also said in the Vedas that by remembering God at the time of death one gets liberation.  But it is also true that only by performing auspicious deeds throughout life, one can remember God at the time of death.  This means that auspicious actions should not be ignored at all.

In the next post I will tell about the personal experiences of my dream visitations from which I have extracted the above facts.

kundalini for pleasant dreams

Friends, now I get myself to write new posts every week, and new events. Tonight I dreamed of a tantric system. That looked lively, clear and real. That dream came in the morning hours. It seemed that it must have been based on an incident of my previous birth. That is why I was very much emotionally swept away in it, and I enjoyed it. From that dream, the picture in my mind about the tantra of ancient times became clear. As such, a Kundalini Yogi keeps on facing the events of old or his past lives in his dream. All those dreams are very meaningful.

Tantra was very advanced in ancient times

In that dream, I saw that I was in a place like a high mountain tourist place with my family, where I was walking, and I was enjoying a lot. I also met some old acquaintances there. The foothills of that mountain were connected to a plain like terrain. There was a place like a giant temple on that joint. We got down and entered that temple complex. There were many beautiful walks around. I was enjoying a lot. The complex also had a luminous cave-like structure, inside which the markets were also adorned. My wife was lost somewhere while walking and shopping in it. I was looking for her too. In that research, I saw many rooms in the temple, which were in line. However, some rooms were also up some stairs. It seemed as if the entire temple complex was under a giant roof. I entered a room in the bottom row. Many people were sitting on the floor carpet. In the middle of room, I took off my bag from the back, and I sat down. Then a woman came in, and with great love and belongingness took me to a room at the top of the stairs, along the streets. Some old acquaintance was also felt with her, but that was not clear. Maybe that is why I was enjoying her. She even got me to touch her at one or two places. She sat in a chair in that room. Many papers were lying on the table in front of her. Two-four men were also sitting on chairs near her. The woman showed some papers of an insurance-like scheme, and told me that my wife had agreed to that plan. When I started to turn back, there was a slight disappointment on her face. Then they started settling the work of some other customers, so that I got the chance and moved away. I came back to the same room where I was sitting earlier, because I forgot my bag right there. However, I did not find my bag there. I was quite depressed because I had an expensive Kindle e-reader along with some other important things in it. I started searching the bag very disappointed. I searched in many rooms, wondering if I was sitting in other rooms. I then went to the open lobby in the middle, in which those rooms used to open. It was a very open space like a railway station, where there was a lot of activity. There, one or two policemen were also sitting on a cement bench. I asked them, but they casually replied to get rid of me that my bag would never be found, and someone must had picked that up. I again opened the door to the same room where I was sitting. There were two gentle men enjoying and drinking wine in night suits. Both of them were sitting in squatting posture comfortably. They looked of somewhat medium size with belly little out and somewhat dark. Happy smile due to light sedation was visible on their face. On asking, they told me that my bag was lying in the same room. I was very happy and told them that with alcohol, the eye of knowledge opened in them, so that they could find my bag. They smiled very happily, and holding a peg in their hand said to me that I too should have drunk that in the name of Mother Goddess. I smiled, thanked them, and walked away. Although I was constantly thinking that I would put a peg in the name of Devimata/mother goddess. However, I refused them, so I did not want to turn back. A queue of shops was seen coming out of the premises. I sneaked into a sweet shop to buy some sweets. Standing there at the very beginning of the shop, I found some very familiar friends who happily started talking about alcohol. I said do not say such things, otherwise, my mind will also make a peg in the name of Mother Goddess. Hearing this, everyone started laughing. The road lined with those shops was going out in the direction of climbing. After some climbing, I climbed a concrete platform in front of a shop on the valley side of road. Then I started hearing the sounds of bizarre and heart touching music. People would be taking a tableau of Mother Goddess on a decorated chariot. I was so swept away by the love of Mother Goddess that I was flooded with tears of love in my eyes, and I started crying in a soft voice. I was repeatedly folding my right arm, wiping my eyes with it, and even covering my eyes. I was doing this so that no one knows me as weeping and weird, and that does not distract me from flowing in my feeling of love. Then I thought that nobody would recognize me in that strange place. Therefore, I started crying loudly with an open heart. Then I saw a lying devotee on the road, who was rolling and coming upwards. She would be a great devotee of Mother Goddess. He was also medium dark colored. He stood up and looked at me with big and soulful eyes, and he too was carried away as if in spirit. Then I saw a dark and powerful man holding a goat kid with his left hand straight above his head, catching its neck, and watching it with anger and violent expressions mixed with devotion to the Mother Goddess. Kid was screaming with fear.

His other right hand was straight down, holding a large dagger. He was repeatedly taking the name of Mother Goddess. I retreated to the shop, so that I would not see that ruthless scene. After a while, I moved forward so that I could see if there was a dislocated trunk and head of the kid, and there was blood all around. However, all the kids there were alive as before, and were happily moving around. I breathed peace with that, and felt happy. Perhaps offering was made to the Goddess Mother in a symbolic form. Then the alarm sounded, and my dream broke.

That dream gave me a clear feeling about the advanced tantra, especially black tantra of ancient times. Tantra was in the form of an advanced science in ancient times, and was well spread among people. However, that also had many defects like violence, adultery etc., especially when that was not adopted properly. It was only due to misuse of the tantra that it declined. Islam is also a kind of extremist tantra. It is so fanatical that people shy away from talking about it. That is why it remains as it is. The Hindu system also had the practice of Narbali/human sacrifice in ancient times, but it was discontinued when there was widespread opposition to it.

Own experience of Premyogi vajra related to Tantra

He did not resort to any special or dedicated tantra for the development of his Kundalini. He did the same things as other ordinary people do, but he did those tasks with a non-dual / tantric point of view. This method appears appropriate. This does not abuse the tantra.

कृपया इस पोस्ट को हिंदी में पढ़ने के लिए इस लिंक पर क्लिक करें (कुण्डलिनी से सुहाने सपने )

ਇਸ ਪੋਸਟ ਨੂੰ ਪੰਜਾਬੀ ਵਿਚ ਪੜ੍ਹਨ ਲਈ ਇੱਥੇ ਕਲਿੱਕ ਕਰੋ (ਕੁੰਡਲਨੀ ਤੋਂ ਸੁਹਾਵਣੇ ਸੁਪਨੇ)