Category: devotion

Kundalini meditation-penance is called as Shiva or Ishta meditation-penance grossly

Kundalini shy away from meeting her beloved Shiva like a woman filled with shame, and being unmarried for innumerable ages and births, wanders like crazy in her chaotic pursuit

Friends, in the previous post, I was referring to Shiva Purana to tell that Parvati was shying back while meeting Shiva, but was also smiling with joy. Actually the same happens with Kundalini or the living entity. As Kundalini begins to unite with Shiva, she withdraws in panic and shyness. Although she enjoys it too much, and later she regrets why she backed out. This is the momentary awakening of Kundalini possibly that happened to me, by the grace of Shiva and by the grace of Guru. Now I don’t even remember that experience. So it seems to me that something had happened and I was completely open at that time. It is quite possible that this type of Kundalini story has been written in the form of this Shiva story or Shiva Katha. Even if it is not written, it does not matter, because as happens in the gross world, so happens in the subtle world also. No difference. “Yatpinde Tatbrahmande” in Sanskrit. When Shiva consumed Kamadeva, he himself disappeared. This made Parvati extremely distraught with separation. All the time she was lost in the remembrance of Shiva. She could not find any joy anywhere. Her life had become dull. Seeing her condition, Parvatraj or Mountain king Himachal also became sad. He lovingly consoled his daughter Parvati by placing her on his lap. One day Narada Muni came to meet Parvati and explained to Parvati that she had not destroyed her ego, that is why Shiva disappeared. Then told her that Shiva wants to destroy her ego for her good, that is why he had turned away from her. Narada asked Parvati to do penance to end her ego. When Parvati asked for a mantra from Narada for penance, Narada gave her the Shiva Panchakshara mantra. It is “Om Namah Shivaya” a famous mantra.

Revelation of the above allegorical or metaphoric story

This phenomenon is visible in many love affairs. Once there is a mental sexual relationship, then there is an immense attraction towards each other. The man constantly tests his girlfriend. He wants to see her crazy in his love. He wants to see her completely loyal and devoted to him. Many restrained men even want the woman to propose him herself and even bring her doli (bride’s chariot) of her marriage to his house on her own. This is not a joke, it is a psychological reality. It is inspired by Kundalini. If this is not the case, they do not even refrain from abandoning the woman. A highly spiritual man like Shiva, even after coming very close to the woman, restrains himself and saves himself from wrongdoing. They do not even talk to the woman and take their own separate path in life. It is like the disappearance of Shiva. Due to this, the woman suffers like a fish without water in the memory of the lover. The same happened with Parvati too. The man also settles her memory in his mind and gets engaged in his work. It is just like Shiva going into a meditative state. Most of the men already appear devoid of ego like Shiva. In most of the cases, only the woman has the ego of form, quality and property. I’m not showing gender discrimination here. I’m only showing the natural truth. Exceptions are everywhere, somewhere more, somewhere less. For this reason the man goes away from her, because where is the union of fire and water. Later on, when the ego of a woman is destroyed by the blows of worldliness, then she meets that loving man again by chance. However, most of the women have settled their own separate household. Unlike Parvati waiting for Shiva, it is rare that she keeps on waiting for her lover throughout her life. Still, a woman receives emotional benefits from her true lover man as a sister, friend, etc., or through any humane relationship. The mixed mental power of both of lovers is automatically passed on to their children, either they marry or not. This is the cosmic union of Shiva-Parvati, and the birth of Lord Kartikeya in the form of psychic power.

Sahasrar is the place where the Ganges descends in the Himalayas

Parvati meditates at the same place where she had a courtship with Shiva. That place is the Sahasrara Chakra itself. That’s the place of Kundalini awakening. The verse “Ganga of love” is so popular. In fact, the energy that ascends through the sushumna in the back with love is the Ganges of love. Kundalini mounted on the Sahasrara Chakra, and began to experience the bliss of Advaita. It has been written in such a way that Parvati started doing penance in Sahasrar. Tapas means meditation of Kundalini in Sahasrar. This is also the meditation of Shiva, because in Sahasrar Shiva definitely comes to meet Kundalini later or sooner, which means Kundalini awakening definitely takes later or sooner. Tapas done for kundalini meditation is grossly called as tapas done for meditation of Shiva, because ultimately Kundalini is leading to Shiva only. This again proves the theme of this blog that Kundalini meditation is everything or one and all. penance is done only for meditation. Therefore, tapas can also be called dhyana yoga or kundalini yoga. If tapas or austerity does not lead to meditation, then it is not austerity, it is just a show. Her father Himachal and mother Maneka reach there with their sons and famous mountains to persuade their daughter and stop her from penance. They are saddened by her suffering. They tell her that the recluse Shiva, who consumed Kamadeva, will not come to meet her. Anyway, God doesn’t care about anyone. He is complete in himself. He enjoys himself. It is not an easy task to control such a supreme master. But stubborn devotees like Parvati convince him. Parvati was fully aware of the power of devotion, so she does not believe and keeps on doing penance. Actually the brain is the king Himachal. Such chemicals come out of it, which distract away from penance. This is what Himachal explains to Parvati the wrathful aftermaths of doing penance. It wants to keep the soul entangled in the external world by diverting the attention from the Kundalini or say Shiva. Various mountain peaks are walnut-like bulges of the brain, which control different parts of the body. All these submountains are inside Himachal. The mind or brain remains in fear of losing its power. With the heat of the fire of her penance, the whole universe starts burning. Disturbed by this, all the gods and mountains, taking Brahma along with them, go to her to persuade her and stop her from penance. Actually this body is the whole universe. There is a sumeru mountain in it. It is the abode of all the gods. This body will definitely be badly afflicted by the austerity. It’s natural for brain to stop this all. Brahma lives on Mount Sumeru. Mount Sumeru is called the brain itself. Just as the universe develops from Brahma, so does the body develop from the brain out of its thinking power. Although all the deities reside in the brain, but the most arrogant and powerful deity of the mind is called Brahma that’s called primarily living there. All the demigods pervade the whole body along with the brain, but Brahma resides only in the brain. That is why the abode of Brahma is said to be in Sumeru. Therefore, due to austerity, these physical deities and innumerable living cell-shaped creatures living in this body-like universe are disturbed by being hungry and thirsty. In fact, along with the Kundalini, the prana of the body also goes to Sahasrara. Due to this the body becomes powerless like crippled or like helpless or like dependent. It is natural that the body will then become physically backward. It’s all inside this body-universe or subtle universe. Nothing happens in the outer gross universe. If the external gross creatures and gods had suffered, no one would have survived till today, because lakhs of people do penance every day in the form of meditation. Many yogis do severe penance even in the forests and mountains.

Kundalini is the interplay of energies

Friends, I watched three movies last week. It kept my brain very active. Possibly due to this there was also a slight headache at times. However, there remained a lot of peace in the mind, and a lot of joy dominated. This happened due to the non-dual spirit created from Kundalini Yoga. Still, I reduced yoga a bit, because I was feeling a little tired and lethargic. Due to this the headache also reduced a little and the tremors of the body also decreased. By the way, it is better when the number of postures is not reduced, but the time spent on them is reduced. Yoga should not be taken as work. It should not be taken as fatigue. It should be taken as a rest. The body and mind should be let loose. In fact, yoga reduces fatigue, not increases it. Each asana in a particular way uplifts and rotates the prana energy. Anyway, due to less sleep, more waking up late in the night, due to change in food timings, excessive air intake from fans or a.c., stress and headache arise. There was more activity in my left brain, for which energy was rising from the Ida Nadi. However, by simultaneously meditating on the Ajna Chakra and Muladhara, the energy was transferred to the Sushumna, thereby activating the right brain, revealing the Kundalini picture in Sahasrara. After a while that energy would again enter the Ida Nadi. It had to be taken again to Sushumna in the same way. This sequence continued. In fact, the left brain is active from worldliness and the right brain is active from spirituality. A balance of materiality and spirituality is necessary for the balance of both the brains. I was telling in the previous post that how the women of Devlok or god abode get attracted towards Rati or lust sports by drinking the water of Nanda and Alaknanda alternately and feel great satisfaction. In fact, they are immersed in worldliness. So they don’t have much energy left. They cannot directly reach the river Ganges. That’s why they work only from the Nanda and Alaknanda rivers. Almost the same thing happened with me. Due to the heavy workload, I did not have enough energy to lift the Kundalini straight up to Sahasrar. Due to this force, my head was hurting a bit. So I let the Kundalini energy rise up in the back at her own free will. Then I noticed that it started going through the Ida nadi to the left brain with a thrilling sensation going. I just used to pay light attention in the intervening moments to the front agya chakra and the straight tongue resting behind the teeth. With this, I was rarely able to pay attention to Mooladhara, because from this the prana energy goes to Sahasrara and Sushumna straight. She would try to go to Pingala or Sushumna Nadi with him, but she was not able to go. Meaning there was a lack of energy. After a long time she used to go to Pingala and right brain for a while, and again to Ida. Kundalini stays on the Agya chakra most of the time, and does not go above it. She used to stay only for a moment in Sushumna and Sahasrara. The point is clear that the Kundalini should be rotated according to the amount of energy inside. It should not be forced.

The Urdhvareta Purush should be considered a Brahmachari or a Tantrik

I also got a new information this week in Shivpuran. In one verse the word ‘Urdhvreta’ was found written. The Urdhvareta man was equated with the great jnani or the enlightened one or the great spiritual seeker. Urdhva means ‘upwards’, and Reta means ‘semen’. Therefore, Urdhvareta means a person who pours his semen upwards. This is the same sexual sublimation, which is the basic action of Tantra Yoga. In the name of tantra, it dominates these days, although it is only a major contributory factor to tantra with a wider perspective. That is not all in itself. While translating it into Hindi, it has been written as Urdhvreta Brahmachari. One who is a celibate, how can he become an Urdhvreta, because there is no production of semen in a celibate. The production of semen is done through sexual stimulation, but the brahmacari stays away from it. Even if semen is produced in it under normal bodily functions, it remains very little and unnoticed. What can a man not even notice in the body, how can he uplift it? Another thing is known from this is that there is mention of tantra everywhere in the Puranas, and in the Puranic period, tantra science was prevalent among the common people. Brahmacharya is also a tantra science. If the brahmachari does not keep raising the semen energy with the help of yogasadhana, then it will disturb him, and may also cause disorder in his mind and body. It is a different matter that in the leftist system this celibacy is given a limitless and fierce form. Although this leads to rapid spiritual growth, but if it is not done properly, it also leads to a rapid spiritual decline. Nowadays, mostly only this sexual tantra is considered as tantra.

The faults of great people are also auspicious like ornaments

Nothing is true in this world. Everything is relative to each other. The defects which have been called Kulakshan in common people, the same defects are Sulakshana in Lord Shiva. That is why in Shiv Purana, Narada Muni, while explaining to Parvati’s parents, says that the faults of the wise and great people are also like the virtues. In fact Narad Muni tells them that their daughter Parvati will be married to a ghostly, naked, wild and anti-social person. This makes them worried. Then Narada removes their worries and says that Shiva is also like this, so get Parvati married to Shiva. Parvati will erase the restlessness of his mind. This is the description of Tantra Yoga itself. Then why most of the people say that tantra came from here or there; Or the tantra is like this, the tantra is like that. Shivpuran is a completely dedicated Tantra-Purana. Its tantric principles are not easily caught because it has a high degree of social, metaphoric and mystical styling of expression.

Humiliation and respect are two sides of the same coin

Last week got a sad news that Mahant Narendra Giri, president of Akhara Sangh, ended his life by hanging himself. According to sources, in his last written and video document, he attributed this work to his disciple Anand Giri. Anand Giri was brought up by him from childhood, and he had a special attachment to him. According to sources, he had made him humiliated in the society in the past, and was still going to make a false video viral, in which his mentor Narendra Giri was to be shown in an objectionable position with a woman. Fearing this humiliation, he took this step. However, it is still under investigation, and the final conclusion has not been revealed. There is a verse in the Gita ~Jitatmanah Prashantasya—॥6-7॥ meaning,One who has conquered himself in cold and heat, happiness and sorrow and honor and dishonor, such a person is rightly situated in the Supreme Soul.Then what kind of spirituality can we call being afraid of humiliation? I am not taking sides here. I am describing only one side of the event, because thoughts related to that are arising in my mind. There are many sides to every event. But it is not possible for a single man to think about each and every aspect. It is meaningless for anyone to say why only one side of the incident was taken. To know the other side, one must know the views of other people. Everything cannot be found at one place. Anyway, complete information is available only after knowing all the aspects. Little Knowledge is a Dangerous Thing. If I talk about the other side in a nutshell, then it is this that one should never insult the Guru, the Gnani and the devotee. Kundalini makes a man extremely sensitive. Therefore Kundalini Yogi should not be disturbed. They should be treated with love. Probably, the women are more sensitive due to this same Kundalini principle. In the next post I will elaborate a bit on why this happens. First of all, why should you be so proud of yourself that you can’t bear the humiliation after that? If you can’t live being taunted by someone, then why should you get yourself respected. Kundalini helps and protects man in such situations. Apart from Kundalini, there is selfishness in everything in the universe. No man shows friendship without selfishness. The tree also gives fruit for selfishness. To get milk from the cow, one has to feed grass. Even in exchange for getting benefits from non-living things like rivers and mountains, these have to be kept clean. But Kundalini does not expect anything in return. She supports even in bad times, and provides consolation and sympathy. Kundalini is a bubble of unbroken energy. It does not have a separate existence from the eternal energy. What can it need as it’s the conscious sky that’s empty. The more one remembers it, the more it gets along with him. Everything is temporary and impure except Kundalini. Everything except Kundalini is bound by material constraints and limitations. Kundalini is a pure mental picture, a bubble of zero energy-sky. It cannot even be touched by the physical dimension. That’s why a well-nourished Kundalini is very useful in bad times. When there is an increase in stress due to physical activities and relationships, then the functioning of the whole body gets disturbed. This happens because there is a lack of energy in the brain. At that time Kundalini starts manifesting in the mind due to feeling of Advaita in the discouraged man’s mind. This is because the body relaxes a bit with Advaita, which reduces energy consumption. With the excess energy, Kundalini starts appearing in the mind. To maintain that Kundalini, energy starts climbing up from the Muladhara. With this, the physical functioning gets corrected, and the anger etc. of the mind are erased by it. In fact, this happens only due to the creation of sufficient availability of energy in the brain. I had written in the previous post also by referring to Shiv Purana that Sahasrara Chakra supplies energy to the whole brain. Therefore, when the Kundalini appears in the brain, it is said to centralize it by meditating on the Agya chakra and the Muladhara chakra together with it, so that it enters the Sahasrara. The reason why a thousand petals are depicted in the Sahasrara Chakra is because it supplies energy to countless or thousands of places throughout the body, including the brain.

The benefits of meditation on breathing are obtained only through Kundalini

One day I was feeling tired. I could not even sleep, because I have gastric acid reflux on sleeping after a meal during the day. The mouth gets sour from the stomach, due to which the teeth also look wear out. Sitting empty-handed, began to pay attention to the breath, especially with the word HANS. Due to this fatigue also disappeared and Kundalini joy also appeared. While inhaling, the sound of the breath was of thin music, and the sound of the exhaled breath was of thick music. You could say that the inhalation sound had a higher treble or frequency, but the outgoing breath had less treble and more bass. M’s or HAN’s voice is high treble and S’s voice is low treble. That is why the attention is given to the breath in the form of HANS. Therefore the attention of HAN is done with the inhaling breath, and the attention of S is done with the outgoing breath. It gives a lot of benefits.

Vedic philosophy is a practical philosophy

I am saying practical philosophy because it is not a nihilistic philosophy. Vedic rituals are a living example of this. In this, yoga and meditation are achieved through worldliness, not escapism. I myself grew up in this environment. It is a different matter that for the last leap of awakening, I took the help of Tantra Yoga. But it is also true that Tantra Yoga only helps if one has attained the initial spiritual stage in the loving atmosphere of Vedic rituals and likewise.

Spiritually every man is Shiva and every woman is Parvati

Sati attains Shiva by doing penance. When she becomes Parvati in the next birth, she still pleases Shiva by doing penance and attains him. To me, it seems only a metaphor for Tantric household life. Parvati’s penance here is the life of a wife, full of sacrifice and dedication, at the beginning of the householder’s life. That is why it is seen that after the initial disturbance of the household, the real household life begins. Some households get back on track in a few months, some take a few years. For many, the real tuning is made when their children also grow up. It depends on the proper participation of both the husband and wife as to how much time it will take. Husbands who are attached to many women do not make their wife do penance at all, nor do they do it themselves. Although they seem fully tuned in the beginning, but it is more of a pretense. In this haste, they do not get to know each other deeply and thoroughly. Due to this, some tantric deficiency remains till later. Before marriage, one undoubtedly wants that his future wife should not be less than goddess Parvati in qualities, even after marriage, he wants his wife to serve him whole-heartedly, love him deeply and be completely devoted to him. Meaning that the husband wants his wife to do severe penance for him first, only then he will surrender himself to her. Lord Shiva also wants the same from Sati or Parvati. That is why Parvati does severe penance, constantly remembering Shiva. After that Shiva accepts her. Even Shiva does a little penance. He constantly wander here and there in remembrance of Parvati. This is his penance. Actually it is the psychology of human life, which is explained by the stories of gods and goddesses in the Puranas.

Goddess of War Kali

There is a ritual to worship Bhagwati Mata or goddess Kali in times of war etc. and in other dire circumstances. In fact, the source of energy is the woman. During war etc., a lot of vital energy is required, more than twice as much as during normal times. A separate energy supply is needed to keep the body moving, and a separate one to keep the mind stable. If there is a desire for liberation, then even more energy is needed, because for that, along with the nadis and other chakras, the Sahasrara has to be kept awake. Kali has been given a gruesome form because the energy derived from it is also used for bloodshed in war etc. Secondly it also means that Shakti can be thirsty for blood.

Kundalini Tantra accepted as scientific by lord Shiva

Friends, it comes in the Shiv Purana that when goddess Parvati spent a lot of time with Shiva in the divine forests, mountain ranges, she became completely satisfied. She thanked Shiva and said that she is now completely satisfied with the pleasures of the world, and now wants to cross this world knowing its true nature. Shiva told Parvati the best way to worship Shiva. He said that a devotee of Shiva never perishes. Whoever harms the devotee of Shiva, he definitely punishes him. He also told the nature of Shiva bhakti. Told physical methods of worship, archana, pranam etc. Told mental methods like sakhya, dasya, surrender etc. Then said that one who is completely devoted to Shiva, dependent on Shiva, and is always immersed in his meditation, he is most dear to him. He is compelled to help such a devotee, even if he is of sinful and ill-mannered morals and thoughts. He has described Shiva-bhakti as the greatest knowledge.

Parvati’s walking with Shiva is the creature’s pleasure with the help of the soul

In reality, the creature  is the form of Chittarup or mind form. The creature here is Parvati, and the soul is Shiva. The thoughts of the mind shine through the power of the soul, it is written in the scriptures and as experienced by enlightened beings. It has not been explained properly. People think that the power of the soul is infinite, so if the mind has taken a little power from it, then what will be the difference. But it is not so. The soul itself becomes darkness by giving its light to the mind. It happens in the same way as the mother herself becomes weak by giving her strength to the child in her womb. Actually this does not happen, but due to illusion it appears to the living entity. For this reason, Parvati’s mind was filled with illusion while enjoying with Shiva. Feeling the deep darkness of her soul, she wanted to cross that darkness forever. It is a psychological fact that unless a man experiences the problem in a tremendous way, he does not try to solve it in a proper way. That is why experienced people say that only after drowning in the ocean of the world does the desire to go beyond it arise. Therefore this tantric theory is a scientific truth that tendency is very important for retirement. Without tendency, the way to retirement is not easily found. Therefore, by being tied in the strings of rules and dignity, one should make a lot of merry in the world, so that the mind gets bored with it and finds a way to go ahead of it. Otherwise the mind may remain entangled in this world. Many are so sharp minded that listening to the tales of others’ luxuries, they enjoy themselves to the fullest. Some have to experience them themselves.
Kundalini is considered to be Shiva, and Kundalini yoga is considered to be devotion to Shiva.

Kundalini also has the same benefits, which Shiva has told through his meditation

Shiv Purana has called this meditation image as Shiva by not saying Kundalini, because this Purana is completely devoted to Shiva only. Therefore it is natural that the sage, the author of Shiv Purana, would like that everyone should make Lord Shiva as their Kundalini. According to the above Shiva words, Kundalini Tantra is the most scientific, effective and progressive. Sinful and ill-mannered attitudes are also seen in Tantra from outside, although there is also a powerful Kundalini along with it. That dazzling Kundalini sanctifies them. Not only Shiva’s grace is received by the intense Kundalini Shakti, but material progress is also received from material Panchamkars etc. By getting many benefits from this together, spiritual development happens faster. Shiva himself also seems to be of ill-mannered behavior from outside. Prajapati Daksha had done a great insult to Shiva only by imposing this stigma. In fact Shiva is an eternal personality. What happened to Shiva, is happening to people like him even today, and will always happen. For the creation of eternal character, the wisdom of the sages has to be admired. On the other hand, ordinary Kundalini yoga has a lack of physical energy, leading to a very slow spiritual growth. Where Shakti resides, there Shiva also resides. They always stay together. That is why it comes in Shiv Puran that contrary to popular belief, Shiva and Shakti or Parvati are never separated. Sometimes they make a closer relationship with each other, and sometimes they stay at a distance while telling stories to each other. Their close relationship means a man’s state of Kundalini awakening or samadhi, and a short distance apart means man’s general worldly state. I have experienced all these benefits of Kundalini Tantra myself. Once I had a pain in my ear. I took many medicines in vain. I was having the opposite effect. Then I handed over all the responsibility of my ear to Kundalini. I completely surrendered to Kundalini. The very next day the homeopathy doctor himself dialled and told me a small recipe, which made the pain disappear. And there were many benefits from that medicine. Once a misunderstanding made my many enemies. I became completely dependent on Kundalini. By the grace of Kundalini, I kept on progressing, and they kept watching. Eventually they repented. Repentance is the greatest punishment for sin. My son was fragile and sick since birth. Inspired by Lord Shiva, I took shelter of Kundalini for his health. To please the Kundalini or say that to make the Kundalini shine additionally, god Shiva also made some small humanly tantric tricks through me. After that I started getting success in my business and my son also started growing like full moon.

There was never any mass dispute among Hindus about spirituality

Kundalini meditation is Kundalini devotion. The same remembrance that remains in the mind through devotion remains by meditation or dhyana. In order to make the Kundalini famous for their influence, there has been a competition from the beginning between different sects and religious sects. In Shivpuran, there is a story to tell Lord Shiva to be superior to Lord Vishnu that once Lord Shiva kept a big throne in his cowshed and made Lord Vishnu sit on it. After that the cowshed inside the supreme abode of Lord Shiva became the Gauloka or cow abode of Lord Vishnu. These were lovable and humorous narrations proving their superiority, they did not contain hatred, in contrast to the fanatical (like jihadists and other forcefully converting religious groups) mentality since the Middle Ages.

Partial idealism is also responsible for the decline of Hinduism

Sharing the true experience of spiritual achievement with the public was treated as arrogance. The spiritual achievements of life were covered by the description of      the transience of life and death. On the other hand, those who made material progress kept on demonstrating their achievement without hiding anything. People also kept spreading their fame. It was not considered as arrogance. Because of this the real spirituality shrank. Fake spiritual people came forward to take advantage of this shortcoming. They introduced spirituality with a tinge of materiality, which was accepted by the people. That too people did not find as arrogant. Due to this spirituality fell further. In this way, no one considers himself to be self-knowledge or a kund. In this way, anyone can call himself enlightened or Kundalini-awakened. If one has actually attained enlightenment, he should always present his apparent experience to the whole world, so that it can be matched with the original, classical, and universal experience. Such an experiencer keep on discussing, reasoning and proving its veracity related to that experience throughout his life. At the same time, his spiritual development also continue throughout his life. He remain dedicated to awakening throughout his life. Only then can it be considered that the experience of such a person is real experience. Many people have experience of awakening that lasts for four days.