Understanding non-dual Tantric Kundalini Yoga, Patanjali Yogasutras, Kundalini awakening, Self-realization, and spiritual liberation through experiential, philosophical, and scientific insight. कुण्डलिनी का रहस्योद्घाटन: अद्वैत तांत्रिक कुण्डलिनी योग, पतंजलि योगसूत्र, कुण्डलिनी जागरण, आत्मज्ञान और मोक्ष को अनुभव, दर्शन और वैज्ञानिक दृष्टि से सरल रूप में समझाया गया है।
Friends, I had put an important post related to Gita online last week. In it, how the whole mystery of Kundalini Yoga is hidden in the two verses of the Gita, it was told. Today I am sharing the second yoga secret hidden in the Gita in this post.
In the 18th and 19th verses of the fifth chapter of the Gita, the secret of spiritual liberation is hidden
विद्याविनयसंपन्नेब्राह्मणे गवि हस्तिनि।शुनि चैव श्वपाके चपण्डिताः समदर्शिनः॥५-१८॥ Such wise men as a Brahmana with wisdom and humility, see a cow, an elephant, a dog and an outcaste, as the same. ॥18॥ इहैव तैर्जितः सर्गोयेषां साम्ये स्थितं मनः।निर्दोषं हि समं ब्रह्मतस्माद्ब्रह्मणि ते स्थिताः॥५-१९॥ With their mind established in this equality, they have attained liberation on this earth itself . As this Brahman(Self) is faultless and homogeneous, indeed they rest in this Brahman (Self). ॥19॥ It is clear from both the above verses that neither Kundalini awakening nor enlightenment is required for spiritual liberation. Salvation comes only from sameness of mind or advaita. Then why do people leave Advaita and run towards spiritual awakening. This is because after awakening it becomes a little easier to maintain non duality. But this happens only for a short time, about 3-4 years. After that, the man begins to forget his spiritual awakening. If high quality advaita is maintained continuously with various spiritual ways, it is equal to awakening. If Kundalini is kept active with various Kundalini practices, then the advaita bhava remains constant, because where the Kundalini is there, there remains the advaita. At the time of awakening of the Kundalini, the feeling of complete Advaita sentiment and bliss also proves that where there is Kundalini, there is also Advaita or non duality or sameness and bliss. This also proves that the name of Kundalini is not mentioned in the Gita, of course, but the Gita is a pro-Kundalini Shastra.
should one give more importance to Kundalini or Kundalini awakening
Kundalini should be given more importance. Because if Kundalini remains active, there is not much need for Kundalini awakening. Good even if it happens, and good even if it doesn’t. Anyway, when the time comes, the Kundalini awakening happens automatically, if the Kundalini cultivation is maintained continuously. But if a man leaves Kundalini Sadhana and becomes confused, and starts following the bizarre ways for kundalini awakening, then it is very likely that he will neither get Kundalini nor Kundalini awakening. Anyway, even after Kundalini awakening, Kundalini practice has to be continued constantly. Then why not continue it even before the awakening. This shows that the real power is only in the Kundalini activity. Kundalini functionality or activity means full fledged, practical and humanly worldly activities together with Kundalini sentiment. Awakening only instills unwavering faith in Kundalini cultivation, that keeps it maintained. This happens because Kundalini awakening is the scientific proof of the spiritual power of Kundalini. The second drawback of Kundalini awakening is that to get it, it is very important for a man to be healthy and young. This is because a lot of life force or prana is required for Kundalini awakening. This means that older, sick and worldly over indulged people are much less likely to have Kundalini awakening. But they can take advantage of Kundalini practice. Another fact is that Kundalini awakening happens at a time when man neither has the desire to achieve it, nor is he expected to achieve it. Therefore, it is sufficient to maintain Kundalini activity through Kundalini practice. All the above facts and principles have been explained scientifically, practically and experientially in a book called Sharirvigyan darshan in Hindi and a book named Love story of a Yogi in English.
Friends, Kundalini science is the backbone of all religions. All religious beliefs are based on it. I will explain this principle by giving some examples of some of the traditional beliefs of Hindu religion along with some practical know-how of Kundalini yoga. Although these beliefs look pity, but these convey a great practical message of Kundalini yoga.
Centralizing the Kundalini with the toe touching the heel
According to this belief, if a heel of a man’s foot is hit by another man’s foot from behind, then other heel is also to be kicked in the same way. It makes both people auspicious. In fact, with the hit on the foot of one side of body, the Kundalini becomes more active on that side of the body as the Kundalini pursues sensation. When the same sensation arises in the foot on the other side of the body, then the Kundalini starts going to the other side. This brings her to the center of the body, i.e. the spinal cord. This makes a man balanced, which makes him auspicious in every way. The other man also gets the benefit of this effect, because what’s karma, that’s the fruit. I have seen this happen myself.
One or odd sneeze is inauspicious, but two or even sneezes are considered auspicious
The same Kundalini principle works behind this as well. The sensation of a sneeze activates only one side of the brain. Imagine that the left side becomes active. This means that at that time the thinking of man was limited, linear or logical. Because the two parts of the brain constantly communicate among themselves, it is sure that it will alert the right side. When the second sneeze occurs, the right part of the brain becomes active with it. This makes a man’s thinking unlimited or logical. This causes the Kundalini or Awareness to revolve in both parts of the brain and become centered in the middle of the brain. On this central line, Sahasrara and the Ajna chakras are situated. This leads to fullness, balance and joy.
The inner marriage of the brain with itself is the form of Ardhanarishvara god or Shiva Vivah
The right and left parts of the brain keep on working turn by turn. This happens through the permanent contact route between them. This neuronal pathway is called the corpus callosum. In which people it’s not there due to any disease etc., these continue to work continuously as separate units for a long time. These people are unable to do their work properly due to lack of mutual coordination between both halves of their brain. In normal person, left brain works for some time. It performs everyday tasks efficiently by staying within a rational, limited, and practical scope. But man gets tired of the glare of its thoughts in a short time. Then the body comes under the control of the right brain. Its work style is unlimited, irrational or illogical, emotional, compassionate and investigative in nature like an open sky. Because there is no dazzle of thoughts that bind man in a limited range, so it is having darkness. By staying in it, as soon as the old fatigue of a man’s thought processes is over, this part stops, and the left part starts again. This cycle goes on continuously. The time interval of job transfer may vary according to activity level of a man and his spiritual interest. Now the point is, to make both parts of the brain work together equally. This is the arrival of the Kundalini in the central line or sushumna. With this, the Kundalini Shakti means the vital force is divided equally in both the parts, and makes the whole brain functional. The same is also felt during Kundalini awakening, when instead of a particular area, the whole brain becomes conscious, active and vibrating equally. We can also call this as the internal union of Ardhanarishvara or Shiv Vivaha. It can also be said that the left part of the body is married to the right part. In Hinduism, the left part of Shiva named Ardhanarishvara is shown as female goddess and the half right side as male god. Kundalini picture tries to be in the left brain, that’s why Kundalini has been given a feminine form. You see, everyone has natural instinct to be always submerged inside the pool of glistening thoughts. This instinct is to be overcome through regular practice of shifting awareness to empty sky of right brain. An attempt is made to bring it to the center through Kundalini yoga. A person becomes a complete human being only by the centralization of Kundalini. By this, there is logical practicality in him, as well as irrational emotionality and discovery mind too along with . This means that advaita or non duality is born there, because without advaita it is not possible to coexist with two opposing qualities. In the same way, by directly maintaining the advaita bhava from physiology philosophy or sharirvigyan darshan or Puranas, the clarity of Kundalini is increased in the mind. To keep the two opposing qualities together in the mind or to keep the Kundalini through Kundalini Yoga requires a lot of vital energy. That is why I have laid a lot of emphasis on balanced diet and balanced life for yoga in the last post. In beginning, while doing Kundalini yoga, I used to rotate the Kundalini around the head at the level of the sahasrar chakra and ajna chakra in the brain, as if a farmer is running a plow in a circular field. With this, my whole brain would become active, and Kundalini would be centered with bliss. I also noticed that drawing water from one nose and removing it from the other nose also helps the Kundalini to centralize. This is called Jal Neti. For this, the water should be lukewarm, and mildly salty, otherwise plain and cold water irritates the mucous membrane of the nose.
Ida, Pingala and Sushumna nadis are the only three nadis necessary for Kundalini awakening
During the practice of Kundalini Yoga, there are three sensation paths in the back. The nadis are actually subtle sensory pathways, which can only be experienced. In physical form, I do not see these in my body. They may also be in physical form. This is a research topic. A sensation ascends through the left side of the back, and ends at the command ajna chakra after passing through the left brain. The second sensational path likewise passes through the right part of back and the brain, which is also completed on the ajna chakra. One is Ida and the other is Pingala Nadi. In the middle of these two and right in the middle of the spinal cord, the third channel passes to the Sahasrara, which is in the middle of the back and brain. This is the sushumna channel. Unlike the usual diagrams, I find Ida and pingala more lateral that’s towards the margins of back. May be it a short practice effect. Actually, feeling matters more than the theoretical principles in Yoga. Kundalini awakening is done by the Kundalini climbing through this channel. Even if Kundalini is climbing up through Ida or Pingala channel, it should not be interfered, because Kundalini is beneficial in every situation. She should also not be forced to travel through the sushumna channel, because Kundalini does not like force much. Kundalini is happy with surrender. When she is climbing through Ida or Pingala, along with her meditation, Mooladhara or swadhishthan chakra and ajna Chakra should also be meditated together. With this, she comes into the sushumna channel, or after climbing in the channel of the opposite side in the back for a while, she starts climbing in the spinal cord or sushumna channel. This causes Kundalini to be expressed in Sahasrar. Along with this, there is also the attainment of bliss with the balance of body and mind. Kundalini is not taken down from the Sahasrara to the Ajna Chakra, hence the end of the Sushumna Nadi is depicted in the Sahasrara Chakra. In fact, keeping Kundalini in Sahasrar and awakening it there is the primary goal of Kundalini Yoga. All spiritual qualities are manifested by this. The Sahasrara Chakra connects the body to the universe. It is the most spiritual chakra, which is connected to the soul on one side, and the divine or God on the other side. Sahasrara has great ability to withstand the pressure of the Kundalini. It seems that Sahasrara’s itching is being erased by the Kundalini, and one is having joy of this. However, if there is unbearable pressure, then the Kundalini can be brought down to ajna chakra and to the lower body through the front channel. However, it appears more difficult and messy as compared to bringing down through Ida or pingala. However, it is helped by keeping the inverted tongue touched with the soft palate.That is why the end of Ida and Pingala is depicted in the ajna chakra, but the end of sushumna channel is depicted in Sahasrara chakra. If you concentrate together on the Muladhar and the ajna chakra, then the Kundalini runs through the Ida channel. If you meditate together on the Swadhisthana Chakra and the ajna Chakra, then the Kundalini is transmitted through the Pingala Nadi. This means that meditating ajna chakra, swadhishthan chakra and Muladhar Chakra, all three together would make Kundalini run through the Sushumna channel up to sahasrar or it will reach the sahasrar chakra directly. This is also shown in the picture. You can see that Kundalini has reached the Sahasrara Chakra without the participation of the Sushumna Nadi. Passing through Ida and Pingala, Kundalini join together at the ajna chakra. From there, she climbs up through the left and right brain and gathers at Sahasrara. It also feels like this. A thick wave filled with pressure in the brain on both sides goes up and feels connected in Sahasrara. That’s why both of these short channels are shown in the picture as thick bands. When the Kundalini is to be lowered down from sahasrar chakra through the front channel, it is through these same band shape short channels that it is lowered from Sahasrara to the ajna Chakra, and down from there. You must have noticed, when a man is mentally exhausted, he rubs his forehead, and also constricts his eyes and forehead. This gives him a feeling of passing of some gushing fluid through both sides of the forehead. That makes him mentally rejuvenated. It is experienced by the functioning of these channels. You can experience it by doing this just now. In real and casual practice, none of these channels are experienced only these four chakras together with Kundalini at sahasrar chakra is experienced. The Ida Nadi represents the female part of Ardhanarishvara Dev that’s half man half woman god. The Pingala channel represents right half of his body that’s the male god part. The sushumna nadi signifies the union or marriage of the two parts. Sushumna channel carries the most of the energy from the Muladhar Chakra to the brain. That is why, by meditating on Sahasrara during Tantric Yoga, the Muladhar Chakra becomes fully shrunk and loose. In daily folklore, anyone too must have realized that when the brain gets busy with some other work, the sexual arousal becomes completely calm. Of course, that energy is not seen passing through the spinal cord, but the path of its passage to Sahasrara is through the spinal cord or sushumna only. The flow of energy through the spinal cord is experienced through special and long practice of yoga breathings. That too is experienced only for a few moments, as the experience of falling lightning is momentary. But there is no need to experience it. Important is the Kundalini awakening, which happens without its experience. If you are able to reach the fruit directly, then what is the need to see the tree. Probably it may be the source of origination of this Hindi saying, ” Eat the mangoes, don’t count the trees”. Energy also ascends through the Ida and Pingala channels that terminate in ajna chakra, but not as much as through the Sushumna channel.
Friends, yoga or spirituality has been shown to be associated with flying. The description of planes appears in many places in the spiritual scriptures. Yogis have been shown flying in the sky at many places. The soul has been given the metaphorical form of bird. Today we will discuss it scientifically.
There is basically no difference between the soul and the sky
Both are three-dimensional. Both are ubiquitous. During the divine experience of self-awareness, man experiences himself as a glaring, blissful, all-pervasive, and conscious sky. Similarly, at the time of encounter of the departed soul, the man feels himself like the sky. However, it has very few qualities of light, consciousness and bliss. Therefore, that form appears like a glowing mascara. Yet that form is ubiquitous.
Man’s mind has always been tempted to fly in the sky
The reason for this is that the soul is sky-like. Everyone wants to befriend someone like him. That is why every man wants to travel in the sky. This is the reason why you get pleasure sitting in an airplane. When I was sitting in the plane, Kundalini became active with pleasure in my mind. Likewise, I went to an empty field to enjoy kite with my family one day. Children were flying kites in the high sky, and I lay on the ground facing sky over a mat, so that I could see the kite continuously without turning my neck. I kept watching the kite without getting tired for about an hour and a half. During that time Kundalini remained active, with quiet thoughts and old memories slowly creeping with bliss in my mind. Many times I felt like sitting on that kite myself and flying in the high sky. For many days, that bliss remained in my mind, and along with it, the zeal also dominated. There was a good mood in work as well. Similarly, Kundalini bliss increases in the mountains as well. This is because the mountains are also three dimensional like the sky, although slightly less than that. Even in the mountains, man can move in every way. He can also move back and forth, and can also climb up and down.
Kundalini bird starts flying in the sky as it becomes available
When with sharirvigyan darshan or other nondual philosophies, the emptiness of the sky begins to settle in the mind, then Kundalini starts to appear like a flying bird in it. Together, there is bliss as like flying in the sky. At that time the soul is like the dark and void sky of the background, and only the Kundalini expresses like a glistening bird in the sunny sky or as a piece of light. Hence the soul that has been considered as a bird in the scriptures, that’s actually Kundalini. Kundalini is the compressed or short form of the soul. As the snake becomes smaller by coiling into a tight spiral, so too the soul. That is why it is called Kundalini that literally means coiled into spiral. When the Kundalini joins the soul fully and becomes universal, then it is called the opening of the coil of the snake and coming to its real and detailed form. In the same way, when one becomes connected to the sky, the nondual emptiness like the sky starts filling the mind. That also creates the same Kundalini effect, which fills the mind with bliss in the same way. That is why, as mentioned above, in the scriptures, yogis are shown flying in the sky, and planes are described in abundance.
Kundalini is the lamp of the deluded soul
The mind becomes void and calm like the sky due to the meditation of non duality, but its bliss and light disappears. This happens because joy and light are with the thoughts of the mind. They disappear with thoughts. To compensate for these, the Kundalini in the form of a lonely picture becomes active in the mind. It acts like a lamp, and fills the thoughtless mind or soul with joyful light. Through the long-term Kundalini yoga practice, there comes a time when the soul produces its own natural light. Then the light of the Kundalini lamp also fades there. But this happens only at the highest and last level of spiritual practice. This is called asamprajnata samadhi.
Kundalini is the physical representative of the soul
The soul is zero like the sky but full of consciousness as opposed to it, although by being in worldliness, it has to bear its ill effects of illusion. This causes its conscious light to disappear. When man tries to return to his primitive soul with advaita spirit, then Kundalini appears there. This is because the neuronal energy in the brain is gathered from the thoughtless state generated by Advaita, which usually produces thoughts. The easy way to get that neuronal energy out is through Kundalini thought or picture. This happens because for that the brain does not have to decide what the Kundalini picture is like, should it be thought about, what will be the consequences of thinking it, etc. This is because of the long association with the Kundalini picture. This relationship can be as natural as love etc., and also artificial in the form of yoga etc. The same Kundalini picture tries to give the soul the natural qualities of its light, consciousness, etc. At that time the soul is in the form of Yin, and Kundalini as Yang. However this seems to us due to worldly illusion. In fact, it’s just opposite, there is Kundalini in the form of Yin and the soul in the form of Yang. The union of these two is Shivvihiva or Shiva marriage. When it is completed, it is called Kundalini awakening or Self Realization. At that time, the consciousness of Kundalini envelops the whole self-sky, and the two seem to be completely mingled with each other. Kundalini is said to be the physical representative of the soul, because it is undoubtedly a limited and solitary image in the limited brain, and is bound by physical constraints, but it has all the conscious qualities of the soul. The same reminds the soul of its true real qualities. But it happens through practice. That is why Kundalini is always remembered through yoga, love, etc.
Friends, last week we talked about the Panchamakaras and the tamoguna that originated from them. We have also described the Panchamakaras in old posts. It appears that it’s necessary to read previous post to understand this post fully. Actually, the Panchamakars are the main weapon of the leftist tantric to hunt for Kundalini. These are the five things whose names start with the letter M. These are sex (maithun in Sanskrit or Hindi), meat (maans), alcohol (Madira), fish (matsya) and mudra (typical sustained body posture). Fifth panchmakara, Mudra is actually Kundalini yoga. It’s important to note that Panchmakaras should never be confused with worldly forms of these material things or sentiments. These only become panchmakaras when these are fully accompanied with spiritual sentiment and practices in the guidance of a qualified Guru and are utilized in minimum amount for the maximum spiritual benefits. Not doing so, panchmakaras may turn harmful too. Panchmakaras initially produce duality. Then it can be converted to non duality with various meditation techniques and nondual philosophies like Vedas-puranas or sharirvigyan darshan. Actually, non duality has not its separate existence. It’s only the negation of duality. it’s the duality that has it’s own existence. Therefore, we can only produce duality directly through worldly indulgence. We can’t produce non duality directly but only through negation of duality. In other words, duality is the base thing to be attained first. To what we would apply the negation word ‘non’, if there is no duality. There appears wide spread misunderstanding regarding non duality. We can’t remain nondual while fully ignoring the duality. Both sentiments run together side by side. This post is not advocating any particular thing or method or lifestyle. We are only presenting the scientific truth to the readers.
Panchamakars are considered sinful in the eyes of the world
One of the reasons, which was mentioned in the previous post is that they produce tamoguna. The second reason is that in it violence karma is involved. You get the fruits of karma. But one only gets it according to karma, not according to his choice or thinking. According to classical mythology, most people understand that it will lead to death penalty or will have to face severe torture in terrible hells, because all types of sins or violence are equal. But this does not happen. This is only a spiritual expression, not a physical or practical one. Minor fruits of minor sins continue to be seen, which are ordinarily seen in the common progressive public in any way, such as getting sick, slipping foot, sprains, increase in the chance of an accident, etc. But in most cases, rescue takes place. The power from the Panchamakars makes the man more engrossed in worldly pursuits. Naturally the minor illnesses, physical pains and mental pains that arise from this are as the result of their sins. With them, the sin of the Panchamakaras is destroyed, and the business of the world also continues to progress. Therefore, the maximum use of energy should be done in such a way that one has to commit least sins for it. This is karma management. This is the Yoga.
Nowadays it seems difficult to do Kundalini yoga without Panchamakaras
I was reading about the yoga experience of a young man in a blog. He had become a pure vegetarian for yoga. Once he lives in the wilderness of Amazon as guest to someone he knows. There, he avoids the fish and asks for pulses to be put into a pit made by him in the rice pile in his plate. The laughter of his acquaintance does not take the name of stopping. Embarrassed by this, he becomes a non-veg yogi. It means habits and habitats are according to the country. Eating a balanced diet is very important for a yogi, because yoga requires a lot of energy. Yoga is the second name of balance or balanced life. It highlights the importance of balanced diet in one’s life. We consider the balance of food to be limited only to the balance of nutrients. But in fact, this balance should be extended even to the gunas of the nature or prakriti. A person can get all the necessary nutrients from vegetarianism, but he will get the Tamogun of nature only from the non-vegetarian. One can also use limited alcohol without any harm to health, to obtain the necessary tamoguna. It is known to all and as it has been proved in the previous posts of this blog that for the balance of life, the three gunas of nature should be in balance inside the mind. These gunas complement each other only when in equilibrium, otherwise they may become inhibitors of each other. All of us know that mind is formed by diet. There is also a famous saying that “What is grain, that is the brain”. This shows the importance of having all the three gunas of nature in a balanced amount in the diet. It is said that no worship without eating. Vata, Pitta and Kapha of Ayurveda are also Satoguna, Rajoguna and Tamoguna respectively of nature. Health remains good by balancing them. The word non-violence that Patanjali has inserted in Yama and Niyam of ashtanga yoga means that there should be no violence without a higher purpose. If non-veg such as fish, egg is not taken in the form of mild violence or sin to keep the body strong and healthy, then it will also be violence towards the body. From that, how will the yama and niyam of yoga be applied in Yoga. Violence against the human body is the greatest violence. Patanjali used to think very long, so instead of getting into the mess of vegetarian or non-vegetarian, he added the word non-violence. This is enough for those who understand. Now if according to science, the need of the body is judged, then a man only needs 70-100 grams of meat as doze of one day for two days in a week. It can be harmful for the body if this need isn’t fulfilled or even over fulfilled. Over fulfilling also produce unnecessary tamoguna or darkness. I have seen many yogis, who feel the need after 15 days, many after 1 month, and some after 3 months. Many feel the need for non veg at an interval of six months. Now tell what will be the deficiency of nutrients fulfilled by it. From this, it is clear that the deficiency of tamoguna of man’s mind is fulfilled by it. It also gives him full and refreshing sleep due to its inherent quality of darkness, which makes a good repair of his body and mind, and that makes him healthy. The body states its own need. When it is needed, meditation starts to decrease in yoga, agility is reduced, appetite decreases, digestive system starts messing up, tremors start to occur in the body. In behavior, anger and irritability comes, it becomes difficult to maintain non duality, the mind starts to wander inside the vortex of duality, it becomes like depression, the body starts getting sick, one starts to feel like fear, disinterest in sex. To maintain the advaita sentiment in the right way in the mind, the balance of the three gunas of nature is very important. Further added, where there is non duality, there is kundalini. Like these, many symptoms occur if body requirements remain unfulfilled. In fact, due to lack of diet, some side effects are produced in every part of the body and mind. Many people ignore them and many people are not aware of these. All these bad symptoms disappear immediately after the nutritional supplements are completed. Anyway, fish is considered the best diet, because it has many healthy properties, and also has no side effects. That is why it has been specially included in the Panchamakaras. Papakarma or sin is also very less due to its consumption. Scientific research has also revealed that the fish does not feel pain. It appears as a gift given to it by the nature to escape from the torture of the very same nature. Although all the three gunas of nature are present in all things and expressions, but in a particular thing, a particular guna is more powerful. Take Panchamakars, then there is excess of Rajoguna in sex and fish, Tamogun in meat and liquor, and Satoguna in Mudra or static gesture. In today’s era of pollution and hyper-physicality, the demand for energy of the body has increased a lot. In such a situation, perhaps only the leftist Yogic panchamakaras can guide mankind correctly.
Friends, Lord Shiva is heard with saying that he is Tamoguni. Tamoguna means dark qualities. Shiva wanders with the ghosts in the crematorium. On top of his body, he massages the ash of cremation ground. It is also said that Lord Shiva is the ultimate Satoguna form. Satoguna means light qualities. In this way both opposing qualities are shown inside Shiva. Then it is said to justify that Shiva is Tamoguni from outside, but Satoguni from inside. Today we will clarify this through Tantric Kundalini Yoga.
Kundalini is the main source of Sattva component of Shiva
In fact, Shiva is the first Lord of Tantra. We can also call him the first Tantric of creation. If we study the conduct of the tantric yogi carefully, then the doubts arising in relation to Shiva will also disappear. Left Tantric are generally considered to be the real Tantric. They also consume five makaras or 5 Ms. Surely, Shiva is not a Panchmakarik, but Tamoguna stays with him just like with the Panchamakarik tantrik. Tamoguna arises through consumption of these panchamakaras inside the common men of the world. This is because they are unable to handle the energy generated by these and do wrong work in their charge. Those wrongdoings add more to Tamogun. The Panchamakaras themselves create a sharp movements or waves in gunas, which also naturally creates tamoguna in most of the people of the common world, under whose influence, they may take wrong step. But a Tantrayogi calms the stir of gunas with the advaita bhava or nondual sentiment achieved through his Kundalini Yoga. A yogi often seeks the help of an Advaita Shastra to do this. The Advaita scriptures contain philosophical books about the deity, such as Puranas, Stotras, etc. Physiology philosophy or sharirvigyan darshan in Hindi is also an excellent class modern Advaita literature. Yogi keeps advaita scripture overlaid on a state of his present gunas. He keeps on understanding the truth that all his conditions exist everywhere and in everything. This makes the Kundalini shine with peace and joy. This gives him a lot of Kundalini benefit, because Kundalini is living often with Advaita. This causes the Kundalini to shine faster. When Kundalini gets the life force and neuronal power suppressed by tamoguna, she starts to come alive. This occur just like candle or spark shining brilliantly in the dark. That’s why Kundalini yoga is quickly fruiting if practised in cremation ground as by Lord Shiva. Anyway, it is seen that in the plethora of Tamoguna conditions, the movement of thoughts is stopped in the brain. This may be due to any fear, sadness, passing near the accident, stress, depression, intoxication, tamoguni non veg food, work fatigue of mind and body etc. At such times, neuronal energy is being stored in the brain. In this, the thoughts which arise in between, they are very powerful and bright, because they are receiving condensed neuronal energy. Yogis keep converting these thoughts into single Kundalini thought. This keeps all the neuronal energy going to the Kundalini. The same principle works behind the great benefits generated by remembering God or Kundalini in bad times. After this Tamogun phase, thete comes Satogun and Rajoguna phase. It is filled with the light of thoughts. Actually stored neuronal energy is exiting. It is flooded with bright ideas. The common man wastes neuronal energy in them, but the yogi converts those thoughts into Kundalini and gives all the energy to the Kundalini. She travels on all the chakras through Kundalini yoga, and makes each of these healthy and strong. The whole body and mind is filled with joy and light. In this way, the things by which the tamoguna is produced within the common man, they produce the satoguna within the tantrayogi. Due to this very reason, the people of the world see lord Shiva as Tamoguni from outside, but basically he is Satoguni from inside. This also leads to the union of yin and yang, which leads to enlightenment. Yin is tamogun, and yang is satogun.
Friends, this well-known theory was confirmed in the previous post that actually Kundalini evolution has been termed as biological evolution. Kundalini takes birth in Muladhara, grows in various places, and finally awakens in Sahasrara. This is called Shiv Vivah. Just as a married couple travels to different places after marriage organized in a high-quality home, similarly the soul-kundalini couple gets married in Sahasrara and travels on different chakras. It is mentioned in the scriptures that the sages travel in different worlds or abodes. Actually those worlds are in the form of different chakras. Today we will discuss it.
Kundalini is Parvati
The ego is the king. His daughter Sati is the Kundalini. Man is successful in worldliness only through ego. A static image is produced with it, which is Kundalini. King Daksha as an ego does not want his daughter Kundalini to run after the ghostly Shiva and harm her worldliness. In the end he loses and Sati meditates in the form of Kundalini yoga to get Shiva. She goes against her father’s will and marries Shiva, meaning Kundalini wakes up. The ego decreases significantly but does not die. He takes Kundalini away from Shiva and she gets caught in his mess. By the time Kundalini realizes this, her age is complete. Angry Shiva cut the head of Daksha and put the head of the goat there means that the ego does not die even with the body, but it becomes weak. In the next life, Sati or kundalini in the form of Parvati is born to the house of the mountain king. She then meditates to attain Shiva. Kundalini resumes her campaign in the next life. In the metaphoric tale it means that the yogi holding that Kundalini goes to Yogasadhana in the Himalayas to fulfill her ultimate goal in her next birth. There, Indra sends Kamdev to break the penance of Shiva for fear of losing his throne. Shiva burns him with his sight. Here Shiva is the sleeping soul of Yogi. Kamadeva is the metaphor of the world’s colors. If the Yogi’s Kundalini is eager to meet his soul, the world’s colors cannot harm the soul, but are itself eroded. Parvati’s parents initially prevent Parvati from marrying Shiva. Actually, mind and intellect are the symbols of Parvati’s parents. Kundalini originates from them only. They expect only the achievements of worldliness from Kundalini, they do not want to allow them to do asceticism etc. for the attainment of God. In order to discourage Parvati, Shiva also meets her in vile disguise and tells the evils of Shiva. In fact, it is the soul of the initial yogi covered with ignorance who continues to create illusions about God. But Parvati continues to meditate. In the end, Shiva is pleased and marries her, meaning Kundalini is awakened. Then Parvati moves to Kailash, meaning Kundalini settles in Sahasrara. His son Karthikeya is born. He is the ruler of the divine army. His son Ganesha is also born, who avoids problems, and defeats obstacles. In fact, all these works belong to the awakened Kundalini. The divine army is the symbol of the senses of the body here.In the mythological story of Shivpuran, Shiva is depicted as a ghost, to whom Parvati is attracted. Her parents stop her. Actually, the soul covered with ignorance is Shiva, who looks like a dark ghost from outside. But in reality, it is a form of light. Ego and intelligence are the parents of Parvati Kundalini. These prevent her from going towards Shiva.
According to Kalidasa’s Kumarasambhava, Parvati wants to bring Shiva from the desolation of the cave into the mainstream of household life. Kundalini also wishes to awaken the soul or shiva steeped in ignorance. It is simultaneously written that the worldly system had come to a standstill due to the consumption of Kamdev. Then Parvati married Shiva and got him to revive Kamadeva. Then the process of creation started again. As long as the intense Kundalini Yogasadhana is running, the yogi keeps a distance from worldliness. After awakening, Kundalini makes his mind go to run again in the world, albeit with knowledge. This has been called the rebirth of kamadeva.According to the Devi Bhagwat Purana, the mountain king Himalaya and his wife Maina delight Bhagwati Adi Parashakti or supreme goddess mother. She becomes her daughter in the form of Parvati. In fact, the soul covered with ignorance or ego is the mountain king Himalaya here, and the intellect is Maina. When the mother nature is pleased with their good worldly deeds and humanity, she settles in their body permanently in the form of Kundalini.
Parvati pacifies Shiva with her romantic dance, when he performs the devastating Tandava dance. Actually, a person filled with ignorance is disturbed and wandered. He does a lot of wrongdoing. It is Kundalini who shows him sunlight and inspires for good works.
According to Shakta tradition, Shiva resides at Parvati’s house. Here Parvati is considered as the main and Shiva as the secondary. Shiva is angry with their some mutual dispute and he starts leaving the house. Then Parvati creates the dashmahavidyas and closes every door to avoid Shiva’s escape, and thus prevents Shiva from leaving. Actually, apart from Sahasrara, there are various chakras, especially Muladhara as Kundalini’s home. She dominates there. The soul is not very comfortable there. For some reason, Kundalini starts to run away or fade away due to some body’s weakness. Then Kundalini takes shelter of the Panchamakaras and the five gruesome expressions emanating from them. By this, she becomes very strong and prevents the soul from leaving. Because where there is Kundalini, there is the soul. The various doors depicted for his escape are the Kundalini Chakras. The number of Kundalini Chakras has also been reported to be ten in many places.According to a myth, Parvati is taking a bath. She keeps his son Ganesha as the watchman at the door. Ganesha does not even allow Shiva to enter. Shiva gets angry and removes his head from the torso. This makes Parvati very angry with Shiva. Then to appease her, Shiva attaches an elephant’s head to Ganesha. Actually, Kundalini wants that she gets the too dominance in the body. Ganesha is the leader of the senses. Actually, it’s intelligence. He prevents the entry of the dual worldliness that can challenge the dominance of Kundalini. He even prevents the Gods from outside to do so. Due to this, outside religious organizations get angry and punish him. But they have to bow down to the power of Kundalini and resurrect him. Although he is greatly attenuated by those organizations. Shakta cult also states that Shiva without Shakti is a corpse. This is true because without the company of Kundalini, the soul is unconscious and full of darkness. It becomes Shiva only when it is married to Kundalini in Sahasrara. It is evident from all the above facts that Kundalini Yoga is at the root of every mythology related to Shiva and Parvati.
Friends, I sometimes like a particular deity more, sometimes someone else. Long ago, I loved Goddess mother the most. Now I like Lord Shiva the most. Once when I went to visit Mumbai, I liked Lord Ganesha best. In Maharashtra, Ganesha is quite famous. It is clear that the God who exposes the Kundalini the most, that is the best as a deity. This means that the real joy lies in the Kundalini itself. The gods are helpful in exposing the Kundalini.
The form of a particular deity is a mold of the form of a particular personality
In fact, various deities exist as signs of different personalities. Lord Shiva is a tantric, cool, nondual, naive, self-possessed, nature-lover, quick-tempered and quickly happy, detached and high-spirited self-proudful personality. If anyone likes such a personality and a man with such personality, then he can get benefit from Shiva worship. By meditating on Shiva, the image of a person with such personality appears in his mind temple, and then gradually takes the form of Kundalini. In life, no one can be physically consistent with anyone. But one can always remain mentally consistent. To maintain the mental picture of a lover, a god like him is chosen. The deity is worshiped in the form of an idol, picture, statue, etc. This keeps the mental picture of the lover strong. Many times the reverse also happens. The person by whom a deity is worshiped begins to fall in love with the man with that personality of deity. This then leads to the development of Kundalini. In the old age, Yogis also used to make the idol of the empty deity as Kundalini without any loving person. But nowadays it seems impossible. Because the present-day society is individual oriented rather than Devata or idol oriented. Similarly, one may find the personality of Lord Ganesha interesting, while one that of mother Kali. Gods exist according to everyone’s interest. As far as my own experience is concerned, I had a personality like Shiva as my Kundalini. Once upon a time due to some divine event, my inclination towards Lord Shiva became apparent. I felt completely devoted to him, losing myself from all other sides. This inspired me to unknowingly have Tantra Yoga with various favorable circumstances, which quickly awakened my Kundalini.
Gods always exist as a feeling or sentiment
For example, if a particular tantric born in some country or era or say Bhairavnath was considered the god of the tantra, then most people today would not have reverence for him. This would have been because Bhairavnath was a real man, who was born in very old times, and is not today. The life-circumstances of his time were completely different from those of today’s life. In this way, the tantric sentiment that was popping up in the minds of people would have perished by worshipping Baba Bhairav. But in contrast, Lord Shiva is eternal. He is the same today, as he was thousands of years ago. He will always remain the same. In fact, he is not a mortal person, but as a personality or sentiment. There have been countless people who cover his personality. Therefore, trust and interst always prevail over him. It keeps trust on Tantra and interest in it.
Gods always give strength to Kundalini
If a deity is interesting or not, he always gives Kundalini benefits. The deity is really like a mixture of living (Yang) and non-living (Yin). He has the quality of a living as doing all the activities like a human being. The qualities of the inanimate are in them in the form of inanimate objects such as air, water, fire, sun etc. A mixture of living and non-living in a deity is possible only if the deity is living and unattached. All the activities of the deity calm down in his mind through Advaita or non duality and Anasakti or detachment. However they are carried out from outside by the deity. If the deity were fully alive, he would be visible like a living human, and would be immersed in the bondage of the world. If the deity had been completely lifeless, it would have been dead, which could never run the world at all. Moreover, his worship would have been a loss rather than a gain. It is because of this Advaita form of the deity that Advaita prevails in the mind of man, due to which the Kundalini is exposed. That is why it has been written in the Vedas and scriptures that worshiping the deity brings salvation along with the comforts of the world.
Friends, I had mentioned in previous posts that Lord Shiva lives like a mast-malang/free and fare tantrik. They do not have anything extra except some very important things. Mata Parvati is also one of them, with whom he wanders freely in Kashi.
It is necessary to stay away from the mess of worldliness for the attainment of Tantra
According to Shivpuran, Lord Shiva originated Lord Vishnu to stay away from the mess of worldliness. He entrusted him with the responsibilities of upholding and protecting the world. He himself started to worship and travel in Kashi to do Yogasadhana happily with Parvati. It is said that they continue to roam there even today.
Premayogi Vajra’s own personal experience of solitude
Premayogi Vajra was also trapped in the mess of worldliness like Lord Shiva. He worked hard for nearly 20 years, and established many developmental feats. However, his tendency was also towards Tantric life. Due to this, he was able to stay in the advaita bhava. He used to feel tired from it. This was because some extra energy is also spent to maintain the advaita bhava or Kundalini. Nothing is possible without energy, not even God. That is why Shakti is considered an integral part of Shiva. However, with occasional tantric eating and living, that energy was easily supplied. The fire also burns him, who knows about it; And burns him equally, who does not know about it. Similarly, the mess of worldliness creates a darkness of ignorance within everyone. It is a different matter that the dark is less dense in man with nondual knowledge. This is similar to the way a man who learns about fire tries to avoid it, which makes him less burnt. At the same time his love for Shiva was awakened due to some unforeseen circumstances. Then due to the similar divine circumstances, he got an opportunity to live with his close family in a place full of solitude, far away from home. He almost forgot his old life. In a way Lord Shiva freed him from the mess of worldliness like his own way. It is worth noting here that one who is entangled in the world gets the fruit of renunciation. One who is already asleep, does not get any benefit from sleeping. That is why it is written in Shivpuran that Shiva appointed Vishnu to handle the mess of worldliness and left the world on his own and went to Kashi. An officer can assign his subordinates to the same responsibilities, which he himself knows well and which he has long experience in carrying out. If Lord Shiva had not run the world for a long time, how could he have deputed Vishnu in his place. Those who do not accept the world strongly, they do not get the fruits of the renunciation of the world. So as long as you live in the world, be completely immersed, but keep your senses. Today, science also accepts that when the conscious functioning of the mind drops by more than 50 percent, then the possibility of self-awareness increases significantly. That is why in the old times, the kings used to abandon the kingdom completely and go to exile for austerity. The four ashrams were also built for this reason. The men used to visit the Vanaprastha Ashram located in seclusion, where they used to get a lot of peace after taken care of the mess of the Grihastha Ashram for long. In that seclusion, the Premayogi Vajra, like Shiva, spent a full Tantramayi life and began to visit his tantric companions in picturesque and religious places. This made his Kundalini operational, and within two years she woke up.
Consumption of cannabis by Shiva
The qualities of Lord Shiva’s stresslessness, masti/frankness, joyfulness, advaita and naivete, etc. have been shown as his intoxication of cannabis. People only get intoxicated for the attainment of these qualities. But most people are not able to succeed, because these qualities are dependent on the soul and not on the drug. If mild intoxication is done by tantric method and under the supervision of the Guru, then it can inspire them for permanent attainment of these by showing a glimpse of these qualities. Real and permanent attainment of these qualities is possible only through self-power.
Spiritual psychological secret hidden behind offering milk and cannabis mixed water to Lord Shiva
This morning I walked around with the family to visit a Shiv Mandir. Traveled 4 km on foot. The weather was very pleasant. Nature’s shadow was scattered all around. The honeybees were buzzing on yellow floral bunches of mango trees. People were coming to the temple. On the way, some puppies started walking with us, then sniffed something, stopped and looked around. On some old and big trees the vines were wrapped in such a dense manner, as if a sweetie was showing her attachment to her lover or mother to her baby. A dry tree was half bent down, and looked like an old man bent over tired up in his life. In fact, most of the time, we do not see anything. I have gone through that route many times, but I saw these things for the first time. Therefore, brain and mind should also be kept open with eyes. While coming from the temple, I broke some cannabis leaves along the way and brought them along. Grind them finely in the house with chanting of Shiva’s mantra for about 20 minutes. Then mixed it with some water, as much milk and some honey. I kept whipping that solution with chanting of Shiva mantra for about 25 minutes. Then filtered the solution to clean it. Taking a little solution from it, I went to another temple nearby with my wife. There I mixed it in the water of worship bowl and began to anoint the Shivlinga with it. For about 15 minutes I kept pouring that water on the Shivlingam little by little. The color of that water was somewhat milky and green. Another couple were also sitting close by, and were singing Shiva’s aarti along with the worship of Shiva. As soon as my water used to fall on the Shivlingam, my Kundalini got energy and started shining there. The mind was also in some romantic mood. In fact, that water had become the sexual substance of Lord Shiva. Color of that had turned white with milk, and cannabis had intoxicated that with sexuality. Once, I had the same feeling at the time of Darshan or seeing of Parad or mercury Shivlingam. When I searched on Google, it turned out that liquid mercury is solidified by a special ancient herbal technique. In a way, it has become a solid semen of Lord Shiva. This also sends a message to the subconscious that the wandering liquid mind should be pacified by solidifying it with meditation. I came back home and drank half a glass of that liquid in the name of Lord Shiva.
Friends, I had told in previous posts that by touching the palate with the tongue, it brings down the Kundalini through the front channel. I had also said that the only place of experience of any sensation is Sahasrara, not any other chakra. The Kundalini picture is always being made in Sahasrara itself. In other chakras, it appears only when its energy level falls below a minimum threshold. The lower the energy level, the more it goes into the lower chakra. I recently gained a new experience related to this, which I will use to confirm the following principles.
There are two main yoga methods to achieve spiritual dimension
The first method is philosophical, and the second method is experimental or tantric. In the first method, a favorite Advaita philosophy is overlaid over one’s present position. In the second method, the tongue is touched by the palate.
First method of philosophy or Raj yoga to achieve spiritual dimension
I was busy with many complicated tasks one day. Duality was constantly being created by those actions. There was a mental problem with the duality. It was natural that physical problems were also occurring. I began to use the philosophical method to convert that duality into advaita. I began to overlay my self-made book called “Physiology Philosophy/sharirvigyan darshan” on my present mood filled state at that time. I was not changing my state at all. Meaning that as the condition was forming, I was allowing it to remain the same. Gods are offended by changing the state, and they interfere with the proper functioning in day-to-day life. They want man to experience all kinds of conditions. It is a different matter that the real yogi experiences all those stages with detachment. The gods become more happy with this, because they themselves remain detached. They face every stage with detachment, not running away from them. It is considered an insult to them by migrating from state to state haphazardly and an insult to their created world, because all the states are in favor of this diversity filled creation. That is why I was believing through the subconscious mind that my nondual philosophy is connecting with all my states and making them nondual too. I was not directly contemplating it, because it could have affected my conditions. With this what used to happen to me was that the Kundalini would appear in my contemplation in my unknown place of thinking, and would be settled then on one of my chakras. The lower the mental energy level of my state, the more my Kundalini would go on to the lower chakra. When the mind was energetic, she used to come on the heart chakra. When the energy level dropped too much, she used to come to the navel chakra. Having less energy than that, she was also situated on the Swadhisthanchakra.
Tantric method for creating self-awareness
I again touched my inverted tongue with the soft palate when my brain was tired. I tasted salty there and felt intense sensation. With this, the energy of the brain descended through the central line on the back of my tongue by penetrating all the chakras and became situated on the navel chakra. Kundalini was also with that. There was only a confusing bundle of thoughts in the brain. That came down and became a Kundalini. This reduced brain fatigue completely. Peace emerged with advaita and joy. Thoughts and deeds started happening with detachment.
The third compound method combining the rules of Raja Yoga and Tantra
After some time, the pressure in my brain again started with duality. I used both of the above methods to reduce it. At first I kept the tongue constantly touched by the palate. Along with that, I tried to create Kundalini in my mind with the help of the book “physiology Physiology/sharirvigyan darshan”. But before she could appear in the brain in a manner, she came down through the front channel. While crossing my tongue, there was a sharp sensation filled with taste in the tongue. The Kundalini loop was also completed by this. By this, she also descended more down from the navel chakra and climbed up through the back channel little helped by constriction created in muladhar chakra and then came down again through the front channel. This caused the Kundalini Chakra to rotate in the channel loop. I found this combination method to be the most powerful. However any method can be used to its advantage over time.
Spiritual psychological secret hidden behind offering milk and cannabis mixed water to Lord Shiva
This morning I walked around with the family to visit a Shiv Mandir. Traveled 4 km on foot. The weather was very pleasant. Nature’s shadow was scattered all around. The honeybees were buzzing on yellow floral bunches of mango trees. People were coming to the temple. On the way, some puppies started walking with us, then sniffed something, stopped and looked around. On some old and big trees the vines were wrapped in such a dense manner, as if a sweetie was showing her attachment to her lover or mother to her baby. A dry tree was half bent down, and looked like an old man bent over tired up in his life. In fact, most of the time, we do not see anything. I have gone through that route many times, but I saw these things for the first time. Therefore, brain and mind should also be kept open with eyes. While coming from the temple, I broke some hemp leaves along the way and brought them along. Grind them finely in the house with chanting of Shiva’s mantra for about 20 minutes. Then mixed it with some water, as much milk and some honey. I kept whipping that solution with chanting of Shiva mantra for about 25 minutes. Then filtered the solution to clean it. Taking a little solution from it, I went to another temple nearby with my wife. There I mixed it in the water of worship bowl and began to anoint the Shivlinga with it. For about 15 minutes I kept pouring that water on the Shivlingam little by little. The color of that water was somewhat milky and green. Another couple were also sitting close by, and were singing Shiva’s aarti along with the worship of Shiva. As soon as my water used to fall on the Shivlingam, my Kundalini got energy and started shining there. The mind was also in some romantic mood. In fact, that water had become the sexual substance of Lord Shiva. Color of that had turned white with milk, and cannabis had intoxicated that with sexuality. Once, I had the same feeling at the time of Darshan or seeing of Parad or mercury Shivlingam. When I searched on Google, it turned out that liquid mercury is solidified by a special ancient herbal technique. In a way, it has become a solid semen of Lord Shiva. This also sends a message to the subconscious that the wandering liquid mind should be pacified by solidifying it with meditation. I came back home and drank half a glass of that liquid in the name of Lord Shiva.
Friends, I told in last week’s post that yoga is successful only by adopting all types of yoga together. Today we will have some detailed experiential discussion of this fact.
Karmayoga as the initial ladder of all yogas
This is because Karmayoga is the easiest. Due to this, the man who remains in the world remains calm and away from the world, just as the lotus leaf remains submerged in water, but it remains away from the reach of water, and remains dry. Karmayog should always remain in life. But it is of special importance for teenagers and young people, because at this age, deeds are done fast. The higher the amount of karma, the more effective the karma yoga is. Karmayoga is also called Advaita Bhava or Anasakti Bhava. My home inherited the rites of Karmayoga because of the dominance of yoga from the very beginning. My Karma Yoga in my life reached its peak only when Tantra was joined by some unknown divine inspiration. This gave me the privilege of experiencing self-awareness twice. In fact Tantra increases the power to do karma, which also increases karma yoga. Then with some divine inspiration, I created a philosophy of physiology or shareervigyan darshan in Hindi. It is a practical philosophy, and a panacea for a person trapped in the world. This philosophy gave me a lot of strength. This gave me all-round material advancement as well as spiritual progress. I had got a glimpse of enlightenment about 4-5 years before making it. I was made special by that. I was completely immersed in the Advaita Sagar. People of the over attached world started to look me like a man from Mars, due to which they started to think of me as inferior and kept me isolated. They were also right in their place. They did not want to allow me to enter the transcendental dimension. Although that dimension is the best, living in that dimension cannot allow the work of worldliness. The gods prevent man from going into that dimension, because if all people went into that dimension, how would their created world be able to run. That is why in ancient times the king of the gods Indra used to come to disturb the austerities of the yogis. Indra feared that if a man would attract the people of the world towards him with the power of yoga, no one would ask him. Indra was constantly afraid of losing the throne of his dominion. It is only in view of this danger that I do my yogasadhana carefully. As soon as I begin to enter into the parlokik dimension, and I feel the danger from the gods, I immediately come out of that dimension by adopting some tantric tactic. According to the sources, Yogi Sri Sadhguru also says the same, and probably does. In fact, man can rise above their created world only by having a good relationship with the gods.
Due to the above spiritual isolation, it was difficult for me to be openly involved among the world. This made me tortured by boredom and paranoia. This is called Kundalini climbing in the opposite channel. There is an Ida channel, and a Pingala. One is emotional, and one is karmic. I was too emotional. Used to be immersed in pictures of bizarre experiences and old memories. Due to this, the power to do karma was diminished. This is why I felt a great need for a sexual partner at that time. From the sexual force, Kundalini climbs into the Sushumna channel in the middle and reaches Sahasrara. This makes a man’s life balanced. Not with the sexual partner, but I definitely got support with the physiology philosophy. Advaita generated from this put a check on my useless thoughts. Due to the power saved by this, my Kundalini entered Sahasrara through Sushumna channel. Then, seeing my Kundalini bouncing without sexual power, potential sexual partners also started turning their eyes towards me. At the time when I was in need of sexual strength, there was no in the sight at that time, but when I made my sexual strength myself, then they also started getting excited about it. Whatever actually was correct to happen, that happened. If I had got sexual strength prematurely, I would not have learned to cultivate my own philosophical sexual force, nor would I have had a second glimpse of self-awareness.
After growing old, I became more inclined towards knowledge and hatha yoga
However, Karma Yoga was also going on. Once, immediately after enlightenment, my bhakti yoga was also greatly increased. In fact, when I was completely discouraged by being deceived by the physical companions, then I had a glimpse of self-knowledge, i.e. God visualization. It gave me a lot of support to be satisfied and happy. I started thinking of myself as a special favorite to God. I was grateful to him again and again, and thanked him with various eulogies or praising verses. This is godliness. This shows that all types of yoga should go on simultaneously. Their mutual proportions should be changed according to the time. By doing this, no one can stop the attainment of self-awakening.
Demystifying Kundalini 